Lord of the world GL

After Ouyang Yuling left the imperial study, she sat in her bedroom for a long time. This bedroom was the side hall where the injured Huangfu Jinyu lived. After Huangfu Jinyu was gone, Ouyang Yuling moved in. I lived here, and lived in the small side hall for ten years.Here I have recalled everything that should be recalled. She and Huangfu Jinyu uttered the truth before the bed, her coldness and warmth to Huangfu Jinyu, and the later bad words towards Huangfu Jinyu all happened in this bedroom. She lived here for ten years, regretted it for ten years, and suffered for ten years.

Leaving the dormitory, Ouyang Yuling seemed to be walking aimlessly, but she also came to Dianjiang Terrace, where she and Huangfu Jinyu met for the last time. In the past ten years, she had never set foot here. There has been no war in these ten years, so she doesn't need to see off the soldiers here.

Now, she mustered up the courage to take this step, from here to the end, from here to start.

Stepping on the high point, the smiling face of the man who took the wine appeared in his mind, and it seemed that he could still hear the man's soft whisper, "I said, I would like to die by your hands". The moment Huangfu Jinyu took the imperial wine, she already knew that it would be poisonous wine, but she drank it all in one gulp.For Huangfu Jinyu, the most poisonous wine is not the wine with the red crest added, but the wine that has melted Ouyang Yuling's unfeeling tears. This kind of wine really makes her miserable.

Suddenly, a cool breeze hit the stage, and Ouyang Yuling couldn't help feeling a bit chilly, and subconsciously wrapped her arms around herself.The touch of wrapping hands around is so familiar but also so suffocating.Because on this stage, Huangfu Jinyu once hugged her tightly, that hug was the last time she knew she would not give up, it was the love that wanted to integrate Ouyang Yuling into her bone marrow.

"One last time, please."

"If I could, I would never have enough, but at this moment I can only let go."

Huangfu Jinyu's choked voice came again, this time, Ouyang Yuling couldn't be stronger anymore, the line of defense that she didn't want to touch for ten years was completely broken at this moment, she knelt on the ground, and began to cry.

The guards around the platform looked suspiciously at the empress who was once aloof and crying like a child, but they didn't know the real reason for her crying. They still stuck to their posts, and their ears were devastated by Ouyang Yuling's crying.

The next day Ouyang Yuling left Haojing, she was going to visit Nanyang, she wanted to know the place where Huangfu Jinyu used to live.She arrived at the first destination without stopping, Huai City.

The terrain of Huai City is dangerous and it is a battleground for military strategists. Back then Huangfu Jinyu occupied this place and used this natural barrier to prevent Ouyang's soldiers from going south and Huangfu's chariots from going north.The small city of Huai survived in the midst of disputes between the North and the South, but Huangfu Jinyu passed away under the pressure of Concubine Longyi and Empress Ouyang.

In the evening, in the Ping An Hall in Huaicheng, Li Sihan, a doctor who had been busy all day, put down the prescriptions in his hands, lit the lamp, and was about to close the door when he met a person he never expected to meet——Ouyang Yuling.

Time is like a knife, in ten years, she changed her appearance, and Ouyang Yuling also changed her heart.Li Sihan looked at the person who came, and saw that she was no longer as stunning as before. She was only wearing a plain white dress, her eyes and eyebrows were full of fatigue, and her long hair was a little disheveled, revealing the travel and dust along the way.

"Why did you come here?" Li Sihan said coldly.

"I heard from the soldiers guarding the city that there is a female doctor who has returned to life in the Ping'an Hall in the city, so I came here."

"Oh, our empress came all the way to Huaicheng to see a doctor. How dare you ask, what kind of intractable disease did your majesty suffer, and even the imperial doctor can't do anything about it?" Li Sihan teased.

"I'm no longer the queen." Ouyang Yuling said calmly.

"I'm really surprised that the power-hungry queen would take the initiative to abdicate. Could it be that she is sick and stupid? Or is someone coercing you? However, with your role as ruthless, who would dare to coerce you, right? Hahaha!" Li Sihan said, and suddenly burst into laughter, the laughter was full of sadness, mourning for herself and Huangfu Jinyu.She has been infatuated with each other for more than ten years and can't change Huangfu Jinyu's sincerity, but Huangfu Jinyu is willing to die in the hands of Ouyang Yuling. She and Ouyang Yuling have only known each other for only a year. No match for other people's year.In this short year, Huangfu Jinyu actually gave up his heart and life.Finally, Li Sihan was exhausted from laughing, so he propped himself up on the table and sat down slowly, and the laughter gradually stopped.She glanced at Ouyang Yuling, who was standing aside with an expressionless face, raised the corner of her mouth, and said disdainfully, "Tell me, what are you doing here?"

"I'm here to look for her." Ouyang Yuling replied, she had a strong intuition that Huangfu Jinyu was not dead, she was living in a certain corner of Huaicheng.

"Ouyang Yuling!" Li Sihan stood up when he heard the words, grabbed Ouyang Yuling's skirt and shouted loudly, "You still have the face to say it. She died, and you poisoned her ten years ago. The poison you handed me Wine, have you forgotten?" Li Sihan said through gritted teeth, the sound of her teeth rubbing could almost be heard.Huangfu Jinyu gave all her heart to Ouyang Yuling, but in the end she got a glass of poisoned wine. She knew Huangfu Jinyu's pain, and also knew Ouyang Yuling's cruelty. For the throne, she did not hesitate to poison her beloved to death.After many years, Ouyang Yuling was able to give up the throne, but that person could not come back.The more Li Sihan thought about it, the more angry he became, and his great grief and indignation turned into strength in his hands, and he threw Ouyang Yuling away viciously.Facing the sudden force, Ouyang Yuling's thin body was dragged against the counter, and then fell to the ground.

"Li Sihan, I know you hate me, I don't blame you." Ouyang Yuling got up from the ground and said.Just now, Li Sihan's actions surprised her. Although Li Sihan in her memory was aggressive, she had never been so ruthless.

"Yes, I hate you! Jinyu's pain, my pain, is all given by you. I hate you for taking Jinyu's life, I hate you for taking her from me, I hate you!" Li Sihan said , turned around quickly, and grabbed Ouyang Yuling's neck with his right hand, "I have always wanted to kill you, but today you came to my door, don't you want to find her? I will send you to accompany her now." Li Sihan With red eyes and strong hands, Ouyang Yuling's face flushed immediately, but Ouyang Yuling didn't resist at all, and stood straight, letting Li Sihan pinch her neck.

"Why don't you resist?" Li Sihan asked curiously.

"I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for her. I would rather die by your hands." Ouyang Yuling said panting.

"Okay, then I'll kill you!" Li Sihan said loudly.

Ouyang Yuling closed her eyes, that's good, she can see Jinyu.However, the expected suffocation did not come. "Why..." Why didn't Li Sihan kill her.

"Hahaha, why? I really want to kill you, but I can't. If I kill you, Jinyu will hate me. Back then, she didn't hesitate to break up with her family and drink poisonous wine by herself, just because she didn't want anyone to hurt her." You, and how can I hurt the person she loves the most? It’s just that I don’t understand, now you can’t resist in the face of a murderous disaster, but why did you have the heart to kill a person who loved you because of resentment back then. " Li Sihan said, trying not to shed a tear, but his eyes were already rosy.

"Back then," in the distant past, she rejected Huangfu Jinyu's sincerity because of her status. Facing the temptation of imperial power, she used a glass of poisoned wine to bid farewell to future troubles. "Back then... I was wrong!" Ouyang Yuling's lips were bitten. Bleeding, it took a long time to spit out three words.

"It wasn't until after she died that I realized how much I love her. It has nothing to do with her identity. I love her, the real and complete her." Ouyang Yuling said, her moist eyes sparkling .

"You..." Li Sihan originally wanted to say that Ouyang Yuling knew why she was doing this before, but seeing that she was intoxicated by the beautiful past, she couldn't bear to expose it, so she said, "She has knowledge under the spring, and she should be very happy to hear what you said. .”

Ouyang Yuling suddenly came to her senses when she heard Li Sihan's words, "No, she's not dead, my intuition tells me she's not dead, she won't die." She held Li Sihan tightly, stared into her eyes, Expect an affirmative answer, "Tell me she's not dead."

"You should understand what you gave me." Li Sihan said every word, like a basin of ice water pouring on Ouyang Yuling's heart, and she fell down on the stool in a daze.

"She used her internal strength to suppress the onset of toxicity, until one day she could no longer suppress it. No matter how advanced Jinyu's martial arts skills are, she is no match for her death. She... died!"

"No, she's not dead, she's not dead." Ouyang Yuling said firmly, she didn't know where she got the confidence to say these words, after all, she was the one who poisoned her in the first place.

Li Sihan didn't want to entangle Ouyang Yuling again on the issue of whether she died or not. She said, "She is not dead, she lives in our hearts forever!" However, as soon as her hands were empty, she only lightly swept the air beside Ouyang Yuling's shoulders. Li Sihan raised her head and looked out the window, shook her head and smiled almost inaudibly, and then said, "Cry, cry if you want to cry."

"No, I won't cry anymore."

"Oh..." Li Sihan sighed and said, "Drink some water."

The kettle was placed in the middle of the table. It was within reach, but it seemed difficult due to the blurred vision. Li Sihan stretched out his hand, groped on the table, and accidentally swept the cup in front of him to the ground. .

"What's wrong with you?" Ouyang Yuling asked after recovering from the sound of the cup falling to the ground and breaking.

"It's okay, I'll pour you a glass of water." Li Sihan said calmly, and continued to grope forward with her hands.

"You?" Seeing Li Sihan's strange appearance, Ouyang Yuling was very puzzled, and stretched out her hand to wave in front of Li Sihan's eyes, but Li Sihan's beautiful eyes were not moved at all, still locked in one place absently, Ouyang Yuling nervously cried, "Your eyes, Sihan, what about your eyes?"

"My eyes are fine during the day, but at night...it's fine. It's been five or six years, and I'm used to it." Li Sihan said calmly, as if he wasn't the one who was blind.

"Ouyang Yuling keenly guessed something, and asked in a low voice, "Is your eyes because of her? "She could guess that Li Sihan's eyes were blinded from crying because of Huangfu Jinyu's passing.

Li Sihan didn't speak, just nodded with a smile.

"Aren't you a doctor?" Ouyang Yuling asked, Li Sihan is a highly skilled doctor, why didn't she heal her eyes.

"A doctor cannot heal himself." Li Sihan said with a smile.

"Then what do you do? Are you alone in this room?" Ouyang Yuling said and looked around the room. The silence in the room let her know that there was no one else.

"Over the years, I've gotten used to the darkness of the night, and I'm no longer as helpless and panicked as I was when I was blind at the beginning. I can live pretty well alone." Li Sihan narrated calmly.

Ouyang Yuling shook her head in surprise, she couldn't imagine the situation of the proud, beautiful and conceited daughter Qianjin after losing her lover and light.

"She betrayed everyone for her mother and for you, and I also ended up alone for her. We are really worthy, but she only likes you, hahaha!" Li Sihan smiled wryly.

The laughter made Ouyang Yuling's heart ache. If everything started again, would she tolerate Huangfu Jinyu's identity, would she love Huangfu Jinyu as persistently as Li Sihan, would she not have the pain of today? .However, if there is no if, everything cannot be repeated. She has to suffer from the hurt, and she has to taste the bitter fruit that has been planted.