Lord of the world GL
Chapter 123 Sihan is sick
As the New Year approached, the weather in the north was extremely cold. After rushing for the first day, the doctor Li Sihan finally fell ill.
Huangfu Jinyu booked a room in the inn, put Li Sihan in it to rest, added a stove, and covered several layers of thick quilts.
Huangfu Jinyu was running on the road wearing a windbreaker, the cold wind howled past, but her face was covered with sweat.
Unknowingly, today is the New Year's Eve, and lights and festoons are everywhere, adding a bit of festive color to the store.She originally paid a lot of money to ask the waiter in the store to help buy medicine, but the waiter said that the store was short of manpower on New Year's Eve, so she was only willing to find a doctor for her, but refused to get her medicine.Huangfu Jinyu had no choice but to go to the street to get medicine by herself. As soon as she went out, she realized that it was Chinese New Year's Eve, and it was night, and many pharmacies on the street were closed.In the end, Huangfu Jinyu ran many streets before he caught the medicine.
Wrapping the medicine in his coat, Huangfu Jinyu tightened his clothes, squeezed through the lively crowd on the street, and ran towards the inn quickly.
When she ran to the inn, she didn't have time to drink a sip of water, so she asked where the only waiter's kitchen was, but as soon as the waiter finished speaking, he disappeared.
In the room, Huangfu Jinyu helped the sleeping Li Sihan up, fed the decoction one mouthful, and then hurriedly applied a hot towel to Li Sihan's forehead.Hearing Li Sihan's steady breath, she finally settled down, leaning her back against the bed and panting heavily.
These few days, she was in a hurry to go on her way, she didn't have enough rest, and in addition to tonight's ups and downs, she was already extremely tired, so she fell asleep lying on the bed before she knew it.
After an unknown amount of time, the trembling on the bed woke her up.
"Cold...cold..." A faint voice came from the bed.
"Sihan, Sihan!" Huangfu Jinyu called anxiously, but the person on the bed didn't respond, just uttered the word "cold".
"Sihan, Sihan, don't scare me! Don't scare me!" Huangfu Jinyu kept calling while tucking in the quilt nervously and picking up the stove.She was indeed frightened. Li Sihan on the bed was pale and sweaty, but kept trembling and saying that she was cold.She didn't understand medical skills, Huangfu Jinyu was really at a loss at the moment, nervousness, guilt, and worry filled her heart, making her almost out of breath.
"Sihan!" Huangfu Jinyu knelt in front of the bed, stretched out his hand to touch Li Sihan's forehead, stroked the wet hair on her head that was sticking to her cheek like a weed, and called out distressedly and helplessly, "Sihan , What should I do? What should I do?" She would rather be the one lying on the bed.
The person on the bed could only tremble in response.
"Sihan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Huangfu Jinyu tucked the quilt for her, and couldn't help crying. The painful Li Sihan on the bed made her heart ache.What did she do?She saw the torn corner of the letter, and she understood Li Sihan's thoughts, but she didn't even ask Li Sihan if he wanted to, so she naively or almost stubbornly thought that Li Sihan would have no objection, and insisted on putting herself The pain of Li Sihan was shared with Li Sihan, and she led her non-stop, eating and sleeping in the open, wearing stars and moons.That was only her mother, not Li Sihan's mother, but Li Sihan still suffered for her, fell ill, fell into a coma, and fell into a place of right and wrong.
"Sihan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Huangfu Jinyu couldn't tell the tears from the sweat on his face.
"Cold..." Li Sihan said tremblingly on the bed.
"Sihan, I'm sorry! I, Huangfu Jinyu, can't repay your love for me in this life!" Huangfu Jinyu reached out and wiped the tears on her face indiscriminately, quickly took off her clothes, got into bed, and The body is close to Li Sihan's hot body.
Huangfu Jinyu stretched out his hand to hold the hot stream tightly around his bosom, and the person in his bosom was not used to it at first, after struggling a few times, it gradually stopped, and the trembling frequency gradually decreased, leaning against the body behind him Warm, and fell asleep peacefully.
In the dream, she fell into an ice cave, and it was the teary-eyed Huangfu Jinyu who gave her a warm embrace.
"Brother Jinyu..." The man in his arms murmured softly and fell into a sweet dreamland.
Huangfu Jinyu, who had been worried all night, heard Li Sihan's even breathing, and finally heaved a sigh of relief, hugged the person in front of him tightly, and fell asleep in a daze.
The warm sunshine of the New Year penetrates through the doors and windows, making the room warm and bright.
When Li Sihan opened her eyes, she saw the thick black eyelashes and the handsome nose of the person close at hand. Such a handsome face was exactly what she had been dreaming about all her life.Feeling the man's deep breathing, Li Sihan frowned, thinking that she must be extremely tired.It was only then that she remembered the worried and anxious face she saw before she fell into a coma at the latest, the constant crying in her ears in her sleep, and the warm embrace that night with skin to skin. The first time she got close, she couldn't help but make Li Sihan's face blush. She couldn't believe all this was so dreamy, but the tears still on Huangfu Jinyu's face told her that everything was true.
"Brother Jinyu, if you are so nervous about me, so what if I get sick again?" Li Sihan said softly, and seeing the tired face of the person in front of him, he finally said distressedly, "But to make you worry so much, I And I can't bear the slightest mistake." She gently patted the arms around her body away, and quietly got out of bed.
Seeing Huangfu Jinyu's clothes scattered on the ground, her face flushed again, she bent down to pick up all the clothes and put them on the bedside, and tucked in the quilt for Huangfu Jinyu.Then tiptoely dressed, and after washing, gently opened the door.
Today is the first day of the first month of the first lunar month, and people come and go full of congratulations.The waiter stood at the door with a smile on his face, congratulating everyone who passed by his inn.
"Xiaoer, do you have anything to eat?" Li Sihan asked after going downstairs.
The shop waiter hurriedly turned around, "Oh, ma'am, you are awake! Happy New Year!" The shop waiter cheerfully greeted Li Sihan to sit down, took off the white cloth that was hung on his shoulders all the year round, and quickly wiped it on the table. , Don’t forget New Year’s greetings on your lips.
"Hmm, Happy New Year!" Li Sihan responded with a smile.
"Ma'am, what would you like to eat?"
"Whatever, prepare something light for me!"
"Okay! Wait a moment, I'll serve you right away!" the waiter said, and quickly ran away.
Li Sihan was sitting facing the door, watching the people coming and going outside the street, filled with the atmosphere of the New Year everywhere, she couldn't help but her eyes darkened, she should have spent the Spring Festival happily with Huangfu Jinyu today, and then acted like a waiter in the shop , Congratulate every passerby in front of her Ping An Hall, but it's a pity that she is not in Huai City now.
"Ma'am, are you satisfied with your breakfast?" Not long after, the waiter put the breakfast on her table.
Li Sihan glanced at the hot porridge, buns, and cakes, "Very good, satisfied!" She smiled.
"That's good!" the shop clerk said cheerfully, hesitated for a while, and asked, "Ma'am, how are you doing?" Ordinarily it is taboo to talk about illness on the first day of the first lunar month, but the shop clerk still couldn't bear it. Wait, when Huangfu Jinyu appeared in front of her holding the weak and unconscious Li Sihan last night, he really jumped him.
"It's almost better, thank you for your concern." Li Sihan replied politely, and then asked again, "How do you know?"
"Oh, there were few people in the store during the Chinese New Year, so I paid extra attention to every customer. Besides, last night, your husband was so anxious, running in and out, sweating profusely, grabbing and decocting medicine, So I was even more impressed."
"Oh!" Li Sihan responded simply, his mind was full of Huangfu Jinyu running forward and back anxiously for her.
"Ma'am, you are lucky. It can be seen that your husband-in-law treats you very well! In this winter, it is really rare to be able to sweat profusely like that!" The waiter sighed to himself.
"Yeah, she's really nice to me!" Li Sihan said, pretending not to hear "Your husband" from the shop waiter.
Li Sihan finished her breakfast and asked the waiter to pack a hot breakfast for her to take back to her room. When she returned to her room, Huangfu Jinyu was still asleep.
She must be extremely tired, because I have never seen her stay in bed like this before.She lifted up the stool and sat in front of the bed and stared at the sleeping Huangfu Jinyu, but her eyes would always glimpse the fair skin under the brocade quilt intentionally or unintentionally, which made her heart beat faster. After a few rounds, she had no choice but to flee the scene , took out a medical book in the bag and ran to a desk far away to study it.Although her eyes were temporarily isolated, the image in her mind was still stuck in that image, and she even sketched out the image of the two of them sharing the same bed last night, with Huangfu Jinyu hugging her naked, which made her upset dry mind.
"Sihan!" A nervous and hurried voice came from the bed, Li Sihan was startled, and the book fell to the ground with a "snap".
"Sihan? Sihan?" Huangfu Jinyu, who couldn't see Li Sihan when he got up, called out uneasily.
"What's wrong? I'm here!"
Huangfu Jinyu breathed a sigh of relief after seeing Li Sihan, but remembering the trembling appearance of that person last night, he hurriedly asked nervously, "How are you?"
"I'm fine, everything's fine!"
"That's good!" Huangfu Jinyu smiled brightly when she heard the words, and was about to get out of bed when she saw Li Sihan pointing at her body. Only then did Huangfu Jinyu come back to her senses, and after an "ah", He quickly hid under the blanket, his face turned red to the base of his neck.
"The clothes are on the bed, you can change them. I brought them earlier. I can read medical books."
Huangfu Jinyu on the bed didn't speak but nodded shyly, then took the clothes by the bedside and put them on indiscriminately.
Then, because of the shyness and nervousness in my heart and the inconvenience of moving on the bed, I can't help but move a little bit more.
At this moment, Li Sihan, who has long been indifferent to reading, shook his head and smiled, got up and walked to the bed, "Shall I help you?"
"No, I'll do it myself!" Huangfu Jinyu had already put on his trousers, and was lowering his head to wrap around his chest, when he saw Li Sihan approaching, he said hastily.
However, this time, Li Sihan did not obediently obey, but reached out and grabbed Huangfu Jinyu's shirt, and said, "Why are you polite?" Jinyu snatched it up.
Huangfu Jinyu had no choice but to blushing and slowly approach Li Sihan who was beside the bed.
"That's right! When you were poisoned and unconscious, I wiped your body. I haven't seen anything before."
"Sihan!" Huangfu Jinyu suddenly called out seriously.
"Okay, I won't say anything, come and reach out!" Li Sihan said as he opened his clothes to help Huangfu Jinyu, his eyes swept over the ferocious welt marks on his back, and he couldn't help but feel his heart twitch, "It's been so many years, the scars are still there !” She said, but her hands were scratched, and she couldn't wear it anymore.
Seeing this, Huangfu Jinyu quickly took advantage of the gap and put on her clothes. She quickly put on her boots, jumped out of bed, and straightened her skirt.Seeing that Li Sihan was still in distress, he softly comforted him: "It's okay, the pain has long since passed."
Although Huangfu Jinyu talked lightly, her heart was already heavy. The scars on her back were scars that would never fade away in her heart. For ten years, it was like a thorn on her back, scolding her for being cruel and unfilial all the time. Huangfu Jinyu's heart ached unceasingly.
Since she was born, her life has been linked with that of the concubine mother. For more than 20 years, the concubine mother lived for her, and she lived for the concubine mother.She knows better than anyone else the expectations placed on her by her mother and concubine, and the history of her and her mother's concubine living together and fighting side by side for more than 20 years.But it was she, the person who knew the most and shouldn't betray the concubine mother, when the concubine mother's dream was close to reality, she betrayed the concubine mother who was always on the same side with her, and uprooted all concubine mother's hopes.
No matter how high-sounding her reasons are, she knows that such an excuse can only deceive the loyal and loyal subjects of Nanyang, and cannot deceive the wise and wise mother and concubine at all. The excuse of throwing it to the concubine mother, which also made him hurt the concubine even more.
Concubine Longyi's high hopes for Huangfu Jinyu were as deep as her despair and as painful as her heart.When Concubine Longyi made up her mind to order Huangfu Jinyu to be killed, one could imagine how desperate and heartbroken she was for the betrayal of the child she had placed high hopes on.
Li Sihan raised her head when she heard the words, and met Huangfu Jinyu's eyes. For a moment, she, who was keen and intelligent, had already seen the pain hidden in Huangfu Jinyu's eyes, but she couldn't say a word of relief for a while, Huangfu Jinyu The bond between mother and daughter is a knot that she will never be able to see through. What she can do now is to cure Concubine Longyi's illness, so as to reduce Huangfu Jinyu's guilt, so she pretends to be relaxed and said: "You just Don't think about it so much, the breakfast will be cold soon, eat it quickly, and go on your way after eating." Li Sihan said, then turned back to fiddle with the breakfast on the table.
Huangfu Jinyu's heart tightened when she heard the words. She knew that her own emotions were influencing Li Sihan. Thinking of Li Sihan's repeated forbearance and abandonment of herself for her over the years, she couldn't bear it, and said, "Today is the first day of the first lunar month. Well, it’s not too late to hurry tomorrow, anyway, we’ve already traveled a lot before, and it’s less than two days away.”
Li Sihan stared at Huangfu Jinyu in a daze. Obviously, she couldn't believe that Huangfu Jinyu, who had been on the road non-stop for several days, would offer to take a day off. She naturally connected Huangfu Jinyu's abnormality with her illness last night, so Said, "There is no need to rest, my illness is all cured, let's hurry up, it's better to arrive early." She knew that as long as Concubine Longyi was not cured for a day, Huangfu Jinyu would not be able to let go of the big stone in her heart .
Li Sihan could think that Huangfu Jinyu was thinking of her, and Huangfu Jinyu could naturally think that Li Sihan was thinking of her. She was grateful in her heart, and insisted: "It's okay, I'm tired after rushing for so many days, let's rest today. Eat. After breakfast, I'll take you to the street to play." Huangfu Jinyu said calmly, and after giving Li Sihan a warm smile, he sat at the table and ate breakfast with relish.
Li Sihan stood there blankly, she was still immersed in Huangfu Jinyu's smile. Once upon a time, she fell in love with Huangfu Jinyu's calm face and warm smile. It was as warm as the spring breeze in March, and it was the collapse of Mount Tai. The calmness that did not change from before, the tenderness and sense of security that Li Sihan desperately longed for in his heart melted into that smile.But gradually, she was terrified of such a smile, because she gradually understood that this smile contained more of Huangfu Jinyu's helplessness and determination to bear all the suffering alone, so she was terrified of such a smile, and also I feel so bad for such a smile.
While Li Sihan was thinking, Huangfu Jinyu had already finished her breakfast.
Huangfu Jinyu booked a room in the inn, put Li Sihan in it to rest, added a stove, and covered several layers of thick quilts.
Huangfu Jinyu was running on the road wearing a windbreaker, the cold wind howled past, but her face was covered with sweat.
Unknowingly, today is the New Year's Eve, and lights and festoons are everywhere, adding a bit of festive color to the store.She originally paid a lot of money to ask the waiter in the store to help buy medicine, but the waiter said that the store was short of manpower on New Year's Eve, so she was only willing to find a doctor for her, but refused to get her medicine.Huangfu Jinyu had no choice but to go to the street to get medicine by herself. As soon as she went out, she realized that it was Chinese New Year's Eve, and it was night, and many pharmacies on the street were closed.In the end, Huangfu Jinyu ran many streets before he caught the medicine.
Wrapping the medicine in his coat, Huangfu Jinyu tightened his clothes, squeezed through the lively crowd on the street, and ran towards the inn quickly.
When she ran to the inn, she didn't have time to drink a sip of water, so she asked where the only waiter's kitchen was, but as soon as the waiter finished speaking, he disappeared.
In the room, Huangfu Jinyu helped the sleeping Li Sihan up, fed the decoction one mouthful, and then hurriedly applied a hot towel to Li Sihan's forehead.Hearing Li Sihan's steady breath, she finally settled down, leaning her back against the bed and panting heavily.
These few days, she was in a hurry to go on her way, she didn't have enough rest, and in addition to tonight's ups and downs, she was already extremely tired, so she fell asleep lying on the bed before she knew it.
After an unknown amount of time, the trembling on the bed woke her up.
"Cold...cold..." A faint voice came from the bed.
"Sihan, Sihan!" Huangfu Jinyu called anxiously, but the person on the bed didn't respond, just uttered the word "cold".
"Sihan, Sihan, don't scare me! Don't scare me!" Huangfu Jinyu kept calling while tucking in the quilt nervously and picking up the stove.She was indeed frightened. Li Sihan on the bed was pale and sweaty, but kept trembling and saying that she was cold.She didn't understand medical skills, Huangfu Jinyu was really at a loss at the moment, nervousness, guilt, and worry filled her heart, making her almost out of breath.
"Sihan!" Huangfu Jinyu knelt in front of the bed, stretched out his hand to touch Li Sihan's forehead, stroked the wet hair on her head that was sticking to her cheek like a weed, and called out distressedly and helplessly, "Sihan , What should I do? What should I do?" She would rather be the one lying on the bed.
The person on the bed could only tremble in response.
"Sihan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Huangfu Jinyu tucked the quilt for her, and couldn't help crying. The painful Li Sihan on the bed made her heart ache.What did she do?She saw the torn corner of the letter, and she understood Li Sihan's thoughts, but she didn't even ask Li Sihan if he wanted to, so she naively or almost stubbornly thought that Li Sihan would have no objection, and insisted on putting herself The pain of Li Sihan was shared with Li Sihan, and she led her non-stop, eating and sleeping in the open, wearing stars and moons.That was only her mother, not Li Sihan's mother, but Li Sihan still suffered for her, fell ill, fell into a coma, and fell into a place of right and wrong.
"Sihan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Huangfu Jinyu couldn't tell the tears from the sweat on his face.
"Cold..." Li Sihan said tremblingly on the bed.
"Sihan, I'm sorry! I, Huangfu Jinyu, can't repay your love for me in this life!" Huangfu Jinyu reached out and wiped the tears on her face indiscriminately, quickly took off her clothes, got into bed, and The body is close to Li Sihan's hot body.
Huangfu Jinyu stretched out his hand to hold the hot stream tightly around his bosom, and the person in his bosom was not used to it at first, after struggling a few times, it gradually stopped, and the trembling frequency gradually decreased, leaning against the body behind him Warm, and fell asleep peacefully.
In the dream, she fell into an ice cave, and it was the teary-eyed Huangfu Jinyu who gave her a warm embrace.
"Brother Jinyu..." The man in his arms murmured softly and fell into a sweet dreamland.
Huangfu Jinyu, who had been worried all night, heard Li Sihan's even breathing, and finally heaved a sigh of relief, hugged the person in front of him tightly, and fell asleep in a daze.
The warm sunshine of the New Year penetrates through the doors and windows, making the room warm and bright.
When Li Sihan opened her eyes, she saw the thick black eyelashes and the handsome nose of the person close at hand. Such a handsome face was exactly what she had been dreaming about all her life.Feeling the man's deep breathing, Li Sihan frowned, thinking that she must be extremely tired.It was only then that she remembered the worried and anxious face she saw before she fell into a coma at the latest, the constant crying in her ears in her sleep, and the warm embrace that night with skin to skin. The first time she got close, she couldn't help but make Li Sihan's face blush. She couldn't believe all this was so dreamy, but the tears still on Huangfu Jinyu's face told her that everything was true.
"Brother Jinyu, if you are so nervous about me, so what if I get sick again?" Li Sihan said softly, and seeing the tired face of the person in front of him, he finally said distressedly, "But to make you worry so much, I And I can't bear the slightest mistake." She gently patted the arms around her body away, and quietly got out of bed.
Seeing Huangfu Jinyu's clothes scattered on the ground, her face flushed again, she bent down to pick up all the clothes and put them on the bedside, and tucked in the quilt for Huangfu Jinyu.Then tiptoely dressed, and after washing, gently opened the door.
Today is the first day of the first month of the first lunar month, and people come and go full of congratulations.The waiter stood at the door with a smile on his face, congratulating everyone who passed by his inn.
"Xiaoer, do you have anything to eat?" Li Sihan asked after going downstairs.
The shop waiter hurriedly turned around, "Oh, ma'am, you are awake! Happy New Year!" The shop waiter cheerfully greeted Li Sihan to sit down, took off the white cloth that was hung on his shoulders all the year round, and quickly wiped it on the table. , Don’t forget New Year’s greetings on your lips.
"Hmm, Happy New Year!" Li Sihan responded with a smile.
"Ma'am, what would you like to eat?"
"Whatever, prepare something light for me!"
"Okay! Wait a moment, I'll serve you right away!" the waiter said, and quickly ran away.
Li Sihan was sitting facing the door, watching the people coming and going outside the street, filled with the atmosphere of the New Year everywhere, she couldn't help but her eyes darkened, she should have spent the Spring Festival happily with Huangfu Jinyu today, and then acted like a waiter in the shop , Congratulate every passerby in front of her Ping An Hall, but it's a pity that she is not in Huai City now.
"Ma'am, are you satisfied with your breakfast?" Not long after, the waiter put the breakfast on her table.
Li Sihan glanced at the hot porridge, buns, and cakes, "Very good, satisfied!" She smiled.
"That's good!" the shop clerk said cheerfully, hesitated for a while, and asked, "Ma'am, how are you doing?" Ordinarily it is taboo to talk about illness on the first day of the first lunar month, but the shop clerk still couldn't bear it. Wait, when Huangfu Jinyu appeared in front of her holding the weak and unconscious Li Sihan last night, he really jumped him.
"It's almost better, thank you for your concern." Li Sihan replied politely, and then asked again, "How do you know?"
"Oh, there were few people in the store during the Chinese New Year, so I paid extra attention to every customer. Besides, last night, your husband was so anxious, running in and out, sweating profusely, grabbing and decocting medicine, So I was even more impressed."
"Oh!" Li Sihan responded simply, his mind was full of Huangfu Jinyu running forward and back anxiously for her.
"Ma'am, you are lucky. It can be seen that your husband-in-law treats you very well! In this winter, it is really rare to be able to sweat profusely like that!" The waiter sighed to himself.
"Yeah, she's really nice to me!" Li Sihan said, pretending not to hear "Your husband" from the shop waiter.
Li Sihan finished her breakfast and asked the waiter to pack a hot breakfast for her to take back to her room. When she returned to her room, Huangfu Jinyu was still asleep.
She must be extremely tired, because I have never seen her stay in bed like this before.She lifted up the stool and sat in front of the bed and stared at the sleeping Huangfu Jinyu, but her eyes would always glimpse the fair skin under the brocade quilt intentionally or unintentionally, which made her heart beat faster. After a few rounds, she had no choice but to flee the scene , took out a medical book in the bag and ran to a desk far away to study it.Although her eyes were temporarily isolated, the image in her mind was still stuck in that image, and she even sketched out the image of the two of them sharing the same bed last night, with Huangfu Jinyu hugging her naked, which made her upset dry mind.
"Sihan!" A nervous and hurried voice came from the bed, Li Sihan was startled, and the book fell to the ground with a "snap".
"Sihan? Sihan?" Huangfu Jinyu, who couldn't see Li Sihan when he got up, called out uneasily.
"What's wrong? I'm here!"
Huangfu Jinyu breathed a sigh of relief after seeing Li Sihan, but remembering the trembling appearance of that person last night, he hurriedly asked nervously, "How are you?"
"I'm fine, everything's fine!"
"That's good!" Huangfu Jinyu smiled brightly when she heard the words, and was about to get out of bed when she saw Li Sihan pointing at her body. Only then did Huangfu Jinyu come back to her senses, and after an "ah", He quickly hid under the blanket, his face turned red to the base of his neck.
"The clothes are on the bed, you can change them. I brought them earlier. I can read medical books."
Huangfu Jinyu on the bed didn't speak but nodded shyly, then took the clothes by the bedside and put them on indiscriminately.
Then, because of the shyness and nervousness in my heart and the inconvenience of moving on the bed, I can't help but move a little bit more.
At this moment, Li Sihan, who has long been indifferent to reading, shook his head and smiled, got up and walked to the bed, "Shall I help you?"
"No, I'll do it myself!" Huangfu Jinyu had already put on his trousers, and was lowering his head to wrap around his chest, when he saw Li Sihan approaching, he said hastily.
However, this time, Li Sihan did not obediently obey, but reached out and grabbed Huangfu Jinyu's shirt, and said, "Why are you polite?" Jinyu snatched it up.
Huangfu Jinyu had no choice but to blushing and slowly approach Li Sihan who was beside the bed.
"That's right! When you were poisoned and unconscious, I wiped your body. I haven't seen anything before."
"Sihan!" Huangfu Jinyu suddenly called out seriously.
"Okay, I won't say anything, come and reach out!" Li Sihan said as he opened his clothes to help Huangfu Jinyu, his eyes swept over the ferocious welt marks on his back, and he couldn't help but feel his heart twitch, "It's been so many years, the scars are still there !” She said, but her hands were scratched, and she couldn't wear it anymore.
Seeing this, Huangfu Jinyu quickly took advantage of the gap and put on her clothes. She quickly put on her boots, jumped out of bed, and straightened her skirt.Seeing that Li Sihan was still in distress, he softly comforted him: "It's okay, the pain has long since passed."
Although Huangfu Jinyu talked lightly, her heart was already heavy. The scars on her back were scars that would never fade away in her heart. For ten years, it was like a thorn on her back, scolding her for being cruel and unfilial all the time. Huangfu Jinyu's heart ached unceasingly.
Since she was born, her life has been linked with that of the concubine mother. For more than 20 years, the concubine mother lived for her, and she lived for the concubine mother.She knows better than anyone else the expectations placed on her by her mother and concubine, and the history of her and her mother's concubine living together and fighting side by side for more than 20 years.But it was she, the person who knew the most and shouldn't betray the concubine mother, when the concubine mother's dream was close to reality, she betrayed the concubine mother who was always on the same side with her, and uprooted all concubine mother's hopes.
No matter how high-sounding her reasons are, she knows that such an excuse can only deceive the loyal and loyal subjects of Nanyang, and cannot deceive the wise and wise mother and concubine at all. The excuse of throwing it to the concubine mother, which also made him hurt the concubine even more.
Concubine Longyi's high hopes for Huangfu Jinyu were as deep as her despair and as painful as her heart.When Concubine Longyi made up her mind to order Huangfu Jinyu to be killed, one could imagine how desperate and heartbroken she was for the betrayal of the child she had placed high hopes on.
Li Sihan raised her head when she heard the words, and met Huangfu Jinyu's eyes. For a moment, she, who was keen and intelligent, had already seen the pain hidden in Huangfu Jinyu's eyes, but she couldn't say a word of relief for a while, Huangfu Jinyu The bond between mother and daughter is a knot that she will never be able to see through. What she can do now is to cure Concubine Longyi's illness, so as to reduce Huangfu Jinyu's guilt, so she pretends to be relaxed and said: "You just Don't think about it so much, the breakfast will be cold soon, eat it quickly, and go on your way after eating." Li Sihan said, then turned back to fiddle with the breakfast on the table.
Huangfu Jinyu's heart tightened when she heard the words. She knew that her own emotions were influencing Li Sihan. Thinking of Li Sihan's repeated forbearance and abandonment of herself for her over the years, she couldn't bear it, and said, "Today is the first day of the first lunar month. Well, it’s not too late to hurry tomorrow, anyway, we’ve already traveled a lot before, and it’s less than two days away.”
Li Sihan stared at Huangfu Jinyu in a daze. Obviously, she couldn't believe that Huangfu Jinyu, who had been on the road non-stop for several days, would offer to take a day off. She naturally connected Huangfu Jinyu's abnormality with her illness last night, so Said, "There is no need to rest, my illness is all cured, let's hurry up, it's better to arrive early." She knew that as long as Concubine Longyi was not cured for a day, Huangfu Jinyu would not be able to let go of the big stone in her heart .
Li Sihan could think that Huangfu Jinyu was thinking of her, and Huangfu Jinyu could naturally think that Li Sihan was thinking of her. She was grateful in her heart, and insisted: "It's okay, I'm tired after rushing for so many days, let's rest today. Eat. After breakfast, I'll take you to the street to play." Huangfu Jinyu said calmly, and after giving Li Sihan a warm smile, he sat at the table and ate breakfast with relish.
Li Sihan stood there blankly, she was still immersed in Huangfu Jinyu's smile. Once upon a time, she fell in love with Huangfu Jinyu's calm face and warm smile. It was as warm as the spring breeze in March, and it was the collapse of Mount Tai. The calmness that did not change from before, the tenderness and sense of security that Li Sihan desperately longed for in his heart melted into that smile.But gradually, she was terrified of such a smile, because she gradually understood that this smile contained more of Huangfu Jinyu's helplessness and determination to bear all the suffering alone, so she was terrified of such a smile, and also I feel so bad for such a smile.
While Li Sihan was thinking, Huangfu Jinyu had already finished her breakfast.
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