Lord of the world GL

Li Sihan finally decided to go home, accompanied by Huangfu Jinyu.

For six years, the mother and daughter reunion naturally crying, but she did not expect that when Li Sizheng, with her mother, Er Niang said that in the past ten years, when she was in the Huaicheng, the younger sister Li Siming actually accompanied Huangfu Jinyu who was accompanied by the Huangfu Jinyu. After a meal.

Li Siming knew that the person in front of him was Huangfu Jinyu, but when he thought of his sister abandoning his family and living a life of luxury and wealth, accompanying Huangfu Jinyu to live a hard life in Huaicheng, wasting ten years of youth, It made her eyes half-blind, and in the end she was abandoned by Huangfu Jinyu, so she was furious.He yelled at Huangfu Jinyu for being a heartless person, for being chaotic and abandoning at the end, and he was ruthless in his actions.

Facing Li Siming's fury, Huangfu Jinyu didn't justify or fight back, and let his fierce fists attack her again and again, falling on her face, shoulders, and abdomen. Very comfortable.

"Are you stupid? My second brother hit you, why didn't you hide or fight back?" Li Sihan scolded, while painstakingly applying medicine to Huangfu Jinyu's face. At this moment, the corners of Huangfu Jinyu's mouth and forehead were red and swollen.Li Sihan knew that although Huangfu Jinyu's martial arts were not as good as before, he was still more than enough to withstand the punches of the second brother, so why did he end up in such a mess? how.

"Siming is right, I am indeed sorry for you."

"Don't listen to my second brother's nonsense, he doesn't know the situation. It's you who I don't want, and it's not you who don't want me. If you want to talk about the person who started messing up and finally abandoned, that's me too."

Huangfu Jinyu knew that Li Sihan was trying to explain away her heartless behavior, but the more tolerant Li Sihan was to her, the deeper the guilt in her heart. Maybe Li Sihan should be like Li Siming, cursing her head and face, and then Beat her up mercilessly, and let her wash away her sins with her own blood, tears and pain, so as to alleviate the guilt in her heart.

"Sihan, compared to the harm I did to you, your second brother's punches are really nothing. He beat me up, but I feel better."

"You... looking for abuse!" Li Sihan scolded, she probably also knew that her solution was useless to Huangfu Jinyu, Huangfu Jinyu has a strong sense of responsibility, and consequently, a strong sense of guilt.Li Sihan sighed softly. Seeing that the corner of Huangfu Jinyu's mouth was hurt, he originally wanted her to stop talking, but he thought that if he didn't untie this knot at this moment, Huangfu Jinyu would have to bear the debt of love for more than ten years, and he would never be able to. Unable to be happy, this is what she doesn't want to see. Letting go by herself is to let Huangfu Jinyu find true happiness, not to let Huangfu Jinyu live in guilt for her forever, so she asked: "Jinyu , do you think you are sorry for me?"

"Yes!" Huangfu Jinyu asked unequivocally.If you ask her who is the most sorry person in the world, there is no doubt that it is Li Sihan.

"Then what do you want to do?" Continue to torture yourself like this?still……

"Make it up to you."

"How to make up for it?"

Huangfu Jinyu paused, and replied, "Help you find happiness."

"Then what is happiness?" Li Sihan asked, the light word "happiness" was too illusory for her.

Huangfu Jinyu fell silent upon hearing this.The happiness she thought of for Li Sihan was to marry her beloved fifth younger brother, become the mother of a country, and be the mother of the world, but is this the happiness Li Sihan wanted?Huangfu Jinyu was not sure.Back then, her mother and concubine planned for her the path of being the lord of the world, aspiring to the top of the world, with utmost honor. In the eyes of her mother and concubine, that was undoubtedly happiness, but it was not what she wanted.Could it be that the happiness I imagined for Li Sihan now is not what Li Sihan wants?Huangfu Jinyu fell into deep thought.

After a while, Huangfu Jinyu replied, "Live the life you want with the person you want."

"Yes, the person I want, the life I want, is very simple, but not easy." Li Sihan sighed sincerely, "Jinyu, there is no doubt that you are the person I want, but the life I want with you But it's not the life I want." The life Huangfu Jinyu gave her was born of guilt in her heart. Although Huangfu Jinyu cared for Li Sihan and loved her very much, she still couldn't give Li Sihan the single-minded love that Li Sihan expected meaning.Li Sihan, she is also a woman who demands the ultimate in love.

Huangfu Jinyu was shocked when he heard the words, not only because of Li Sihan's calmness when he said this, but also because of what Li Sihan said. This was the first time Li Sihan judged her relationship with him so calmly and rationally. Huangfu Jinyu He stared blankly at Li Sihan, but didn't dare to say anything.

"Jinyu, there is too much reluctance in the union between you and me. It looks beautiful on the surface, but in fact...you and I know very well that neither of us can whitewash the peace. I chose to leave you, not so much to fulfill you, as Saying that I let myself go, I don’t want to live a life that seems to be nothing and worries about gains and losses.”

What Li Sihan said, Huangfu Jinyu also understood, but she couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart. She worked hard to create love for Li Sihan, but forgot that fake love and not loving are equally harmful. "Sihan, I'm sorry." Huangfu Jinyu said, although she knew that it was useless to say "I'm sorry" after repeatedly hurting Li Sihan, but she couldn't give Li Sihan any promises, and the only thing she could say was this feeble voice "sorry".For Li Sihan, she has thought about loving her sincerely, but she still can't do it wholeheartedly. Ouyang Yuling is her psychological obstacle, and so is the fifth brother.

"Jinyu, I am willing to be kind to you. I have no plans, and I don't want to be a burden on you." Li Sihan said sincerely, she is a daughter of a prime minister's family, and she can study hard for Huangfu Jinyu. Medical skills, being a doctor exclusively for Huangfu Jinyu, is only to ensure that Huangfu Jinyu's identity is not revealed. She can pick up the female celebrities abandoned by herself for Huangfu Jinyu, just to present to Huangfu Jinyu on Qixi Festival. With a purse, she can abandon the rich life of the Prime Minister's mansion for Huangfu Jinyu, abandon her flesh and blood and relatives, and spend the most brilliant ten years of youth in Huai City silently in Huaicheng.Going this way, suffering is nothing to worry about, but for Huangfu Jinyu, she is willing, and she is willing to accept all the hardships.

Li Sihan just briefly mentioned the many years of hard work, but Huangfu Jinyu couldn't listen to it peacefully. Li Sihan's selfless love shook her heart. She stared at Li Sihan's exquisite face, her eyelashes trembled slightly, and there were tears in her eyes. flashing.

Meeting Huangfu Jinyu's gaze, Li Sihan said word by word, "Go where you want to go, I can find my happiness by myself."

While Li Sihan's words made Huangfu Jinyu grateful, they also hit her in the back of the head like a sap, and she woke up suddenly. She suddenly realized that if she continued to stay by Li Sihan's side like this, wouldn't she be invisibly forcing Li Sihan to accept it? The happiness she set, and out of concern for her feelings, Li Sihan will inevitably choose to submit.

Huangfu Jinyu, who woke up suddenly, felt scared for a while. She held Li Sihan's hand tightly, and affection flowed in her eyes, "Sihan, I understand. I wish you true happiness as soon as possible."

As the night began to fall, Li Sihan no longer panicked, and opened up the knots in each other's hearts. She felt that everything was so beautiful. Huangfu Jinyu didn't need to succumb to the guilt in her heart, and she no longer needed to worry about Huangfu Jinyu's feelings. They Finally, they are free to find the happiness they want.

"Sihan, your eyes..."

"My eye disease can be cured." Li Sihan interrupted what Huangfu Jinyu hadn't finished saying, "There are many imperial physicians in the palace, and there are many who can give me acupuncture." Her eye disease is not incurable, but she didn't think about it To be cured, but now, she understands that it is neither kind nor wise to use this as a means to keep Huangfu Jinyu.

Huangfu Jinyu understood, she didn't speak.

The next day, after Huangfu Jinyu bid farewell to her mother and concubine and said goodbye to her fifth younger brother, she stepped on the white horse and embarked on a journey of searching. At this moment, she could finally look directly into her heart.

"I want to find her, I must find her, even if I search all over the world, I will definitely find her! Linger, wait for me! We still have the covenant of Three Lives III, and we still have too many promises, Linger Wait for me, wait for me to find you!" This was Huangfu Jinyu's only thought at the moment, sitting on the horseback, riding the wind away, the thrown mask landed on the wet soil behind him.

On the high city wall, looking at the man in white clothed in snow, riding a white horse like an arrow flying away, Li Sihan was surprisingly calm. She saw the man in the distance disappearing from sight, and then slowly turned around. , behind him was Huangfu Jinheng who had already been waiting there, and he also left the palace.

"Sihan!" Huangfu Jinheng called her, before she could speak, Huangfu Jinheng said first, "I know you love third brother, but I can wait, I can wait until you fall in love with me."

"Jinheng..."

"I know, you want to talk about your eyes. I asked the imperial doctor. Your eye disease is not incurable. If you want to be cured, I will search for famous doctors and good medicines all over the world to heal you. If you don't want to be cured, I will Your eyes. I didn't speak that day, not because I hated it, but because I didn't know how to convince you of my sincerity. "

"Jinheng..."

"Sihan, the world is mine. I want to make you a queen. I have nothing to do with the courtiers and the common people. Since I have recognized you, I will not allow others to make irresponsible remarks."

"Jinheng..."

"Sihan, you don't need to rush to answer me now, you can think about it, and I can wait." Huangfu Jinheng was afraid that Li Sihan would say no, so he said first again and again.

"Jinheng..." Li Sihan said, but before she could say anything, Huangfu Jinheng interrupted her again.

"Sihan, I..."

"Jinheng." Li Sihan feigned anger and called out, this time, she no longer rushed to talk to Huangfu Jinheng, "Would you please listen to me first?"

"Okay, tell me what you want." Huangfu Jinheng said, afraid of offending Li Sihan.

"Jinheng, I loved Jinyu before, not you. This is well known. Now that I can't ask for it, I will love you again. It is very unkind and unfair to you."

"I don't care, I don't care who you loved before, I just care, can you fall in love with me in the future?" The affectionate king said while holding Li Sihan's shoulders.

"Jinheng?" Li Sihan looked at Huangfu Jinheng hesitantly, and she was a little dizzy with this fiery love.

"Sihan, I'm serious, I really love you, no matter how long, I can wait."

Li Sihan bit her lip, endured the soreness flowing in her nasal cavity, and said weakly, "Jinheng, lend me your shoulder."

"Huh?" Huangfu Jinheng didn't react for a moment.

"Lend me your shoulder."

"Okay!" Huangfu Jinheng, who heard Li Sihan's words clearly, replied with tears in his eyes, and took advantage of the opportunity to hold Li Sihan in his arms.

Li Sihan, who was pretending to be calm, finally couldn't hold back when he touched the warmth of Huangfu Jinheng's arms, and burst into tears.

The mature and prudent king tightly hugged Li Sihan who was crying in his arms. His chin rested on her forehead, pity and distressed. He said: "Third brother is suffering, thanks to having you to accompany him through these ten years. He also I am very happy to have been with you for ten years, and I hope I can have this honor to spend the time with you in the future."

"give me sometime."

"it is good!"

In Peach Blossom Valley in Feng County, Ouyang Yuling was dressed in white, with her black hair hanging down naturally, standing under a tree, letting the peach blossoms flutter and scatter all over the sky.

"Girl, are you still there?" said an old man who was caring in Peach Blossom Valley. He would take care of Peach Blossom in this valley every day, and he would meet Ouyang Yuling here every day.

"Yes, I want to wait for someone here. We made an appointment to see the peach blossoms here." Ouyang Yuling replied, reaching out to catch the falling peach blossoms with ethereal eyes.

"Ling'er, next spring, I'll take you to Feng County to see the peach blossoms. There are the most beautiful peach blossoms in the world..." Bai Yu's words rang in his ears.

"Oh! Yes, yes, you said it, look at the little old man, I have no memory and forgot." The old man said and patted himself on the forehead as if he was ashamed, and then said, "Spring will pass in a blink of an eye, I guess you That friend should come too!" The old man said, seeing that Ouyang Yuling was still staring at the fluttering peach blossoms and didn't respond, he walked away with the flower hoe in his hand.

His intuition told him that the lonely woman in front of him had been hurt emotionally.More than two months ago, when the peach blossoms were just blooming, he saw this woman galloping towards the Peach Blossom Valley before dismounting.At that time, he was standing at the entrance of Peach Blossom Valley, watching this woman, who was not stained with dust, staggering and stepping on the wet soil to search in Peach Blossom Valley in a panic.

"Girl, what are you doing?" The panic and helplessness on the woman's face made the old man feel unbearable, so he walked over and asked.

"I'm looking for someone." Ouyang Yuling quickly dropped these words, and fell into searching again. She shuttled among the peach trees, causing peach blossoms to float on her skirt.The fragrance of peach blossoms exudes a burst of fragrance, which makes people feel refreshed, but she feels extremely flustered in her heart.

Bai Yu, I'm in Feng County now, where are you?You said you would take me to see peach blossoms.Ouyang Yuling searched, but her eyes were full of peach blossoms, how could there be someone she was looking for?

"Baiyu, so this is the peach blossom you want to show me. It's really beautiful! But no matter how beautiful the scene is, it's meaningless without you." Ouyang Yuling stood among the peach blossoms, her eyes wet.For ten years, the peach blossoms in Fengxian County bloomed and thanked, thanked and bloomed again, but she never had the courage to set foot here.

Bai Yu, it turns out that I can also abandon everything for you.

"Bai Yu, if I could just sit with you and watch the flowers bloom and fall like this every day, wouldn't it be great?"

This was her wish in the past, and she also knew that Bai Yu was a person who likes to be unrestrained and leisurely, but at that time she still couldn't give up imperial power and wealth for Bai Yu, but Bai Yu did it. Abandon the state of parents.But in the end, when she abandoned everything for love, Ouyang Yuling also abandoned her mercilessly, because Ouyang Yuling could not abandon everything for love.

"Baiyu, I did it, and I can abandon everything for you, Baiyu, where are you? I just want to spend this life with you now, Baiyu, where are you? Come out!" Ouyang Yuling cried, she forgot Yes, in Huai City, the fact that Bai Yu had ruthlessly rejected her, or maybe, she still had hope in her heart, hoping that Bai Yu who ruthlessly rejected her had changed his mind.

One day, two days, three days, she did not give up, and searched in Peach Blossom Valley every day, but gradually, the initial search turned into a long wait.In the following days, she would come here every day, and it took most of the day to stand under the tree.

Unknowingly, the peach blossom has passed its most beautiful moment, and spring will be over in a blink of an eye.

Bai Yu, I'm in Feng County now, where are you?You said you would take me to see peach blossoms.If you don't come again, the peach blossoms will be gone!

Ouyang Yuling turned her back and closed her eyes, letting peach blossoms fall on her face...

"Baiyu, are you really not coming?" Ouyang Yuling took the petals that hit her eyes, looked up, and she saw the man in white clothes Shengxue squatting under the peach blossom tree not far away, with hair on his face. With a fluttering belt and a flowery smile, "I really miss you so much!" Ouyang Yuling laughed at herself.

"Ling'er..." the man stood up and called out, the peach blossoms on the corner of his robe rustled to the ground.

"Baiyu..." Ouyang Yuling replied, the feeling of peach blossoms floating on her face was so gentle.

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