Your mother forced you to have a blind date with a man, what should you do?

Mama Zhang always asked Zhang Yang to find a companion, to find a boyfriend, to find a boyfriend, but when this companion really appeared in front of Mama Zhang, I have to say that Mama Zhang really couldn't accept it.

This feeling is different from what Zhang's mother thought before.Zhang's mother kept comforting herself. He was in a relationship. It was the same as a man's relationship. It was normal and right. She kept repeating what the doctor said to her when she was sick.My mind is still messed up.

Zhang's mother got on the bus in a daze, and subconsciously went directly to the school. When she went to the office and opened the door, she surprised the other teachers in the room.

"Mr. Zhang, why are you here?"

"I'm coming to work."

"Didn't it mean that your son is sick and asked for leave?" The teacher next to him couldn't help interjecting, "Could it be that the child is so old and still acts like a baby to you and won't let you go out."

After hearing this, the other teachers in the room all laughed.

"I hope my child can act like a baby with me when he grows up," another teacher said with a smile. "My youngest son has just started college, and he doesn't call me once for a month. Every time he calls, he is sure to ask for money."

"No, by the way, Miss Zhang, didn't you say that your son sprained his ankle? Why did you ask for leave and come back to work?"

"I, I..." Zhang's mother didn't know what to say, she stood there a little dazed.

Only then did everyone feel that something was wrong, probably guessing that they had quarreled with their son, so they weren't joking.

The teacher sitting next to Zhang's mother took Zhang's mother to sit down, and persuaded, "The child is still young and ignorant, why are you as knowledgeable as him?"

"That's right." Someone quickly echoed.

"You're still young? You're almost [-], so it's not a sentence to let it go!" Another younger teacher disagreed with everyone's opinion.

"Don't say a few words, you are everywhere." The people next to him hurriedly stopped the conversation, so as not to make Zhang's mother sad.

"Oh, let's not talk about it, I still have class, I'm going to class." The young teacher was a little unhappy, but didn't say any more.

"Wait for me, I have a class too."

The people next to them didn't want to get involved in the family conflict, so they found excuses to go out.

"Oh, by the way, the principal said yesterday that he wants to check the attendance, I'll go and have a look."

After a while, only Mama Zhang was left in the office.

Originally, after Zhang's mother was discharged from the hospital, she was not prepared to go to see Zhang Yang. The reason for going to see Zhang Yang this morning was that Sun Chuhong ran to her home with her things early this morning, saying that she was coming to see Zhang Yang. Zhang's mother quickly explained: "Zhang Yang last time I sprained my ankle, so I went back to the company all the time.”

Sun Chuhong was a little surprised, "Didn't it mean that the bone was broken?"

After saying this, Zhang's mother became anxious, and quickly asked Sun Chuhong. Only then did the two know that they had misunderstood, and Sun Chuhong went out in embarrassment.

When I went out to make a call to Zhang Yang, I realized that my mobile phone had been shut down due to arrears. Now I usually use wifi when I am at home, and I don’t care if I have any phone bills. , Mother Zhang has already gone to Zhang Yang's house.

Zhang's mother was worried at home and went out early.When I went to Zhang Yang's house, I encountered such a scene.

In the empty office, only Ms. Zhang was there. Ms. Zhang couldn't help thinking about the two people she saw at Zhang Yang's house just now, her heart beat faster and she became nervous.

It was just about time for class to begin, and the school was full of students talking and laughing, but this energetic atmosphere did not infect Zhang's mother at all.

Mother Zhang felt like her head was about to explode.All kinds of voices seemed to be ringing in my ears continuously, such as dissuading voices, scolding voices, and all kinds of screaming voices. Mother Zhang couldn't help covering her ears, trying to isolate all these voices. She tried harder and harder .

Zhang's mother pressed her ears tightly with her palms, and her whole body trembled involuntarily. Suddenly, Zhang's mother felt that it seemed to be useful.Those strange, noisy voices gradually receded, only a female voice gradually became clear, and that voice repeated over and over again, "Dosage...take...twice..."

medicine?What medicine?Mother Zhang suddenly remembered something.

Rummaging through Zi's own drawer, there were indeed several bottles of medicine neatly stacked inside. Zhang's mother skillfully poured the corresponding amount of medicine in each bottle into the palm of her hand, swallowed it in one gulp, and took a few breaths.Afterwards, it was like losing strength, and the whole person collapsed on the chair a little bit.

Mother Zhang stared blankly at the ceiling, remembering who the person had gradually become clear in her mind.

It was a doctor, but it was kind of weird, a psychiatrist.

Zhang's mother always thought that such a thing as a psychologist was useless, and there was such a profession as a psychologist in the university. Zhang's mother had always thought that this thing was not very reliable.

First of all, mental illness is quite strange. In addition, there is a way to cure diseases through talking and chatting, which makes Zhang's mother very suspicious.

But doubts are doubts, and Zhang's mother did not make any clear criticisms or responsibilities to the psychological counseling room in the school.It can also be said that Zhang's mother didn't take this thing to heart at all, except for a few times, when a student in the school committed suicide, she would think of it.

It wasn't until a long time later, when Zhang's mother was sent for psychological treatment because of publicity, that she really understood the superficiality of this knowledge.

At that time, Mama Zhang had the most emotional breakdown. He had just been discharged from the hospital, and almost all his emotions were maintained by drugs. His temper and memory were poor. I thought of various ways to relieve Zhang Mama, but none of them were of any use. Finally, I thought of a psychiatrist. Although Zhang Mama was discharged from the hospital, the doctor had already advised him to see a psychiatrist, but Zhang Mama The views of these sisters are still correct. They have more trust in the pills that can be taken into the stomach. They don’t have a good impression of the psychiatrist who costs hundreds of dollars an hour and doesn’t allow everyone to accompany them.

But in the end, Zhang's mother still didn't get better, so everyone had to die as a living horse doctor.

Mother Zhang still remembers that when she went for treatment for the first time, she was a little surprised to see the doctor.

The doctor looked like an ordinary middle-aged woman, about ten years younger than herself.

When they met, the doctor didn't directly ask about Mama Zhang's condition or her family members, as if he didn't care about those things, but simply asked Mama Zhang how she felt. She spoke out the depression in her heart.

Maybe it's a psychological effect, maybe if you really say what's in your heart, people will feel much more comfortable.

Zhang's mother talked a lot, including dissatisfaction with work, complaints to parents, and worries about the house. Zhang's mother never thought that she would have so many complaints about her life. Unknowingly, Zhang Mom sat in the consulting room and talked like that for two full hours.

After a lot of words were spoken, Zhang's mother seemed to forget it directly. Even when the doctor brought up this topic, Zhang's mother didn't remember that she had said so.

After a few days of contact, when Zhang's mother really let go of her guard against the psychologist and regarded her as a friend.She gradually began to ask Tan Jun's publicity.

Of course, it is not directly asking Zhang's mother's views on homosexuality or publicity.

But based on so many days of contact, through listening to let Zhang's mother relax, she began to inquire about Zhang's views on marriage, relationship and love.

After getting the answer from Zhang's mother that marriage is a man and a woman staying together for a lifetime after having children, the doctor found a breakthrough in no time.

The psychiatrist spent two months introducing to Ms. Zhang the concept of DINK or unmarried people in marriage. Through these situations, Ms. Zhang’s stereotyped prejudice against marriage was first dispelled, allowing her to have a broader perspective.

After the establishment of this concept, the psychiatrist slowly popularized the phenomenon of homosexuality to Zhang's mother.

In fact, before the term was popularized by psychologists and Mama Zhang, in Mama Zhang's thinking, the collective term for this type of people was "abnormal".

Simply, Zhang's mother didn't learn the knowledge of so many years into the dog's stomach.Although I still can’t accept that my child is a gay who likes boys, but after all I understand that gay is the difference between a homosexual and a pervert who molests boys. The difference is the same.

Mama Zhang, who had established such a world view, seemed to recover more than half of her condition in an instant.

As for the remaining half, according to the doctor's words, they can only play a supporting role, and Zhang's mother can do the rest.

However, sometimes I am the most unreliable person. Zhang's mother tried to make herself support Zhang Yang's sexual orientation and choices, but she was still willing to do things, and her condition naturally began to come and go again and again.

Mama Zhang rested for a long time, and the medicine flowed to the brain along with the blood, which relieved Mama Zhang’s tense nerves. There are some problems that I can’t figure out, so I might as well leave the problem behind. If it’s not good, I can go to a place with a lot of people. Even if I don’t get in touch with them, I can listen to them. Such an environment is also good for her. .

Thinking of this, Mother Zhang stood up and walked towards the playground.

It is the time for the third class in the morning, and the playground is full of students taking physical education classes.

Or basketball, or football, in short, most men and women are forced by physical education teachers to sit and do sports.

In this case, most of the students are either glibly talking nonsense in front of the teacher or pretending to be silly and cute to ask the teacher for leave, while completing the actions required by the teachers unwillingly.For example, steal some laziness from time to time.

When the time limit for fixed movements ends, most of the girls are sitting on the sidelines to have a rest, chatting, playing on their mobile phones and so on. Standing on the sidelines of the court to cheer for the boy she likes, it was also in this atmosphere that Zhang's mother gradually calmed down.

When Zhang's mother was immersed in this cheerful atmosphere for a long time and couldn't recover, she was suddenly woken up by her own phone ringing.

Picking up the phone, the name displayed on the phone is Zhang Yang, and Zhang's mother usually saves everyone's name directly when saving the phone number.

The name is taken out, of course it is for people to call it, isn't it?

Mother Zhang took a few deep breaths and picked up the phone, but it was not her son's voice that rang on the other end of the phone.

"Zhang... Aunt Zhang?" There was a younger male voice on the other end of the phone.

"En," Zhang's mother replied, thinking about who this person was, and before she could remember the person's name, she was so frightened by what the person said later that she almost fell to the side of the playground.

"Auntie, publicize him...he committed suicide by taking sleeping pills."