Your mother forced you to have a blind date with a man, what should you do?

That was the time of last year's Spring Festival, when Zhang Yang came out of the closet.

After the Spring Festival, Zhang Yang had a very tense fight with his mother because of coming out of the closet, and he almost never went home after that. After that incident, Zhang's mother never took the initiative to call Zhang Yang, but she took the initiative to call Zhang Yang that day .

Zhang Yang fell into a drowsy sleep on the accompanying bed in the hospital. He never expected that Zhang's mother would wake up earlier than him after the operation.

After Zhang's mother regained her sanity after waking up, she has been sitting by the side, looking at her child. The emotional Zhang mother didn't realize that her eyes seemed to be looking at a monster.

Zhang's mother never thought that Zhang Yang might become like this. During the whole stage of Zhang Yang's growth, Zhang's mother used to worry about many things, such as Zhang Yang's poor grades, puppy love, or rebellious fighting and stealing things. When Zhang's mother was young, the children around her often did things, but it turned out that none of these things happened.

And just when Zhang's mother, like all parents, began to worry about her child's marriage, she suddenly discovered that her child was indeed facing a completely different world from her own.

Zhang's mother felt that Zhang Yang was sick, otherwise it would be because of the possession of ghosts and ghosts.How could I suddenly become a pervert when I saw an older child since I was a child.

Yes, it's a pervert. In the concept of conservative people like Zhang's mother, there is no such thing as a homosexual or a homosexual term.

Some just, stalking little boys and committing obscene perversions.

Naturally, Zhang's mother could never have imagined that her son would become like this.

But Zhang Yang woke up in a daze, and after calling his mother, he suddenly reacted when he saw Zhang's mother's eyes clearly.

Zhang's mother's illness is not very serious. During the reunion festival, the doctor also advised Zhang's mother to go home to recuperate.

Just like that, the two of them went straight home.

During this period, the two hardly talked.

Zhang Yang was afraid of irritating Zhang's mother again, but Zhang's mother acted as if she had forgotten what happened that night.

As usual, he just asked Zhang Yang about his meals, and didn't even mention the word girlfriend.

During the short Spring Festival holiday, Zhang's mother just cooks and watches TV every day.Only Mama Zhang knew that her head was like a mess of porridge. Besides, those words kept circling in her mind, making her feel restless every night.

For so many years, for the first time, Zhang's mother did not take Zhang Yang to her so-called colleague or friend's house during the Spring Festival.

The current Spring Festival holiday is only 7 days away, and it seems that one more day will pass, and the Spring Festival holiday will end soon.

Zhang Yang bit the bullet and mentioned to Zhang's mother that he was going to the hospital for an examination. Even if he really recovered, Zhang Yang could help with the discharge procedures.

Zhang's mother didn't answer for a long time, she locked herself in the room for a long time, but agreed to Zhang Yang's suggestion early the next morning.

Zhang Yang went back to the hospital with Mama Zhang and waited for the examination. It took a long time for the major pathology to come out, but during the examination, the doctor said that there was nothing wrong.

On the last day of the Spring Festival holiday, there were a lot of people going through the discharge procedures.

Zhang Yang asked Mama Zhang to wait, while he squeezed into the queue.

Zhang Yang, who was sweating profusely, managed to squeeze out of the crowd, followed Mama Zhang into the taxi in a daze.

He has been focusing on checking the dosage of medicines and publicity, completely ignoring that the taxi is not heading in the direction of his home.

With the taxi driver's "arrival".When Zhang Yang took out the money and settled the bill, he realized that the destination of the two was another hospital.

Zhang's mother got out of the car familiarly and talked to an aunt dressed as a doctor standing on the side of the road.

Zhang Yang had no choice but to pay the bill and get out of the car.

After Zhang's mother walked into the hospital, Zhang Yang felt more and more that something was wrong there.

Originally, Zhang Yang thought that it was Zhang's mother who came to check his body.

However, the way Zhang's mother and the aunt dressed as a doctor walked in front didn't know what to say, and the way they looked back at him frequently made Zhang Yang a little uneasy.

Soon, the public anxiety became a reality.

Looking at the bold but not too big words on the house number, Zhang Yang immediately understood what Zhang's mother meant.

Because those three words were written as "psychiatric department."

Zhang Yang had never felt it before, but he had heard of it.

This circle is not big, people with fate can always meet each other inadvertently, it is not small, if you really don't want to meet, I am afraid that you will miss it.

In this circle, news is staged every day, and these news are always like viruses, and they will soon spread to the ears of everyone who wants to pay attention.

After coming out or being out of the closet, there are not a few people who are regarded as mentally ill by their family members. Especially in the last century, there are even departments that specialize in the treatment of this "disease".

A long time ago, Zhang Yang had listened to his friends telling stories about what happened after the closed treatment room many times, and he didn’t have much emotion, but at this moment, looking at those words, the emotion in his heart, Zhang Yang But I can't say it.

Wronged?Or angry?Or is it a crash?

Zhang Yang felt that none of his feelings seemed to be his own.

Zhang Yang even felt a little relieved at this moment.It's like, a death row prisoner was locked in a cold and narrow dungeon, waiting alone, trembling, and fearful, until one day, someone opened the cell door, and the people outside said, "Hey, come out , today we are going to kill you." Maybe Zhang Yang has really experienced this, maybe he will run out happily.The end of the matter could not have been worse.

Zhang Yang sat outside the desk calmly, Zhang's mother was sitting on his right hand side, and the doctor whose name he didn't know was sitting opposite Zhang Yang.

Zhang Yang's attention was unprecedentedly concentrated. He quietly looked at the clothes, desk, furnishings and decoration of the person opposite him. Even so, it could not prevent the conversation between Zhang's mother and the doctor from reaching his ears.

"Ms. Zhang Xiuting? Sister Liu told me that you are her friend?"

"Yes, we are old classmates." Zhang's mother was a little anxious.

"Okay, Sister Liu probably told me a little bit about the situation, but not in detail, so..."

"It's okay, you can ask."

"Sister Liu said, do you think your son is sick?"

"Yes," the doctor seemed a little embarrassed, "just because he said he likes men?"

"Yes." Mother Zhang replied happily.

"Just because of this incident?" The doctor was a little inquiring, a little surprised.

"What do you mean just because of this incident?" Mother Zhang's tone showed enough confusion and anger.

"Ah, no, that's right. If you insist that it's a disease, it's possible... But this... disease... I can't cure it." In principle, he obviously didn't want to confront Zhang's mother directly.

"What is possible? This is a disease." Zhang's mother was a little out of breath.

"Heh." After all, the psychiatrist is not a psychiatrist, and the doctor was a little embarrassed. He didn't know how to deal with Zhang's mother's emotions, so he had to smile accommodatingly.

"What are you laughing at? Sister Liu's daughter wanted to commit suicide when she was broken in love. She said she would never fall in love again. Didn't you cure it? Suicide can be cured, and you can be cured if you don't fall in love. If you like men, you can't." Is it cured?" Mother Zhang was agitated by the doctor's laughter.

"Auntie, this is not the same thing."

"Why not? Don't your doctors treat diseases? Don't you treat mental illness?"

When Zhang's mother said this sentence, she didn't realize the harm it could bring.

But the doctor opposite Zhang's mother is not so dull. Most of the mentally basic patients are formed under the intentional or unintentional stimulation of their family members, except for their own genetic accidents.

The doctor looked at Zhang Yang who was sitting by the side, his face was a little heavy, so he had to explain in detail, "Auntie, that's it. From a pathological point of view, the disease you mentioned now has two possibilities, one is a physical disease, and the other is a physical disease. Of course, if it’s about the physical aspect, then it’s useless for you to come to the psychiatry department. As for the psychological aspect, there’s a disease called “gender cognition disorder” but, “

The doctor spread his hands, gestured to Zhang Yang, and then said, "Your son obviously doesn't belong to this category."

"I don't understand the medical terms, but I know, my son is sick, why don't you treat him? Do you know what will happen to him if you don't treat him?" Zhang The mother became more emotional and pulled Zhang Yang's arm towards the doctor.

"Auntie, that's because your son doesn't have the disease you mentioned. Of course, he may have some anxiety disorders that people often have nowadays. The common point is similar to Spring Festival thinking, or symptoms similar to self-enclosed. These may cause Personality changes, if you need treatment, I can recommend a psychological treatment for you..." The doctor picked up the business card holder on the desktop and was about to look for something, but was startled by Zhang's mother's suddenly enlarged tone jumped.

"Don't talk nonsense, my son is sick now, he likes men!" Zhang's mother became more and more emotional.He stood up and shouted at the doctor.

"Liking the same sex is not a disease, Auntie, I must remind you." The doctor's good temper was almost used up, and he said something in a very bad tone.

"How can a normal person like a man?" Zhang's mother was so emotional that she didn't listen to the doctor at all, and only yelled at one person. "Speak up, weren't you good at talking just now?"

"Mom," Zhang Yang, who had been silent all this time, finally couldn't help it.

"Mom, let's go home." For Zhang Yang, there was nothing wrong with his mother not understanding him. The important thing was that Zhang Yang's mother's appearance filled Zhang Yang with a sense of guilt.

If parents always punish their children physically, then that child may know that some things can be done and some things cannot be done, because they will be punished if they do something wrong, but if they grow up in a single-parent family, some Sometimes, when I do something wrong and see my parents sad, I hope that my parents will punish me instead of being sad secretly.

"Why go home?" Mother Zhang's emotions could hardly be controlled. "Will you recover from your illness when you go home?"

"Auntie, if you must think that it is a disease, then I can't help it, but I really want to remind you that liking the same sex is not a very common thing, but it is really a very normal thing "The doctor couldn't help dissuading him.

"What is normal, how could it be normal!" Zhang's mother's emotional tone changed a little.

"Mom," Zhang Yang looked at his mother's crazy appearance, tears streaming down his face, "Mom, let's go home, okay, I beg you, Mom!"

"Doctor, I beg you, my son is sick, please treat him quickly."

The dispute in the office became more and more intense, causing the nurse standing outside the door, and the friend of Mrs. Zhang couldn't help but come in to check and dissuade him. The growing grievances and self-blame finally crushed Zhang Yang's courage. Let him flee the scene like an ignorant child, but no matter how Zhang Yang goes, the endless responsibilities and disputes keep ringing in his ears.