Your mother forced you to have a blind date with a man, what should you do?

It's not really a first love, it should be Zhang Yang's first boyfriend.

Because Zhang Yang already had a girlfriend when he was in high school.

In high school at that time, boys and girls always stood in two opposing camps.

Even male and female students will be regarded as traitors by others when they talk, but even in this case, there are still people who are recognized as a pair by the whole class.

That's right, at that time, Zhang Yang was the boy with the best grades in the class. Naturally, there was a girl with the best grades and not bad looks who was assigned to be his deskmate by the teacher, which was called mutual assistance.

Therefore, in the eyes of many students, they are a couple.

With everyone thinking so, that girl naturally became Zhang Yang's girlfriend.

Of course, at that time, Zhang Yang didn't know that he liked men.Stupid teenagers are always bad at expressing themselves.

So the two of them acquiesced in that relationship.

The two studied together, and occasionally even ate together, or were pushed by many classmates to send the girl home.

Until the third year of high school graduation.

The two applied for different universities.

The girl went to a key university outside the province, and the two of them never got in touch again.

Except for this unexpected girl, Zhang Yang's other lovers are all men.

Zhang Yang's first relationship with a man, that is, his first love in the true sense, began when he was a sophomore in college.

The two are in the same class, but in different dormitories.At that time, almost everyone formed cliques according to the dormitory.So it was just a nodding acquaintance with him.

At that time, university bathrooms were all public bathhouses.

When students go to take a shower, most of them carry a basin with washing things and a change of underwear in it.When taking a shower, the basin for clothes is naturally placed on the shelf in the dressing room.

The locker rooms at the school at that time were also very simple, without even a locker. Of course, the average boy took a bath with few things. Besides, the students who could squeeze into such a dilapidated public bathhouse could not help but have a bath. Too many things worth thinking about.

Naturally, things rarely get lost.Everyone is used to this situation.

Zhang Yang still remembers that when he was taking a shower that day, he had a few words with the people in the dormitory, he was splashed with shampoo all over his face, and his eyes were so stung by the foam that he couldn't open them.

Zhang Yang stood under the shower for a long time, his eyes were red and swollen, and he couldn't see clearly. However, in summer, there were more people taking a shower, and there were many people waiting in line at the door. Zhang Yang couldn't stay longer, so he had to come out first.

Lying in tears, I put on my clothes, threw the towel into the basin, and groped my way to the dormitory.

When he returned to the dormitory, Zhang Yang used a bottle of eye drops to make his eyes less painful. With his red eyes like rabbits, he was about to wash his underwear and socks. clothes.

At first, Zhang Yang thought it was someone else who put the pot in the wrong place.

When he picked up the clothes and saw the little white rabbit printed on the bottom of the clothes basin and the little white rabbit's eyes that were as red as his own, Zhang Yang finally realized that he had picked up the wrong basin.

Although Zhang Yang's pots are the same as this one, they are all blue plastic pots that cost ten yuan apiece, the most common ones in school supermarkets with little rabbits printed on them.But Zhang Yang still clearly knew that this basin was not his own.

Because Zhang Yang was in a hurry to buy it at the beginning of school and didn't pay attention at all. When he took it back to the dormitory, he found the little rabbit printed on the bottom, and suddenly felt a chill down his spine.

It's not that Zhang Yang hates rabbits.However, on the first day of the military training, the seniors called it a welcome ceremony for freshmen, but it was actually to impress the juniors, locking groups of freshmen in the classroom and telling ghost stories one by one.

However, in those days, the girls who could be admitted to university were very courageous. After telling more than a dozen stories, Su Xiaoxiao even dared to think that what they told was not scary, so they insisted on going up by themselves.

As a result, after she finished telling this story, she completely underestimated the boys together.The content of the story is about the rabbit monster cannibalism, being so frightened by Su Xiaoxiao, how does Zhang Yang look at the pair of red eyes at the bottom of the pelvis, why does Zhang Yang feel panicked, as if the rabbit will jump out when he closes his eyes? I ate it myself.

After hesitating again and again, Zhang Yang still tore off the plastic film that day.

But now those red eyes clearly told Zhang Yang a fact, that is, "Silly X. You took the wrong basin!"

So Zhang Yang didn't care about anything else, he ran back to the bathroom with the washbasin in his hand, ran to the door, and just raised his eyes, Wang Lei, who was stupidly standing at the door of the dressing room drying the birds, just caught Zhang Yang's attention.

It's not bad that the two of them didn't know each other, so they gradually became acquainted.

From the beginning when the two people tried each other, to the careful contact, and later, both sides revealed their intention to be together at the same time, and it was logical that the two began to fall in love secretly.

Such love is not sweet.But Zhang Yang was really happy at that time.

On weekends, the two of them often went out to have a meal secretly, or in the middle of the night, the cat used the mobile phone that could not be muted to send text messages. In order not to let the roommate find out the clues, they directly hid the mobile phone under the winter quilt and lowered the volume.I even often go to the play bar to play the same games, just to spend more time together.

Zhang Yang can't remember many details of the relationship.Thinking about it now, Zhang Yang seems to have done all the stupid things that the stupid heroines in idol dramas have done.

However, Zhang Yang has always clearly remembered the embarrassing thing that happened when the two of them went to open a room for the first time.

Young people are always somewhat unable to suppress their inner passion.Finally decided to take the relationship between the two closer.

It was about half a year after they fell in love, when Zhang Yang and the two had just entered their junior year.On a Friday afternoon in the early fall, most of the students went home for the weekend, and they would not arouse suspicion if they did not live in the dormitory.

The two went out to eat a hot pot. At night, when they were about to reach the school gate, Wang Lei suddenly hesitated and said, "Let's not go back to school."

Zhang Yang guessed what he meant, didn't say anything, just walked back to the bus station silently.So, the two took a long bus ride.

Even ran halfway across the city.

I found a hotel at random, just a hotel, even the kind with public toilets.

Zhang Yang went in to open the room.

After entering the room, he sent the room number to Wang Lei by text message.

After both of them were in the room, they both started to get nervous again.

The two started the foreplay after a while, young and energetic, but also very brave, and then they saw blood.Wang Lei lay on the bed and kept saying, "It's okay, it's okay." But Zhang Yang was so frightened that he called 120.

At that time, Zhang Yang was alone with his head down, sitting stiffly in the corridor of the emergency room.My heart is full of uneasiness.This uneasiness comes from worrying about the people in the emergency room, but also from the eyes of the people around.

Wang Lei's wound was so straightforward that the doctors in the emergency room did not need to examine it carefully. When the nurse on board the ambulance came in, he knew what was going on just by looking at the two of them.

The nurse didn't give Zhang Yang any time to react, and threw all kinds of notices and handling fees at Zhang Yang.Waiting for Zhang Yang to get dizzy from work,

After Wang Lei signed his name, he was pushed into the operating room.

Sitting on a chair in the corridor of the hospital, Zhang Yang felt that his senses had suddenly been magnified. Maybe it was because of his sensitive nerves, or maybe it was simply Zhang Yang’s cowardice and incompetence. Zhang Yang felt that every doctor or nurse who walked past him seemed to be They are probing him, condemning him, even laughing at him.

That kind of uneasiness makes time extremely slow.Just when Zhang Yang felt that he couldn't even stay there for one more minute.The door of the operating room opened again.

Wang Lei's injury was not very serious, it was just a slight intestinal tear. After all, the two of them hadn't made it to the end yet.

It's just that both of them are inexperienced and too young.When they saw the blood, they were all dumbfounded.That's why there's such a big fuss.

Wang Lei's injury itself was not serious, so he was kicked out of the hospital after only staying in the hospital for a week.However, in just one week, Zhang Yang and Wang Lei's living expenses for a month were completely spent, and they still owed a lot of money to their classmates.

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, the weather was a bit cold.Although he was discharged from the hospital, the location of Wang Lei's injury is not easy to heal after all.

So Wang Lei, who was wearing the coat that Zhang Yang had specially brought to keep out the cold, was sweating profusely after walking a few steps.Zhang Yang carefully supported him, and the two of them looked like brothers in trouble.

But two months later, they broke up.

Speaking of the reason for the breakup, Zhang Yang couldn't remember it.

Just when Zhang Yang was about to recall, he was suddenly brought back to his senses by the people around him. Zhang Yang turned his head and saw that it was Liang Chuhong who was calling him.

Only then did Zhang Yang realize that he was still on the wine table. Seeing people standing up one after another, Zhang Yang immediately understood that this was a toast, so he quickly grabbed a glass of wine on the table, stood up and drank with everyone clean up.

After drinking a glass of wine, Zhang Yang didn't become too confused, instead he woke up from his memories.

Speaking of which, since the two broke up, Zhang Yang has not been in contact with Wang Lei.I haven't heard any news about him from my friends, so I don't know what I'm doing now.

As his thoughts wandered, Zhang Yang poured himself another glass of wine and drank it down.

The room was full of joy, but when it came to Zhang Yang, he was a little depressed.But Zhang Yang didn't find out yet.Just foolishly drinking with everyone.

For a moment, the atmosphere in the room was extremely weird.