Indus sycamore

four

It has been a week since that incident, and I am a very cowardly person in my bones. I am always unwilling to face unnatural things, hoping to get under the quilt for the rest of my life.

I don't know how Mucheng feels about me, but I'm heterosexual.But I didn't go back to Xin's house either, because Mr. Sun, a senior executive of the company, suddenly informed me that I would go on a business trip to Malaysia for about a week.

I breathed a sigh of relief, and left the city as if fleeing a disaster, and only sent Xin Lang a text message before boarding the plane.

After I came back, I didn't contact Mucheng, I went to Xin's house to find Xinlang.I miss that clear, warm, grassy boy, and I didn't tell him I was back.Xin's mother poured me a glass of water very kindly and said, he is still at work now, and he will probably leave work soon, why don't you wait.

Even though I was only away for a week, I suddenly missed Xinlang very much.I smiled at Xin's mother and went to the company where Xinlang worked to find him.

Xinlang, my boy.

I looked at my boy, that warm boy kissed another man.There were not many people in the parking lot, the boy was clear, the girl was beautiful, Xin Lang was wearing my favorite white shirt, his profile was gentle like an angel, he and the girl kissed tenderly and forgetfully.

my boy.

The bag in my hand fell suddenly, without warning, and hit the ground with a dull sound.Milky white pure liquid oozes out, which is particularly eye-catching on the dirty and black concrete floor.

Xin Lang stopped and turned to see me.His hand is still holding the girl. Unexpectedly, I thought I would be heartbroken, but I didn't. It's like the death of a heart after a big grief. When the heart is dead, the heart is as calm as water.

Xin Lang's eyes are still so clear, but his eyes are filled with unspeakable sorrow.His voice came. "Ye Li, this is my girlfriend, Cheng Yu."

I thought I had given up, but tears welled up in my eyes. I ran out of the parking lot with the bag in my arms, and the milky white coconut milk stained my clothes.

I thought that a boy as clear and clean as Xinlang would never do such a thing. When we were together with Xinlang back then, everyone thought Ye Li got a big deal.

Such a beautiful big boy.

All but, I thought—

The bag contained coconuts, one large and one small, and I threw them viciously into the bin.Find a spot on the basketball court and cry.

I think of Xinlang who would gently kiss my hair, would ride a bicycle with me humming a cheerful song, would take me to climb a mountain in the early morning just to watch the sunrise, and would personally cook for me my favorite boiled beef with potatoes.

The tears were uncontrollable, and when I raised my head, Mucheng was standing in front of me. She was wearing a platinum-gold luxurious long dress, her hair was loose, and there were white carnations inserted between her rolled-up buns.Mu Cheng frowned and wiped away the tears on my face. "Ye Li, cry back and cry."

I was depressed for a while, and shouted at her: "Why, this basketball court is not yours."

Mu Cheng was taken aback for a moment, and the corners of his mouth curled up nicely. "What a coincidence, this basketball court belongs to my family."

Seeing Mucheng, there seemed to be a familiar impulse all over his body.I whispered, "Mucheng, Xinlang doesn't want me anymore."

Mucheng was taken aback, and squatted down to hug me who was in a mess. It was still jasmine-flavored perfume, noble and elegant. "It's okay, I want you."

I moved back to Mu's house, and Mother Xin apologized to me.I smiled, you are really a good old man, but no one can tell you about emotional matters.

Since then, Xinlang and I haven't seen each other a few times, we just pass each other in a hurry.

I don't resent, and I don't expect too much.

Back at Mu's house, the door of my room was locked, and Mu Cheng said apologetically, "The door is broken."

I gritted my teeth. "Where is the guest room?" Mu Cheng sneered: "Grandma is getting old, she is an old man after all, she lives in the guest room." "Where is the sofa?"

Mu Cheng threw a bunch of things on the sofa with a smile on his face. "Sorry, it has been contracted by Miss Ben."

I had no choice but to put my luggage into Mucheng's room. "I don't mind if you want to sleep with me. It's not like I never slept with me when I was a child."

Mu Cheng's ears turned red. "Master, I will reluctantly agree."

==

Grandma made a simple dinner: salmon, soft cheese and pasta, baked apples with ice cream, washed some olives and a few fresh raspberries.She smiled and said, "Xiao Li, it's good to be back."

Mucheng coughed and coughed twice, hugged the white and soft pillow and lay on the sofa to watch TV.A cartoon is playing on the screen.I moved closer to her. "Yo, do you still watch cartoons?"

Mu Cheng froze: "Your sister, the cartoon is clearly the cartoon of my Shire, the black deacon, okay. I'm uneducated." I choked for a while, and sat aside to watch it with her.

After I came out of the shower, Mu Cheng was leaning on the bed cabinet, wearing a white silk satin nightdress with thin strips of transparent, and wearing rimless glasses, flipping through a book like a master.There is a bouquet of magnolia flowers in the enamel vase on the table, and Mucheng prefers all fragrant white flowers.

After carrying the luggage from Xin's home, the plaid cotton shirt is extra warm.Mu Cheng smiled and kissed my forehead. "Ye Li, turn off the light."

I froze for a moment, turned off the lights, and imitated the deacon in an awkward London tone.The smile in Mu Cheng's eyes became more and more obvious, and he got into bed with a faint scent of jasmine.

I was a little tired, and hugged her from behind, with my chin resting on her shoulder, such a warm body.Her shaggy hair tangled with mine and she held out her arms to me and I lay down and put my legs on her stomach and hugged her neck with my face on her shoulders and I acted recklessly And trying to confirm that peace of mind.

It was pouring rain outside the window, and my breath gradually calmed down.Mucheng opened his eyes, and kissed my eyebrows, corners of my mouth, and chin devoutly.I didn't fall asleep, I accepted her delicate kisses but I didn't know what it meant to me, I couldn't bear to push her away, just because I was nostalgic for the warmth of Mucheng.

Mucheng glanced at me and said softly, "Good night."

Then, with the sound of rain, I fell asleep.

Mucheng was not around when he woke up, lily of the valley and slender branches were replaced in the clear water enamel bottle, and there were chocolate snacks and an English newspaper on the table.Mu Cheng was sitting on the sofa by the floor-to-ceiling windows, wearing a clean navy blue jacket and a pair of silver-white sneakers.There is a lake outside the window, the waves are calm, and white gulls pass by from time to time.

I got out of bed barefoot and stepped on the gray-white carpet. When Mucheng saw me, she smiled faintly, her eyes were bloodshot from exhaustion, as if she hadn't slept well all night. She held my hand, confused and at a loss. "What should we do, Ye Li, what should I do with you?"

I took a deep breath to keep myself awake, speaking as calmly as possible. "Mucheng, you have to know that it is impossible for us to be together."

Mucheng looked at me and said seriously: "I don't care about everything, because I know that I love you. You know my calmness and coolness clearly, so you should know even more - no one can beat Mucheng's determination. Change."

I didn't look at her, I looked at the sky. "If you firmly believe that one day I can fall in love with you too, then, Mucheng, let's be together."