Over time

Maybe it was because he didn't have a good rest last night, Lin Jiu was lying on the bed in a daze, half asleep and half awake, and vaguely heard the voice of Ye Xi talking to others.

She struggled to get up, but her whole body was weak, hot and cold for a while, her brows were tightly frowned, her eyes couldn't be opened, her hands couldn't be lifted, her whole body was limp.

A tear slipped from the corner of his eye, and he whispered unconsciously.

"Don't...don't go."

Ye Xi was looking at Lin Jiu with her head propped up, and saw Lin Jiu's lips opening and closing, as if she was talking about something, she leaned over and heard this sentence.

There was a pain in the heart.

Ye Xi took Lin Jiu's hand, and softly coaxed the sleeping man:

"Don't go, don't go, good boy, it's okay."

Hearing a familiar voice, Lin Jiu's panic in sleep gradually disappeared, replaced by a burst of peace of mind.

Ye Xi stretched out his hand to caress Lin Jiu's frowning brows, only to find that Lin Jiu's forehead was burning hot, Ye Xi immediately pressed the call bell.

It's okay for a while, but I have a fever.

Xiao Zixi quickly brought the nurse over, took the temperature of Lin Jiu who was half asleep, and gave him an injection.

"Keep an eye on her."

Xiao Zixi frowned and said.Ye Xi stood aside, lowered her eyes, and nodded, her thin shoulders made her look so fragile.

"She can only drink some light porridge when she wakes up."

"Ah."

Xiao Zixi came and went in a hurry, and left with the nurse.

After a while, Ye Xi walked up to Lin Jiu's bed with stiff steps, and slowly sat on the chair, with unpredictable emotions in his eyes.

Ye Xi took Lin Jiu's cold sweating hand with a cold hand, and felt the warmth miraculously. Her body bent slowly, her shoulders trembled slightly, and she sobbed softly.

She was crying, almost moaning.

Holding the hand of her lover who had been separated for seven years, looking at her pale face and peaceful sleeping face, it was originally a beautiful thing, but her heart was aching.

She didn't protect her well.

Those wounds that had been scarred were dripping with blood again at this moment, as if they were skinned and cramped, causing secondary injuries again.

Someone she loved was sick and hurt.

The reason is because of her, she is the chief culprit of this result, this kind of concept seems to have inserted a knife in Ye Xi's heart, although it can't be pierced, it can't be pulled out either.

Seal carving heart.

Her guilt was about to overwhelm her.

……

As the evening approached, Lin Jiu woke up slowly. When she woke up, the ward was very quiet. She looked around in a daze, and felt that something was pressing on her hand. Lin Jiu tried to pull it out.

Ye Xi woke up suddenly from her sleep, and looked at Lin Jiu with frightened eyes. Lin Jiu looked at her calmly, and when she saw her red and swollen eyes, her brows furrowed indiscernibly.

"Are you awake?" Ye Xi's hoarse voice was full of surprise, and then said: "Thirsty? I'll get you water."

Ye Xi stood up abruptly, dizzy for a while, slowed down, managed to stabilize her body, and went to fetch water for Lin Jiu.

Looking at Ye Xi's staggering back, Lin Jiu frowned even tighter.

Ye Xi took the water, put the water on the head of the bed, and silently adjusted Lin Jiu's hospital bed to an angle where he could drink while lying down.

Lin Jiu looked at her, and Ye Xi went to sit next to her again, picked up water, inserted a straw that he didn't know where, and handed it to Lin Jiu's mouth.

Lin Jiu took two puffs, blinked, and said firmly, "You are crying."

Ye Xi was silent, and finally nodded.

Lin Jiu frowned and asked, "Why are you crying?"

Ye Xi put down the water, looked at Lin Jiu's frowning, and suddenly chuckled, but his hoarse voice was as gentle as a spring breeze.

"Don't frown, okay?"

Lin Jiu froze for a moment, nodded, and his frown relaxed.

"So, why are you crying?"

Ye Xi pursed her lips, her eyes suddenly turned red.

Trying not to let myself cry.

"I...I worry about you."

Lin Jiu looked at her red eyes, and took her hand silently, and then Lin Jiu heard Ye Xi sobbing and asking:

"I... Am I hypocritical?"

Lin Jiu shook her head, squeezed Ye Xi's hand, and said, "Not pretentious, I like it very much."

Ye Xi pulled up the corners of his mouth and smiled stiffly.Ye Xi's hands were very cold, and Lin Jiu, who got this recognition, had a tendency to frown again. Thinking of Ye Xi's words, Lin Jiu's facial expression gradually relaxed.

"Why are your hands so cold?"

"Maybe it's too little."

Ye Xi wanted to take back the hand held by Lin Jiu, Lin Jiu had expected to hold her hand tightly, but Ye Xi gave up and let Lin Jiu hold her hand.

The two looked at each other without speaking. Lin Jiu wanted to break the weird silence and asked:

"How have you been living abroad for the past seven years?"

Ye Xi looked at Lin Jiu, his gaze seemed to want to see through her heart, Ye Xi's hand firmly held Lin Jiu's hand behind his back, and said:

"I'm going to tell you something, will you listen?"

Lin Jiu nodded, and said obediently, "Listen."

"I... my mother died."

Ye Xi said this in a trembling voice, and Lin Jiu couldn't help being stunned. Ye Xi didn't look at Lin Jiu, but stared at the two tightly holding hands, and continued:

"That was the second year I went abroad, and the father I always respected cheated."

Ye Xi's voice was a little self-deprecating.

"In the beginning, he just used excuses to socialize and didn't go home for a day or two. Until that day, he took Xiaosan home and my mother saw him."

"My mother kicked that woman out, and she asked my dad why...my dad was silent, and the two ended up breaking up."

"Later, he got worse and worse. In the end, he gave my mother a divorce agreement, but my mother didn't sign it."

"That man asked my mother to leave the house. My mother has no backer or background. Once her upbringing was completely destroyed by the divorce agreement, the mental pressure was too great. She went crazy."

"He was sent to a mental hospital by that man himself."

"That man brought Xiaosan into the house, and Xiaosan became the mistress of the Ye family, and my mother is just a crazy woman. My mother is sober sometimes, but very rarely. She... the only one who has been sober for more than half a month. That day I ran to the top of the building, called me, told me to live well, and then hung up the phone without hesitation."

"I clearly realized that something was going to happen to her. When I got to the hospital, I saw blood all over the place. I heard from the people next to me that she didn't hesitate when she jumped off, floating like a piece of thin paper. It fell down, and finally fell to pieces, bloody and bloody."

"Jumping off a building is so painful... She is most afraid of pain."

Ye Xi's tears rolled down one by one without making any sound, only hot tears slid down her cheeks, Lin Jiu's heart ached.

Lin Jiu pulled Ye Xi's hand and said:

"Sit down."

Ye Xi was pulled over by Lin Jiu and sat next to Lin Jiu. Lin Jiu gave the order and said:

"Take off your shoes and come up."

Ye Xi followed suit like a puppet, and lay down beside Lin Jiu. Lin Jiu hugged her and pressed her chin against Ye Xi's head. She said:

"Cry, I'm here."

Ye Xi pinched Lin Jiu's clothes with her hands, and cried out slowly, as if she wanted to vent all her fear, grievance, and sadness at that time.

At that time, Ye Xi couldn't be sad, scared, let alone cry. After having a mistress, she would definitely have a child. She needed to think about her future, and she had to use a tough attitude to get involved in the enterprise.

Otherwise, the only role left for her is a commercial marriage, a broken chess piece, worthless.

Ye Xi cried so hard that she couldn't breathe by herself.

She clung to Lin Jiu's clothes tightly, crying and saying:

"Why? Why? Why is she so good but dead!"

"Why doesn't she want me anymore?"

"She's so gentle...so gentle..."

"I don't have a home... I don't have a home."

One sound, hoarse, hysterical.

Lin Jiu patted her on the back methodically, trying to make her cry comfortably.

Ye Xi cried heartily for a while, and the cry gradually subsided. If Ye Xi looked up at this moment, he would be able to see Lin Jiu's distressed eyes and that gentle face.

Ye Xi twitched, hiccupped, and said intermittently:

"Yes... I'm sorry hiccup, I, I hiccup... I lost my temper, hiccup."

Lin Jiu tightened her arms and said next to Ye Xi's ear:

"It's okay, you still have me."

Ye Xi also hugged Lin Jiu, and said with a strong nasal voice:

"Fortunately... I found you, and I still have you."

"Well, you still have me."

……

The night was very windy, Lin Jiu and Ye Xi were leaning on the same bed, Ye Xi's head was tilted to Lin Jiu's shoulder, Lin Jiu had a doting smile on his lips.

Ye Xi's mood is extremely fragile tonight.

"My mother once told me that every star will eventually fall. Nothing lasts forever. Life is extremely fragile and short. She doesn't want me to leave regrets. Everyone's life should be in their own world. Even more gorgeous."

"But what about herself? After being tolerant and gentle all her life, she died tragically in the end. The man she loved the most didn't even come to see her off on the last journey."

Ye Xi turned her head to look at Lin Jiu's gentle side face, Lin Jiu turned her head to look at Ye Xi, stared into her eyes, and said with red lips:

"Human life is limited. We have loved and hated, suffered, been proud, and lived happily. We have experienced all kinds of situations in the world. All living beings are suffering. We just need to do our best without leaving any regrets."

"You are so pretty." Ye Xi's voice was a little hoarse, and she continued: "I love you, I love you very much."

Lin Jiu restrained her smile, and said to Ye Xi solemnly: "I have always loved you, so... I can..."

Before Lin Jiu finished speaking, Ye Xi kissed Lin Jiu's lips proactively. Lin Jiu clasped the back of Ye Xi's head with one hand, deepening the kiss.

There was love in the eyes of the two of them, and their breathing was messed up.

The calm heart lake stirs up waves.

In this turbulent world, they have the most pure love for each other. At this moment, they just want to grow old together.

Don't be afraid, the world is full of people, no matter what, I will be by your side and be your truest guardian.