Is she blooming today? [Zhongyingmei]

Bulimia, the pain of never feeling full.

It’s like the hunger and endless demands coming from the depths of the soul. No matter how much food is filled, it will never be satisfied. It will always be greedy and thirsty, and will always be trapped in the kind of hardship and unhappiness as if it lacks something important. In the midst of consummation.

Nothing can satisfy her cravings, and she falls into a breakdown due to the loss of satisfaction. The behavior of eating a lot of food generally only stops when there is an obvious feeling of fullness and extreme discomfort. However, the weak stomach will not digest the excessive intake of food , followed by nausea, acid reflux, bloating, indigestion, vomiting after overeating...

That feeling of disgust, depression, or guilt you feel toward yourself after overeating can really overwhelm your will.

Selah has experienced that experience many times. She has been tortured and suppressed for several years, so she can control her behavior, even if she really can’t adapt to the changing environment every time. The episodes of bulimia are repeated and violent, but there is no such thing in the hospital. Too much worry and trouble, she is the most reassuring child.

The behavior pattern cannot be changed in a short period of time, and she still follows the previous routine, and this is not a bad habit, she is learning to control herself.

Papa has always restricted her food intake, no matter how hungry she is, how much she begs, it is useless to break down and cry, at most he will prepare some small candies and snacks for her, then hug her who has already eaten, and treat her like that The thin little girl is held in my arms, stroking her hair that has grown back after being shaved, quietly accompanying her in a single ward, or telling her some jokes and anecdotes to divert her attention.

That man's temper is really not very good. He didn't care much about other people's feelings from the first time he resisted, but he will take care of her meticulously and patiently. For her coughing problem, he also gradually quit the habit of smoking Lost.

When he is unhappy, he will call her "Fulaer" helplessly and caringly, which is a small nickname full of love and intimacy, and their similar pair of yellow-green eyes are full of anger towards the injustice in the world , blazing like a fire, but he was never arrogant, he was only in the dust and mud.

"Fular, fate is never permanent. There are too many funny jokes hidden in every step of life. I don't want you to know those ugly and dark things. I hope you are happy."

He is the person who loves her the most in the whole world.

Sera had a dream again, she couldn't remember what kind of dream it was, she just wanted papa very much, if it was normal, when she woke up from sleep, she would get a kiss on her forehead, and he would always He picked her up, and placed her new day's coat and clothes neatly beside her bed.

She is the only exception in the hospital, and she can have a lot of things of her own, because she is still a child, even though she is a patient.

Even if she is a patient.

It doesn't matter whether those people pity or love, and it doesn't matter if they are malicious. Papa and some other people will protect and take care of her. There are more horrors outside, but the hospital may be because of the threats from the patients. Those guards and doctors will take care of everything, and they will go crazy in order not to anger them. After all, no one knows what crazy and irrational lunatics will do.

... All the past has disappeared, the warmth of the past has turned into flying smoke, and she only has the suffering still, perhaps she will find the next shelter to rely on, or perhaps wait for the predetermined destiny in the world-death.

People who are muddle-headed or sober and rational live in the world, but people will eventually perish, and they will be deprived of everything at the moment of death. The only thing they may have is the memory of the living people. Only when they remember him can he exist. When everyone forgets When the deceased is lost, all existence is erased.

Fular will also have her dear papa remembering her.

But if it is the process of changing the world like this, all the past is left behind, no matter whether there is anyone in the departed world remembering her, but she has truly lost everything, she can't hold on to anything, what? Neither can be retained.

So I can only hold on to those cherished and irreproducible memories, repeat these quiet and uninterrupted days, recall them in the countless days to come, and indulge myself in the beauty of the past.

Only she will remain indifferent for a long time, with no return for a long time; she is displaced and has no home.

Thinking too much will lead to headaches, there is already a little bit of that symptom, Sera doesn’t want to think about it anymore, after eating a rationed nutritious meal, she looks up at the early morning scene outside, she likes to sit by the window, holding the A blue plush Stitch with teeth and claws, they embraced each other, with a big innocent and mischievous smile on its face, as if laughing for a little girl.

Since the hospital was bombed, Sierra has been here for more than a month, and there will not be many people who come to see her. Bruce Wayne is a busy rich man, and he can't express his kindness at any time, and that little reporter……

Sera lowered her head slowly. Since receiving her candy, he often appeared from time to time, bringing her toys, small snacks, and cakes, but there was no other meaning, and he did not try to change her or make her happy. Get 'better' like you only care about her.

Even if the stingy sugar slave has a pocket that can communicate with different dimensions and has countless small candies piled up in mountains, she will not want to give it to others casually, and it is useless to please—although Sera knows that is not the case. mean.

'Sweet Life' is a small ability given by the system, just like coaxing a child, knowing that her self-control has become super good under Papa's teaching, it just wants to seduce her, it's too much.

——This is actually a reward.

The little girl who had a very high tendency of self-harm and suicide at the beginning, had a desire to destroy, and was full of despair and grief was rescued. Standing or sitting there, she can feel the temperature of the world, can receive those kindness and warmth, and she will return Hug the person she loves the most, whisper to him and ask for the things she likes, and she will be satisfied.

Expressing, this is one of the abilities that man taught her after loving her.

"Listen, Fleur, if you don't say it, then no one will know you're afraid... No one will be me." No one will love her anymore.

After she said "I'm afraid" in a low voice, he really accompanied her through the many frightening nights, lighting up the lights for her every night, and piled up the plush dolls in her small room In the house, there are several story books on the bedside, and he reads bedtime stories to her when he is usually free.

He doesn't like naive, ridiculous, illogical, and unrealistic fairy tales, but this is for the benefit of children, and he can only hold back his dissatisfaction, and finally send a few complaints to comment on the ridiculousness.

And now, Sera is unwilling to express, simply because there will be no one who is willing to listen to her expression, accept that request without reservation, and understand every aspect of her psychology. Maybe the people in the hospital will take good care of her, But this is different, totally different.

This can basically be regarded as wishful thinking. There is already the best one, so why do you have to compromise to get those unidentifiable wishes? She is willing to hold the past and still guard it, and doesn't want the beauty of the past to be destroyed. Is there anything wrong with that?She didn't cause other people any trouble, she was very good and obedient, it was just a little bit of temper and stubbornness.

Sierra can sit in a daze for a whole day. When she hasn’t adjusted her body well, it’s not realistic to say that exercising her physique will damage her muscles and bones, and it’s not good for the slow-growing bones. She went to move, but when the weather is good, the medical staff will take her downstairs, take a walk in the park, look at the scenery outside, breathe fresh air, and the temperature is still cold, so she can't stay outside for a long time.

The newly assigned nurse took this little patient who couldn't help but feel pity for her. Seeing her weak and weak, she slowed down her pace very considerately, wandering slowly in the park, and winter passed into spring. , but some flower plants in the flower beds bloom all year round. Small rose plants are planted in the flower beds.

The greening in the park under the building belonging to Wayne Enterprises is not so simple. Even in this season, many kinds of plants and flowers are blooming, as if the breath of spring has arrived, and there are extraordinarily many roses planted, several trees with double petals Roses with large flowers are decorated everywhere, surrounded by evergreen trees and bushes, SharifaA□□a and NewWave also have strong fragrance.

Sitting on the swing in the park, the hands hidden in the sleeves are unwilling to hold the cold iron chain, so she just sits on her toes and shakes the rocking chair slightly, while the nurse is answering the phone, and she is used to being alone alone.

Logically speaking, there will be no accidents today. Gotham General Hospital was bombed once, and the new buildings on the ruins have not yet been built. They have all moved to the building temporarily moved to them by Wayne Enterprises, but...

Well, there is no big problem. The criminals who caused the trouble chose to blow up the building next door that Wayne Enterprises was putting into use, but they did not attack the hospital... Maybe there is some pattern in this, even the gangsters don’t want the local hospital They are bombed every day, especially the medical level of this hospital is higher than that of most hospitals in general. Don't they have a time when they are injured and need to see a doctor?

Even if he is caught by Batman and thrown into the police station or Arkham Asylum, but really, this is a vigilante who enforces the law violently. He often beats people to fractures and internal bleeding, even his Robin is like this Occasionally, when young people strive to win, they attack more severely. The minimum standard is not to kill people. They still need treatment after being locked up.

Serra heard the explosions and the screams of the people, and looked up at the commotion in the building across the street. There were flames and thick smoke coming out of the windows on several floors, and the smoke was so smoldering. The outer walls of the building were scorched black, and from the cracks in the fence entwined with flowers, branches and thorns, it could be seen that people downstairs had already run out and scattered.

The gun-wielding gangsters should have been disguised and sneaked into the Wayne Enterprise building as people who needed to do business, and finally started shooting and making trouble on the high floors. They covered the technicians to invade the building's security system and the company's internal network system, trying to transfer shares and large amounts of money stored in various banks, and don't know when they will finish and rush out.

Before she could respond, the nurse trotted towards her a few steps, but she hesitated, and finally turned around and ran away.

Probably because she was disliked by her short legs and useless physique. If there is danger, taking her will be a drag, so it is better to leave her at the beginning, and such behavior is really annoying in Gotham. Can't blame anything, except that she'll lose her job afterwards, but between jobs and lives, most people would choose the latter, so it's not a big deal.

As the one who was left behind, Sera was not in a hurry at all. She sat on the swing for a long time before slowly getting up, and she turned her head to see...a little red bird scurrying in front of her. Cloak and red uniform, youthful and heroic.

He also saw her, with a look of surprise on his face, apparently he didn't expect that there would be people who would not hide under such circumstances, but he could see that she was not in good health at a glance, probably if she really wanted to run, then It was terrible, so he just turned his head towards her, and motioned to the door of the building behind him, hoping that she would go in early so that she would not be implicated.

The boy was full of childishness, listening to the conversation in the headset, he quickly ran away again, crossed the fence to the back of the Wayne Enterprise Building, and then used tools to climb directly to the floor, drilled into a window, and disappeared.

The Bat fighter also fell from the sky, stopped in mid-air, and shot a grappling hook with a rope from above. Batman in black lacquered jumped down from above, easily found a suitable landing point, and kicked the building away. One of the glass windows on the plane went in, but the fighter plane did not stay there, as if it was still being manipulated by someone, flying high into the sky to hide the fuselage, probably waiting for follow-up instructions.

...Everyone looks very skilled.

Probably every year, someone dreams of attacking Batman by attacking Wayne Enterprises. Who made that Gotham aristocratic young master eat enough to support Batman's equipment and career, and save the money for blonde girls with big breasts or Isn’t it good to show your kindness? Why do you have to help Batman, a man who wears tights or has mental problems? Wayne Enterprises started, and this wave of hatred was very steady.

There is no big problem with this whole logic, but the main reason is that the Justice League has been established for so long. Why do some people still think about crimes? One Batman is not enough, and they want to gather the entire Justice League members to start a full beating?

It's useless to fight a Batman, and unless the entire Justice League is taken out, their criminal career will never stand a chance.

Sera slowly thought, who would know what kind of crazy thoughts such a weak little dwarf has? She doesn't just watch cartoons when she watches TV, she also understands some current affairs. After all, if you watch programs, there will be no TV stations that only show animation There will always be various advertisements or news content inserted in the middle of them.

Especially Gotham City, where accidents are frequent.

Sierra is not an unintelligent child. Staying with her Papa, even if she just gets along with her normally and has been taken care of carefully, she still knows a lot.

She is slightly interested in Arkham and the Joker... Will she also live in Arkham Asylum in the future?

I heard that the patients there are not patients. Generally speaking, they are called 'criminals', 'killers', 'perverts', etc. If you throw her in, it is very likely that you will die within 3 minutes after meeting a random patient. Then change the world, it sounds a bit pitiful, so this imagination about future life needs to be kicked out of your mind.

This is absolutely not possible.

And the reported clown is different from what she used to know. They are not alone, which proves that she has really come to a whole new world. No one will know her and remember her. This is the only good thing after losing papa a little bit.

The sense of security that no one knew, enveloped and protected her from head to toe.

After adapting to the environment, there is no chance to lose it. Sierra seems to have changed her personality, and she immediately trembled alive. Although the performance is still the same, it is fun to be alone without talking or communicating with others, such as There is always a big drama in my mind.

Sera took out a candy from her pocket, peeled off the colorful and transparent candy wrapper and fed it to her mouth. Her candy is of course the best, the oval fruit candy the size of a fingernail is very sweet, but the sweetness is suitable, with The fresh taste will not make people feel bored.

When her papa doesn't smoke, she likes to eat candy... grab her candy and eat QAQ

Under the strong possessive desire, the little girl once thought bitterly for several days with a stern face, and then dedicated a whole room of candy to her dear papa, and she would not talk about it until she saw it. This temporary heartache is much better than the mood I get every kickback, and then I have to advise my adults to eat sugar in moderation, otherwise they will grow tooth decay.

——But the unlucky man doesn't think so, he just likes to see his little miser's jealousy of saving sugar as much as money.

——Actually, he is jealous, why doesn't the little girl treasure him?Instead, he looked at a few candies as if they were something.

Little Miser Sierra: I gave you all the sugar, but I still don’t love you! /knock on blackboard

The author has something to say:

Papa with no name or surname: I am too difficult_(:з」∠)_

Papa: But I love my little Floral

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Flora, the goddess of flowers, the meaning of flowers

The sweet love between the old father and his little daughter

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Papa Arthur is so nice woooo