[Shanshan is here] Please give me more advice for the rest of my life

When Xiao Wu came back from talking to Han Chen, I was brushing Meow.

The little guy was probably tired from playing, and it’s rare that he didn’t turn into a mop spirit. He lay obediently on the side and let me move, turning his white belly, looking defenseless, as if he sensed my absent-mindedness, so he stuck out his tongue and licked it. Touch my palm.

I suddenly felt a little sad and moved.

I have never been a very optimistic person, and probably I will never be able to learn from Shanshan. The little sun seems to be able to see hope everywhere, and is content with everything.

On the contrary, I like to prepare for the worst before doing anything, so that even if the final result is unsatisfactory and a complete failure, I will not be caught off guard and feel ashamed.

If you expect less, you will be less disappointed. Don't set yourself too high, so you won't fall too hard.

I know that I am not a very confident person. In fact, my past experience has always told me that there will be no pie in the sky, but there may be a knife.

But it’s not really a matter of low self-esteem. It’s just a matter of recognizing one’s own abilities, putting one’s own position in the right place, doing what should be done, taking what should be taken, and seeking truth from facts.

What You Chenghao taught me is to be strong and independent, to be as strong as possible mentally, how can there be so many unrivaled heroes who will step on colorful auspicious clouds to marry you, and you can't always look forward to retreat and rely on.

I have long passed the age of dreaming unrealistic dreams. I never think that I need to be held in the palm of someone's hand and protect me carefully. I can still take good care of myself by myself, but I rely on you wholeheartedly like this. Even the little things in its whole world can't help but make a certain corner of the bottom of my heart soft and collapsed, so soft that it doesn't look like it.

Zheng Wu hugged the little thing and was lost in thought, when he heard a voice behind him slowly saying: "Do you like it very much?"

I turned my head subconsciously, just in time to bump into Mr. Xiao who was leaning over and resting his hands on the back of the sofa. He seems to like this posture very much in recent days, and because he is tall, his eyes seem to be dark when he gets close. No, my heart beat faster for no reason, and subconsciously stepped back a little.

This evasive action is probably somewhat obvious.

Xiao Wu was obviously stunned for half a second, and his beautiful phoenix eyes narrowed slightly. Meng Kai once told me that usually when his boss showed such an expression, it usually meant that someone was going to be unlucky, but I thought about the past The experience that somehow made him angry, Mr. Xiao seemed to just ignore me, or not go home for ten days and a half months.

I thought he would walk away without saying a word this time, but he just maintained his previous action and repeated: "You like it very much?"

I didn't know why, so I had to answer honestly: "Yes."

Xiao Wu nodded and straightened up. I thought he was going to leave, but he suddenly snorted heavily: "Mop, come here."

The temperature in my arms suddenly turned cold, and when I realized it, there was no trace of meowing in my arms.

This turn of events was very inexplicable, and I didn't know what expression to make for a long time. I could only watch helplessly as the little guy who was still in my arms just now jumped into Mr. Xiao's arms.

I don't know what breed this little thing is. Based on my previous experience of watching other people keep cats, other people's owners are reserved and arrogant, but it is very familiar. Zhu'er, who is close to the aura, can also lean forward enthusiastically. I don't know why, but he is three points more affectionate than me.

It doesn't pick mops and mops, it responds to whatever it calls.

The little bit of emotion accumulated just now disappeared in an instant, and I couldn't help feeling angry, and by the way, I cleared the royal cat snacks I decided to buy for it just now from the shopping cart.

Xin Dao is the whole world, he really is a little heartless, but he knows whose thighs are easy to hug.

Xiao Wu had already put the little thing down, and let it run wild with a ball in its arms. Right now, it is leaning on the sofa, staring at me leisurely.

I think what he meant was probably, look, what does such a heartless little white-eyed wolf like.

Young Master Xiao was obviously in a good mood right now, the corners of his mouth were raised slightly, and there was a faint sense of narrowness in his smile.

I was stunned for a moment, and for some reason, I also laughed.

Because I really don't have much confidence in my sleeping position, in order to avoid making a fool of myself, I always try my best to wait for Mr. Xiao to fall asleep before going to sleep, and wake up earlier than him, but today I was probably caught by the meal and the piano lesson. After exhausting all his energy and energy, he couldn't care about these things, and fell asleep as soon as he touched the bed.

When I woke up, it was midnight, and there was nothing around me, and there was no one around.

It was pitch black outside the window, I subconsciously checked the time on my phone, it was 01:30 in the morning.

I tried my best to think back for a long time, but I just couldn't remember whether Xiao Wu fell asleep and when he left before falling asleep last night.

There was some uneasiness for no reason. It was not strange for Mr. Xiao not to return home at night, but he had never gone out in the middle of the night like this. Could it be that something urgent happened?

When I opened the door, I saw dim light in the corridor, and the small study room not far from the master bedroom seemed to be open, obviously the light came from inside.

I paused, but when I realized it, I was already standing at the door of the study. The first thing I heard was the sound of paper pages turning and rhythmic typing on the keyboard. Mr. Xiao was sitting behind the computer, wearing a pair of Plain glasses, with a flickering fire between his fingertips, the room is faintly smoky.

I subconsciously glanced at the ashtray next to me. Obviously there was more than one cigarette butt, so I was stunned for a moment. At least, since I knew him, I had never seen him smoke.

Xiao Wu seemed to have just seen me, and frowned imperceptibly: "Why are you up?"

While suppressing the cigarette in his hand, he opened the window for ventilation.

My mind was in a mess, so I said casually, "Come out and find something to eat."

As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I knew that I was short-circuited in my brain. I have probably been living more and more recently, looking for food and finding the study?

Just standing there with a face full of embarrassment, Xiao Wu turned around and walked back to the desk. After searching for a while, he found something, and then chuckled: "Then, do you want to eat?"

Spreading out the palm, it turned out to be a piece of chocolate.

It wasn't until the fragrant chocolate melted in my mouth that I seemed to wake up from a dream.

Mr. Xiao didn't speak any more, until now he smiled and said, "After eating, go back to sleep."

This time I didn't answer his words, and my eyes fell on the thick stack of documents on the table for a while before I looked up at him: "Mr. Xiao doesn't seem to smoke usually?"

"Well, refresh yourself."

"Mr. Xiao is working overtime?"

He seemed a little surprised, but he quickly returned to his natural state, and said calmly and without hesitation: "Yes, I've been a little busy recently."

Xiao's matter has been up to now, of course I know he is busy, but he only picked me up from get off work in the afternoon, and even worked as the supervisor of some piano class, but he came to work overtime at this time?

The smoke in the room was almost gone, Xiao Wu had already sat back behind the desk, I thought he was going to continue working, but he raised his head with a smile, and suddenly said: "After getting married, I will add Less classes?"

Obviously he was only wearing flat glasses, but I felt that there was a layer of filter, and the eyes couldn't be seen clearly. When I wanted to look carefully again, he had already moved his eyes away, and his voice was still calm, like It's a little funny: "Really don't go to sleep?"

I had no choice but to turn around and walk out. When I reached the door, I couldn't help turning back. I heard my own voice saying, "Can I help?"

Xiao Wu obviously didn't expect it either, he raised his head abruptly, looked at me inquisitively, and finally no longer had that shallow and quiet look.

I couldn't help laughing, and Mao then recommended himself: "Although it won't be of much help, it shouldn't be a problem if you hit me."

Although the jewelry store is incomparable with Xiao's, there are probably some similarities. I have some experience, and I think I know a little bit about miscellaneous things. Anyway, the professionals hired by Xiao's high salaries from famous universities are not there. Take me. It is probably enough to barely use it.

Xiao Wu didn't speak for a long time, looked at me deeply for a long time before slightly raised the corner of his mouth: "Aren't you tired?"

I was supposed to say that I wasn't tired, but maybe the atmosphere tonight was too weird, so I suddenly mentioned a sentence: "Mr. Xiao asked me to practice the piano before because I was too free. Find something to do for me? "

Thinking back a little, Han Chen came after I went home for several nights in a row.

Xiao Wu seemed to think about it for a while, and then slowly frowned: "You don't want to learn?"

I couldn't help but tremble in my heart.

He changed the tone of the statement: "You don't want to learn."

I lowered my eyes and said nothing, I didn't have any hope in my heart, but I heard him hesitate a little: "Is it okay after a while?"

I suddenly raised my eyes, Xiao Wu frowned tightly, as if he was really puzzled by the fact that I didn't want to practice the piano.

Perhaps it was rare for him to have an overly obvious negotiating tone in that sentence. Although I felt that this statement was a bit strange, I finally didn't ask any more.

Xiao Wu kept his head down and pondered for a long time before his brows relaxed a bit. I heard him say, "It's almost grandpa's birthday, play a song for him."