[Shanshan is here] Please give me more advice for the rest of my life

I thought it should be over here, but I was woken up once in the middle of the pain. It seemed that a huge hole had been cut in my neck, and I could feel the wind pouring in, cooling the blood.

Some kind of tubes and instruments seemed to be inserted into the body, and the cold liquid flowed into the body. There were still people holding gauze and bandages moving on the head and neck, intertwined with the voice of talking.

a mess.

Ambulances and police cars whistled high and low, footsteps hurried and panicked all around, someone's shrill, desperate and frenzied laughter, mixed with terrified cries one after another.

In the blood-red sight, medical staff in white coats kept running past me in a hurry. I couldn't move, so I just closed my eyes and let others fiddle with me.

It's too noisy for sleep, but I'm just too sleepy.

……

When I woke up, it seemed to be a sunny morning, and the light golden sunlight fell on a small cabinet by the bed, looking very peaceful and stable.

It's a pity that I probably slept for too long. The warm sunlight only felt dizzy, and it took me a long time to see the scene in front of me.

There was a person paralyzed on the sofa next to him, with handsome features and a solemn expression, poking something on the phone screen with his fingers flying like flying fingers.

It seemed that he sensed that I was awake, and quickly looked up at me: "I'm awake, wait a moment, I'll finish this game."

I:"……"

The throat was dry and itchy, and the desire to cough became even stronger, but just thinking of the location of the wound, he held back abruptly.

I was terrified.

Life is so fragile, no matter how much you pretend to be calm, you should know how close you were to death.

Hidden under the thin skin, it is nothing more than a layer of throbbing blood vessels. You only need to cut lightly, and you can see the gushing blood.

I had no choice but to suppress the desire to cough, my eyes were red as if I had suppressed it before, and I desperately wanted a result.

The pianist Han Da probably won the round at last, and jumped up from the sofa with satisfaction written all over his face.

It's hard for him to realize how bad he is as a nurse, so he calmed down a little bit, and expressed a little sincerity: "Are you okay?"

The effect of the anesthesia has passed, and it's not like when you are asleep, you don't know hunger, you don't feel pain, you have no way to escape, you can only endure it awake.

I had no choice but to twitch the corner of my mouth, and said honestly, "It doesn't seem very good."

"Eh? Not good?" He sat closer to me, with a surprised expression on his face, "I thought you were seeking benevolence and getting benevolence, and you were content."

"Ahhh, how amazing. I heard that when they arrived, Xiao Lin was about to collapse. You have contributed a lot to this. You are so burned that you are almost unconscious, and you are covered in cold sweat. Xiao Wu and the others have already won [-]% of the psychological warfare without doing anything."

Those twinkling peach blossom eyes seemed to be picky, and they made an expression of admiration and admiration: "Not to mention anything else, the knife is already embedded in the flesh, it can almost cut the blood vessel, and you can still keep your face, oh No, didn't you still laugh, you know, those people brought by Xiao Wu were almost scared to death, just like this, you will be called a heroine, and you will never give up to a man."

What a bastard.

This feeling is like a wound that has not yet healed, but someone wants to force it open to look at it, and refuses to give you even half a minute to breathe.

He always knew exactly where the knife was going.

Normally, I can still pretend to be calm, and put on a decent appearance when I see the tricks, but at this time, I really don't have the slightest strength to fight back. Even my throat is almost hoarse and I can't make a sound. Broken can squeezed out a smile: "Do you want me to tell you about the scene at that time? They only know the second half, but it is not as detailed and interesting as what I said."

Talk about my mood when I called that night, talk about the weird calmness in my heart when I woke up and saw Xiao Lin, talk about how funny his expression suddenly changed after I revealed the truth, and talk about how this decryption game has been played until now, It can probably be regarded as unexpected and reasonable, with thousands of turns and climaxes...

Han Chen just listened quietly the whole time, and finally spoke after a long time: "Stop talking, I know."

Obviously he was the one who wanted to watch the show, but now he was about to call it a stop. I smiled: "Is my story not exciting enough?"

I am an ordinary person. It is rare to encounter such a vigorous and dramatic experience in my life, and I probably will never have it again in the future. There are so many things to say, and some excitement is inevitable.

Han Chen stretched out his hand and wiped my face with his thumb, only then did I realize that my tears welled up.

Then he seemed to sigh, and smiled lightly: "That's right, you are a girl, you are always invulnerable to everything you do, and you don't care about everything."

"Cry out when you're sad, and you can make your petty temper tantrum when you're unhappy. Whether it's the Xiao family or any other family, what if you make him turn upside down? It's just that I'm happy!"

The sky is big and the earth is big, and Lao Tzu is the biggest.

What he said was always so light and straightforward.

Later, I also wondered why I didn’t cry when I was kidnapped with a fever and helpless that night, and didn’t cry when I was compared to my neck with a knife. Instead, I cried out with a few words at this time .

It’s probably like a child who has been wronged. It’s fine if you don’t say anything, you can endure it, you can hold on to your tears, but once your nerves relax, someone will tell you, it’s so pitiful, and you’ll be happy. I really feel sad, the more I am coaxed, the more wronged I feel.

The pianist Han Da achieved his goal, and successfully saw me embarrassed and embarrassing, and finally stopped stabbing me with weird words, and laughed with satisfaction and malicious intentions: "It can be regarded as a win for me, alas, it's a pity I forgot to take pictures as a souvenir, and I can make a fortune as black history in the future."

I half-closed my eyes and didn't bother to pay attention to him, and saw that his expression suddenly changed, as if he had seen a ghost: "No, it's over, it's over, I actually saw you crying."

this neuropathy.

I stayed in the hospital for more than half a month, with old illnesses and new injuries. Although it is not life-threatening, the flesh injuries are also very scary.

Gauze was wrapped around my head and neck, and the first time I woke up and looked in the mirror, I almost thought I was looking at a mummy, but they didn't laugh out loud.

Simply refuse to look in the mirror any more.

The days of convalescence were surprisingly peaceful, probably because of Xiao Wu's orders, and there were almost no visitors during the period. Of course, the bigger possibility is that no one knew about it.

That's right, it's not something glorious and festive, and it should be blocked.

The nurse who took care of me was a rather young girl, about the same age as Jiajia, but she was rare and thoughtful. She spoke slowly, gently and loved to laugh.

The three meals were prepared by Zhang's mother and brought from home. She was obviously terrified by my appearance. After consulting the doctor, she stewed various soups for me in different ways every day. The posture of feeding me five catties and not giving up.

The pianist Han Da also stayed in the hospital and refused to leave. He was called a nurse, and his job was to grab my sick meal every day. Most of Zhang Ma's soup went into his stomach.

On the fifth day in the hospital, I met Shan Shan.

She has always been a simple and bright girl, she would smile and smile because of a bowl of delicious beef noodles, and would dance to cheer herself up when encountering setbacks. It was the first time I saw her cry so hard, and she was in a hurry and didn't know what to do. Is good.

She probably also got the news from Feng Teng by accident, she doesn't know much about the whole thing, she only knows that seeing me like this makes her sad, so she doesn't hesitate to run to my side every day, and doesn't even eat with Feng Teng.

In the current situation, she is naturally required to take care of things in the store. I am worried that she is too hard to run around. I wanted to help her with some simple tasks, but I was mercilessly rejected.

After all, Comrade Xue Shanshan was by the boss's side, and even learned to threaten, threatening that if I don't obey, I will stab the matter to my parents.

I had nothing to do with her, so I had to stay in the ward all day doing nothing, but I spent the longest vacation in these years.

When I was bored, I could only think about it bitterly. I was hit on the head twice in one day, but fortunately there was no concussion.

As for whether it's broken or not, let's talk about it.

Although the wound on the neck is scary, fortunately the cut is relatively flat. The more troublesome one is the wound on the head. When the dressing was changed, the gauze pulled the flesh, and it hurt so badly, the little girl who took care of it could only wet the gauze with clean water, and then carefully peel it off bit by bit. sweat.

Changing dressings, taking medicine, infusion, and checking, I did not refuse the various tonic soups and medicated meals stewed by Zhang Ma, and I no longer mentioned the matter of leaving the hospital early.

Han Chen said, I look really calm.

In fact, it has nothing to do with being cold or not. I have always cherished my life, and the same goes for my health. There is no need to degrade my body for petty emotions.

Of course, there is no need to explain these, I casually flipped through a few pages of the magazine: "What's the number today?"

"It's the 28th."

On the 28th, that is, 17 days.

I heard my very calm voice: "Can I meet Xiao Wu?"