rebirth of wrong love farewell

The beautiful atmosphere has always surrounded the two of them, and the compliments of love slowly flowed from the violin to overflow the entire restaurant. In the soft tune, the trace of sadness is like a lingering love story between lovers, gentle and moving. The melody gradually rises.

The boy taught the girl how to cut the sirloin steak with thyme on the plate with an elegant posture. She was very comprehensible. After finishing the teaching, Liang Nuo returned to his seat and said with a smile: "There is a kind of person who is born with a skill that ordinary people can't match. atmosphere and content.”

Looking at the beautifully decorated European-style restaurant, Lan Youruo sighed, "But no matter what, I like to eat small restaurants in my heart. Without these red tapes, I can cross my legs and talk loudly."

"Small restaurant?" Liang Nuo turned his head, turned his eyes to the window, and said very sincerely: "Isn't it better to be at home, even if you eat in underwear, it's fine."

Looking at him with a smirk, Lan Youruo swallowed the steak, with a hint of bewilderment in her voice: "Do you like watching it very much? This scene?"

The boy's expression was serious, and he looked at her suspiciously, full of innocence: "How is it possible, I'm just making a metaphor."

Lan Youruo seemed to be smiling and remained silent, continuing to eat. The unsuccessful boy looked out the window, but unexpectedly saw the two people in front of the cinema on the opposite street.

The boy's pupils were constricted, glowing with incredible light, Le Xinyao, and, he clenched his teeth, that man, Li Bin.

He tried his best to calm the violent ups and downs in his chest, looked at Lan Youruo's suspicious eyes, and said with a smile, "I'll go to the bathroom."

Lan Youruo nodded lightly: "Hurry up."

Looking at the back of him leaving, the girl turned her eyes to look out of the window, the people passing by, the vehicles passing by.

Just now, did he see something?

As soon as Liang Nuo left calmly until he disappeared from her sight, he immediately ran towards the back door of Carlo's Restaurant.

Running out of the street, the boy ran directly into the nearby KFC, squeezed through the crowd to its second floor, and entered the department store next door through the side door.

Liang Nuo wiped off the sweat from his forehead, and quickly ran from the overpass of the department store to the third floor of the film and television city opposite.

Looking at the dense crowd downstairs, he couldn't find it in his vision, so he directly ran down from the escalator, bypassing the standing people.

At the ticket office in the lobby on the first floor, Liang Nuoyi calmed down his heavy panting while looking at the two people who were queuing up to buy tickets, and took out a handkerchief from his pocket to wipe the sweat off his face.

He walked over slowly and calmly, as if meeting by chance, his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of black veils, his eyes were closed and deep, and there were subtle spots of depression hidden in his pupils, that kind of forbearance.

"Liang Nuoyi." The girl looked at the boy standing beside her in surprise and called, "Are you here to watch a movie too?"

Liang Nuo blinked, hiding all the negativity in the depths, showing his white teeth, and said with a smile: "I didn't expect the squad leader to be here, who is next to me?" A gentle boy with glasses.

Le Xinyao said enthusiastically: "This is my friend Li Bin." Then he introduced Liang Nuoyi to Li Bin.

Liang Nuo stretched out his hand to shake him, resisting the desire to hit him, and a trace of doubt appeared in his eyes just right: "He doesn't seem to be from our school." Ever since seeing this man, every cell in his heart has been screaming , surging.

Le Xinyao showed a pure smile, and his light voice came to his eardrums: "He is from No. [-] Middle School, we are neighbors."

Liang Nuoyi's eyes were extremely dark, as if they had been painted with thick ink, without any traces of paint in his brush.The gloomy emotions could not be suppressed, spreading from the heart, from the depths of the soul.

"Le Xinyao, you've only known him for a year, and you slept with him. Why, why are you so cruel to me?"

"but..........."

Neighbor?Liang Nuo repeated in a murmur.Like a person who loses weight in an instant, his face was so pale that it was almost transparent.

"That's right." Le Xinyao moved forward while talking, "When I was in the third grade, Li Bin's family moved next door to ours."

She raised her head to look at the boy's bloodless face, and asked with concern, "What's wrong with you? You look so ugly, are you sick?"

Liang Nuo tried his best to pull out an arc, and said in a hoarse voice: "I'm fine, let's go first."

Looking at the man who had been silent all this time, Liang Nuo clenched his fists tightly and walked outside without saying a word.

Leaning against the wall, taking a deep breath, he let out a cloudy breath, and pinched the blue button pinned to his collar until it shone red.

"Look up all the information about Li Bin." His voice was like a spark bursting out of his throat.

"receive."

"Why have you been here for so long?" Lan Youruo quietly leaned back on the back chair, her long and slightly curly eyelashes fluttered and covered her eyes, casting a fan-shaped shadow in the sunlight.

The boy touched his head in embarrassment, and said with a smile: "My stomach hurts, so I stayed for a while."

After a long silence, when Liang Nuoyi thought she was angry, her voice was full of inexplicable penetrating power, but it made people's hearts skip a beat: "In that case, go and pay the bill."

☆, Extra Story: Expulsion

doomed wrong love

doomed fate

How to choose a heart that has nowhere to rest

Even so, I am still humbled by all the good things about you

The dark is too cold, the night is too cold

if there is another shore

I would like to wait before the mandala flower

May you be happy forever

Because you are the only light in my life

"That's the person, she's here."

"She is homosexual, so disgusting!"

"I can't see it, but it's really perverted!"

Walking along the way, those unrepressed voices sounded from all around, like a snail that has been shelled, exposing the flesh of the whole body to the air, waiting for the scorching sun to dry up bit by bit.

Liang Weiyi's eyes were gloomy and squeezed one after another like black clouds, as if a heretic who had been justly tried was going to the execution ground to receive the final fatal blow.

She laughed at herself: This is no different from going to the execution ground.

"But..." Her voice came from the front, Le Xinyao looked at her face, her eyes were full of fragmented sadness, her voice was choked with sobs, "I didn't do it, how could I do that .”

When she was about to move forward to touch her body, the man held her petite arm tightly from the side, and said in a low voice, "Do you want them to think that you are gay too?"

Le Xinyao stopped hesitantly, looked at the students watching the theater around her, her bewildered eyes were reflected in Liang Weiyi's pupils.

Looking at Li Bin's eyes that seemed to never waver under the glasses, that eternally refined appearance.

She pursed her lips and walked past them, a very thin murmur sounded among them: "I believe in you."

The paper that was torn from the school bulletin board by the student union and was enough to be folded into a book was thrown in front of her. It was filled with her deeds, fictional deeds that she had never experienced herself.

"Do you have anything to say?" The head teacher's voice sounded from the side, hoping that she could make an excuse, and that this serious student would wake up.

Liang Weiyi raised his eyes and looked around the meeting room. The principal, the vice principal, the ministers of the CPPCC...

All the important characters gathered for each little student.

She thought to herself, if a bomb flew over at this moment, then the lives of these people would become as despicable as hers.

Seeing her silent, the head teacher sighed regretfully.

The principal slapped the table and roared angrily, "Do you know what you are? You are a social scum. You don't like men, but you like women. Psychopath."

All the school-level leaders were silent, but their eyes were full of undisguised disdain and disgust when they looked at her. In their world, they could not understand that such an incredible thing would happen to their school. Institution: S University

This autumn in China in 89 seemed so cold to Liang Weiyi, the kind of chills that hit her bones, frozen her scarred heart that was still beating slightly, everything was over, everything was over Yes, all in all.

Looking at the application for dropout report that was pushed over, her eyes flickered with mocking light.

To be expelled is to indicate the real situation in the column of the reason, but you can make up a reason for your own application for withdrawal.How wonderful!It not only saves face for the school, but also keeps her files clean.

Moreover, since she has no guardian, the school doesn't have to worry about making trouble.

Liang Weiyi silently picked up the pen and filled it in one by one, Le Xinyao, you have really fulfilled your wish, and you really don't need to see such a dirty me again.

This was the fastest application ever approved. Watching the principal stamp the red seal, she continued to walk out of the oppressive conference room in silence.

Watching her walk out safely, Le Xinyao finally let go of her worries, and hurriedly asked, "How is it? What did the teacher say, did you justify yourself?"

Looking at the man standing next to her, Liang Weiyi finally looked deeply at the woman who made her laugh, cry, and finally brought her despair, with a consoling arc on the corner of his mouth: "It's okay, I'll take a break from school for a while, and wait for the storm to come." After that, you can go to school."

"That's it!" Le Xinyao comforted, "Wei, as long as you're fine, take care when you're not in school!" At this time, she was only worried about her best friend, but she was worried about her best friend. Forget about your own filth.

Liang Wei nodded, wanting to hold her hand for the last time, but he didn't want the taciturn man to hug the petite woman the moment she raised his hand.

When Le Xinyao said coquettishly what to do, their eyes met, Liang Weiyi resisted the urge to hit him, looked at the girl flushing in his arms, his heart was like a crushed apple, It was like that hollow hive, corroding her fragile and sensitive heart.

In the end, she silently walked towards the school gate. From today onwards, her life has passed from one turning point to another, fast-forwarding from the sex that has not yet begun to the end that is about to end.

"Wei!" Her usual soft voice came from behind her, just when Le Xinyao found out that she was gone and wanted to run over, Li Bin grabbed her arm, looked at her with deep eyes, and said, "Let She is quiet by herself, after all, such a big thing happened, be good, don't bother her."

Le Xinyao looked at the thin and lonely figure in front of her, pursed her lips, and finally nodded obediently.

The 19-year-old girl walked slowly along the bank of the river, where the golden light shone on the surface of the river and the simmering water flowed.

Clasping her hands on the protective railing, the long hair on her forehead covered her dark eyes. She was clearly young, but she was vicissitudes like an old man in her twilight years.

She is so tired...

Night has come.

The girl sat huddled in front of the protective fence, and the wind that swept across the river, with the wet chill, soaked into every inch of her skin, and the temperature dropped little by little. The thin coat couldn't resist the coldness from all directions.

In this small space, there is such a dark atmosphere, that kind of decadent despair emanating from the bottom of my heart.

Crowds are walking on the bridge, and under the envious eyes of people, a few vehicles make a sharp whistle or two from time to time. The noisy street, those colorful signboard lights,

The footsteps were getting closer, and the familiar breath brought the coolness of the night to the squatting down, and the wrinkled hands that looked like annual rings gently wiped the dew from her hair with faint warmth.

Liang Weiyi opened her eyes, but she couldn't help but threw herself into his arms. No matter how much she pretended not to care, no matter how much she pretended to be calm, no matter how much she was mentally prepared, she was only 19 years old after all. After all, the young girl hopes that someone can be by her side, support her without dislike, and give her a warm embrace.

Big drops of tears poured from the already flushed eye sockets, soaking his black coat.

The old man stroked her long hair over and over again, like the sound of gears turning: "Girl."

Sitting in the car, she looked at the buildings that kept moving backwards, and asked in a daze, "Teacher, am I wrong?"

The old man still looked at the strong girl with clear eyes, shook his head, and sighed: "It's not your fault. Whenever there is a vision of a small number, those who follow the mainstream will wipe it out mercilessly. Just like, When you live in an era when the earth is square, even if someone shouts that the earth is round, most people still stubbornly disagree with this truth."

The old man looked at her and said with a kind smile, "a diploma is just a stepping stone to enter the unit. If you are already in the unit, no matter how high the gold content is, the diploma is a piece of waste paper. Since you don't study anymore, just follow me and continue to learn jewelry carefully." .”

He looked at his hands and sighed: "If you really like women, I'll find you whatever you want. Whether it's a woman or a man, the only one you can rely on is yourself. What gender do you mind. There are many things in a person’s life, not just love. Make jewelry well, and practice this skill to perfection. When you become a famous jeweler, you will find that everything you did at the beginning They are all inconspicuous small ridges. Time will fade away all the scars."

Looking at Liang Weiyi who had recovered his calm, the old man's sunken eyes stared at the coldness worn by the years: "Do you need the teacher to find that person? Or send him to you, and you will avenge yourself."

She shook her head lightly, her voice filled with ethereal emptiness: "I know who it is."

How could she not know, she already knew when the students would tear those things off.

Even if she avoids herself, even if she loathes herself, she is the best friend in her heart after all. It is impossible for her to do such a thing. She is so kind and gentle.

However, she is the only one who knows her sexual orientation besides herself.

So, that person is her boyfriend: Li Bin.

Because he is her boyfriend, she cannot expose him.

Because he is her man, she cannot take revenge.

As proud as she is, if she didn't really want to be with him for the rest of her life, how could she easily give her body to him.

So, she can't, can't ruin her happiness.

Let alone retaliation......

☆, extra episode: car accident

"Liang Weiyi, are you going to attend Le Xinyao's funeral tomorrow?"

"what?"

"Don't you know? She and her two children were all killed in a car accident. What a tragedy!"

"Hello... is there anyone?"

"Here are all the clues I have found about the car accident." The man pushed the gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose and pushed the information in front of the woman.

Liang Weiyi took it silently and flipped through it.

Sighing lightly, the man said, "This is the cruelest thing I have ever encountered in my detective career, even my own two biological children will not be spared."

Eyes filled with indelible gloom, Liang Weiyi pointed to the unrecognizable car above: "Are you sure someone deliberately damaged the brakes?"

"Of course, I have checked it myself. Someone cut the brake cable." Sipping the coffee on the table, the man smiled ironically, "And, her husband cut it himself."

The man looked at her and continued: "The answer given by the police is that the truck driver was driving drunk and caused this tragedy. Someone is hiding the truth."

Throwing the report in his hand on the table, Liang Weiyi looked at him coldly: "What else did you find?"

"I entered the marriage filing system and found a very interesting thing." The man pushed an electronic manuscript and said with a smile, "Their marital status shows that they are divorced. But Le Xinyao obviously didn't know about it."

Looking at the shock in her eyes, the man crossed his hands and said, "There is a signed divorce agreement between the two in the file, but he is the only one who handles the divorce procedures. According to the marriage law, divorce must be done by both parties at the same time." Only when he was present could he handle it. However, he got the divorce certificates of the two of them. Therefore, it can be inferred that Le Xinyao didn't know the fact that she was divorced."

"I followed this clue and found out that after the divorce, Li Bin married a woman named Wang Man." Pushing through the woman's information, he said: "She is a graphic model and now lives in Jinqiao Villa. , and two 6-year-old twin sons belong to Li Bin."

Liang Weiyi looked at her profile: "Someone is paying for him to keep his lover."

Looking through all the information about Li Bin, he said: "The police station, the personnel bureau, this man doesn't have that much energy, so he is just a pawn."

"Ling Yu, was it you, did you do it? You took my mobile phone and sent you a text message, asking her to wait for me in Room 1 of Mingyue Residence."

"I do not know what you're talking about?"

"You are so cruel, you know that she will get drunk before seeing me. You beast..."

"Liang Weiyi, don't go crazy. I have never done this, and Lan Youruo's death has nothing to do with me."

"Yes, I'm crazy. Driven crazy by you."

"Ling Yu, I hate you for the rest of my life..."

Chess pieces?Liang Weiyi murmured.

The man spread his hands, and said helplessly: "The real murderer behind the scenes is hidden too deeply, and some clues have been deliberately erased, so I can't find it."

Sweeping all the documents on the ground, she stood up and walked out the door.

"Wei!" the man yelled.

Liang Weiyi turned around and looked at him.

"be careful."

The door was opened, and the man looked at the woman standing outside, and said coldly, "Liang Weiyi."

"Would you like me to come in and sit down?" Liang Weiyi said while looking at Li Bin.

After taking a sip of boiling water, Liang Weiyi suddenly asked, "Have you ever regretted it?"

Li Bin pushed his glasses and said calmly, "What do you mean?"

He looked at her coldly: "My wife and two children are dead, do you think I will be better off?"

"Why did you cut the brake line?" Liang Weiyi questioned, staring at him closely.

"I don't know what you're talking about. It was the drunk driver that caused the car accident." Li Bin looked into her dark eyes and said lightly.

With a mocking chuckle, she threw the car accident report on his face, and she looked at him angrily: "That's your wife who has been with you for 20 years, and your two biological flesh and blood. Li Bin, why are you so cruel? Make up your mind?"

Holding the report tightly in his hand, Li Bin lost his composure for the first time. He roared angrily, "She's just a disgusting homosexual."

"What?" Liang Weiyi looked at him mockingly, "Do you know what you are talking about?"

"That's right, she's gay, even though I'm taking her body, she only has you in her heart. Even when she's climaxing, she still calls your name. You two disgusting perverts." Li Bin looked at her with red eyes, she was the one who ruined his life.

Liang Weiyi rushed forward and punched him. The two wrestled together. Liang Weiyi clenched his wrist tightly. Her voice was low and hoarse: "You don't even spare two innocent children. Are you a human? A beast."

Wiping the blood from the corner of his mouth, he held her fist with his elbow and shouted: "I don't have those two equally disgusting children, Sisi and Yiyi. Ha, these two names are just like their psychopath mother Just as disgusting."

Li Bin resisted the pain from her abdomen, blocked her fist with both hands, kicked her on the thigh, and pressed her down to the ground, half kneeling on the ground, holding her neck tightly with his hands: "Follow her!" Let's die together."

boom……….

Liang Weiyi coldly pushed away the body, looked at the blood-stained white shirt, put the 54□□ in his hand back to his waist, entered the room, opened the closet, and quickly changed the blood-stained clothes.

Walking into the living room, looking at the blood flowing all over his body, the pungent smell of hydrogen sulfide came from the kitchen.

It's gas.

Liang Weiyi quickly opened the glass window, grabbed the window sill with his left hand, moved his whole body onto the protruding steel rod, moved a little bit, then twisted, jumped onto the balcony of the downstairs house, and quickly jumped onto the edge of the balcony , Amidst the loud explosion and the heat constantly pouring overhead, she jumped down and rolled on the wet lawn with her back, supported by her hands, and twisted her feet to release the forward inertia.

Looking at the burning room, Liang Weiyi ran towards the direction of 12 o'clock, stepped on the motorcycle, and drove to the side street amidst the roar, his eyes kept looking upwards, at the side facing the kitchen. On the top floor of a building, a flash of white light came into her sight.

In the reflector, Liang Weiyi turned the front of the car and drove towards the city center, the sniper...

Someone is helping her destroy the body.

who is it?

☆, Fanwai: I'm in love with...

The roar of the motorcycle drove into the quiet cemetery. Liang Weiyi turned the key and stepped down with his left foot to support the support.

She took the helmet out of her head and put it on the front of the car, and she got out of the car with her short short hair shaking.

Looking at the new tombstone in front of her, she always thought she was a very happy woman, her bright smile was forever left on the small black and white photo.

Le Xinyao, this is the man you chose at the beginning.

I killed him, damn him.

Hand gently caressing her cold picture, you know?I'm really the only one in this world.

The three most important women in her life.

Quiet, dead.

"This is Huaxin TV Station. There is a news in the morning. Lan Youruo, who is known as a soul dancer, committed suicide in Room 1 of Mingyueju that night. According to her suicide note, she committed suicide because of too much pressure. Everyone It can be seen that the scene is now under police control."

Ling Yu is dead.

"Ling Yu, don't, don't." Blood gushed out from her body, no matter how hard it was to cover the gun hole, that warm blood.

"You have to live well..."

"Don't, don't..."

"Alive..."

Now, you are dead too.

"Don't you know? She and her two children died in a car accident."

The most important relative in my life: the teacher, also died.

"Teacher, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't..."

"Just come out..."

"teacher………."

There's a dark gleam in her eyes

I will not let go of any of those murderers.

Those who want the data from the Earth Dissolving Laboratory, those who want to kill me, I will not let go of any of them.

I am already the demon of the abyss, let me become Satan at the end of my life!

Her eyes were lifeless looking at the still blue sky

I, fell in love with you, secluded………….

☆, extra episode: Liang Wei's article

My name is Liang Weiyi

At the age of 5, what I like to hear most is the love story of my parents. My mother is a rich lady, but my father is a poor boy from the countryside.

Later, they met and eloped when both families objected.

Elope Oh, so romantic.

Later, grandparents, grandparents and grandparents all compromised, so Snow White and the Frog Prince lived a sweet life and gave birth to a little me.

The only meaning is that mother is the only one for father.

With the help of my grandfather, my father started a big company. When I was young, I liked to sit on my father's desk and draw pictures.

At the age of 10, everything changed.

The warm home in the past has become a battlefield. My parents quarrel every day. The disgust in each other's eyes hurts my heart. Whenever they quarrel, I hide in a small corner of my room , with Winnie the Pooh in his arms.

At the age of 11, this marriage ended in divorce.

Dad quickly married that woman, and they had a 4-year-old son who was my half-brother.

Mom also married a wealthy businessman and immigrated to Hong Kong.

I've been forgotten in the family that used to be so warm

My grandparents favor boys over girls, they despise me as a loser and refuse to accept me.

When grandpa and grandma saw me, they thought of my wolf-hearted father and hated me deeply.

Mom went to Hong Kong.

Dad said, let me stay at home obediently, he hired a nanny to take care of me, and gave me living expenses every month

They still love me, because I have my own fund account since I was born, and they deposit money in it every month, but I can’t use any of it until I am 16 years old. The fund account is handed over to a wealth management company Take care of.

But he never dreamed that in the end, I ended up in an orphanage.

That woman, his current wife, my stepmother, she lied to him and said I was fine.

When I was 11 years old, I was alone in an empty house. Two days later, my neighbors sent me to an orphanage.

I didn't know until later that my stepmother said that as soon as I went in, I would give them that house.

How does a child with a father and a mother live in an orphanage?

She wants to destroy me because of that 4 year old brother.

After those orphans knew that I had parents and lived a rich life, they were abandoned and regarded me as a heretic and bullied me every day. The initial resistance turned into a challenge to them, and they were increasingly attacked. Serious insult.

When I was locked in the toilet alone by them, that night, the smell of the squatting toilet was permeating, and in that dark space, I knew that in this world, relatives are unreliable, and the only one I can rely on is myself.

The resources of the orphanage are not very sufficient, and most of the charitable funds fall into the hands of the dean. He just needs to ensure that the orphans will not starve to death.

Only a few well-behaved children are allowed to go to school.

Other children over 10 years old have to sew clothes buttons in the big yard. The auntie gathers the clothes buttons sewn every day, and then takes them to the clothing store to exchange for money.

Today, a 5-year-old girl died and the police came.

The dean said with a sad face, poor child, he can't even get over a cold.

After a routine investigation by the police, he left.

At that time, I swore that I couldn't let myself get sick, because once I got sick, I had to bear it by myself, and if I couldn't bear it, I would close my eyes forever.Scarce medical resources make everyone hang a sword of Lagas on their heads.

I gradually got used to the darkness, got used to being beaten, got used to being silent, and got used to forbearance.

Finally, I made it to the age of 16.

I escaped and used the account book I hid to get the money in the fund account.

I bought a house, when I was lying in bed, I was in a trance, I was alive......

I didn't go to my father, because he continued his perfect family after sending money to the fund account to make up for the guilt in his heart.

I, and my name, became his greatest mockery.

For the future life, I started to study by myself. In my heart, as long as I am admitted to university, everything will be fine.Those few orphans who are studying, their biggest dream is to go to university.

I paid to get into Seaside High, and that decision changed my life.

There, I met a very kind girl named Le Xinyao.

Her voice was gentle, and her eyes were full of concern for me.

I feel like I like her, like a warm light in the dark.

I like to be with her, and I like to hear her act like a baby to me coquettishly, she said, Wei, you are getting better at laughing.

She said, Wei, we will always be together, okay?

High school was the happiest period of my life. I could see the smile on her face every day, and I could be with her every day, and my whole heart was filled with indescribable satisfaction.

However, when I was happy, I also hated a girl, that girl named Lan Youruo.

She and Le Xinyao are good friends. I don't understand why Le Xinyao became good friends with this guy who skipped class all day. She is really too kind.

Every time Lan Youruo shows up at school, the first thing she does is bully me. Seeing my poor appearance, her vixen-like face becomes very charming. I hate her.

What she did reminded me of those dark days in the orphanage, when I was beaten like a sandbag, unable to resist, I could only bear it silently.

I finally graduated, and I got my wish and got admitted to S University, the highest university in China, together with Le Xinyao.

What's even happier is that Lan Youruo has been admitted to Nanjing University, and finally he won't have to see her again.

During the summer vacation of my freshman year, Le Xinyao and I went to Myanmar to play. I touched the rough stone that was said to have jade in it, and smiled and said to her: "Is this gambling?"

Later, something happened that made me meet an old man. The old man said that he wanted to accept me as a disciple.

I hesitated, Le Xinyao said, don't believe him, he is a liar at first sight.

I couldn't resist the temptation, because my heart began to gradually understand the feelings for her, not the kind between friends, but the kind of feelings a man has for a woman.

I found him without telling her. He stroked my head in relief and told me that I will be the brightest star in the jewelry industry.

I asked, does jewelry make money?

He smiled and said that anything related to jewelry is a profitable business.

I was dreaming in my heart, thinking of the future, living with Le Xinyao with the money I earned from making jewelry.

Thinking of Le Xinyao's wariness towards the teacher, I hid it from her, and thought that when I became an apprentice and became a teacher in the future, I would tell her that the teacher is not a liar.

She got very close to a guy named Li Bin recently, I was very sad, as if something was taken away, seeing that gentle man doing gentlemanly things, seeing the smile on Le Xinyao's face, my heart stabbed in pain.

Seeing my depressed look, she comforted me and said that she would never leave me.

I couldn't bear it anymore, looking at her sleeping face, I approached secretly, and approached again, resisting the strange feeling in my heart, and kissed her lips lightly, as devoutly as a pilgrimage.

Looking at her shocked and flustered eyes, my heart lost the sweetness of the kiss just now, and became icy cold.

She started avoiding me, she said, but, I'm not gay.We are impossible.

She said, Wei, if you do this again, I won't be friends with you anymore.

Looking at the disgust in her eyes, I realized that everything was my self-righteousness.

I've been crafting necklaces, this Rugby pink diamond necklace is perfect for her.I got the pink diamond from my teacher.

I looked at it, and it was engraved with my Wei at the junction, and it was the only and last piece of jewelry I had with the Wei logo.

I waited in the dormitory, waiting all night, the box containing the necklace was warmed by my cold hands.

She's finally back, and watching her walk breaks my heart into a pile of shit.

On her 19th birthday, she gave her body to that man.

I shouted angrily: "Le Xinyao, you've only known him for a year, and you slept with him, why, why are you so cruel to me?"

I ran out desperately, and her heart-piercing voice came from behind me: "Wei..."

Tears blurred my vision, I only remember that I stumbled and ran to the river, crying like a dog, and I was as fuck as a dog.

I treat her so well, I can even give her my life if I am so good, why does she treat me like this.

Looking at the jewelry box I was still holding tightly in my hand, I threw it into the middle of the river.Looking at the splashing water, Le Xinyao, I never want to see you again.

I made a slip of the tongue, seeing her increasingly thinner face, my heart ached.

In fact, my face and my body were also very thin.

I cared as always, and when that man appeared, I endured my distress and walked away wisely, leaving them a space.

She asked me, why am I not a boy?

I also want to know why I am not. If I were a boy, my grandparents would take me in. If I was a boy, then I could tell her my thoughts openly.

But I'm just a girl, a mean girl.