Don't cry in front of my grave, dirty my way of reincarnation

What about Zhuo Yu!Who wants to say that?

At the beginning, he saw Bai Haorui's childhood loneliness, seeing Bai Haorui gave up the chance to find his parents for his family, and when his family was wiped out, he knelt in front of his house with helplessness and guilt. He could see clearly that all the misunderstandings at the beginning were all Gone, he thought that Bai Haorui was his enemy to exterminate the clan, that he only knew about scheming and scheming, he couldn't imagine that he was so involuntary and helpless.

Later, when I saw the drunkenness at the Beast Race Ceremony, Bai Haorui actually gave it to himself for the first time. The person that time turned out to be Bai Haorui, and Zhuoyu felt a little distressed. After getting married, every time he had sex with Bai Haorui, he was really rough, and when Bai Haorui couldn't bear it, he would taunt him with sarcasm. , he is crying!

And that time when he beat him because of the Tongguan incident, he saw Bai Haorui being hung on the flag of the magic army, and the serious injury, he didn't know, at that time, he only saw the wounds all over his body Zhenxin'er ignored him, even vented all her anger on him, when the heavy army stick fell on her, it hurt a lot!Maybe the harm I did to him is the one that hurts him the most!He still remembered what he said to him, "Bai Haorui, don't make me think you're disgusting." "Bai Haorui, you'd better stop acting rashly, otherwise, I'll make your life worse than death." "Because...you don't deserve it." He The sentence "Is that so..." is so helpless and sad when I think about it now.

And he went to the demon clan to seek medicine, the sea of ​​flowers blooming on the other side of Lehong was coquettish, but this coquettishness was stained with Bai Haorui's blood and tears, his body was already covered in scars, and he knew that his legs would be ruined if he went on like this, or what? Go forward without hesitation.Once after getting married, Ji Le'an was afraid that it would be difficult for Bai Haorui, so he told himself the truth. At that time, he thought it was no big deal, it was just a flower, and he just returned it to him another day, but he didn't know This flower was bought with Bai Haorui's life.He often bullied Bai Haorui because of his limited mobility, overturned his wheelchair countless times, kicked him a few times, took him to a secluded place, left him there alone, and pushed the wheelchair away , just let him hang out like that for a night, and ordered someone to pick him up the next day, and now I just remembered that every time after doing this, he didn't say much the next day, and he didn't even dare to look at him. He is afraid!I am so bad!How did I understand the coldness and pain of being left alone in the wilderness...

Zhuo Yu couldn't bear it anymore, he couldn't help feeling distressed and guilty, but he still wanted to watch, he didn't know how much hurt he had caused him was hidden under Bai Haorui's calm face!

He also saw that he wanted to sacrifice blood for his parents and clan members to be reborn, and even warned Bai Haorui the night before, and even threw him in the snow, but the first thing that fool was found was to save him. Bastard, the fool gave himself all his heart and blood, and fell into a deep coma, but he, his favorite bastard, married another woman. He must have cried because of this!She even yelled at him for Zhenxin'er, beat him, and even married him for revenge, just to torture him better.For a while he couldn't see, he had bullied him severely, he was extremely helpless, he couldn't see, but his body hurt so much, in a hurry he grabbed his hand, but he threw it away in disgust!He could only grab the bed sheet under his body and softly beg himself to be lighter. Of course, what he got in exchange was more painful torture with the pestle.

After getting married, it was indeed the beginning of his hell torment. I would not see him every day, but every time I either insulted or beat him or treated him so roughly, I was often sick and never got better. I don't know, at first I wondered if it was my own, but then even though I knew it was my child, I made up my mind to get rid of the child, and then took Ning Mengyue, and had fun with her every day, but He disliked him because he drank medicine all day long, and he was not even allowed to drink medicine. In the end, he even made room for Ning Mengyue at this time and lived in a side hall. What he didn't know was that he wanted to prevent himself from smelling the medicine. They all specially got up and went outside to drink and then came back. In the cold winter and the twelfth lunar month, the illness did not decrease but increased. The dignified wife of the head of the family was forced to live in the side hall. What a grievance and bitterness.

In the end, in order to take advantage of him, I treated him well for a while, so after so many years, I gave him a piece of jade. He was so happy, maybe he had noticed it a long time ago, but even so, he wanted to lie to himself, even for a moment. .

What made him regret the most was why he killed his own child. When Zhuoyu saw Bai Haorui waking up and crying after losing his child, he really felt how much he hated and was a bastard. When Bai Haorui desperately chased after his own piece of jade, when he found the jade, crying and laughing there in a mess, Zhuoyu felt unspeakable pain in his heart, his piece of purple jade is now in his hands, rather What Mengyue gave him just now was cherished by Bai Haorui who she didn't understand stubbornly.

In the blink of an eye, half a year, goodbye, because I want to send him to die, I have never believed in him, I love you stubbornly again and again on the horse, Zhuo Yu only now understands, and the last sentence of sorry, Zhuo Yu also only now understands, But it's useless now, Bai Haorui's crying in the snow is still surrounded by voices, that heartache, that love, has just broken through the cocoon now, but it's a pity that it was death at the beginning.

Zhuo Yu knelt on the ground, held the purple jade in his hand, covered his heart, and wept bitterly until his heart broke. Suddenly he remembered something, and rushed out like crazy. He ran far, far away. His destination was not long ago In the tomb that was destroyed by him, he knelt in front of the half-destroyed tombstone, looked at the ruined walls, his blood surged up, he spurted out a mouthful of blood, the blood and tears gradually stained the ground, and finally passed out .

Just before he passed out, he seemed to see Bai Haorui, and he heard him say loudly, "Don't cry in front of my grave, you will dirty my path of reincarnation..."

"don't want……"

dead wood, broken grave, sad man,

In this passage, who is to blame?