The most beautiful disease

January 01, Year A... how are you doing?

On January 01, year A, I returned to China.

Xixi was born on October 10, year A, very much like you.

On June 06, Year B, I ran away from home.

On April 04th, Year C, Xixi fell ill, and I was so scared.

December 12, F I hate you.

February 02, Year G I hate you so much.

April 04, G Year For Xixi, I don't want to wait for you anymore.

On the 06th of H, 17, Xixi was saved.

I got married on August 08, Year H, we...will never see each other again.

There will be no more in the future.

Sheng Guang seems to have experienced a love in time and space. How did Han Xi's parents start and end?

Although Han Xi often plays with this iPad, he was not very literate in the past, but now it is different. He can more or less recognize a few words on every Weibo here.

He gradually realized that his mother was not happy.

Sheng Guang flipped through the draft box again, touched Han Xi who was beside him in a daze and said, "Your mother seems to still love your father very much."

Han Xi burst into tears suddenly, Sheng Guang was a little at a loss, and quickly wiped away the tears from those dark blue eyes for him.

Han Xi cried and said, "Why doesn't Dad want me and Mom?"

Sheng Guang can see that Han Xi loves Han Weili very much, so he has always been very sensible in front of Han Weili. His mother doesn't love Tang Yanchen, and she always pretends to be that boy in her heart. Han Xi loves such a mother very much.

Sheng Guang looked at the photo again, the boy was very young, Han Weili was also very young back then, the two young people had a spark of love, but they couldn't bear the responsibilities they had to bear at such a young age, this kind of love is destined to have A lot of hardships.

Han Weili's words of "hate you" have been hated for so many years. If you hate so much, why did you keep Han Xi?Sheng Guang felt that there should be as much love as there is hate.

Sheng Guang said: "Xixi, we have no way to interfere with the grievances between parents. Xixi can only grow up quickly and become a man who can protect mother in the future."

Han Xi nodded.

Tired of crying, Han Xi fell asleep in Sheng Guang's arms, and Sheng Guang and Han Xi slept together logically. Don't look at Han Xi's usual willful confrontation with him. In fact, this child is very affectionate in his heart. A good friend fights and feels sorry for his mother, but he should have a lot of dependence and sustenance on him.

Sheng Guang thinks so.

Hearing Han Xi's shallow breathing in his ear, Sheng Guang suddenly felt that his feelings for Xi Xi had changed. At the beginning, he liked the cuteness of Han Xi's mixed-race Zhengtae, like every child's like, yes Han Xi, he is more of a pity, the first time he saw him, he was his congenital heart disease patient, a child who was ignorant and afraid of death, a child who was not favored by God.When Han Weili asked him to take care of Xixi, he didn't think much about it. On the one hand, he loved Han Xi's background and illness, and on the other hand, he took care of Xixi, which also helped him a lot in financial life.

But it’s different now. For so long, Han Xi’s feelings towards him have gone beyond this level. Han Xi relies on him, needs him, and trusts him. Gradually playing the role of "father" in his heart, because of the breakthrough of this layer of relationship, he can no longer just treat Han Xi with the emotion of "loving love" like a patient, and now it is more of a kind of "love". responsibility" thing.

Now Han Xi will share his thoughts with him, tell him his happiness and sadness, and even tell him alone, he can no longer treat Xixi as his patient or the child next door, he should Treat Han Xi as your own child, accompany him to grow up, and let yourself be the guide in his growth, instead of just pity Han Xi's illness or his life experience.

Sheng Guang touched Han Xi's head. During Han Xi's growth, he seemed to be growing too.

Sheng Guang embraced Han Xi and gradually fell asleep.

Waking up on time the next day, Sheng Guang didn't wake up Han Xi, went out for a morning run alone, and then went to the provincial hospital to prepare materials.

Not long after Sheng Guang left, Han Xi woke up and formed a habit. Now Han Xi will wake up at some point, stepping on his slippers and running to the kitchen. Han Weili is preparing breakfast. Seeing Han Xi standing at the door and not going in, Han Weili He beckoned and said: "Xixi, good morning, where is your brother Sheng Guang, ask him to come down for breakfast together."

Han Xi leaned against the door frame and looked at his mother's profile. It has been a long time since he saw such a scene. When he and his mother lived together, her mother would wake up every morning to make breakfast. She also looked like this, with her loose hair tied into a knot. Behind the ears, wearing an apron quietly, and would say "Xixi, good morning" after seeing him. Obviously, such a day is very good, why does my mother marry Uncle Tang? He was sent to Punan to go to school, why did he have to have another baby!

Han Xi still didn't go in, and stood at the door and replied, "Brother Sheng Guang went to the hospital, and he said he has something to do."

Han Weili sensed that something was wrong with Han Xi, looked at Han Xi who was standing far away from her, stopped the coffee machine in his hand, walked to the door, squatted down and looked at Han Xi, Han Xi was most afraid of his mother doing this, every time he did something If he did something bad, as long as his mother looked at him like this, he would confess everything.

Han Weili said, "Why are you so far away from your mother?"

Han Xi said, "Mom, when will we go home again?"

Han Weili's heart twitched. Of course she knew where Han Xi's "home" was. The small house she rented when she ran away from home in a fit of anger under the scolding of her parents. There is no air-conditioning in the summer and no heating in the winter. Ning City is very rainy, and the furniture in the house is damp and moldy every time. Han Xi always wanted to go back to this house that she wanted to stay away from in her dreams.

Life has become like that, but she still did not give up on going to the upper class, wanting to give Xixi a better future, Han Weili sighed, stood up straight, and said, "We will never go back to that place."

Han Xi has no concept of good or bad conditions, he only knows that he likes and is happy there.

Han Xi's eyes moved down and stayed on Han Weili's stomach. It's because the mother has a new baby, so she doesn't want to go back anymore. The baby's home is here, and the baby probably won't like that home, right? Like he doesn't like it here.

It's because mom has a new baby.

Han Xi looked at Han Weili again, and said firmly, "Mom, I want to know what's dad's name?"

Hearing Han Xi's request, Han Weili was furious, "How many times have I told you that you are not allowed to mention this person!"

Why!Why can the baby know the father's name, but he can't? The mother is biased. The mother obviously doesn't like Uncle Tang, so why give birth to Uncle Tang?

Han Xi turned around and left the kitchen, leaving Han Weili standing still. The anger just now was completely gone, and she didn't know why she was suddenly angry with Han Xi. For so many years, he never told Han Xi everything about Kane , do this, really good?

Tang Yanchen and Han Weili went to the city after breakfast. The boss of the cooperative company married his daughter and invited the president of the Tang Group. Naturally, Han Weili, the wife of the president, also made an appearance. Han Xi was the only one left in the big family.

Han Xi didn't want to disturb Sheng Guang, let alone beg her mother not to go and stay with her at home.

Han Xi didn't say anything until he watched Han Weili leave.

After watching cartoons at home for a while, I called Mr. Qi and went to the Andersons' house.

The Andersons seemed to be very idle. They lived in a big villa, repaired the garden all day long, played with Ah Jiu, and made desserts and western food. Han Xi was puzzled why they didn't want to go home.

Han Xi reviewed the recipe of the matcha mousse cake again at the Andersons' house, and eating the dessert she made herself, Han Xi was a little excited, and finally let go of the awkward feeling caused by her mother's attitude towards him in the morning.

Han Xi said: "Grandma, can I take the rest back?"

After studying in an international school for a month, Han Xi's English has improved.

When Mrs. Anderson heard this title, her wrinkles were squeezed together with a smile, and she said cheerfully: "Of course!"

Han Xi carefully packed the remaining two cakes.

Ah Jiu, who just got a share of the soup, also finished eating the mousse, and excitedly brought a bone toy, which stuck to Han Xi's leg and wanted to play with him. Han Xi got Mrs. Anderson's nod and agreed, and followed Ah Jiu. They played in the garden, and the Andersons followed them, sitting on the swing chair and watching the children and dogs playing.

The Andersons seem to be back when they were young. At that time, their son was only this old, and their family also raised a golden retriever named Sicily. Maybe they chose Ah Jiu to adopt because they saw that Ah Jiu looked like Sicily, very similar A very similar dog, but the Andersons know that they can't go back.

After playing with Ah Jiu for a while, Han Xi became a little out of breath, her little face flushed, and ran to the Andersons. The Andersons handed over the water glass, and Han Xi drank more than half of it, laying on Mrs. Anderson's lap Said: "grandma, you said before that you have a son, why didn't you go back to accompany him, why did you come to China?"

Mrs. Anderson immediately lowered the corners of Weiyang's mouth, and the hand that took the water glass trembled slightly, unable to speak. Mr. Anderson explained: "We came to China to find someone, and that is also the person our son wants to find."

Han Xi asked, "Did you find it?"

"Not yet, our people are still looking across the country," Mr Anderson said.

Han Xi exclaimed: "The whole country? China is huge!"

Mr. Anderson also said with some regret: "We didn't know how big China is until we came to China, but I read that Ningshi was mentioned in my son's diary, so we put most of our strength in Ningshi."

Han Xi encouraged Mr. Anderson: "Don't worry grandpa, you are so good, you will definitely find it."

Mr. Anderson stroked Han Xi's head: "We already feel very lucky to meet Xi Xi."

Han Xi smiled shyly rarely.

Ah Jiu also joined in the fun and wagged his tail.

Mrs. Anderson's mood improved slightly, she petted Ah Jiu's head, and it was thanks to Ah Jiu that she met Han Xi.

We stayed at the Andersons' house until the evening, when the driver Mr. Qi urged Han Xi to leave reluctantly. Just when he arrived at the door, he found that the lights in his mother's room were already on. Han Xi was very happy and held the mousse cake he brought back in his arms. , ready to give his mother a taste, as soon as he entered the door, he saw Aunt Yang winking at him, Han Xi didn't know why.

Immediately, Tang Yanchen's angry and cursing voice came from upstairs, the voice was full of drunkenness, and then he saw Tang Yanchen coming down from upstairs, staggering, Han Weili hurried up to help.

Tang Yanchen threw it away, and said angrily: "You have been talking about that nonsense for so long without stopping, what kind of outrageous things did you do outside!"

It turns out that regarding the marriage between Han Weili and Tang Yanchen, the external media not only did not gradually fade away, but intensified, a gimmick every day. Originally, Tang Yanchen didn't have much emotional fluctuations about this matter, but this time at the wedding of the co-boss's daughter, the media picked up trouble again. He and Han Weili paid more attention to him and Han Weili than the couple. His ex-wife also attended the wedding, as well as various celebrities, watching him being asked sharp questions by the media like a joke, Although he handled every problem properly, there was really nowhere to vent the anger in his heart. After drinking too much wine, he vented it on Han Weili when he got home.

Han Weili has only one way - endure, ever since he chose to follow Tang Yanchen, she has endured all the time.She has no way to talk about her past with the second person, it is difficult to talk about it and she does not want to recall it. She thinks that with Tang Yanchen's power and family background, she will not care about her past; because she knows that Tang Yanchen does not treat her wholeheartedly, so she always He thinks that his past will not affect him.

Downstairs, Han Weili saw Han Xi standing stupidly at the door, and quickly winked at Aunt Yang, who quickly took Han Xi to the back room.

Tang Yanchen turned his footsteps, squinted his eyes, and saw Han Xi. He strode over and picked up Han Xi.

Following Han Xi being picked up, Han Weili's heart hung in his throat, and he reached out to snatch Han Xi, Han Xi was so frightened, the more Tang Yanchen looked at Han Xi, the more he disliked him, and he threw him on the sofa.

The mousse cake was squashed.

The author has something to say: Little Theater

Sheng Guang: [Serious] Xixi, I will be responsible and accompany you well from now on!

Han Xi: [cheering and jumping for joy] Yeah~Brother Sheng Guang is going to be responsible for me~

Sheng Guang: ...

Jin Bao: I didn’t think wrong, I didn’t think wrong, I didn’t think wrong~

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I haven’t been online recently (I’ve been crazy o(︶︿︶)o

Maybe the internet is frozen orz

You guys are so cute and Jinbao finally crawled online to update, you should give some encouragement if you look cute? (Looking forward to #(⊙v⊙)

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A daily slap is good for physical and mental health (not

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Don't get me wrong, it's applause, hahaha! ! (The author is crazy, run away quickly (O_O)

Serious PS: In order not to confuse the timeline with the reality and let Xixi grow up without bugs, the beginning of the time is represented by letters of the year difference.

☆、Chapter 12

"The Most Beautiful Disease" / Buddhist Brocade