The sin of provocation gl

The paper with the open thread scattered down, and the flowers of the goddess fell everywhere at the feet, and the yellowed paper showed the age.

Su Yechun clicked his tongue lightly, blaming the poor quality of the book, and bent down to pick up the paper at his feet.

On the yellowed paper, there are scrawled writings all over the place. The blue ballpoint pen print has faded like the paper, but the content on it can still be clearly seen.

Su Yechun stared, and took a few more glances.

"Chunchun doesn't like to keep a diary—the writing is rubbish."

"In 14, June NO.[-], heavy rain."

"It was raining heavily, and I did an unforgivable thing, or I thought it was an unforgivable thing."

......

"I heard the knocking on the door, I dare not open the door, I am afraid of death... I am afraid that she will come out and beat me to death."

......

"Her skin is very good, even when pinched. When I saw her, I felt that I was abnormal. Su Lieling may be the enlightener of my doubts about my sexuality."

......

"The first time I put my fingers into that place, it was hot, as if I had penetrated into the bird's nest porridge my mother cooked for me when I was a child. It was very wet and sticky. I am so bad."

"That person has picturesque features, very similar to that man, I hate it, but I'm also excited, really."

"I lured her to a small room on the roof. There was no one there, but she was found by that man. He rescued my aunt and kicked me. I was in so much pain that I was dying Nope, it was raining, and it hit me with a crackle. I dragged my body covered in rainwater back to the villa, but was turned away. The nanny aunt who went out to buy vegetables told me that I had caused a catastrophe, and my own My aunt was almost locked up in a small room on the roof by me and starved to death."

"That's right. First, encourage Lu Feng and the others to buy drugs through illegal channels, lure Su Lieling to the rooftop where her mother jumped off the building, and invite her dear aunt to drink juice with added ingredients in the small room. During the process, she was not at all defensive. "

"I watched her getting confused little by little, oh! She pointed at me before she lost consciousness, and then that finger..."

"I held it in my mouth and licked it like a lollipop. She snorted and threw her palm on my face. It didn't hurt at all. She had no strength left."

"I stayed on the rooftop for three days, and so did Su Lieling. I didn't give her food. After the drug lost its effect, she kept banging on the iron door and kicking the door... But how could it be opened? "

"It's a finger-wide iron chain. She has no strength, she starts to cry, I hear her cry, I feel so uncomfortable, I cry along with me, I wonder if my mother is also uncomfortable and wants to cry when she disappears from the rooftop .”

"Later she cried and fell asleep. After waking up, she begged me for mercy, said a lot of soft words, and said that her lower body was in pain. I asked her what she did before she fell into a coma."

"I didn't say anything, I was afraid she would kill me."

......

Su Yechun picked up another piece of paper covered with mottled yellow spots.

"Chunchun teaches idioms—people's hearts are unpredictable."

"In 25, May [-]th, it was Wednesday and the sky was fine."

"I'm out of school. I arrived late and left early as usual. I first went to the fruit shop on the side street opposite the school to buy a bag of apples. My mother likes to eat them. But I don't like them. My gums bleed because I can eat them."

"I was carrying a bag of apples. When I walked into the building where my mother was renting, I saw a group of people fighting. They were very close to me. I was so scared. Someone took a brick and slapped another person on the head. Blood."

"Afterwards, someone called the police to come, and a group of people scattered like birds and beasts. Two people were lying on the ground panting. Suddenly, another person came back in the darkness. He carried one of the fallen people on the ground and helped him run away. gone."

"The moonlight was bright for a while, and I saw the man's face, it was very clean, and it was a girl with two braids of pockmarked hair."

"She's great because she's fighting someone who's many times taller than herself, and she's gotten into fights."

"If only I could hang out with them."

[-], June [-]st, I'm so excited! "

"I met them, and I managed to push away the manhole cover that was heavier than myself, and jumped down without spraining my ankle! Hahahaha."

......

Then came one after another, the handwriting was very neat and clear, and it seemed to be the closest to the current color.

"1960, summer."

"College freshman registration, I met a person in front of the college distribution board three or four meters high, the daughter of Qi's enterprise. I know her, but she doesn't know me. I owe her to Su Zhengye. Qi and Su Shi...is great."

"At that moment, a lot of ideas flashed in my mind, so I started to design various encounters, but the sky didn't work out, and my luck was really bad. Every time I passed by, it was really worth crying."

"Today, I saw her, but we didn't meet."

......

"It's hot in midsummer. I dragged her to the balcony. I lied to her about my sexual desire. It's ridiculous that she believed it. Even so, my plan still failed."

......

"broke up."

"Tsk tsk, she's too hypocritical, what a big deal! She's as sad as a concubine, but I'm not feeling well either. I don't know what's going on. Maybe it's because I developed feelings. I felt the danger for the first time, and then I really felt like that." I expected."

"I cried."

......

"She left, Su Zhengye's matter was settled, and I gradually lost interest in life..."

The off-line manuscript paper behind is blank, and the diary ends here, and the memories are her past.

"call."

Su Yechun's hand holding the white paper couldn't help turning white. The memories of the past flowed out along with the yellow paper. Once, this is the past, a memory that cannot be spoken.

Somewhat dirty, but acceptable.

There were footsteps getting closer and closer outside, and there was a knock on the door, it was Su Yeze.

"Chunchun! Come out to eat."

The door of her room was not locked, Su Yeze also pushed the door open, but called her through the door.

"Wait a moment!"

Su Yechun quickly picked up the messy manuscript paper, neatly arranged it, and then slowly tore it along the middle.

Useless memories, just forget them, all the evidence, just destroy them.

Su Yechun smiled, took out her mobile phone and sent a voice to Qi Han, the voice was tired and crooked.

"Little girl, I love you."

Su Yechun threw the shredded paper into the trash can, went downstairs with Su Yeze's notes, patted Qi Che's stomach, and said in a good mood, "You owe me!"

Su Yeze went to the kitchen to serve soup, Yan Rong had already sat down, and upon seeing this, he hurriedly asked, "What are you guys conspiring with again? What is that? A book?"

Qi Che held the notebook and did not speak. Su Yechun sat next to Ms. Yan Rong, leaning forward and leaning over her shoulder, "That's right, Mom, we didn't have any conspiracy, we just gave something to brother-in-law!" Blinking his eyes, he asked, "Really?!"

Qi Che nodded with a smile, "Yes."

Yan Rong smiled at her, raised her hand and scratched her nose, "It's what you say."

Su Yechun looked at the bright lights, and was a little lost. Everything was a happy scene, beautiful and somewhat dreamy.

Under the whitewashed light, Qi Che casually flipped through one of the diaries.

"63 Spring Festival."

"Chunchun cried to me, I was helpless, and felt that she was a little childish. She said she broke up when she was found out."

"I was surprised."

"Later she said that she felt nothing after crying. To be honest, I kind of envy her crisp style."

【End HE】

The author has something to say: Thank you for reading this little cutie. This book has been serialized for three months, which feels quite long.