There is a kind of love that goes without saying Ⅱ

It was getting dark, and I didn't see a good time and came back to the ward.I want to know who he went to see when he left, but there is a voice in my heart that prevents me from inquiring.

It's a pity that people's curiosity is so exuberant, I still found out from the nurse who delivered my meal who Haojing went to see.

I should have guessed, but I'm not sure.I don't want to prove it?Still afraid to know?After all, I am an idiot enough, I should understand.What Haojing cares about is Jiang Yaxin, who is his fiancée, and I am nothing.Am I feeling sad?Don't you want to pay attention to the feelings that are hidden deep in your heart?So what's the matter with my sad mood now?

I picked up the spoon, took a few mouthfuls of the rice on the table with dim eyes, and then stopped eating.

I really care, but what can I do...

"You still don't seem to have made much progress."

Yan Nuoxianqi's naughty voice sounded at the door, which made my nerves tense up instantly.I looked at Yan Nuoxianqi with some fear, and a little fear rose in my heart.

My hands were shaking slightly, but I didn't realize it.And my performance was recorded in Yan Nuoxianqi's eyes, he walked towards me and stopped in front of the bed.

There was a hint of sarcasm in his eyes, but more of pity.

"What? Afraid of me?" He raised my face, which made my hair stand on end.

I had a stiff face, as if my throat was blocked, and I didn't know whether to answer his words or not.

In my mind, the viciousness when he slapped me kept echoing. He must have really wanted to slap me to death.

Yan Nuoxianqi pinched my chin, looked at my face, and chuckled, "Tujiang, why didn't I find your face very attractive before? No wonder Haojing and Xiaoqian care about you."

His words made me a little stunned, what did he mean?Haojing and Xiaqian?Suddenly, a bad feeling began to slowly rise in my heart.Because he not only mentioned the good scene, but also Xia Qian!

"Tell me, if I ruin you, will Haojing and Xiaoqian care less about you?" Yan Nuoxianqi squeezed my chin with his hand, with a strange smile on his mouth.

My face was pale, and the real fear gathered at this moment.

He raised the corner of his mouth, and his tone was uncertain, "Tujiang, guess what I'm trying to foretell you by saying these words to you?"

I don't want to guess, not at all.

Yan Nuoxianqi is not easy to mess with, his personality is volatile, saying this is definitely not a good thing.

I could know the words in his words, even on the verge of uttering them, but no.

He wouldn't do that to me, would he?Isn't the person he likes Xia Qian?Did he really want to destroy me, for that ridiculous reason?

No, probably not, he didn't have to do that.

Yan Nuoxianqi narrowed his eyes, and tore off my clothes before I could react.

My eyes widened in horror, and my voice trembled, "...you...do...what to do..."

He looked at me with some sarcasm and smiled, "What do you think? Tu Jiang."

I don't understand him, is he crazy?Yan Nuoxianqi, does he really want to...

Before I could think too much, he kissed my lips forcefully, and the smell of cologne came to my face. I struggled, but my hand hurt because I broke the infusion line.

I frowned in pain, wanted to exclaim, opened my mouth slightly, but let him penetrate deep into my mouth.

Do not……

I beat him, but couldn't break free from his shackles.His hands clasped my head tightly, and his waist was held by him, which made me lose my balance, and I was pressed on the bed by him.

He licked his lips, restrained me from kicking his legs, stroked my body, and suddenly he laughed in a low voice.

His smile made me a little sick, I trembled with fear, and looked at him in fear.

He is absolutely insane!Otherwise, I am dreaming!

Yan Nuoxianqi pressed on my body, his hand was walking on my waist, his mouth kissed me again, this time I bit his lip.

He felt a pain, and blood dripped from his lips.He paused, then he raised his hand and slapped me, knocking my face away.

My ears were ringing, and my thoughts went blank.

Yan Nuoxianqi grabbed my hair and said with a gloomy face, "I'm not in good times for Tujiang, you'd better not resist me, or I won't be able to resist killing you."

What he said was scary, and I was really scared.

Who will save me, good scene, where are you?

I wasn't struggling, but tears were flowing.

Yan Nuoxian prayed that my eyes flashed some strange expressions that were not there before. He bit my skin and tore off my already loose pants.

I am desperate.

He is the devil!

The door was opened, and Hao Jing, who was standing at the door, saw the scene in front of him, and his cold face became even uglier.

"What are you doing!" A voice mixed with anger sounded in the ward, Hao Jing clenched his fists and looked at the two people on the bed.

My face turned pale, but I was glad that the good times came back, but I forgot one thing.

Yan Nuoxianqi glanced at the good scene, then at me, adjusted her clothes and got out of bed.

I hugged my body tremblingly and curled up, exposing my body to the air.

Looking at the good scene, Yan Nuoxian asked plainly, "Why are you back? Where is Xinya?"

With a sullen face, Haojing looked away from me to Yan Nuoxianqi.

"Shouldn't you explain to me now?" Hao Jing's cold words popped out from between his teeth, and he controlled the anger that came out of his heart.

Yan Nuoxianqi was stunned for a moment, and his tone became stiff, "Don't you know what I'm doing?"

After hearing the good news, his complexion became even worse, "If you want to get angry, don't turn on him! He doesn't know anything!"

"He doesn't know anything, but I think he is very angry! Every day he is there, my relationship with Xia Qian will be stiff for a day, and now you are also angry with me because of him!"

I listened to their conversations and confirmed what I had in mind.Xia Qian is the only reason why Yan Nuo Xianqi is abnormal.Did something happen between him and Xia Qian because of me?Xia Qian, is he okay?

"Then you don't have to touch him! You know I'm a clean freak!"

Both Haojing and Yan Nuoxianqi's faces were cold, like snow wolves, as if they were fighting.

"Do you know he's clean? Don't forget that he's been living with Jiang Jian for a whole year. There's no brotherhood between the two of them. Can't you see that he protects Jiang Jian so much?"

Yan Nuoxianqi's words are like a demon bewitching people's hearts, I can't help hearing it, not to mention the good times.

Haojing looked at me with complicated eyes, the ice surface in his eyes seemed to have cracked a gap, and black mist was coming out of it.

Did he believe Yan Nuoxianqi's words?

Will he believe it?

Haojing was silent and didn't make a sound.

It was as if he was judging me. I was like a prisoner, waiting for him to sentence me. I didn't even know what crime I had committed.Shall I explain?What can I explain?

"What my brother said is not true, right? Tujiang?" Hao Jing asked me, which made me feel terrified.

He didn't believe me, otherwise he wouldn't have asked me this sentence.

I feel uncomfortable, how can he not believe me?And I actually thought he would believe me, but he didn't.Suddenly, the person I find ridiculous has always been myself.I would still feel distressed for his words, the feelings are too deep.I can lie to myself, but I can't lie to my heart.

Too much poppy is poisonous, and I should have known I couldn't quit.

I am so ridiculous.

I stood up and looked at him, smiling sadly.

"He...was right. I like my brother, and we were together a year ago."

Haojing was stunned, his sad and painful eyes looked at me so undisguisedly, followed by some disgust.

I lowered my head and didn't look at him, so my heart wouldn't hurt.Forgive me for uttering all lies. If I can stay away from the good times because of this matter, why would I not do it?It's just that I'm panicked.

People will choose things that are beneficial to themselves, but I am more like a plant that grows in a dark corner. I don’t need sunlight, but rely on the endless darkness.

"Tu Jiang, don't lie to me." He tried his best to control his expression, but it was already distorted.His coldness no longer exists, instead there is anger and hatred.

He hates me?Shouldn't I hate him?

"Why should I lie to you? Didn't I tell you earlier that we can't go back..."

Yes, there is no going back.Good times, I can't go back.

Haojing came over and squeezed my shoulders hard, shaking me, "Tell me, you are lying, you have nothing to do with your brother. Say it! Tu Jiang!"

I closed my eyes, holding back the sadness in my heart, the things in my eyes were blurred, and tears came out.

"Good scene, please let me and my brother go..." You should also let me and you go.

"Tu Jiang, don't even think about it!"

With red eyes, Haojing oppressed me like a mad beast.I opened my eyes wide in fright, but the tears in my eyes prevented me from seeing him clearly.

He bit my lip, and some of the rusty taste rushed straight into my nostrils, which made me sick to my stomach.

I pushed him away, leaned on the side of the bed and retched, the discomfort in my stomach reached its peak.

Haojing grabbed my hair and pulled it up, the scalp hurt so much from being pulled by him, his terrifying face came into my eyes.

"I obviously don't want to hurt you, Tujiang, but you are forcing me."

He pressed my head on the bed, and his begging posture made me pale.The intruding object tore through my acupoints, and I lost my voice in pain.

I grabbed the sheets, the pain in my stomach making cold sweat break out on my brow.

I crawled on my knees and saw Yan Nuoxianqi's mocking smile in the swaying bumps. After that, there was a slight sound of closing the door, and then I couldn't hear any sound in my ears.

My body no longer belongs to me, I am being ruined by good times...

Pain, sadness.Deep love, deep pain.