There is a kind of love that goes without saying Ⅱ

In the mirror, my face was still pale as always, and a blue suit was too loose on me.I remember that I used to be quite handsome in a suit, but now I can't bear to look at myself any more.

I saw that there was nothing to take away in the ward, so I left without stopping.When I was about to go down the stairs, I stopped.

I looked back at the window where I was standing that day, and saw the boy smiling at me in a trance, and it was just my illusion when I looked closely.The child is no longer there.

I suddenly thought, if one day I leave this world, will anyone feel sorry for me?

I smiled ironically, shook my head and walked down.

no one will...

I am still myself, alone.

When I walked out of the hospital gate, the sun was shining into my eyes, I covered the sun with my hands, and a car stopped in front of me.

The window is open, a young driver, but I think he looks more like a bodyguard, or maybe he is.

"Master Tu, get in the car."

I glanced at him, nodded, and got into the car.It's cool inside the car, which is different from the heat outside.

He drove for a while, and I hesitated for a long time before asking, "Do you... want to take me to the company?"

"Yes."

After I listened, I fell silent.What should I do if I see a good scene later?Did Yan Nuoxianqi tell Haojing that I was going to work there?I have too many questions and no answers.

I turned my head to look out the window, and I didn't know what I was looking at, and I couldn't see anything clearly.

When the car was at the entrance of the company, I finally regained my composure.I wanted to ask this man something, but the words disappeared from my mouth.I'd better think about some things by myself, don't I find the way out by myself.

I got out of the car with the folder in my hand, walked inside, and there was a tall woman standing there, and I saw her right away.She was waiting for me, saw me, and greeted me.

She came to me and smiled, "You are Mr. Tu, I am now the president's secretary, Anna, and he asked me to take you to see him."

I didn't expect that he would know about the good scene.Yan Nuoxianqi probably wouldn't hide the good news, I must have thought about some things.I let go of my heart and took the elevator upstairs with her.

My heart is pounding, what kind of mood should I face him after seeing the good scene?Before I could figure it out, I had already reached the door of his office.

Anna didn't know when to leave. I hesitated whether to push the door open, and raised and lowered my hand.I still dare not, dare not face the good times.

The door was opened, but it was not pushed by me, but a good scene.He was dressed in a formal suit, handsome and handsome, with a little tiredness in his brows and a pale face.His thin lips were slightly pursed, and there were waves in his eyes.

When I saw him, it was as if I had lost my words, my mind was empty.How can I really do what I said to Xia Qian, even if I still love him, what can I do?

He glanced at me lightly, then turned and entered the room again, and came to the French window with his back to me, that back was so lonely.

I looked at his figure, took a deep breath and walked in, every step was a little heavy, I think so.What should I say?Find something to say?

"Hao Jing... are you okay?" I asked in a small voice, and Hao Jing paused.He turned around, with some unspeakable emotion in his eyes, and a slightly mocking smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Shouldn't you say why you don't want to die?" Haojing's indifferent gaze swept across my body, like ice skates, drawing bloodstains on my body.

His sarcastic words made my heart ache. Is he angry with me?But am I not also angry with him?And I've been hurt more than him.

He cares, he cares.

"Good scene..." I murmured his name softly, feeling that my behavior at this time was a bit cheap. I clearly wanted to escape from good scene so much before, but what am I doing now?redeem?No... I shouldn't be doing this.I stepped back, but stopped when I was about to turn around.

I clenched my fists, took a deep breath and told myself not to run away, because running away won't solve the problem.As long as I have a good talk with Haojing, maybe it will be different.But how could I say it out loud!

"Are you going to just stand like that?" Tu Jiang looked at me sideways, and the original coldness in his eyes still couldn't help showing a crack.

I froze for a moment, bit my lip lightly, and remained silent.I should say something, but my voice seems to have disappeared.He is so close to me, I only need a few steps to get to him, but I can't convince my mind, I really can't easily give myself another chance.I can't give myself a chance, not because I don't want to, but because I don't have the courage.

Silence cannot exist between me and Haojing.Haojing came over, grabbed my arm and pulled me into his arms.He seemed to be depressed, and he whispered in my ear, "Tujiang, why do I still want to see you so much? Why..."

Is he more troubled than me?Good times...Your expectations are not lying to me, are you?My thoughts were trapped in the words of the good scene, and I was deeply unable to wake up.

"Drip—" The phone on the desk vibrated suddenly, and then it didn't stop.After a good time, he let go of me, and his eyes skipped over my face.He took my hand and came to the table.

His hands were cold, still as cool as ever.

Haojing glanced at the caller ID, handed the phone to me, with a flat expression, "Help me answer it."

When he said that, I was taken aback.This call was made by Jiang Yaxin, and I caught a glimpse of her name.But the good times let me pick it up?what does he mean?

I didn't understand. I looked at him in confusion, and then looked at the mobile phone in my hand, but the mobile phone was still vibrating constantly, and my palms felt a little hot.

Haojing didn't move, just looked at me, as if waiting for me to answer the phone.I hesitated, but connected anyway.

"Hey?"

"Good scene, why did you just connect now? I thought you didn't bring your mobile phone." Jiang Yaxin sounded like a complaining voice, but I felt more like being coquettish, which made my whole body get goosebumps.

I wanted to ask Haojing, but I felt it was weird, and if I opened my mouth to speak, Jiang Yaxin should have heard that I was not in good condition.

"Good King, are you there?"

"Yeah." I was taken aback and responded.Slightly glanced at the good scene aside, her heart was beating too fast.

"Why are you ignoring me?" She asked in a low voice, with the soft voice of a girl whispering.

"No, I'm thinking about something." I tried to lower my voice, hoping that Jiang Yaxin wouldn't hear it.

"So, did I interrupt your work?"

She probably didn't realize that I was not in good times when she said that, which made me breathe a sigh of relief.

"Yeah." I replied, I just wanted to end the call quickly, no matter how I thought about it, I felt awkward.

"Sorry, I didn't know you were busy."

"fine."

Jiang Ya on the other end of the phone seemed to hesitate for a moment before asking cautiously, "Good scene, do you agree with what I told you yesterday?"

I wonder, what's the matter?I don't know what to say, I looked at Haojing for help, but I didn't expect Haojing to miss his sight and look out of the window.

I said no, and I said no, and finally I had to say, "Let me think about it."

"When I told you before, you said you were thinking about it, but you never gave me an answer. I asked you yesterday, and you also said that you were thinking about it. Now you still say that, don't you want to get engaged to me?"

She has a crying voice, and that kind of soft and greasy feeling lingers on me.Her last sentence made me dazed even more, and at this moment Haojing took the phone from my hand.His chin rested on my shoulder, and I heard him say, "Ya Xin, let's break up."

He spoke softly, but with certainty.I couldn't see the expression on his face, but the breath of his breath sprayed on my neck, with a numb feeling.

"Why?" Jiang Ya's trembling voice came from the phone, as if she was trying to hold back her emotions.

"You should know the reason, so don't tell me."

"Are you really in love with him?"

"Yes."

"You clearly said you only loved me before! How could you lie to me!" She said angrily, and I heard it all.It's just that I care more about who is that "he"?me?

After being silent for a while, Haojing said, "I'm sorry."

This sentence of sorry made my heart tremble. I think if Haojing had said this sentence to me at the beginning, I might not have considered all the things he did to me at that time.But he didn't say anything, he didn't say anything to me about apologizing.

"I don't want your sorry...I just want you! Let's not break up in good times, okay?" She cried in a very pitiful tone, if I might soften my heart.

The good times are beyond words, he hung up the phone directly.The pressure on my shoulders was gone, and suddenly a feeling of emptiness rose.He glanced at me, picked up the suit jacket on the armchair, took my hand and walked out.

I didn't know what he was going to do. When I came to the parking lot and he opened the car door to signal me to go in, I asked in a little confusion, "Where do you want to take me?"

Good scene, he ignored me, put me in the car, and started the car.I sat nervously in the car, a little baffling and a little uneasy.

I look at the good scene from time to time, his face is expressionless, I think he will not plan to take me to die for love, right?When I thought of this, I just felt that I had watched too many romance dramas, how could I think so absurdly.

It didn't take him long to drive to a place. I was about to see the English written on the building sign, but Haojing grabbed my shoulders and his eyes collided with him.

He said to me, "Tujiang, I planned to let you go, but you appeared in front of me again. This is the path you chose."

I didn't understand the meaning of his words at all. What do you mean I chose the road by myself?What did I choose?Before I could think clearly, I was pulled out of the car by him.He was holding a document bag in his hand, I don’t know when he took it, and he pulled me into the building, which was very deserted, but the layout was very solemn.He came to the registration gate and talked to the staff. I thought they were going to speak English, but I didn't think they were speaking a foreign language.I can't understand it at all.

I was about to look at the slogan column on the side, but Haojing pulled me towards him, and I put my eyes on him again.

He said a few more words to the other party, and gave the other party the file bag.When the staff opened the file bag, I saw that my ID card was also in it, and I was taken aback.

I wanted to ask him where it was, but he ignored my confused eyes and filled out the form given by the staff.He didn't let me fill it out, but blocked the content above the form with his hands when he finally signed, leaving only the signature column.

"What's this?" I asked him, without moving the hand holding the pen.

He didn't answer my question, but said, "Sign it, you'll know later."

I hesitated, optimistic about Jing's faint appearance, and felt that it should not be a bad thing, so I signed it anyway.The moment I finished signing, my heart ached slightly, and I seemed to be relieved to hear the good times.

Haojing gave the form to the staff member, and he was stamping it, and then took out several documents-like things to sign for Haojing, and stamped it again.There seemed to be several processes, when he got everything in order and packed the files for good view.Haojing said a few words to the staff member, then pulled me out, and when I scanned the English on the slogan column, my mind went blank, and I could only walk out the door following Haojing's footsteps.

As soon as I went out, I shook off Haojing's hand, and some unspeakable anger burst out, but I couldn't say anything.Haojing seemed to know that I would be like this, he didn't explain to me, but dragged me down the steps.

"Why do you do this?" I stopped short not far from the car.I asked him.

After he was silent for a while, he suddenly stuffed the file bag into my arms and smiled indifferently, "Why me? I'll tell you in the car. But if you don't want to be tied up with me, you can go in again."

What he said was mocking me, and the file bag in his hand was even hotter, as if I was holding a red-hot iron plate, which made me feel a little painful.

"Good scene, you... won't you regret it?" I just want to ask this question, if he says for sure, I will...

"Why should I regret it? Tujiang, as long as you don't regret it, I won't regret it either." When Hao Jing said this, there was no sarcasm or ridicule at me on his face, and he put away his insincere expressions .

All my worries and future troubles disappeared after his words. In good times, I will believe in you for the last time, the last time.

Please don't let me down.