There is a kind of love that goes without saying Ⅱ

I was so sleepy when he carried me to the bathroom to wash.Haojing stayed with me on the bed for a while, watched me fall asleep, and left.

I only slowly opened my eyes when I heard the sound of a car leaving outside. I wasn't sleepy, I pretended to be sleepy.I came to the window barefoot, making sure that the good times are gone, I took out my mobile phone and called Yan Nuoxianqi.The phone beeped a few times and no one answered. I was about to hang up when he answered.

"Tu Jiang?"

"Ah."

He didn't speak after I responded, he was waiting for me to ask him something.

"Jiang Yaxin, did something happen to her?" I followed his lead and asked, staring out the window with some empty eyes.

"You're so smart, don't you know?" He satirized me, and I felt uncomfortable no matter what I heard.

"I just want to ask, if you don't say it, forget it."

He smiled on the other end of the phone, "Tujiang, you didn't really want to ask her when you called, did you?"

My heart tightened, and I kept my voice steady, "I...is my brother accompanying Jiang Yaxin?"

He was silent for a while, his tone was serious and cold, "Don't forget that you chose a good scene."

"I know, but I want to... see my brother again." I want to ask him if he regards me as a younger brother, and if he has sincerity towards me?I could have not confirmed the things that puzzled me, but I was disturbed, and that anxiety disturbed my thoughts, so I had to face it.

"You don't really have feelings for your brother, do you?"

"Then don't you have more affection for Haojing?" I asked back, and he smiled.

"Haha...Tu Jiang, I really value you more and more!"

"..."

He then said, "You can see your brother if you want, but you have to know that he is also there in good times, maybe you will face a dilemma."

"...Isn't this what you want to see?"

"That said, I still feel sorry for you."

What he said was really sarcastic, but I couldn't refute him.I am poor?There may be some.

"I'll send you the hospital address and her ward number later, just hang up like this, I still have something to do."

"and many more!"

"What? Do you have anything else to ask?"

"Xia Qian...is he alright?"

He heard me talking about Xia Qian, and his tone became cold, "Mind your own affairs first, and stop meddling in other people's affairs."

Before I could ask, he hung up the phone.The text message came after a while.I wrote down the address, put on my clothes and shoes while supporting my aching body, and went out.

I waited for a while to get a taxi. There are not many cars in this area, so I must be lucky to get a taxi.I told the driver the name of the hospital and he drove off.I stared out of the car window, my heart was very calm, so peaceful that I felt that this was not me.

The car stopped at the entrance of the hospital, I entered the hall, took out my mobile phone and followed the ward number above to find the corresponding floor.I took the elevator upstairs and looked at the number that was about to reach the floor, and my chest hurt uncontrollably, but I didn't expect that the moment the elevator door opened, I was facing Jiang Jian.

At that moment, my heart was empty, and then it hurt.Compared to say, it will be so sad and sad to see it with your own eyes.

After he was stunned for a moment, his expression was ever-changing. He hesitated and walked in, but I got out of the elevator.Jiang Jian looked at me with complicated eyes, the elevator door gradually closed, he blocked the door panel, and pulled me in.Ease up behind the door.But Jiang Jian and I were the only ones in the elevator, and the atmosphere was too depressing and weird.

"Jiang Jian, is he accompanying Jiang Yaxin in the ward?" I couldn't call my brother anymore, and I thought it was a miracle that I could talk to him so calmly.

Jiang Jian frowned, he pursed his lips, and was about to open his mouth to say something, when the elevator door opened and a few people came in, but he didn't say anything to me.

My chest was still hurting, so I had to pinch my palms to distract myself a little.When the door opened on the first floor, neither of us moved, and everyone else got out of the elevator.

"Why don't you talk?" I looked at him with a smile, but I couldn't see how fake my smile was.

Jiang Jian didn't speak at first, and pulled me out.I didn't break free from his hand until he stopped in a garden.

He turned to look at me, with apologetic expression on his face, hesitatingly said, "Tu Jiang, I... I'm sorry."

His sorry is too hurtful, and he didn't even make up a story to deceive me, I'm afraid it's clear that I know the truth.Since you knew that I knew the truth, come and explain it to me.

"You haven't answered what I asked you earlier." I smiled faintly, with a very unfamiliar tone.

He probably didn't expect me to be like this, and some uncomfortable expressions appeared on his face, "Tujiang, don't be like this, okay? I know I'm sorry for you, but we are still brothers..."

I broke free from his holding my hand, took a few steps back, and chuckled, what his "brother" said was so ridiculous.

"Are we brothers? Jiang Jian, you say we are brothers? Then tell me, how can a man whose elder brother hurts and schemes against his own younger brother deserve to be an elder brother?" I wanted to mock myself more than mocking him.Because talking about him feels like talking about my own stupidity.

Jiang Jian was silent, he had nothing to explain.Probably from the moment he chose to hurt me and save Jiang Yaxin, all he had left was guilt towards me.

My silence towards him is more because I think he has nothing to say, and the grief and anger I have been suppressing all this time are faintly about to explode.

"Jiang Jian, I was wondering if you were laughing at me when you heard me call you brother? If I called you brother every time, would your guilt increase? Or did you not care at all? "This person is my brother, no matter how you look at it, you find it funny.When I was played around like a clown, he probably applauded from the audience.

"I don't have Tujiang, you know I'm not that kind of person."

The words he said at this time disgusted me, he would never know that his words were like a slap on my face.If I knew what kind of person he is, I wouldn't call him brother in the first place!I should have recognized his true colors earlier, instead of thinking about everything when I was taken away that day!I thought so much that I would never clear up my doubts in this life, but I still know the truth.

Especially when I'm in dire straits, how much I hope he can save me...

"What kind of person are you? A fake kind person? A really selfish person? Or a complete liar who said he would take me home?" I laughed so hard that I was about to die, my heart hurt so much, and I told you clearly Me, how cruel he did to my brother.

"Tu Jiang, I admit that I was a little selfish back then, but I have also been your brother for a year, and I have paid off a little. After all, I am also your brother, and you can't say that about me." He was irritated when he said it, and he said this as soon as he blurted out, and he regretted it after he finished speaking.

I gave a pale smile, and he looked at me in panic, trying to hold my hand to explain, but I avoided him.

"Tujiang, listen to my brother, I didn't mean that..."

"This is what you said in your heart. I'm stupid. I... would expect so much for your family affection, so much..." I said tremblingly, tears couldn't stop falling, I wanted to ask him , he explained it all.

He raised his trembling hand, but it hung down by his leg again.

"Forgive me, Tujiang..."

I couldn't see his uncomfortable appearance, but I was shocked when I heard his words, Jiang Jian wants me to forgive him?That's impossible, I will never forgive him in this life!

"I won't forgive you, and I won't hate you! You don't deserve me to hate you, you don't deserve me to care so much..." I looked at him sarcastically, and laughed at myself, "I'm so stupid. How could I I want to ask you if you treat me sincerely...how could you treat me sincerely like a younger brother..."

Jiang Jian paused, he wanted to put me in his arms.But I pushed him away, backed away in a panic, and fell down on the lawn.A small stone in the lawn cut my palm, and the pain clearly passed into my brain.The heart hurts, not as bad as the pain of the skin and flesh.

Jiang Jian came to help me, and I resisted his touch.He accidentally tore off my clothes, and the hickey marks all over my body appeared in front of his eyes, he was taken aback for a moment.

I was stunned for a moment, then raised my hand to close my clothes, stood up to leave but was grabbed by him, he grabbed my left hand, looked at the ring finger ring, his expression changed.

"He's with you today?" He asked me over my shoulder, more like a roar, his nails seemed to dig into my flesh.

I couldn't see his face clearly with my blurred vision, so I raised a mocking smile, "Yeah, I've been with Haojing all the time, and when your sister was on the phone, I was there to instigate Haojing to break up with your sister, and we I also went to buy couple rings and opened a room, and I was very happy to hear that she committed suicide and was hospitalized!"

"Snapped--"

Jiang Jian slapped me, which made my face numb and my ears ringing. I spit out a mouthful of blood, and my heart... finally didn't hurt.He was also taken aback after beating, but he didn't apologize at all.

When I saw his face clearly, I thought he was so strange, how could he be my brother.If he were my brother, he wouldn't hit me for a woman without even distinguishing my truth from lies.

I hung the blood on my lips and looked at him sarcastically, "Jiang Jian, what right do you have to hit me? I don't owe you anything, and I don't owe Jiang Yaxin anything either!"

"But you know that what Yaxin likes is a good scene! Your existence hinders them!" Jiang Jian yelled at me, he was enduring his depression, and the hand he hit me was still hurting.

"So? Let me give up the good times? If I don't quit, are you going to kill me?" I smiled bitterly, waiting for his answer.Jiang Jian, let me be completely disappointed in you, then I won't feel sorry for you.

Jiang Jian moved his lips, but he didn't say "yes" for a long time. He probably knew that once he said it, everything would be irreversible.

"Jiang Jian... As long as I live, I will never let Jiang Yaxin be with Haojing, so don't think about your sister's happiness." I said viciously, seeing his angry eyes, and clenched my fists.I closed my eyes and waited for him to slap again, but he didn't move for a long time.

Jiang Jian couldn't continue the slap, just like the "yes", he couldn't do it, and he couldn't slap the opponent's face a second time.It can only be said that he also took into account the ridiculous brotherhood.

"Tujiang don't force me, please? I really don't want to hurt you at all..." He controlled his voice, and wiped the blood from my lips with his hand.His movements are gentle, the same as when I lived with him at that time, but it gave me a different feeling.

I really want to laugh at him saying something ironic at this time, but it hurts so much.I never forced him at all, but indirectly he forced me to walk on a road with thorns.

Jiang Jian, you are still lying.

I let go of his hand, shook my body and stood up straight, and I sneered at him, "Then I tell you, unless I die, I will never leave Good View, so you'd better kill me, or else Just stop pretending here." These words are vaguely like what Hao Jing once said to me.

With an embarrassed face, he pulled my collar and pinched my neck with his hands. He was hard, and his eyes were bloodshot.

I was the same as I was then, and there was a lot of relief.I closed my eyes, my head was congested with blood, as if floating on a cloud.

Suddenly Jiang Jian let go of his hand, he seemed to be frightened by his actions.He looked at me in a panic, saw that I was still breathing, hugged me tightly, and relieved me.

"Tujiang, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you...I didn't mean it...I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

What his embrace gave me was bone-chillingly cold, without any warmth.The palms are also cold, he is not my brother who lives with me in the small town, he is Jiang Yaxin's brother.I can't compare with Jiang Yaxin.

"Ahem..." I coughed, I couldn't breathe, and the smell of blood spread from my throat.I covered my mouth, and my hands were stained with dazzling bright red.

"Tu Jiang, you... Tu Jiang!"

Jiang Jian's anxious voice was amplified several times in my ears, and I was so annoyed by the noise. I tried my best to push him away, but it seemed like I had no strength left.As soon as I wiped my mouth, my hands were covered with blood, and my eyes were red, and I didn't know that half of my face was covered with blood.

"Will I...will die?" I asked him weakly with a pale smile.

Jiang Jian picked me up in horror and rushed to the hospital building. I watched in a daze as the black and white sky and earth were spinning, spinning continuously, and then darkness.