There is a kind of love that goes without saying Ⅱ

I was sent home the next day by the man who sent me there, and I never saw good things again.

Because the supervisor won the task of Yannuo Group, his leave is about to be approved.

But I still live in a disorderly way like before, and I haven't even found the direction of life.

I was on vacation this week, and I stayed at home to tidy up the room. When I looked away from the calendar, what Haojing and Yan Nuoxianqi said suddenly came to my mind.

A month and a half later, time really waits for no one.

During this period, Haojing sent me text messages every day, but he never called me. I think he should be busy with his own affairs.

But I was so looking forward to him calling me.

As soon as I finished cleaning the room, I heard the doorbell ring. I saw who the person was at the door on the monitor, and I opened the door immediately.

"Xia Qian..."

Xia Qian's face turned pale and he looked a little thinner, but his eyes were not like the ones I had seen when I was in that room.

Seeing me staring blankly, Xia Qian smiled warmly, "Aren't you going to let me in?"

"... Ah... Come in... Come in..." I haven't recovered from Xia Qian's return for a moment.

Before closing the door, I caught a glimpse of the black car downstairs and couldn't help frowning.

When I entered the room, I was about to pour Xia Qian a glass of water, but Xia Qian stopped me.

I looked at Xia Qian suspiciously, Xia Qian's eyes were slightly hurt, which made him look a little tired.

"Tujiang, let's talk."

"What are you talking about?" I put down the kettle and looked at Xia Qian intently, feeling that I didn't want to hear what he was going to tell me.

Xia Qian was silent for a while and didn't speak. I unnaturally remembered the embarrassing scene in the villa that day, and couldn't help guessing that Xia Qian couldn't be because of that incident, right?

"The last time you asked Yan Nuo Haojing to tell me, he said it."

I was taken aback by Xia Qian's words, and it took me a long time to realize that it was just a reason I wanted to see Xia Qian.

"You...are you going to tell me this?" I raised my eyebrows and smiled.

But Xia Qian didn't smile, his expression was a bit serious, and I've never seen this expression before.

I hold back my smile, what's more, I don't want to laugh, I'm just used to it.

"Tu Jiang, I'm here, you don't know what I'm going to do, do you?"

I really don't know what Xia Qian is doing here?And I'm even more surprised what method Xia Qian used to make Yan Nuo Xianqi agree to let him out?

"Isn't it because you want to persuade me to stay away from Yan Nuo's good times?" This sentence came to my mind.

Xia Qian shook his head and said calmly, "It's not to tell you to stay away from him, but to tell you not to get too deep."

As soon as my expression changed, Xia Qian's words made my heart, which pretended to be strong, weak.

"Why... why do you say that?"

Xia Qian was silent for a while, "Yan Nuo Haojing has a fiancée, she is a very beautiful girl, once...they fell in love very much."

I vaguely remembered that the "Xiaoya" that Yan Nuoxianqi said that day was probably Haojing's fiancée. She was obviously a little conscious, but her heart hurt badly.

Xia Qian looked at me and sighed, "I knew that girl before. She and Yan Nuohaojing were childhood sweethearts and grew up together. Later, because the girl had a heart attack, Yan Nuohaojing kept looking for suitable ones for her. heart……"

Xia Qian didn't finish what he said, so I already knew what he said.

"Am I the one with the right heart?" I asked, very calmly, which made me feel a little scary.

Seeing me like this, Xia Qian was actually very worried, "Tu Jiang, as long as you don't do anything radical now, you will be safe."

I really want to ask Xia Qian, what is an extreme thing?What drastic things can I do?

"Are they in love?" I asked sadly.

Xia Qian nodded lightly, "Yan Nuo Haojing probably cares about her second besides his brother."

I believe what Xia Qian said, he will not lie to me, because he is a kind person, at least he has no schemes against me.

"Is that so..." So where did I rank in Yan Nuo Haojing's heart?There is a bitter taste spreading in my heart.

"Tu Jiang, don't get too deep, that's... not good." Xia Qian probably had other words in mind for the last two words.I can probably guess.

"I know." I thought how could I have such a stupid idea, thinking that he might really have feelings for me after thinking about the good times!How can it be!

"You don't have to worry about him hurting you. Yan Nuoxianqi assured me that the good times just want you to exchange hearts with that girl, and you won't do unnecessary things."

I looked at Xia Qian mockingly, "Do you want me to thank them for not killing me directly to change their hearts? Xia Qian, do you also think I should thank you for your kindness?"

Xia Qian was stunned, and pursed his lips, "Tujiang, you don't know the means of Yan Nuo's good fortune. In fact, he is too similar to Yan Nuo Xianqi, and he will use any means to achieve his goal."

"What about you? Aren't you staying by his side? But you still use me to make excuses."

Xia Qian's face suddenly turned pale, and his pupils shrank.I also have to say that I still know about Xia Qian, and because of some understanding, my heart will become more and more complicated because of Xia Qian.Even I really don't want to meet Xia Qian, I really don't want to.

"Xia Qian, I'm actually not afraid of death at all." I thought for a while and said seriously, and smiled at him, that smile was very sad, "Anyway... I'm just a person, I have nothing to worry about."

I don't know what Xia Qian wanted to do with his hand, but he lowered his hand again, so weak.

"Tu Jiang, do you still remember that I told you that I have a biological sister." Xia Qian's expression darkened.

Of course I remember that it was Xia Qian who was drunk and said it unintentionally. At that time, I thought he knew a sister, but I didn't want it to be my own sister.

"What's wrong with her?" I don't understand why Xia Qian said this, did he want to tell me something?

"My sister is very simple, very simple. She always clings to me and calls me brother. Our family was still very happy at that time, and the family was happy. But..."

When it came to the turning point, Xia Qian's originally calm expression became sad.

"She fell in love with a person, and that person saved her from the gangsters, and she fell in love with him at first sight. And that person was still in love with me at the time, but I didn't know it at the time. It should be said that I didn't know it at all. I never thought that what my sister likes is my lover."

"Tu Jiang, who do you think my lover is?" Xia Qian said so depressingly, I couldn't figure it out.

"It's Yan Nuoxianqi." I still said it, even thinking about what Xia Qian said later in my mind, and my heart began to grow colder and colder.

"Yes, Yan Nuoxianqi, my lover. He was a high-ranking disciple at that time, and he treated things with a playful heart. He probably didn't expect my sister to like him so much, to the point of agreeing with him. He is a man, so he won't have too many worries, but my sister is not. She likes him no less than me." Xia Qian had pain in his eyes, "Yan Nuoxianqi treats my sister because of me. I still kept some distance, but not a few of his good friends. They were interested in my sister, so on that day, a few of them called Yan Nuoxianqi to give my sister to..."

Xia Qian turned his head to look at me, his eyes seemed to be filled with tears, "Did you know? Tu Jiang, Yan Nuoxianqi and I were actually together at that time. I knew his brother called him, and I called him He hurried to find his brother, don't make them wait. You said if I didn't ask Yan Nuoxianqi to go, would I feel at ease? But I let him go, and I actually let him and those bastards... …piece……"

Xia Qian's voice was already hoarse, I saw his tears slide down his cheeks so quickly, it was the grief that he had endured for so long.

I opened my mouth but didn't know what to say, I just felt that Xia Qian was also quite pitiful, so what I didn't know was the story of Xia Qian's past.

Xia Qian took my hand and tried to calm his breath, but his tears still flowed down on my arm, almost burning my skin like fire.

"Tu Jiang...you're right...I'm using you as an excuse...to stay by his side...I still love him...I still love him..." Xia Qian raised his pale face, " ...you know? I actually got married just to escape my feelings for him, because my sister committed suicide later, she died so young... I couldn't stay with him, so I ran away from him , escaped my feelings for him...until the day you were brought back by Yan Nuohaojing...I thought I would never meet him in my life...I thought I would spend my life so plainly...but he Appeared...he appeared...Tu Jiang..."

What a sad thing this is, it makes me feel sad for Xia Qian.

Isn't that how jokes are made in life?It makes people rub their hands.

Xia Qian grabbed my hand and let go slowly, he bit his lip with such a painful expression, "I have missed him for too long... I don't want to miss him again... Even if I know it's a moth to a flame , I also want to follow him... Am I being a bitch...Obviously I have a family...I have my own children...I want to be with him so shamefully..."

I suddenly understood why Xia Qian didn't care about his family before.Because Xia Qian only had Yan Nuoxianqi in his heart, he married Xia Ying's mother just to escape reality.

Just like I know that the good times are lying to me, but I am still willing to stay in the lies he wove. Should I be called stupid?And should I say Xia Qian is stupid?

I am afraid that what is stupid is our persistence in love, even if it is a desperate situation, we still will not regret it.

I hugged Xia Qian's shoulders, felt his sobs, and suddenly felt that Xia Qian was also very fragile, even more fragile than me.

"Then do you think about your future life? What about your child? He is only nine years old...Xia Qian, what would you choose? Or have you already made a choice?" I smiled wryly, feeling Xia Qian Body stiffness.

Xia Qian hugged my waist as if comforting, without any excessive emotion.

"Tujiang...you must be able to understand...I really don't want to miss it...and Xiaoying...he will be fine...without me...he will live well...I want to follow Yan Nuo Xianqi left... I don't want to live this kind of life anymore..."

I suddenly felt that Xia Qian was really cruel, but I would probably make the same decision as Xia Qian when I was there.

It's not that Xia Qian is not responsible for his family, but that he is responsible, and it doesn't help.

"You will leave with Yan Nuoxianqi in three months... Then the time is coming..." I took a breath, tried to calm my mind, and said, "I hope you can be happy... don't regret it..."

What I care about is Xia Qian's child. If Xia Qian leaves irresponsibly, what earth-shaking changes will happen to that child's life?

I don't dare to imagine, and I dare not say these things to Xia Qian, because I don't care, and I can't care, it's Xia Qian's own business, he didn't do anything, so can I worry about it?

I vaguely feel that I have been in a dream for so many days. In the real world, my existence is really small.