There is a kind of love that goes without saying Ⅱ

I was woken up by the pain, and when I got up, I found that there was no good scene around me.

I huddled up on the bed, thinking about how late the good scene made me last, but I couldn't remember anything, I just felt so empty inside.

Should I hate good times?I asked myself, but couldn't get an answer.

The good scene left again, just like that morning, without appearing in my sight.

But that's good too, lest I get a little nauseous.Just because of Haojing's close-to-fucking sex with me yesterday, I felt a sense of boredom towards him.

It was a kind of psychological shadow, and I will not forgive Haojing, because he just followed his mind and didn't think about me at all.

What am I to him?

Use goods?Toy?

Really pathetic myself.

I got up and could barely get my legs off the ground, but I got up anyway because I had work to do and my vacation was over for today.

When I went to the living room, I saw the mobile phone on the sofa. I walked over to pick it up by accident, and the screen saver on it made me pale all of a sudden.

Yesterday, the picture of me being pressed and fucked by Haojing showed me so sloppy, with my legs wide open to welcome Haojing, the visual impact made me want to vomit a little.

When was it filmed?I sat on the sofa weakly, holding the phone with trembling hands, and my mind was in a mess.

I went to the gallery to look for it, but there was no one. Suddenly, a chill came up behind me, and my hands and feet were a little cold.

I called Haojing on the phone, but there was not a beep on the phone, it seemed to be tormenting me.

"Hey?"

Haojing's faint voice really made me a little dazed. The voice seemed to be the same as before, but it was different.

"Yan promises a good scene! Why did you do that?" I was really annoyed, how could he take such a picture!

"Tu Jiang, do you hate me?"

I really wanted to scold him, but I couldn't get my words out.

What Haojing said really made me think it was quite funny. If he was slapped by me, would he still be able to talk to me so calmly?

I hate him, how could I not hate him, and I hate myself even more.Even if he treats me like that, I still like him. This is the saddest and most ridiculous thing.

"Why did you do that to me? Did I do something wrong?" I really don't want to argue with Haojing, if possible, I really think I've been dreaming lately, that's all fake, and I don't have to go face.

"Tu Jiang, don't tell me, you still don't know why I was so angry yesterday?"

I really want to say something back to him, just treat him like that for such a ridiculous reason, don't you think it's a bit too much?

But I won't say that, it's not my usual way of speaking, and I can't bear to continue to insult myself.

"Really? Then I really don't know." Even though I knew something, I didn't dare to think about it. I was afraid that I would fall into the situation set by the good times again.And I'm really scared of the good times.

"Tujiang, do you want me to go back now and go over what happened yesterday?"

I can vaguely hear that Haojing is an angry tone, but I can't tell if he is pretending?

"Good scene, I'm tired." Really, I don't want to continue acting with him anymore, it's too painful.

"Tu Jiang, are you joking?"

"Good scene, can't you hear that you are so smart?" I'm really tired, and I've exhausted a lot of energy by acting with him until now. I can't do it anymore if I keep pretending.I am also human, how can I not feel pain?

Haojing was silent on the other side, I think he must be thinking how to play a fool and how to fool me.

"What did Xia Qian tell you?"

If Haojing didn't say this, I'd feel better, but it's a bit ironic to hear Haojing say it.

"Hao Jing, let's end it." For me, and for the one you love, I said the second half of the sentence to Hao Jing in my heart, and he should give me the verdict at that time, and the time is coming, so it hurts a lot It's better to have a short pain, and let me cut off this marriage that should have been disordered.

"Tujiang, tell me that sentence again!"

I held my breath, God knows how much I want to tell Haojing, I dare not love anymore, I am so tired, it really exhausts me.

"I know everything, good times, I know everything. If you just want my heart to be transplanted to someone you love, you just need to tell me that because I love you, I will definitely give it to you, so don't play My feelings are gone."

After I finished speaking, Haojing fell silent. At this time, I was the same as when I knew the truth. I wish Haojing could deny it, but he didn't say anything.

I looked up at the gloomy sky outside the window, and my mood seemed to be as heavy as the sky at this time.

"Let's get together and break up, good time." I really didn't have the energy to repeat the words with the same meaning, it really needed my courage.I was afraid that I would not be able to bear the blows again and again.

"it is good."

What Haojing said was so plain, but my heart hurt like a tear.

The moment I hung up the phone and closed my eyes, a tear rolled down my cheek, so desolate.

Good scene...

good times...

Why is our ending like this?

I was expecting too much.

Or am I in too deep.

Leaning on the sofa, it was the first time I felt that my life was so decadent.

In the end, I still didn't have the courage to ask Haojing if he ever liked me.

I dread the answer.

"Ding dong..."

The doorbell rang at this moment, and my mind was awakened suddenly. I was still in a state of drifting, but now I came back.

who is it?I actually felt scared before I knew who was looking for me. Is it because of the sequelae left by the good times yesterday?

I smiled bitterly, laughing at myself like a fool, suffering.

My body was so sore, especially my lower body, that I didn't want to open the door, and I didn't even want to move, but the doorbell sounded neither too fast nor too slow, and I pressed it patiently, forcing me to get up and open the door.

When I walked to the door, I was wondering who was coming, but when I looked through the picture on the monitor, I paused.

There was a beautiful girl standing at the door, even though I had never seen her before, I knew that she was the Xiaoya that Haojing and Yan Nuoxianqi spoke of, and she was indeed ten thousand times prettier than myself.

No, she is a woman and I am a man, there is no comparison at all, it is normal for Hao Jing to pretend to be her.

A woman made of water is always better than a man made of stone, so who would like a man?Isn't this ridiculous?

As I thought about it, I opened the door, and I was greeted with a cleansing smell, which was very similar to Hao Jing's. I immediately understood how important this girl was to Hao Jing.

It's impossible for me and Haojing, it's impossible at all!

Suddenly I figured out what someone said, it doesn't happen what you expect to happen, everything is in the dark, and it has long been predetermined.

"Are you Tujiang?" She showed me a friendly smile. She is really a girl who makes people feel good at first sight.

I stared at her, unable to open my mouth to say anything, just nodded slightly.

She glanced behind me, smiled and said, "Won't you invite me in?"

After she said this, my body reflexively gave way to her. After doing this, I really wanted to slap myself.

Am I inviting a rival in love into my home?Don't you think it's funny?

She smiled at me shallowly, walked past me with strides, I don't know if she did it on purpose, I happened to see the hickey on her neck, it was very faint, but it was imprinted not long ago.

My heart suddenly felt as if I had been shocked by an electric shock, and the pain made my stomach ache.

I closed the door and stopped thinking too much, I was really afraid that I would be pulled further away by my own thinking.

She went straight to the sofa and sat down. She had a very standard sitting posture, but she was still charming. She was a bit like a lotus flower.

I think it's a man. When I first met her, I would definitely have a good impression of her, even if I don't know this person well.

"You..." I couldn't hold back another word for a long time, I was really tired of my inflexible mouth.

"I am Jiang Yaxin."

I might still have a little hope that she is not the Xiaoya that Haojing and Yan Nuoxianqi said, but doesn't this name negate my idea?

"What do you want from me?" It's impossible for me to have a good impression of her. After all, the person I love loves her. Anyone who sees this kind of love triangle will find it extremely ridiculous, but I also met it.

"You know my identity?" She seemed surprised, but she said it more sincerely, a little innocently.

I suppressed my boredom with Jiang Yaxin, it was a kind of resistance, and I had to cover it up.

Would I let her into my house if I didn't know who she was?This is no nonsense.

"I already know about you and Haojing, and I won't stalk you, don't worry." This is from the heart, maybe the person who should say this is not Jiang Yaxin, but it's the same.

Jiang Yaxin smiled, that kind of smile is really touching, and the whole face is soft.

"Tu Jiang, are you being too naive?"

What she said made me puzzled, and I didn't quite understand what she meant.

"What are you trying to say?"

"I just came here to see what the person who donated my heart is like. As for your relationship with Xiaojing, I don't care, because I know Xiaojing loves me."

What she said really made me very uncomfortable, but just like what she said, good times don't love me, maybe they don't even like me.

"Really?" I suddenly realized that I actually don't like women very much. Otherwise, I would not have had a good impression of that woman until now, and I would have turned away when I was with Haojing. After all, I am also a homosexual, just myself Did not realize.

She stood up and stopped in front of me, her smile became a little cold, which only made me think that women can change their faces very quickly.

"Have you slept with Haojing?"

She clearly spoke in an affirmative tone, but asked me, isn't that strange?

My complexion changed slightly, and I felt my heart began to ache again.

"Aren't you asking knowingly?" I think this is a key topic she cut into.

Jiang Yaxin's pretty face became a little indifferent, "Do you know what kind of person I hate the most?"

I looked at Jiang Yaxin, and felt that this woman was too good at hiding her emotions, and only now did she show her disgust towards me.But I also don't have a good impression of her. I always say that the rival in love is jealous. This is the truth.

"I didn't intend to have sex with...him." That sentence really made me speechless, why?Am I so afraid to touch the name.

"Huh? Don't you think it's ridiculous to say that? Could it be that Xiaojing likes to sleep with an old man like you?" She seemed to realize that her tone was a little bit disgusting with me, so she immediately lowered her tone, "You are on the bed That slutty look is really disgusting."

My face turned pale immediately. I heard her words so clearly that I couldn't pretend I didn't hear them.

Good scene, he showed Zhao Yaxin my photo!How could he do that!Are you trying to humiliate me!Still trying to mock me!

I was so angry that my body trembled, my hands clenched my fists, and a burst of anger burst out from the bottom of my heart.

"By the way, I'm naturally not interested in seeing your disgusting pictures, but if you want to see them, I have a lot of pictures of you. If you like them, I can ask someone to send them to you." She sneered in her tone It really makes my stomach churn a bit.

If I had a rag in my hand right now, I'd really like to stuff it in her mouth.

"A good scene... he... gave it to you?" I said in such an unsteady voice, I just hoped that she would not say the voice I didn't want to hear the most.

"What do you think?" She smiled, and the voice of that laugh was really harsh.

I don't believe it... I really don't want to believe it!

But only the only possibility, I have to believe...

Good scene, you are trying to deliberately mock me...

Sure enough, it would never be possible for leprosy to eat swan meat.

It really hurts my heart...

"You go." I was afraid that if she didn't want it, I would want to beat her up.

Although she didn't do anything unnecessary, the tone of her words really made me feel sick.

A woman like her is probably beautiful on the outside but vicious on the inside.

"Actually, I hate you very much." Jiang Yaxin smiled coldly, her expression was quite different from when I first met her.

I really want to say something back to her, I hate her too, but I can't say it.

"Do you think Xiaojing cares about me?"

I didn't realize why she said this for a while, so she leaned on me, her face turned pale.

"What's wrong with you?" I reached out to support her, and she clutched her chest, gasping for breath.

"……medicine……"

She spoke so softly that I didn't hear clearly.

"What did you say?"

She reached out and grabbed my hand and touched her chest. I froze in surprise. When I realized that I wanted to withdraw my hand, she fell backwards, and I fell to the ground as I was pulled by her hand.

I don't know if her clothes are too loose, so they are a little wide open, and I didn't realize it for a while.

Her face was pale and she looked pained.

I suddenly remembered that she had a heart problem. I saw something that looked like a pill in the jacket pocket inside her clothes, and I reached out to take it.

"……don't want……"

I heard Jiang Yaxin's faint voice, and at the same time I heard the knock on the door.

Before I could raise my head, a fist hit me in the face, knocking me to the ground.The mouth was suddenly filled with the smell of blood.

I looked at the person who beat me, and was stunned for a moment. It was a good time for him to come, but his eyes looked at me so coldly, even full of killing intent.

I just felt that my body was in a hole in the ice, and my teeth chattered from the cold.

"...Xiaojing...he...he..." Jiang Yaxin was held tightly in Haojing's arms, with tears in her eyes, she looked so pitiful.

It is estimated that everyone misunderstood the previous scene, but I hope that the good times will not be misunderstood.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Haojing's voice when speaking to Jiang Yaxin is so gentle, it makes me want to cry, never has Haojing used such a voice to talk to me.

I laughed at my stupid idea in my heart, but I couldn't deny it. There was already an answer in my heart.

Haojing hugged Jiang Yaxin and walked out, her eyes were so indifferent when she glanced at me, almost like an enemy.

I opened my mouth to defend myself, but I couldn't say anything, I could only watch the good scene leave.

What should I say?

or what to do?

Why are you showing that look?good times?

I sat on the ground, stared at the ceiling, and smiled silly, with a particularly sharp voice.

I smiled and laughed, and then cried, and the tears just came out of my eyes.

It's ridiculous to own that fragile heart.

I stood up, but fell to the ground again, and the door was suddenly opened again.

I saw three bodyguards approaching me. Without even struggling, I was stunned by the drugged handkerchief and fell into a deep sleep.

At that moment, I had nothing to fear, I just felt that it was overdue.

I really want to never wake up.