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Hearing what she said, Qin Jianguo smiled lightly as if he didn't care at all: "Why are you telling me this?"

"No other meaning." Yuan Yu also knew that he would not easily believe such chicken soup words, "I just hope you feel better."

"I'm not sad at all." Qin Jianguo said lightly, "A person can be more free."

Yuan Yu is very envious of him being able to think so openly, if only she had this kind of open-mindedness.In fact, from this perspective, when she was with that person, Yuan Yu often stayed at home alone, but after that person left, she had Sergei to cook for her.If she could forget about that person, she might feel that her life was much better now than before.

However, just when Yuan Yu wanted to make a joke with Qin Jianguo, he suddenly saw him stop and squat down, without warning, covering his eyes with his arms and crying.

Yuan Yu hurriedly leaned over and patted his shoulder lightly, but Qin Jianguo just pulled out a hand and waved it at her, signaling that he was fine.

She looked around, there was a bench not far from them, so she swept the snow on it with her sleeve, and then helped Qin Jianguo over.

His transition from nonchalant to weeping rain of tears came without warning, yet seemed to open a floodgate and never close again.It was hard for Yuan Yu to imagine that someone could cry like this, clenching his teeth without making a sound, but seemed to be crying uncontrollably.Seeing Qin Jianguo crying so painfully, and thinking of her own experience, she felt so uncomfortable that she almost twitched.

Yuan Yu suddenly felt that he and Qin Jianguo were such poor losers.Because they are not good enough for the people they love, they are abandoned by those people.She still has Sergey, but maybe Sergey just pities her, and Qin Jianguo has nothing.He has lost everything.

In the fleet, people call anyone a "comrade", but they don't know who is really a comrade who has the same ambition and can fight together.When people have families, all are their comrades, but when people lose their families and are alone, it seems like the whole world has turned away from them.

Yuan Yu sat beside Qin Jianguo and cried silently with him for a while.She wanted to cry too, maybe it would be better if she cried, but she just couldn't bloody cry.

After about ten minutes, Qin Jianguo finally finished crying.He took a small bottle from his coat pocket, sprayed some spray on his face, wiped it off with a lint-free wipe, and ran a comb through his hair.

"I haven't cried for a long time." His voice was a little hoarse, although his tone was depressed, but he also felt a sense of relief, "After she left, I moved to Fancheng from Luozhong, and I never mentioned it to others. I thought I would never cry again."

Yuan Yu didn't know what to say, so he just comforted him and said, "It's good to cry."

"I hope it will be fine." Qin Jianguo said softly, as if he was telling himself, "I hope I can completely forget about her and everything about the past."

"Then forget about it." Yuan Yu pulled him up from the bench, "Come on, let's go drink."

Feeling really depressed, Yuan Yu could only think of this way of relief.She dragged Qin Jianguo to a nearby tavern, ordering nothing but Erguotou and vodka.

At first they didn't talk, just drank one cup after another.At first, it was like a ritual to clink glasses, but later it simply blew on the bottle.Even a homozygous type of wild-type aldehyde dehydrogenase can't stand drinking like this. Soon, under the influence of alcohol, his head will not be very clear.

Yuan Yu began to laugh while drinking, and Qin Jianguo continued to cry while drinking.The two talked about their misfortune, drinking and talking, talking and laughing, and talking and crying.

Qin Jianguo's former all-tong partner adopted a cold-handed approach, which finally forced him to bear it no longer and proposed to dissolve the all-tong relationship.He also couldn't remember whether that person was his relative, friend, collaborator, or lover at first. Anyway, they may have known each other since the time of their home planet, but they met again later to form the same relationship.Their relationship has always been very good, and there were many opportunities to absorb other members into the family, but because of that person's objection, Qin Jianguo gave up.

He always felt that it was enough for him to have her.He has no other pursuits, he just wants to live a good life with her.

But suddenly one day, the man told him that she changed her job and worked in another space station, and then went to another place and never came back.Qin Jianguo went to find her, but found that she was already living with another family.

She said she just met the family by chance and found she liked being with them more.She said that she didn't propose to terminate the relationship with Qin Jianguo, just because she was afraid that he would feel lonely after she left him.

Qin Jianguo told her directly that she had actually left him by doing so.He then filled out an application for dissolution of full bond, which she signed and submitted to the committee.Then, the committee passed.

So from then on, Qin Jianguo became a man without a family.

Later, he admitted to Yuan Yu that he really wanted to form a homosexual relationship with Sergey at the beginning.He is a genetic designer. Sergey once asked him to design a gene to change the density of spider silk, because food factories need to use spider silk as a high-throughput filter.They had a relationship at that time, and Qin Jianguo felt that Sergey was very sincere.So when he was alone, it finally occurred to him that maybe he could come to Sergey and cover up the painful experience of being abandoned by joining another family.But he didn't expect Yuan Yu to be so dissatisfied with him.

"Stop talking..." Yuan Yu picked up the bottle, filled someone's glass with wine, and stuffed it into Qin Jianguo's hand, "You drink this wine...you are our comrades...you are with us Let that idiot know... what she lost is... unique in the whole world..."

Qin Jianguo grabbed the glass and raised it to his lips, the wine had already been half spilled, but tears flowed down his cheeks into the glass.He drank the glass of wine quickly, like drinking water, and threw the stainless steel cup on the table after drinking.

"Yes..." he also said dizzily, "I want...to be with you...to show those bastards...without them, we can...be able to live well...come on, Comrade, one more..."

In this way, they drank until eleven or twelve o'clock in the evening, and finally all fainted in the tavern, and no one could wake them up.The tavern caretaker found Sergey and Mint, and with great difficulty got them back.