Dig a spoonful of heart meat

The alcohol content of the homemade wine is indeed not high, and Zou Shao even suspects that no alcohol is added at all.But after all, Tan Weifeng pours a cup, but after two or three cups, the corners of his eyes turned red.

"Are you okay?" Zou Shao was afraid that he would sleep until unconscious like that day again.

"It's okay." Tan Weifeng put down his glass, "I'm a little allergic to alcohol."

Zou Shao keenly recalled that when his classmates were having dinner that day, he asked Tan Weifeng to drink a glass of wine out of wickedness. Although the other party had a face full of reluctance, he finally gave him a step down.

"Then you still..."

Tan Weifeng glanced over, as if he wanted to give him a blank look, but the slightly rosy corners of his eyes weakened most of the seriousness.It even had the exact opposite effect, like a silent suggestion.

Zou Shao raised his head and drank the drink-like wine in the glass in one gulp.The cold and sweet liquid flowed into the throat, as if alcohol had been poured over the flames, causing the entire chest to heat up.

"Tan Weifeng." He said softly.

The other party didn't answer, but cast a slightly lazy look over.

The words I want to ask in my heart are jumping up fiercely all the time, but it seems that I have encountered a silent barrier in my throat.

If it is allowed to rot in the stomach, it will be insincerely maintaining the current relationship that cannot be up or down; if it is allowed to run out without restraint, it will be like throwing a coin high into the air. It's either positive or negative, and there is no right to be in the middle anymore.

Zou Shao felt that at this moment there should be elegant music, gentle and dim lighting, or a few bright red flowers placed in thin and tall transparent vases.

These easy things are not available now, all he has at the moment are questions that cannot be answered, and feelings that hang in the air.

"What's wrong?" Tan Weifeng raised his chin slightly seeing that the person was silent.

"...It's nothing." Zou Shao moved his mind, "I'll play a song for you."

"Huh?" Tan Weifeng looked a little surprised, "What song?"

"Let's just talk about our student's day song."

In fact, Zou Shao has many good songs, and many songs suitable for birthday, but he chose this love song with a bit of faith.

"Onelookatyou." (When I first met you)

Probably because the lyrics are in English, Zou Shao didn't feel the slightest awkwardness when he sang them. Instead, it seemed that his long-pressed feelings were finally expressed, even in this specious form.

"My whole life falls in line." (My whole life will often have your track)

Qin Weifeng's eyes were downcast, unable to see the expression clearly.

Zou Shao couldn't help but wonder what kind of scene it would be when the unexpected shock collided with that flawless expression.

"It sounds good." The other party smiled with his eyes downcast, "Why do you want to be a guitarist?"

"Because there is already a male lead singer in the band." At the end of the song, Zou Shao put down the guitar, "And don't you think I play the guitar well too?"

"I didn't mean that." Tan Weifeng seemed a little helpless, "Everything is fine."

"When you graduate in half a year, I shouldn't see you very often." Zou Shao mentioned it seemingly casually, but his heart beat suddenly quickened.

The two of them haven't had the opportunity to meet for a long time. After college, they probably won't even have the chance to meet each other.

"...Not necessarily." The other party said slowly, "When the time comes..."

Zou Shao suddenly thought of the conversation he had with Father Tan.

"For things like feelings, there must always be one person who takes the initiative."

"The initiative must be at the right time to be effective."

Zou Shao didn't doubt it at all, according to the other party's temperament, if he didn't say some things, he might regret it for the rest of his life.

But whether to speak or not is a very costly game problem.

——It was so big that he couldn't bear it, he couldn't imagine it.

"Tan Weifeng..." Zou Shao took a deep breath, "I'll tell you something."

Zou Shao actually felt that the aftertaste of drinking surged up, but it made people sober, and even forced a layer of cold sweat.

"I found that I seem to be a little..."

The other party didn't look up, so Zou Shao finished speaking in one go.

"I like you."

After throwing out these simple and light four words, it seemed to weigh a thousand catties, smashing a big hole in the table in front of him.After Zou Shao uttered his innermost thoughts, he felt extremely relaxed, but his heart struggled between nervousness and fear.

The result I always wanted to hear, when it really came, I subconsciously wanted to escape.

The time seems to be infinitely stretched in the stillness, and it seems as long as an hour has passed between one breath and one breath.

Qin Weifeng didn't know if he was thinking, or he was too shocked to speak, he kept his head down all the time, as if he didn't hear it.

"I like you."

Zou Shao spoke up again, much more confidently than before.Instead of talking to the other party, it is better to persuade yourself.

Spoken words are like thrown water, no matter what, they cannot return to the shape of the bucket.Therefore, one must see with one's own eyes that the water seeps into the ground without leaving a drop before giving up.

Qin Weifeng finally made a move.He stood up lightly, and flung out another sentence lightly, "I thought your song was over long ago, why are there still two sentences?"

The other party's response couldn't be more obvious, the refusal was unremarkable, and they even found a way for Zou Shao to get off.

Zou Shao knew that at this time, he should cooperate with the other party in performing some drunken nonsense. The next day, he pretended that nothing had happened and continued to maintain this ordinary classmate relationship.

But when it came to this point, he couldn't bear it.

Qin Weifeng was the first person who made him fall in love with him, even if he was close, he still felt that he could never touch him; he and himself should have had no intersecting life trajectories, but so many sparks were sparked abruptly; When a person meets an outstanding person like Tan Weifeng, he is still willing to maintain such an ordinary and unfamiliar relationship. Even if he refuses, he must clearly hear the other person tell him "I don't like it".

Qin Weifeng is a perfect person in his heart, he can think of ten thousand reasons for the other party to reject him.But the slightest thoughts that are free from rationality still have to be put into practice in person.

How could you be willing to give up if you just tasted it and ended it hastily?

Zou Shao stood up hastily, and the chair rubbed against the ground with an ear-piercing sound.He suddenly embraced the opponent's turned body from behind, his voice trembling a little due to excitement.

His heart was beating against the opponent's back, but he hugged him very weakly, with a bit of careful flattery, and the opponent didn't need much effort to break away.

"Tan Weifeng, tell me." Panting, Zou Shao said, "How do you feel about me?"

Is there any chance that... you like me?

a long time.

Qin Weifeng didn't move or speak.It was in this unbearable silence that the rejection seemed all too obvious.

Zou Shao clenched his hands tightly, twisting the fabric of the other's shoulders into a crumpled flower, and then suddenly let go as if realizing something.

As early as just now, he should have expected Tan Weifeng's response.Now he was slightly relieved, he didn't know if it was the relief of self-deception, or the numbness before the sourness welled up.

"Sorry." Zou Shao heard the other party say something softly, his voice was a bit muffled, "I..."

Qin Weifeng clenched his hands below Zou Shao's invisible, but his face was still calm.

"It's okay." Zou Shao subconsciously squeezed out a fleeting smile, "Then you...let me hug you for a while."

"it's OK."

Zou Shao didn't intend to wait for the other party's response this time. He wrapped his arms tightly and held the other party firmly in his arms. He even felt the shape of the other party's ribs under his arms.The tip of his nose rested lightly on the side of the other's neck, suppressing his breathing and the surging sourness in his head.

Tan said that the wind is like a ball of fire in the ice and snow at this moment, it is warm if you get close to it, but it will be burnt to ashes if you hug it tightly.

Zou Shao let go of his hand, took a few steps back, and said what he needed to say before his sensibility took over his rationality, "I'm very grateful to you during this time, but it won't be convenient for me to be here in the future."

"you……"

"There is one more thing I didn't tell you." Zou Shao curled the corner of his mouth, "Fengshen, happy birthday."