Dig a spoonful of heart meat

Zou Shao's stomach was churning uncomfortably, and he was dragged by Bai Feng to the door.The feeling of violent movements after drinking is not good, and the feet are as erratic as if they are stepping on a layer of cotton.

He looked up, but a white shadow suddenly appeared in front of him, gradually approaching him from outside the door.

Zou Shao frowned, and for a moment, he felt that the white image was Tan Weifeng.But in an instant, he denied his own thoughts in a self-deprecating manner.

He will not come.

The side of the ear seemed to be filled with water, and the surrounding sounds could not be heard clearly.The white shadow walked in front of him, Zou Shao lowered his head slightly, and could only see the position below the waist of the other party.

That person seemed to have said a few words to Bai Feng, but Zou Shao didn't catch a word.

Then, Zou Shao suddenly heard an angry roar sounding behind him, and Bai Feng's shoulders instantly became stiff.

I saw that the middle-aged man who was stopped by Zou Shao for the first time just now seemed unwilling to give up, drunk and lost a little bit of reason.While the two of them turned around, they picked up the iron chair at the side and were about to throw it on Zou Shao's head.

The man moved suddenly, and when Bai Feng realized it, the leg of the chair was less than [-] centimeters away from Zou Shao's head.The iron bar was swung down by the man with all his strength, the speed was so fast that it even made a sharp sound of cutting through the air.

But Zou Shao didn't seem to notice it, his eyes slowly raised up, staring straight at the person coming.

If Bai Feng could see his eyes, it should be because of the astonishment in his eyes.

As soon as Zou Shao saw Tan Weifeng's face clearly, the other party stepped up and disappeared from sight.

Then there was a loud bang, and an iron chair flew obliquely from behind.Zou Shao turned around dully, only to see Tan Weifeng face to face with the middle-aged man with his back turned to him.

Zou Shao subconsciously felt that Tan Weifeng would say something like "Sorry" next.But at this moment, there was only silence around him, and from Zou Shao's perspective, he could only see his straight spine.

The proprietress probably has seen this kind of thing a lot, plus she already knew Bai Feng, seeing that the situation had calmed down a little, she hurried forward to fight.The group of people were persuaded by good words, and they gave it down the steps, so they all snorted and didn't pursue it any further.

Qin Weifeng turned around and grabbed Zou Shao's forearm, and was about to pull his foot out.

Zou Shao was taken aback, and subconsciously threw the opponent away.

Tan Weifeng stopped at the spot with his hands empty, seemingly at a loss in a rare way.

"You're here..." Zou Shao squeezed out a stiff smile.

I wanted to ask, "How do you know I'm here?" But it seemed deliberately unfamiliar, and the words turned around in my mind, but in the end I just spit out these three words.

No matter how intoxicated his head was, Zou Shao could still guess that it was Bai Feng who contacted Tan Weifeng.Reminiscent of what Bai Feng said just now, Zou Shao couldn't help thinking about it.

When he moved out, he made it clear that if he was an ordinary friend, Tan Weifeng didn't have to rush to pick him up.

Is there even a chance...

"You drank too much, go to my house to rest first." The other party's voice seemed to sound through a glass cover.

Zou Shao waved his hand to show that he didn't need to help.The moment he opened the door, the cold wind in the middle of the winter night permeated into the cotton-padded clothes, making him tremble all over, and the alcohol dissipated somewhat.

It wasn't until he walked in the door and sat on the sofa that the room was filled with the long-lost cold wood aroma that Zou Shao gradually came back to his senses.

Qin Weifeng brought a bowl of hangover soup and put it on the tea table in front of him, Zou Shao raised his head and felt depressed, the taste slowly spreading through his mouth.

A little bit bitter and a touch of sweet.

Zou Shao looked around, there was no difference from when he left.The ridiculous thing is that Zou Shao, who has only lived here for a few months, feels kind to someone else's house.

Such a long time is enough for a person to figure out what he really wants and how he feels about a certain person.

In the past few months, Zou Shao already had many questions in his stomach that he wanted to ask Tan Weifeng, but now driven by alcohol, his already unconscious mind made him speak freely.

The clock was just past one o'clock in the morning, and the two sat on both sides of the sofa with their own thoughts.

"Qin calls the wind." Zou Shao said.

Before, he usually followed the public to call him "Fengshen", but now he is called by his name more and more seriously.

"I want to ask you, do you think... I'm not good enough for you."

One is a student god recommended to Tsinghua University, the other is a student ruffian who is struggling at the bottom; one is from a superior family, and the other is troubled by a lot of messy things at home... It seems that no matter from which point of view, the two cannot be said to be a good match.

Zou Shao's tone was very calm, as if he was stating a very easy fact. It seemed that even if Tan Weifeng admitted it decisively, he would have nothing to regret.

But he didn't want to, Tan Weifeng's answer was crisp and neat, without hesitation.

"No, you don't have to think that way."

If someone else answered like this, Zou Shao might still feel that the other party was trying to save face, but Tan Weifeng would not.

He might not open his mouth, but once he said something, it would not be against his will.

Zou Shao nodded, noncommittal, "But I think you should hate me. I have bad grades, do not work, smoke, skip classes, and fight. Everything is on your grounds. You and the problem youth It never goes together, and the whole school knows it."

Zou Shao turned his head and stared at Tan Weifeng with drunken eyes, as if he could burn a hole in the other's face.

"But I don't think you hate me that much." Zou Shao continued, "Why?"

Opening your mouth to ask why others don't hate you is actually a very punchy question, but neither of them is in the mood to joke now.

Why don't you hate Zou Shao?

Qin Weifeng also thought about this.

The first time we met, he was caught fighting, and the second time we met, he was caught jumping over the wall to skip class.

Qin Weifeng thought that he would blacklist him from now on.But what he didn't expect was that not only did he not do this, but he would also take the initiative to help others with medical expenses, and he would feel a little happy when the other party greeted him in the piano room.

Even if his happiness doesn't necessarily show on his face.

No matter what kind of psychology he had, he had to admit that Zou Shao was different in his eyes.

— from the first side.

There is light in his eyes.

Optimistic, energetic, enthusiastic, and a little reckless.Like a calf who is not afraid of tigers, only when he falls into a trap and sees blood can he burst out with almost crazy aggressiveness.

No matter what happens to him, he seems to never be afraid, and dares to go on the rampage according to his own temperament, and that ridiculously blind self-confidence seems to be born with him.I will do what I believe in to the extreme, and I don't even know how to leave a room for the future.

Zou Shao knows what he wants and what he likes, and he can bear the consequences.

But he, Tan Weifeng, has always followed the established and correct path since he was a child, and he has never experienced the fear of getting lost at a fork in the road, and he has never experienced the panic and frustration that ordinary young people will experience.

He has always been the oldest since he was a child, and he is what teachers and parents call "standard other people's children".The pressure from all sides seems to have created a thick and solid wall for his life, making him more cautious and cautious, not daring to overstep the rules.

However, the arrogance that came from his bones made him never bother to bow his head.

Zou Shao and him seem to be two extremes. Those things in Zou Shao may be coveted by him, but they are never owned by him.

Qin Weifeng was thinking in a trance.The lighting in the living room was so bright that it was even mistaken for daytime.The temperature of the heating gradually spread to every corner of the room, forcing a thin layer of sweat to break out on his forehead.

Zou Shao's voice drew his attention back.

"But... I should hate you too." Zou Shao saw that Tan Weifeng kept his head down and said nothing, so he just talked to himself, "Like that kind of person who grew up like the chosen one, who spends all day With a... cold face like someone owes you money to manage things everywhere, Xueba, I even suspect that I'm destined to run afoul of them."

"..."

"But you seem to be different, but I can't say why." Zou Shao's mind was in a mess, and he said whatever he thought, "Maybe it feels like you don't hate me that much, and you are so good, so... good. I It's normal to fall in love with you."

This is a very real sentence, and Tan Weifeng is speechless.

It's just that he kept his head down and didn't see Zou Shao's eyes that kept looking at him.

——From extravagant hope, to bleakness, to helplessness, and finally seems tired and a little numb.

Zou Shao felt that he had reached his point, but Tan Weifeng didn't even respond.As if she hated him so much, she didn't want to look up at him.

Zou Shao stood up with the back of the sofa, and glanced at the clock, it was already 01:30 in the morning.

Tan Weifeng watched him get up, and finally raised his head.

"Sorry to trouble you so late today."

"You want to go back now?"

"Otherwise." Zou Shao turned around and took off the clothes on the hanger, "Actually... I have made it very clear. When I moved out from here, you also knew why. You know that I like you, but you still Want to keep me here overnight?"

Zou Shao took a light breath and continued, "Is it because I drank too much and was in a bad mood, pitying me? Or what?"

Tan Weifeng opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, but Zou Shao didn't give him a chance to interrupt.

"But it makes me feel awkward." He said softly, "I don't like people pity me."

Zou Shao originally thought that he would open the door and walk out without any psychological barriers, but he found that he was deliberately delaying time.The button can't be fastened, I don't know if it's because of the double image in front of my eyes, or...

Although he didn't want to admit it, he was a little bit reluctant.

The buffer time of a few months is enough to calm down a person who is not firm enough, and Zou Shao once thought it was no big deal.

But until he saw that familiar figure in the bar, until he stepped into the door again.

He found that he really liked Tan Weifeng.The cells all over the body will even show pleasure before consciousness at the moment of seeing each other.

A few months didn't seem to be enough to calm him down.

What should be said and what should not be said today is also clear. Once you step out of this door, it not only represents a parting, but also a turning point in the relationship between two people.

If there was still room for it last time, then this time it is a clear statement.

He confirmed that Tan Weifeng had no feelings for him, and he also made it clear that there is no need to feel sorry for him.

It seems that there is no possibility of intersection in the future.

The author has something to say:

Coming soon

In this wonderful world, Zou Shao has a magical ability to remain 18 years old from the first to the third year of high school.Because he has an optimistic attitude, likes to exercise, and breathes fresh air every day, so that he freezes the years

In layman's terms, minors are not allowed to fall in love

Thank you for understanding