Dig a spoonful of heart meat

The end of winter is gradually turning into spring, which is the time when it is warm and cold. It is a bit like the relationship between two people, ambiguous and hesitant, but the last layer of sandpaper has not been pierced for a long time.

Before Tan Weifeng said that he needed some time to think about it, Zou Shao never urged him again.But in fact, what he wants is not the title of "together", but the trust and firmness of two people's decision to get along.

But Tan Weifeng's attitude of approaching and distant made him a little puzzled.

——The behavior of avoiding excessive intimacy can be called deliberate, and it seems to be inadvertently keeping the distance between the two in front of outsiders; but at the same time, he is extremely careful, even in the smallest things.

For example, Qin Weifeng, who never eats spicy food, gradually has Sichuan-flavored hot pot ingredients in the kitchen at home, including two sets of toothbrushes in the bathroom.

But Zou Shao could still feel that, compared to last semester when the two of them hadn't made up their minds, Tan Weifeng now seemed to be deliberately avoiding the final confirmation of the relationship, and sometimes even seemed to be avoiding him.

But the topic that is tacit to each other is: the days when two people live together are not many.

The countdown to the college entrance examination hanging on the wall of the third year of high school has turned to 80 days like a time bomb.

The sky in the early morning of this day was particularly gloomy, but it was not raining, and it was so dark that it gave people a feeling of unreasonable depression.

Zou Shao cut off the vibrating cell phone next to his pillow, glanced out the window, and frowned slightly.

Early mornings without sunlight can also give people a physiological feeling of depression, and Zou Shao has a vague sense of foreboding.

He turned sideways and kissed Tan Weifeng's forehead lightly, and said "Morning" softly like every day.The other party obviously didn't wake up, and moved uncomfortably, then turned his back to Zou Shao.

Zou Shao got up to wash up, took two slices of bread from the kitchen, glanced at his phone to confirm the morning exercise time, then put on his school uniform and walked out the door.

The thick fog instantly soaked his whole body, making it impossible to distinguish between animals and humans one meter away, so that after arriving at the school, he almost stuck to the back of the coach and teacher before he found out where the training team was.

Running in dense fog always has a sense of trepidation and excitement of rushing into the unknown. Without the surrounding buildings as a frame of reference, you can only use muscle memory to adjust your speed.

Zou Shao quickly left the others far behind in the warm-up long-distance running. While breathing rhythmically, he turned on his mobile phone and looked at the stopwatch.

The phone vibrated suddenly, and the message showed that it was Q-Sir. Zou Shao glanced at the time on the phone, and it was exactly half an hour since he came out.

[I'll pick you up after today's training. 】

The rhythm of Zou Shao's feet was chaotic.

Qin Weifeng usually avoids interacting with others on purpose, why is he so active today?

——It was still an intimate gesture like "come to pick him up from school".

Zou Shao pressed the voice message button and put the phone's radio hole to his mouth.

【Ok, I will wait for you. 】

The volume that was deliberately lowered was mixed with a bit of panting after exercise, and it was transmitted along the signal.

After finishing the day's training ahead of schedule, Zou Shao stood at the corner of the playground and waited for Tan Weifeng.This location was relatively remote, and he knew that Tan Weifeng still cared a little bit.

Just thinking about it, the phone suddenly vibrated, this time it wasn't WeChat, it was a phone call.

——The caller is Zou Ze.

Zou Shao goes home by himself several times a week, and his family has never called him in the past few months, and it is only after six o'clock in the morning.

His heart speeded up for no reason, and the premonition of uneasiness has climbed to the extreme since the early morning.

"Zou Shao!" Zou Ze's voice came along the phone, and there seemed to be noisy shouts and the sound of wheels in the background. He gasped and shouted, "Come to No. [-] Hospital quickly, something happened to your grandma!"

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Zou Shao leaned against the wall of the hospital, panting slightly.

After he received the call just now, he felt his mind went blank, and before he had time to say hello to anyone, he hurried out of the school gate and stopped a car.The surrounding taxis honked frantically to express their dissatisfaction.

Since he was a child, he has spent the longest time with his grandma.

Zou Ze hung up halfway through the phone call. Zou Shao felt extremely tormented along the way, and even subconsciously avoided thinking about the idea of ​​"something went wrong".

I just thought: people must be fine.He found that in the face of life and death, other conflicts were pale enough.

He didn't figure out what was going on until he calmed down a little.Probably when his grandma went out to buy vegetables in the morning, she was hit by a motorcycle due to the low visibility in foggy days.

In theory, it was not a serious injury, but after all, he was old.People have just entered the emergency room before they are out of danger.

Zou Shao just remembered that Tan Weifeng said he would come to pick him up today, but no one had time to say hello when he left, so he naturally didn't know where he was going.

But it's okay not to know.

Subconsciously, Zou Shao always wants to show Tan Weifeng the best side, and try to solve some unpleasant things by himself.

Two hours had passed since the end of the training, Zou Shao took out his mobile phone to check, and sure enough, he missed three calls.

The time points were all concentrated within half an hour after the training ended, and I was anxious in the car at that time and didn't hear it.

With Qin Weifeng's temperament, since he didn't come to class on weekends, he would definitely not go to the third floor to escape the cold, and there are no small shops around the school that open so early.

In other words, he stood and waited for him for at least half an hour in this humid and cold foggy day.

The more Zou Shao thought about it, the more distressed he became, and he dialed the phone back in a heartbeat, with a hint of caution in his words.

"Where are you?" The call was picked up almost instantly, and the background sound was mixed with the sound of cars and wind.

Zou Shao was taken aback, "Are you still outside?"

"Where are you?" Tan Weifeng asked again, obviously not as gentle as before.

"...I just received a call during training, saying that something happened at home. I came here in a hurry and didn't have time to tell you." Zou Shao said softly, "I'm sorry for making you worry."

The microphone was silent for a few seconds.

"Where are you, I'll find you."

Zou Shao still reported the name of the hospital.

It was still early when Qin Weifeng arrived, Zou Ze had just gone out to buy breakfast, and Zou Shao was sitting in front of the hospital bed watching people.

Qin Weifeng obviously hung up the phone and immediately took a taxi, and walked into the ward feeling cold.The white padded clothes seemed out of place with the frowning family members sitting by the hospital bed.

With just two hours of jet lag, he had obviously been standing outside waiting. The cotton-padded jacket was already soaked in mist, and a few drops of water could almost be squeezed out from the fur collar.

He was not resistant to the cold, and when he walked in, his cheeks were already flushed, and his lips were slightly blue from the cold.

Zou Shao is such a big person, he will not disappear out of thin air.Although the unexplained disappearance is a bit disturbing, but in this extreme weather, Qin Weifeng stood at the agreed place and waited, which is a bit too concerned.

Zou Shao even wondered if he would have waited at the school gate for a day if he had contacted him later.

How can such a smart person be so "stupid" in this matter that it makes people feel distressed.

Zou Shao wanted to run over immediately and hold him tightly in his arms, but he was worried about public places, so he just wiped off the water drops on his neckline, only to find that the shoulders and backs of his coat were already wet.

"You can wear mine." Zou Shao took off the man's coat without any refusal, and put his own on the man's body.Tan Weifeng didn't feel comfortable arguing with him here, so he let him do it.

Zou Shao deliberately rubbed the back of the opponent's hand lightly, and found that the temperature was close to freezing.

"Hey, is this... classmate Tan Weifeng?" Zou Ze stared at someone coming in and spoke for a while.

He knew that Zou Shao was living in someone's house, and that he was still making up lessons for him, so he had the best impression of Tan Weifeng.

"Yes, hello, uncle." Tan Weifeng curled up his neckline and touched his reddened nose, his voice muffled by the cold.

"Come and sit, come and sit!" Zou Ze pulled two chairs over, "You two have a really good relationship, are you good friends?"

It was originally a subconscious question, and it could have been easily resolved by saying "yes", but both of them remained silent.

Ten seconds passed, and the atmosphere was momentarily awkward.

Zou Shao didn't mind temporarily concealing the relationship between the two, but the problem was that Tan Weifeng kept avoiding this issue, and even he himself couldn't figure out the other party's attitude.

They obviously like each other, and they have kissed each other, but they always want to hide it.

Zou Shao looked up at Tan Weifeng, who stared at a spot on the ground and remained silent.

"You..." Zou Ze was a little puzzled.

Qin Weifeng: They are friends.

Zou Shao: He is my boyfriend.

The voices of two people sounded at the same time.

Zou Shao: ...

The author has something to say:

Come on, bow!

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: WY; oops;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: Northern Lights;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!