Dig a spoonful of heart meat

Zou Shao followed Tan Weifeng within a few steps, and the other party didn't have any special reaction when he saw him, as if he knew that he was coming, so he deliberately slowed down and waited.

Zou Shao's anger just now has long since disappeared, and now he sees people standing outside, and he can't say anything.

The two walked out of the hospital side by side in such a tacit and silent manner, and crossed the road.The sun has already penetrated the mist, drying out the remaining traces of water on the ground without leaving a trace.

"Go over there." Zou Shao raised his chin towards the opposite side of the road, "There is a pork rib rice noodle, which tastes good."

Qin Weifeng likes light meals like noodles, and he always remembers it.

The moment the two of them crossed the zebra crossing, the red light came on, and the vehicle moved forward slowly. Zou Shao seemed to have heard what Tan Weifeng said, but was instantly drowned in the sound of the car.

He said, "Sorry."

Zou Shao pinched the center of his eyebrows a little irritably, and took two quick steps forward.

Afterwards, the two of them didn't have much communication. After eating together and returning to the ward, the atmosphere was still entirely dependent on Zou Ze alone to stir up the flames.

Qin Weifeng kept chattering with Zou Ze out of politeness, but Zou Shao sat there motionless, as if adding a bgm could instantly become a Buddha.

The key problem is that he doesn't think it's a little awkwardness: the petty fights and mutual concessions are over.

This is a matter of attitude and cannot be accommodated.

"Oh, I'm thirsty after talking so much, why don't I go out and get some water, my waist is bad when I'm old, and I can't lift it by myself." Zou Ze looked at Zou Shao, "Why don't you go get it with me? "

Zou Shao, who didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, but was arranged to carry water: ...

But in fact, both of them understood that this was just an excuse for Zou Ze to have a private conversation with Zou Shao.

Zou Shao didn't know why, but he followed out anyway, and the two stopped at the corner of the stairs.

Since Zou Shao moved there, the relationship between their father and son has improved a lot.Zou Shao had little contact with this father since he was a child, but now he sometimes finds him quite interesting.

Zou Shao is not a person who is used to clinging to some things in the past, and he is far less repulsive towards Zou Ze than he was at the beginning.

And Zou Ze probably never dared to think that he would be able to talk face to face with his son like this in his lifetime, and talk about issues calmly.

"If you have anything to say, just tell me." Zou Shao was actually in no mood to talk now, leaning on the handrail of the stairs, silently looking out the window.

After a long time, Zou Ze leaned against the wall and sighed softly, "Xiao Shao, do you know how I met your mother?"

Zou Shao was obviously taken aback, he didn't expect Zou Ze to tell him this.

The role of father was missing from his memory, and he sensibly avoided talking about his father in front of his mother.As for how the two met, it was naturally an extremely unfamiliar field for him.

Zou Ze understood Zou Shao's expression, and said slowly, "You and I, Mom, are classmates in high school."

Zou Shao showed no expression on the surface, but subconsciously held his breath, trying to remember every word in his heart.

"We have been talking about graduating from high school, and finally getting married, until...until my accident, we have been together." Zou Ze said with a chuckle, "In the eyes of outsiders, we are actually a couple from first love to marriage. A role model, but in fact we have experienced many ups and downs among us, and we even broke up in different places at the university.”

"All these years, I've been thinking about you-Mom for nothing." Zou Ze said, lighting a cigarette, without giving Zou Shao a chance to intervene, "You should stop smoking at your age."

"This is the hospital." Zou Shao said lightly.

"You kid, you are really straightforward." Zou Ze laughed and threw the cigarette butt into the trash can.

"In fact, the stage where friction is likely to occur has nothing to do with feelings, but with the stage of life. For example, when there is an important turning point, two people may have conflicts, and the impact will not be small. "

"For example, if you graduate from university and look for a job, such as unemployment, such as the college entrance examination."

"The two of you are not just classmates now."

Zou Shao finally raised his head, looked at Zou Ze's obscure profile at the stairs, "...No."

"But his attitude was very ambiguous."

Zou Ze nodded without expressing surprise, "Actually, as early as when you went to live in his house, I could feel that ordinary classmates are probably not so close. But the problem is that you think it's nothing, but it doesn't mean that others think it's nothing too. .This society is not so tolerant of sexual minorities after all.”

Zou Shao: "Then can it still be kept secret?"

"That's not enough." Zou Ze said, "But at this age, you have to be more considerate, especially when you encounter this kind of thing for the first time, you have to think from his perspective. His family members will be like me. Are you willing to accept it? He is about to go to university, but you still have to prepare for the college entrance examination, which is considered a half-distance."

"Take a step back, even if it's the opposite sex, can the relationship between our two families be right?"

Zou Shao really had nothing to say, he had never thought about these issues before.

"Then we now..."

"The main problem now is not between you, but outside of you." Zou Ze stood up straight, and his tone became serious, "I think the two of you are not suitable."

"What?!" Zou Shao listened for a long time, and before he had time to feel grateful for his family's acceptance, he was caught off guard by such a sentence.

"Personality, values, these are all easy to talk about. The worst thing is that you can't go on breaking up, at least you are still young." Zou Ze tapped the handrail of the stairs lightly with his knuckles, "It depends on your background and future development. It's a long way off."

"He may not ask you to do anything, but you have to understand: unless you are on the same level as him, you are also able to help him. This is a healthy relationship."

Zou Ze patted him on the shoulder, "The problem may not be entirely with him, but also with you, what do you think about the future. It's not that two children can be together forever because they like each other."

This is the first time that Zou Shao has said so many words to Zou Ze, and it is still such a philosophical and private issue.

So much so that until he returned to the ward, what he said just now was still echoing in his mind.

"Unless you stand at the same height as him, you are equally capable of helping him."

Looking back now, it seems that Tan Weifeng has always thought more about his future plans.Including spending a lot of time to make up for him, including persuading him to become a sports student, and mentioning Tsinghua's admission score.

Even though they were not together when they were doing this, they didn't even know each other's intentions.

Zou Shao was suddenly startled by a question: Does that mean that at this moment, Tan Weifeng has already...

——He always thought that he was the one who moved first, and the attitude of the other party changed after the two separated for more than a month, so he agreed to try together first.

But what if he was too slow?

Whether it is, the other party has been laying the groundwork carefully, but he wants to open up wasteland.It wasn't until they walked to the middle of the wasteland that they suddenly discovered each other's powerlessness.He still wanted to blame the other party, why the two of them couldn't move an inch.

The damp coat hanging on the wall has long been dried by the temperature in the house, and the hands of the clock turn from noon to sunset.

Even though there was no communication, Tan Weifeng had no intention of leaving at all, and even slightly rolled up his sleeves.

But just sit in silence.

The sky gradually darkened, and the outdoor temperature dropped precipitously again.

Zou Ze didn't know how he planned to deal with this matter after talking with Zou Shao, but he couldn't let people stay in the hospital all the time and go back too late.

"It's getting late, why don't you say Feng go back first, uncle will go out to see you off." Zou Ze got up.

Qin Weifeng's eyes seemed to drift slightly towards Zou Shao, but it was mistaken for an illusion.He stood up, intending to take his coat from the hanger.

"Dad, you go back." Zou Shao, who had been silent all afternoon, suddenly spoke, startling both of them.

"You go back, I can stay here, and we can watch in shifts."

Zou Ze didn't object, and continued to put on his coat, "Then I'll come over tomorrow morning to change you."

Zou Shao turned his head to look at Tan Weifeng, "You should go back first, it's cold tonight."

As he was speaking, his expression gradually froze on his face, because he saw Tan Weifeng take off his half-dressed coat in front of the two of them.

"It's definitely too busy for one person, and there are few nurses in the middle of the night." Tan said that Feng's expression did not change, "I will stay with you."

The author has something to say:

Zou Shao: Am I not standing tall enough?

Fengshen: You can be tall.

Zou Ze: You will leave when I am here, and you will not leave once I leave. Can we not be so obvious? ?

Thanks to the little angels who threw thunder: WY oops

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