Dig a spoonful of heart meat

He was discharged from the hospital a month later, during which time Zou Shao had no contact with Tan Weifeng.

Probably the cramped and depressing environment of hospitals and wards makes people more likely to be depressed, or maybe it is because the grief of the death of a loved one has not found a suitable outlet, and Zou Shao's mental state is very bad recently.

It is reflected in many aspects such as loss of appetite, depression, and memory loss.

After discharge from the hospital, the doctor still suggested resting in bed, with occasional joint activities.

Another half month later, it was the midterm exam for the second grade of high school. Due to special circumstances, he was allowed to take the exam at home.

Feeling bad.

He could feel that the questions in this test paper were not difficult, but unexpectedly he couldn't get started, and he even forgot the train of thought for many of the questions he usually practiced.

If you panic in the examination room, you will easily lose everything.

While waiting for the results, Zou Shao still had a fluke mentality. When he was admitted to Class Two, he didn't feel that he did well in the exam, so this time it shouldn't be too bad.

It may be that this set of papers is just weird, and neither I nor others can.

So much so that when the results came out, he was a little confused.

Fifty people are printed on one report card, he is not on the first one, and still not on the second...

Still no fourth.

If you can stay in the top two classes, you need to be at least stable in the top [-].

Zou Shao felt that he must have lost sight of it, and flipped through the first one in order, but still nothing.

I can't tell what kind of psychology it is now, because my hands are shaking slightly due to extreme tension and unknown, but due to the mental state of exhaustion recently, I even feel a little numb.

Numbly turned to the seventh page, 312.

Zou Shao stared at the report card calmly for 2 minutes before he realized that he was ranked more than 300 this time.

There are only 500 students in the nine classes. What is the concept of more than 300 people?second half level.

From the first [-] to the second class, to the first Waterloo after the division, the gap is so abrupt that people can't react for a while.

The head teacher called in an instant.

Apparently she is still optimistic about Zou Shao, the "dark horse from the last class to the second class". It is normal to have ups and downs in grades, and your potential is not a problem"...

Zou Shao didn't know how much he had listened to, and for a moment he just felt that the saying "misfortunes never come singly" was true.

Zou Ze opened the door and brought in a plate of fruit. The recent series of difficulties at home made him haggard a lot, and even a few gray hairs grew on his temples.

With Zou Ze like this, Zou Shao couldn't hold on to the past.

After all, what happened was not what anyone wanted.

Zou Ze patted Zou Shao on the shoulder lightly, but couldn't say anything.

Probably only he knows how bad Zou Shao's mental state is recently. He doesn't sleep well every day, and he is not lazy at all in answering questions. But after all, there is a strong positive correlation between learning efficiency and his own state.

It's no wonder Zou Shao himself.

He knew how much the death of his relatives had hit Zou Shao, but he hadn't vented his anger once so far. It seemed that except for the first few days when he was a little depressed, his life quickly returned to normal.

Unusually fast.

The mood of the whole person is like being tightly wrapped by a plastic film, the color and fragrance are real, but it is so stuffy that no air can get out.

So depressing.

It will be a very unhealthy state if the whole person is depressed to the extreme.

Like a spring that has been tightened to the extreme, it will either bounce back with full force, or it will be gradually damaged under heavy pressure and lose its original elastic coefficient.

He would rather Zou Shao could bounce it back, it doesn't matter if it flies.

The pressure of the spring comes not only from the outside, but also from the heart.There is a strong conflict between wanting but not being able to get rid of desire and desire.

Zou Ze put the plate aside and said, "The doctor said that the recovery is almost the same, and I will definitely be able to return to school next semester. Follow up more then, there must be a chance."

Zou Shao didn't say a word, which was his tacit consent.

"I haven't contacted him yet," Zou Shao said suddenly.

"It's been almost a month and a half since he called last time."

One and a half months, nearly fifty days, does not need to be converted into seconds, nor is it a short period of time that passes easily.

How many days have the two been together.

Qin Weifeng came out of Super C, carrying a week's worth of chocolate and yogurt in his schoolbag.Sometimes when I go to the gym and I can't make time to eat before class, I will take these things on the small comprehensive bench to cope.

When he first entered school, Friday night was the most relaxing time for both of them. Every time he came out of the supermarket, he would habitually make a phone call.

So that every Friday night after that, when he came out of the supermarket and went downstairs to pick up fruit in the dormitory, he would subconsciously glance at WeChat.

People who stick to the top are always hard to ignore.

The glowing headshots on the stage are firmly on the top of a group of 99+ group messages.

What's even harder to ignore is that the record of the last call is still from the previous month.

Zou Shao's attitude made him hard to understand.You can pursue it with all your strength, or you can deal with it coldly without saying a word for a month and a half.

At any rate, he understood Zou Shao's temperament, and knew that the other party was not the kind of person who would be hot for three minutes.

In this case, [-]% of the time something special happened.

But what he minded was that even though he had made it clear during the last phone call, the other party still didn't express anything, and didn't reveal half of the current problem.

This is a very chilling way of handling, no trust, no disclosure, no resolution.

This kind of attitude is tantamount to excluding everyone, and it is impossible to break in by force, besides, Tan Weifeng is not the kind of temperament that is used to make others difficult.

Qin Weifeng stared at the other person's profile picture on the chat page for a while, and then quit habitually.

In the circle of friends, the physical education teacher is posting photos of the provincial competition.This time Wencheng No. [-] Middle School has done very well, it is not an exaggeration to say that it has revived its prestige.

Qin Weifeng zoomed in on the photos, flipping through them one by one from the first row to the last row.

There is no Zou Shao.

Why not?

The last time the physical education teacher gave him the answer that "the situation is not very optimistic", he only regarded it as a contusion and sprain, at most it was a severe muscle strain that could not recover in half a month.

But two months.

He knows how important this game is to Zou Shao, and he still has to abandon the game two months after the injury. How "unoptimistic" is it?

Is he the only one still kept in the dark?

Why haven't you contacted him for so long?

I felt a nameless fire rising from my heart, and along with some aggrieved and sour feeling, I poured a handful of alcohol and ignited it.

What do you mean?

What does he mean to himself?

He clicked on the chat page and made a voice call. No matter what the result was, he wanted an answer today.

What do you take me for?

No one answered, he dialed three times in a row.

It was the first time, the first time anyone had made him feel so angry, nervous, anxious, and somewhat disappointed.

Failure to answer five WeChat calls in a row can explain a lot of problems.Are busy right now, or don't want to talk at all.

Either way, he can't contact the other party now.

But Tan Weifeng has such a stubborn temper, the more he can't get in touch, he wants to let the other party make it clear now.

Q-Sir: Call me now, or I'll go find you now.

Then I added another sentence: give me a reply within 10 minutes.

After posting, there was a vague pleasure in my heart.

Resolute, arrogant, and even a little unreasonable.

It's not waiting for the other party's reply in a friendly and rational way, it's not that you have been struggling with the gradual and orderly progress and enough is enough in this relationship, it's not that you have to hold your breath for a month and a half and insist on waiting for the other party to find you.

Rather ask.Clear, clear.

Because it is a lover, this strength is the basic power.

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