Dig a spoonful of heart meat

"I'll go up and change clothes and take a shower." Zou Shao said, "Your dormitory is a bit far away, why don't you just make do here first."

"Then your roommate..."

"What's a roommate? You can't let your roommate know if you're in a relationship?" Zou Shao half-joked, "Besides, they have competitions in their events these days, so they're not in the dormitory."

Tan Weifeng and Zou Shao took the elevator upstairs and almost walked out of the stairwell, facing Zou Shao's bedroom.

Zou Shao dug out a set of clothes from the closet, and handed it to Tan Weifeng along with his student card, "Go wash it first."

Qin Weifeng didn't move, his eyes fixed on the corner of Zou Shao's table.

There was a pencil case on the corner of the table, with a faded red thread protruding from the edge.

"You..." He looked at the edge, suddenly speechless.

Zou Shao followed his gaze and said, "It's been two years, I'll buy a new pair in the future."

The body was not dirty at all, and Tan Zhifeng came back after washing in about ten minutes.Zou Shao took the student card and walked into the bathroom, almost in a hurry.He turned on the cold water to the maximum and poured it down on his head and face.

--too hot.

As soon as he closed his eyes, his mind was filled with Tan Weifeng's active hugs and kisses in the rain just now, and the always rigorous person became messy, with a hint of flattery and weakness, which smashed his heart into a puddle of water.

And when Tan Weifeng just came back from the bathroom, the water droplets hanging from his hair dripped onto his chest, and his eyes were still a little hot and wet.

His clothes were obviously baggy, and they were cleverly rolled up by someone who was teasing and didn't know it, revealing his well-articulated hands and ankles.Instinctive attraction is like a vine, attached to the bone marrow of a person.

Then skyrocketed.

He stood under the shower head, waiting for the heat to subside slowly.

When he walked into the dormitory, his gaze was still subconsciously avoided.

"Why so long?" Tan Weifeng didn't notice Zou Shao's conflicted eyes, "I'd better go back and change clothes first."

"Wait."

Qin Weifeng was held back by Zou Shao, and when he turned around, he saw the eyes of the other party were flushed, like a wild animal with the desire to bite desperately, but was severely suppressed by his mind.

Qin Weifeng was taken aback for a moment, his gaze dropped slightly, and he roughly understood what was going on.

Can't hide it at all.

Looking at the person in front of him, Zou Shao felt a fire burning in his skull, and the fire spread along the throat, drying up the liquid in the throat in an instant, and the friction of the vocal cords lacked moisture, so he was too dumb to speak.

But the fire is still raging, passing through the heart veins, abdominal cavity, and further down.

The possessive desire that had been dormant for a long time gradually raised its head. He liked this person, so he wanted to do intimate things with him.Human beings have the seven emotions and six desires, which cannot be avoided.

But not now, too soon.

"Go back." Zou Shao said hoarsely.

It's best to disappear from the field of vision now, and take away the temperature evoked by the eyes along the way.

Qin said that the wind took a step.

But instead of going out, it is going in.

He knew exactly what Zou Shao was thinking.

His eyes fell again, and he said softly, "Do you need me to help you?"

His eyes are like hooks, and so is his voice, not a soft hook that can hang bait, but a rusty sharp one.

The hook scratched through the copper wall and iron wall, but it was able to put away all the sharpness in front of Zou Shao.

Just because of this sentence.

The haystack that blocked the fire suddenly collapsed, and turned into a sharp weapon to make the fire, screaming and roaring along with the wind.

Zou Shao took a step forward, his eyes had completely peeled off the opponent.

He clearly knew that the other party was only innocent, but he still deliberately asked: "How can I help?"

The last time I "ganged" was at the hospital at night. With the cover of darkness, people always have to indulge a little bit.

But it is different now, it is daytime, and everything that can be done during the day must be aboveboard and have a clear conscience.

Qin Weifeng looked away, stretched out his hand to pinch the rope at the waistband of Zou Shao's sports pants, and slowly pulled it outward, the texture of the knot suppressed the friction, until the waist loosened and the knot completely fell apart.

He seemed very brave, but he was worried in his heart.

It was not only the knot that was unraveled, but also the extremely tight string in his mind.

Zou Shao swept aside the sundries on the desk with one hand, and with the other hand pulled the cloth from the shoulders of the person to the front of the table.

"How do you want to help?" Zou Shao asked again.

"How do you want me to help?"

Zou Shao lowered his head, and the hot air from his nose hit the side of the opponent's neck, burning a thin red.

"Fengshen, do you want me..."

One sentence burst out sparks all over the place, igniting all the fuses that were about to be done but not yet done.

Qin Weifeng raised his head and reluctantly responded, but was pushed back by Zou Shao and hit the side of the table hard.The legs of the table rubbed against the ground, making a muffled sound.

Tan Weifeng's cheeks and the corners of his eyes turned crimson due to nervousness and bewilderment, as if he didn't know where to put his hands, and just walked around Zou Shao's waist.The movements were not too forceful, and the fingertips seemed to be scratching their feet, igniting a fire that was difficult to relieve on the wasteland.

Unbearable, Zou Shao turned against the guest, turned over and pushed the man down, his eyes darkened, and even his voice became hoarse.

"Did you have some misunderstanding." Zou Shao lowered his head and bit the man's jaw, "I told you to want me, but I didn't let you want me up there..."

"you!"

Qin Weifeng's wrist was pressed by Zou Shao, and the color of the tail of his eyes was like red plum blossoms, but mixed with a bit of grievance and unwillingness.

Zou Shao's heart softened, and he said, "If you really want to be on top, I can also cooperate with you."

The two stalemate for a long time, Tan Weifeng finally compromised and looked away.

In the winter night, the petals of the plum blossoms were peeled off little by little, revealing the white and thin inner depths, but the flower picker couldn't bear to break off the branches directly, and just rubbed lightly on the edge of the stamens.The temperature, which was almost frosty, was burned by this simple action, and it merged into water droplets, flowing down the curve of the neck.

The coldness was even worse, the flower picker blocked the wind and snow with one hand, but Hanmei was still trembling with its branches.

Plum blossoms are not afraid of the cold, it's just that they don't have petals to cover their bodies.

"What are you shaking?" Zou Shao slowed down his movements, brushed his fingertips over the contours of the opponent's eyebrows, and lifted a drop of cold sweat.

There is a sharp spring cold in his eyes, but also a flame that is not so strong as to burn people.The knuckles, which are good at cruising on the keys, tightened one by one, and then grabbed the cloth scattered on the side into a nice shape.

Confused, but intertwined.

Zou Shao let out a breath, and patiently separated each other's fingers one by one, and held them one by one in his hand.

"Does it hurt?"

"...It's okay. It's okay, I can hold it back." Tan Weifeng paused for a few seconds and said in a muffled voice, as his teeth were clenched tightly, the position of the protruding cheekbones moved up slightly.

"It's okay if I don't want to listen to you."

Zou Shao used almost all his concentration to not completely break off the branch, leaving some wisps of wires hanging down weakly, and was supported by one hand.

"Tell me if it hurts, or bite me, whatever."

Qin Weifeng's eyelids trembled slightly, he pulled out a forced smile, suppressed the broken breathing, and said word by word, "Of course, it hurts."

"But without you, back then, when we broke up, it hurt."

——He should have said this sentence a long time ago, and said it squarely.

But he has always hidden his inner emotions very well, desperate for face.If he didn't want to speak, and the other party didn't ask, the bitterness in his stomach could rot in the soil.

No matter how intense the emotions are reflected on him, they must be diluted a few shades first.

But now, he's crying out for pain.

He was actively tearing off the thin flesh on his chest, digging out his heart to show the other party.Look at the heart, but also look at the wound.

Zou Shao looked at him, but suddenly couldn't say a word.

Thousands of words rushed out of the heart, all of which were blocked in the throat, sour and swollen and dull pain.

Every bit of pain is empathetic, and I dare not enjoy it alone, nor dare to admit it.

It was he who was ruthless and forced the other party to give up; it was he who pretended to be smart, but took a long and winding road, and his neck was scratched by the edges and corners.

It was him who was self-defeating, obviously he was the one who liked each other, the one who couldn't bear his hard work, the one who was so stubborn and unwilling to speak up, so he was left alone to think over and over again.

Think about why you want to break up.

Why should we break up?

Love is deep without knowing it, nor does it understand the thoughts of others.

Two years is enough to make a person reborn, and it is also enough to make a well-crafted garden completely barren.Among them, the right time, place and people are indispensable. If any link goes wrong, it is impossible to know when the moth will reproduce.

Just how lucky.

In the future, they will have many years to go together.

Zou Shao didn't say a word, but gently but firmly tore off the last thread of the plum blossom branch in the light of water reflected in the opponent's eyes.

He carried the flowers and got into the cave. The cave was narrow, and the rough rocks beside him made him painful.

But as he walked forward, the flames on both sides ignited, and the temperature was so hot that it was hard to breathe.

He doesn't know cadence, he doesn't know how to change, he just explores with the most instinctive intuition without any rules, and his gestures are chaotic.

A few drops of water flowed out from the cuts of the flower branches, like rain flowing over the dry river bottom, and the cold winter turned into spring in an instant.In response to the call of the people kneeling on the ground to pray for rain, the rain fell all over the ground.

Moisturizes every shriveled crack, melts into the green grass tip, and resonates with everyone's sincere heart.

He felt that the other party bit his shoulder hard, mixed with the hot air coming from nowhere, which made the rain scene drunk.

He caressed the broken branches over and over again, but the flowers were very quiet, only making a slight sound every time they brushed.

The flowers were beautiful and warm, and he liked them too.

But holding it in my hand, there is an urge to cry.

"I'm sorry, it's okay, it's all over..." Zou Shao hugged him tightly with the strength that melted into his flesh and blood, and whispered in his ear over and over again, no matter how many words the other party could hear now.

"I will never let you go again."

"Never again, never in my life."

The author has something to say:

To quote a line from Qixi Fanwai: "The relationship between them does not conform to the law of energy conservation, because they like to do positive work."

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