The actor's high-compatibility lover

Ning Yuanzheng stood beside him, paying attention to Wen Yan's expression, seeing that he was only blushing and not resisting, so he relaxed, and deliberately moved closer and asked, "Do you mind?"

Wen Yan swallowed a mouthful of saliva, his delicate Adam's apple shook up and down, and said in a low voice: "It's okay, I don't mind, isn't this... normal?"

It's normal for couples to lie in the same bed, or do something more intimate.

Although he has never talked about love, he still sees friends around him.

It's actually not normal for him to look a little alienated from Ning Yuanzheng.

The reason for the estrangement is mainly because of him.

Every time he thought of this, he felt sorry for Ning Yuanzheng.

He blushed, trying to sit on the bed with a calm expression, "Well, go wash up..."

This sentence is very similar to what a wife would tell her husband to wash up and go to bed early.

Ning Yuanzheng thought about it bluntly, and went to wash up distractedly.

Although the environment is wrong and there are countless light bulbs mixed in, the posture is still partially correct.

When he came back, Wen Yan was already lying down, because he was on the plane, he was fully dressed, with a seat belt around his waist, and a thin blanket covering his body.

The whole person lay down neatly, looking very stiff.

Ning Yuanzheng laughed.

Why are children so nervous, this is not okay, you need to relax properly.

Wen Yan opened his eyes and tried his best to breathe calmly and relieve the tension, but it didn't seem to work much.

He was still very nervous.

In addition to being shy and nervous, he was also stiff and frightened.

After those things happened that year, he never slept in the same bed with others again.

But he can't go on like this for the rest of his life, he wants to try to overcome it for Ning Yuanzheng.

Someone is lying down next to you.

The tall alpha with an extremely strong sense of presence lay beside him.

Ning Yuanzheng turned sideways and put one hand on his shoulder.

He became stiff all of a sudden, and the blush spread out on his fair face, which was very attractive.

Ning Yuanzheng's hand stroked down his shoulder, extending from the arm to the palm, and finally interlocking his fingers.

In order to facilitate the rest of the guests, all the lights in the cabin are dimmed at this time, and after the beds are made, the partitions outside the first-class cabin have been pulled up.

This is a hidden little world.

Only belong to the privacy of two people.

At an altitude of more than 1 meters, two people shared the same bed for the first time.

There is an inexplicable warmth and excitement.

Because of the partition, Ning Yuanzheng is not afraid of what he is going to do being seen by others.

Here, he can go a little further.

The lights in the cabin are dim, with only a little light coming in from the energy-saving lamps in the corridor.

Ning Yuanzheng clasped Wen Yan's hand with one hand, and slowly approached him.

A soft kiss landed on Wen Yan's forehead.

Wen Yan became stiff all of a sudden.

All the blush had faded, and her face was pale.

Those terrible memories flooded in like a tide, and he couldn't control his slight trembling.

In the darkness, there seemed to be a pair of big hands, with an alpha breath that made him very uncomfortable, trying to use pheromone to suppress him, control him, and make him unable to resist...

The closer you get, the more obvious the sweet and sour cherry smell on Wen Yan's body becomes. Ning Yuanzheng is a little lost, unable to control himself, and doesn't notice Wen Yan's unusual reaction. The kiss goes down his forehead, deeply .

Wen Yan closed his eyes, and tried hard to tell himself that the person touching him now was Ning Yuanzheng, not the scary person in his memory, but his fingertips couldn't stop trembling.

He wanted to respond, but found that he simply couldn't control his body.

The kiss didn't end until Ning Yuanzheng felt that the kiss was a bit too much, and there might be some embarrassing scenes if he continued to kiss, so he backed away a little.

Ning Yuanzheng was also panting a bit, feeling like he was on the verge of firing a gun, he calmed down for a while before asking in a soft and hoarse voice: "Xiaoyan, are you okay, is there any discomfort?"

Wen Yan didn't answer.

Ning Yuanzheng frowned, feeling something was wrong, and immediately turned on the reading light above his head.

What happened on the bed took him by surprise.

Wen Yan curled up, biting his lip, trembling slightly.

"What's wrong with you?" Ning Yuanzheng immediately asked nervously, "What's wrong?"

Wen Yan opened his mouth slightly, and wanted to say that he was fine, that he was not uncomfortable, but he couldn't say a word.

Ning Yuanzheng wanted to unbuckle his seat belt, so he went to the flight attendant and asked the doctor to show him.

Wen Yan grabbed Ning Yuanzheng's hand with difficulty, and said softly, "I'm fine."

Ning Yuanzheng frowned, "Are you okay?"

Wen Yan took several deep breaths, looked at the warm reading light above his head, and slowly broke away from the scene where memories and reality intertwined.

He's not at home now, he's on the plane.

It's not that scary person by my side, it's Ning Yuanzheng, his boyfriend.

Ning Yuanzheng respected him very much and never forced him to do anything. Although the fit between the two was very high, Ning Yuanzheng never used pheromones to force him to do anything.

He finally regained his composure and stopped shaking.

He sat up stiffly from the bed and whispered, "Sorry, I just... PTSD again."

Ning Yuanzheng smiled wryly, "Xiaoyan, you shouldn't say sorry for your PTSD, it should be me who said sorry to you, I didn't pay attention to your reaction, and forced you. Are you okay now? Are you feeling bad? Do you want me to ask the stewardess to find a doctor to take a look?"

Wen Yan was silent for a moment, then slowly shook his head, "I'm fine."

Ning Yuanzheng carefully observed his face, and was relieved when he saw a little blood on his face.

"Did my action offend me just now? If you feel uncomfortable, please tell me in time."

Wen Yan pursed his lips, and said after a while: "It's not your problem, it's me. I can't accept lying with others right now."

Ning Yuanzheng also sat up, separated a short distance from Wen Yan, tried not to put pressure on others, and tried to soften his voice, "If you want, can you talk about it, it doesn't matter if you don't want to, let's take it slowly. "

The most important step in the treatment of PTSD is to face up to one's previous nightmares and overcome them step by step.

Recently, Ning Yuanzheng also asked people to check Wen Yan's past affairs a little bit, not for anything else, but to better help treat PTSD.

But what happened back then involved Omega's privacy, the police sealed the case and found no clues.

He didn't know that Wen Yan would have such a big reaction to intimacy in the dark.

Wen Yan embraced his knees, not knowing where to start.

In fact, after what happened that year, he slept with the light on for a long time, and he would have nightmares when he turned off the light.

It's finally better now, but it's also hard to accept lying in a dark environment with other people and doing intimate behavior.

I don't know how long it took before he heard his dry voice, "Once upon a time, an alpha entered my room after I fell asleep, in the darkness, he, he wanted to treat me..."

His breathing became more and more rapid, and he couldn't breathe again, and his face turned pale.

Ning Yuanzheng wanted to hug him to comfort him, but he was afraid that he would not be able to accept the hug at this time, so he was very anxious, so he could only hold his hand and coax him in a low voice: "It's okay, Xiaoyan, don't be afraid, there is no such person here..."

After a while, Wen Yan didn't catch his breath, and continued: "Later, my brother beat that person away, and my brother was injured at that time."

Ning Yuanzheng's face was ashen, but he still suppressed his anger and comforted Wen Yan: "It's okay, don't be afraid, it's over."

Wen Yan whispered: "Yes, it's all over..."

Ning Yuanzheng had many questions in his heart, but he also knew that it was not a good time, so he could only suppress himself, don't ask, and comfort Wen Yan in a low voice.

Under the dim reading light, Wen Yan's figure was exceptionally thin.

Ning Yuanzheng really wanted to hug him in his arms to comfort him, but he was afraid of scaring him.

After an unknown amount of time, Wen Yan finally raised his head from between his knees, and said to Ning Yuanzheng, "I'm fine, let's stop talking about those things, turn off the lights and go to sleep."

It's past eleven o'clock now, they have been busy filming and rushing to work, both of them are very tired, and Ning Yuanzheng has stayed up for several days.

Wen Yan felt that he couldn't delay the other party's rest time so willfully.

There was still water in Wen Yan's eyes, biting his lower lip, the delicate and fragile person who looked like a porcelain doll was extraordinarily strong at this moment.

He is always like this, looking weak, but in fact he can carry everything on his immature shoulders.

Ning Yuanzheng felt that his eye sockets and nose were sour.

It's kind of embarrassing for someone in his late thirties.

He took a deep breath and asked gently, "Is it okay for you to sleep here by yourself?"

Wen Yan was startled, "What's wrong?"

"The reading light is on for you, don't be afraid, I'll be lying next to you, call me immediately if you have anything to do." Ning Yuanzheng stood up as he said, "There are not many people in the first-class cabin today, I can ask the stewardess to put the The bed is also made, and I'll lie there."

"It's okay, I think I can..." Wen Yan took Ning Yuanzheng's hand, trying to stop him.

"But I don't want to force you." Ning Yuanzheng's voice was deep and mellow, extraordinarily gentle, "I don't want to force you to accept me, we can take our time. What's more, I don't dare to challenge my self-control, I'm afraid to turn off the light for a while , I will lie with you, and I will want to touch you again, making you uncomfortable."

"After all, you are really attractive to me."

Ning Yuanzheng's words successfully made the pale Wen Yan slowly blush, "But, but..."

Obviously before, Ning Yuanzheng was looking forward to the two of them sleeping together.

Ning Yuanzheng opened the baffle and continued: "Don't worry, I'm just lying next to you, you can see me as long as you turn your head, don't worry about being sad or afraid, I will always be with you."

When he said this, his voice changed and became a little serious, "Of course, I can accept that you sleep alone, but I can't accept that you pull up the baffle, don't let me not see you, let me worry about you, can you? "

Wen Yan looked at Ning Yuanzheng and nodded slowly, "Okay."

When Ning Yuanzheng wanted to turn around and call the stewardess, he heard Wen Yan whisper, "I'll get used to you slowly."

The stewardess quickly made the bed next to it, and Ning Yuanzheng was lying on it, and Wen Yan could see it from one side of his head.

It is undeniable that under such circumstances, Wen Yan's heart is still under pressure. If he lies with Ning Yuanzheng again, he may still be so nervous that his whole body becomes stiff. If Ning Yuanzheng does something unconsciously, he may still be able to breathe. difficulty.

Ning Yuanzheng's arrangement was very good, not only accompanying him, but not making him nervous.

He looked sideways at the tall alpha not far away, feeling extra at ease.

Ning Yuanzheng seemed to notice his gaze, took out his phone, shook it, and smiled softly at him.

Wen Yan received news from Ning Yuanzheng.

Ning: Hope to lie down with you next time

Ning: don't stress

Ning: Let's take our time

Wen Yan put the phone in his heart, feeling that his heart was beating fast, those terrible memories were finally completely far away from him, he felt sweet and shy.

Hikoshi: good

Yanshi: Let's go together next time

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-07-0623:47:23~2020-07-0718:12:14期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of no fish in Rocky;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!