Like smoke, like a dream, suddenly, startled

I stood in front of the mirror again and looked at myself carefully.

I was blurred in the mirror, as if I had been mosaiced, and I couldn’t see anything clearly.

It has been 25 years since I was born, and I am 25 years old.

But I never saw myself clearly.

Whether it's a mirror, a window, or the water, as long as my face emerges, it's like this.

I straightened my collar, not sure if I was dressed neatly, raised my hand and looked at my watch, it was already seven o'clock!

I will arrive at the company at 07:30, and I finally have a job without the help of my parents, so I can't be late.

Before leaving the bathroom, I took a last look at the mirror, but saw the thick white mist in the mirror, rubbed my eyes to make sure I was right, frowned and thought for a moment, puzzled, so I had to leave in a hurry.

……

"Xiao Wang, you are very energetic today!"

Walking towards me was my colleague A Li. He was rushing to his office with a pile of reports in his hand. Seeing my slow pace, my smile was as stiff as ever. I think his smile should be a smile. It was there in the womb, he greeted me.

As soon as I thanked him, he disappeared.

Along the way, many people greeted me, and everyone praised me for being handsome.

Even if I can't see myself clearly, I can feel how handsome I am.

I couldn't help feeling sorry for Ali, for his parents didn't inherit his handsome looks.

I handed over the report I made last night to my boss. The boss flipped through it. I accidentally saw pages 15 and 16. Because I was too tired yesterday, they turned upside down!However, just when I was worried and afraid that the boss would find the articles in it, the boss showed a satisfied smile: "Xiao Wang, it's not bad, it's getting better and better. I can guarantee that you can go on like this for three or three years." Definitely promoted within a month!"

After speaking, the boss put my report in the corner.

I was very happy to hear that. Although there was a small accident, I still feel that such an evaluation is worthy of myself.

……

"Xiao Wang is handsome and capable."

"Xiao Wang's reports are never wrong."

"Little Wang..."

"Little Wang..."

Over the past few months, I have been praised by everyone, and almost everyone who passes me must give me a compliment.

I know, I must be too good.That's why everyone can't help but compliment me when they pass by me.

At this time, I am a little thankful that I can't see myself in front of the mirror clearly.

Because I can't see clearly, I can truly feel my own excellence.

How about not graduating from elementary school!I just didn't graduate from elementary school!Look at me, look at my high-spirited appearance now, do you dare to look down on my academic qualifications! —I couldn't help thinking.

In a few months, I have grown from a low-level employee to a department manager. This is an unprecedented achievement. The bosses all praised me for being smart and capable, and no one can compare.

I think, now I am too good, too good, if I continue to fight like this, how will others live, I must leave a way out for others.

Even so, the boss still said every day that I must be promoted, so what else should I do, just wait.

I can do without my parents.

Even better.

On this day, I had a dispute with Director Zhang. At first I wanted to think about him, but he was so aggressive that I couldn't bear it. Is there anything comparable to him in front of me?

He is not as handsome as me, nor as capable as me, nor as good as me, nor as rich as me, so what arrogance does he have!

Director Zhang hasn't been promoted for two years, and it took me only five months, only five months, to be promoted to where I am today, and I'm only one step away from being promoted to the position of supervisor.

Anyway, I will surpass him sooner or later, I have already offended him anyway, there is a boss, what am I afraid of!

After I had this idea, I no longer humbled him.

Director Zhang said: "Wang Mi, do you really think that you are able to get where you are today because of your ability? Do you really think how handsome you are? You can get what you are today because of the relationship between your parents and the boss. Colleagues are polite to you every day, so you can't see yourself clearly, so naive. Have you ever seen yourself clearly?"

See yourself?

I froze for a moment, unable to retaliate.

He knows my secret?

He knows my secret...

He knows my secret!

I opened my eyes wide and looked at him, and saw him smile ironically: "Wang Mi, Wang Mi, take a good look at yourself."

After speaking, he left.

When I got home, I looked at the huge house, empty and deserted, and dragged myself to the mirror.

It's still the same, I can't see clearly.

I sighed, took out the iphone6 ​​in my suit and called my father.

"Hey, son."

I hesitated for a moment, recalled today's results, and finally said: "Dad, I want to change jobs."

I can do better in another place. If Director Zhang hadn't seen through my secret, I would definitely be better than Dad!

There was only a pause for a while, and then came a furious voice: "You think it's easy to change jobs! Ah! You really think that you found this job yourself! Ah! If it weren't for Lao Tzu, you would accomplish nothing! Look at you This kind of virtue, you haven’t even graduated from elementary school, if it weren’t for Lao Tzu’s money, what would you do! Ah! What do you think of yourself, if it weren’t for Lao Tzu, you are nothing! Take a good look at yourself!”

"Beep beep..."

I looked at my phone and smiled wryly.

See yourself?

I really want to see clearly!

I looked up at the mirror, and the face in the mirror gradually became clearer.

For the first time in my life I saw my own face—

Only a handful of hair, raised forehead, downward trending eyebrows, triangular eyes, flat nose, thin lips, and acne all over the face.

I can't help but sigh, how ugly!

How could it be so ugly?How can it be!

Thinking of all the compliments from colleagues before, how could it be me in front of the mirror!What about the handsome and unrestrained self?Where did you go?Was it hidden by the mirror!

fraud!

This mirror lied to me!

I must have been tricked by this weird mirror!

Anger set off wave after wave of heat in his heart.

I screamed in my heart, but the ugly face on the mirror changed with my expression.

Suddenly, the face in the mirror changed again, into a big head with heavy makeup and a big grin, as if facing me in front of the mirror, sneering.

I looked at that face and sat on the ground weakly.

It turns out...that...is me?