sugar for you is super sweet

The desk in Han Lin's room is facing the window.

He buried his head in writing the questions all day long, and he raised his head that had been buried for more than six hours until the last word was written.

He shook his stiff arms, turned his sore neck, propped his chin, stared out of the window for a while, and then got up to pack his things.

Nine p.m.

Clean up, take a shower, rest, and continue to get up early for school tomorrow.

The house is not big, and there are only two men living there, so there are not many things.

Han Lin entered his father's room, dragged the dirty clothes basket to the living room, and threw the dark and light clothes into the washing machine in two batches. He habitually dug out every pocket before throwing the clothes. It's too nervous.

The most old-fashioned semi-automatic washing machine is used at home. Sometimes Han Lin is busy preparing for exams and has no time to take care of the housework. Father Han can still stretch out his hands of "ten fingers not touching the spring water" to support this unattended home. , It’s just the mobile phone, the roster, and the report card are thrown into the water together.

The time limit for each reaction is half an hour. Sometimes Han Lin would subconsciously make a timer as long as he heard his father washing clothes.

However, most of the time, within 10 minutes, I can hear my dad rushing out of the room screaming, opening the lid of the washing machine, and then reaching for something from a pile of foamy water.

When Lin Zongjie called, Han Lin was washing the dishes. The phone rang seven or eight times before he heard it. He wiped his finger on the rag, and walked slowly back to the room to answer the phone.

"Hey."

"You...you..." Panting heavily, Lin Zongjie seemed to be running.

"I didn't hear the dishes just now." Fearing that Lin Zongjie would lose his temper again, Han Lin took the initiative to explain, "Are you still outside? It's almost ten o'clock now."

"I'll come to your house right away, you come downstairs."

"My house?" Han Lin subconsciously looked out the window, "What are you doing at my house?"

"I won't go in, come down, I have something for you."

"Can't I give it tomorrow?"

"No, come down quickly."

After Lin Zongjie finished speaking, he hung up the phone. Han Lin looked at the phone for a while, then picked up a coat and went downstairs.

The weather was getting colder and colder, and Han Lin was afraid of the cold. He stomped his feet by the cold wind within a few minutes of standing on the stairs.

Probably because he thought that Han Lin would grind, so Lin Zongjie made the phone call in advance and saw the guy approaching the goal with the most standard long-distance running posture at six and a half minutes.

"Heh...heh...heh..."

He didn't know how long he had been running, but before he could speak in front of Han Lin, Lin Zongjie bent down and put his hands on his knees, panting heavily for a while.

Han Lin asked, "What are you doing?"

"Fuck, I wanted to wait for the bus, but there were so many people at every stop that I couldn't squeeze in."

"Don't say you came here from your house."

"That's not enough." Lin Zongjie waved his hand, "I walked halfway, halfway in the car, and when I arrived at the station, I found that I had to walk for a while, and I left at first, but looking at the time, it was almost [-] fucking days. Afraid of disturbing your rest later, I ran all the way here, it’s okay, it’s okay, it’s not past ten o’clock now.”

Han Lin looked down at the time, "Well, 21:59."

Lin Zongjie smiled, and then reached out to take something out of his pocket. Just like Han Lin pushed his hand away at the entrance of the mall yesterday, Lin Zongjie also put a lot of candy into Han Lin's palm.

Thanks to his big hand, he stuffed it casually, and Han Lin almost missed holding it with one hand.

Lin Zongjie said, "How long have you put the candy yesterday, and it has no taste at all. I just went out to buy this candy today. It tastes completely different from yours. Try it."

Han Lin looked down at the candies in his hand, "Just a handful of candies, won't it be the same if you come tomorrow?"

"I just want to let you eat early."

"I'm not particularly fond of sugar either."

"You don't want to eat? If you don't want to eat, then you give it to me?" Lin Zongjie raised his voice, and he yelled dissatisfied, "You don't like to eat it when someone else gave it to you, and you want me to clean up the inventory? "

"I thought you liked to eat."

"I thought you liked food too, you, you put it away for me."

Seeing Lin Zongjie jumping back and forth in anger was very cute, Han Lin lowered his head and smiled, and said, "Thank you."

"Hey, thank you so much, don't be so polite to me, let me tell you, boyfriends are there to order you around, just tell me what you want in the future, I can give you all the treasures in the ends of the world You get it back."

"Aren't you afraid to flash your tongue when you talk so full?"

"I'm not, I believe you won't make any excessive demands?" Lin Zongjie smiled, looked around to make sure there was no one around, then suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged Han Lin into his arms .

Before stretching out his hand, he thought that this guy would have to struggle, step on his foot or push himself on his knee, who knows that Han Lin is especially obedient today.

The little brother who was repeatedly jumping sideways probably jumped to a good place at the moment. Lin Zongjie guessed that this fellow would have to regret it for a while, and maybe he would have to think in the next second, no, I can’t indulge myself like this, and I can’t give Lin Zong You can't even give Lin Zong a kiss.

We have to be sane when we're in love.

Keep………………

Keep your size, stupid Han Lin, is it called dating if you stay rational when you fall in love?

The fuck isn't it a trick?

Besides, you have to put a knife in both sides of your brother's ribs, you want to get out of your body immediately when you encounter something, how can there be such a good deal in the world?

Lin Zongjie had figured out Han Lin this time.

Although before meeting this kid, he was a steel straight man who didn't know what tenderness and consideration are, but it turns out that if you really love someone, just by listening to his breathing, you can know what kind of person he is at the moment. Good or not.

There is nothing I don't understand, it's just that I'm too lazy to pay attention.

Quickly lowered his head and dropped a kiss on the top of Han Lin's fluffy hair, Lin Zongjie said, "Brother Lin, brother loves you."

At any rate, he is also my elder brother who is six months older.

Before going to bed at night, Han Lin took apart a candy given by Lin Zongjie and put it in his mouth before he lay down. He didn’t crunch the candy like Lin Zongjie did. Once in the mouth, Han Lin would not move again, and he quietly waited for the smell to gradually dissipate, become stronger, and then fade away.

When tears fell from the tightly closed slit, Han Lin thought about a lot of things. He thought of his brother, his mother, and even the man who should not have appeared in his home that year.

He thought of that most gloomy year, the family experienced bereavement, divorce, and going to court for their meager family property.

A family that loves each other so much on weekdays is almost completely torn apart in one day.

When she was 15 years old, she realized that she might not like girls just like her elder brother. Han Lin was so frightened that she didn’t dare to sleep for several days, and then she suffered a serious illness. Terrible, what to eat, what to spit, mental illness is like a scourge, menacing.

That time Han Lin missed the senior high school entrance examination, but fortunately, his grades were excellent, and he was the first in the school to be recommended.

It's not conflict or homophobia, Han Lin is just afraid.

After all, he had witnessed a failure, a relationship that cost his life, and even after the relationship ended, it affected a happy family, affected many other people, and even deeply loved that person. Others who died in despair.

I can't help but dare not think about it, if something happens to me one day, then that Han who wears highly myopic glasses every day and has to watch everything for a long time, can't do anything well, is as kind and innocent as a child How does daddy live.

Han Lin had a nightmare when he slept at night. He saw his brother staring at him with eyes that were so dark that there was no light at all. Then he opened a smile at the corner of his mouth, but it was accompanied by crazy tears, and the palms fell. on top of his head.

My brother said, "I don't know, I don't know anymore, I'm sorry."

After waking up, her hands trembled uncontrollably. Han Lin held her head and calmed down for a while, then got up and saw a handful of candy on the table.

The colorful candies fell under the dots of the sun, which Lin Zongjie specially stuffed into his palm after running the whole bus route last night.

"Don't you have to go to class this morning?"

Originally, he opened the door to come out to take a shower, but he saw Father Han busily busy in his apron, placing vegetable porridge, steamed buns and fried eggs on the dining table.

Han Lin just asked casually, probably wondering where his father got the spare time to do these things.

After going into the bathroom and tidying up, Father Han was still filling the food box when he came out.

"Your sister's school has a parent-teacher meeting today, and mom can't go to work at work, so please ask me, Linlin, let's see if dad is handsome today?"

Han Lin nodded, "Handsome."

"I'll pick someone up to go to school in a while, and that girl will definitely yell for you to come again. Look, why don't you come out for lunch together? I'll bring Nuan Nuan to your school?"

"No, I asked my classmates to have dinner together at noon."

Han Lin went to the door to put on his shoes.

Father Han hurriedly said, "You go after breakfast."

"No need." Rejection has become a habit, Han Lin is still indifferent, "The restaurant downstairs is used to eating, you should pay attention to safety on the road, and give Nuan Nuan a message for me, brother will visit her next time when I have time, goodbye."

Nuan Nuan is also the third child of the Han family, but it was discovered that she was pregnant after her parents divorced, so she was surnamed Su directly with her mother after birth.

Although there was a lot of trouble in the family because of my brother, the relationship between the parents has eased over the years. This has nothing to do with Han Lin. It was the brother who broke the tranquility of the family back then, and now it is the younger sister who brought the relationship back.

All this has nothing to do with Han Lin.

Han Lin is the most innocent.

hurt the most.

But also the most neglected.

Being on the sidelines but witnessing the whole process, during that time everyone's bad emotions including his own had to be swallowed silently with tears in their eyes.

Lin Zongjie ignored Han Lin's love contract, and waited downstairs for ten minutes in the morning, and Han Lin stepped down the stairs on time.

Without looking back, Lin Zongjie who missed leaning against the wall walked straight forward. With just a back view, Lin Zongjie could see that Han Lin was in a low mood again.

A loud whistle blew out, and before Han Lin had time to turn around, a guy walking with wind came up to him, wrapped his arms around his shoulders and pulled him into his arms. A packed breakfast came from With a flash in front of his eyes, the steps under his feet were accelerated to move forward.

Lin Zongjie always had a warm feeling on his body, his hands were always hot, Han Lin was dazed for a second, and then asked, "Why are you here?"

Lin Zongjie led the people forward and looked forward, he said with a smile, "I'll bring you breakfast, but your food is too light, the boss said that you have been eating this taste for several years, it's okay to try another one." Hey, what's the point of eating old?"

"I'm used to it."

"Can you still get used to this?" Lin Zongjie expressed his puzzlement, "I peeled the eggs for you, and kept them close to your heart for fear of coldness. Tomorrow you go out 10 minutes earlier, and I will take you to eat something else."

"What to eat? I don't want to change the taste."

"Anyway, you go downstairs 10 minutes earlier tomorrow, pancakes, steamed buns, fish balls, do you want to eat anything?"

"I don't want to." Han Lin turned his face away, still refusing to let go.

Lin Zongjie looked down at his small appearance, pouted his mouth and said coquettishly, "Okay, okay, then I will wait for you to eat together tomorrow, and I will eat whatever you eat. Anyway, long-distance running consumes a lot of energy and I don't have enough calories. If you fall on the runway, just remember to call 120 for me."