deceitful words and deeds

The hand covering the head was gentle but still strong. When it stopped, it seemed to lose its sense of existence. Qin Xiaoshu couldn't help but raise his head to confirm its existence.

"When did you tell me?" Qin Xiaoshu's eyes were confused for a moment, and he quickly realized it.That was after he died, and his memory stayed at the time of the accident, so of course he wouldn't remember it.

Di Chi looked at the pair of eyes that reflected him again, from the beginning to the end, it was the look he was most familiar with. 13 years ago, 13 years later.The Qin Xiaoshu who forgot the past, and the Qin Xiaoshu who remembered the past and forgot the present, looked at him with the same eyes.

"I forgot, just tell me again, and I will remember. But you are avoiding me." Di Xie opened his mouth to defend, but Qin Xiaoshu stepped forward and said, "My feeling will not lie to me, you have .”

Di Chi closed his lips, there was really no excuse for that.

"Why do you want to run away from me? Did I do something wrong to hurt you?" The more Qin Xiaoshu thought about it, the more likely it was.Why did he have an accident and lost the memory of these 13 years?Di Xie's attitude towards him was even more strange.

No matter how much Qin Xiaoshu warned himself not to be sentimental, he couldn't open his eyes and say that he didn't feel Di Chi's closeness.

For example, at this moment, when he forcibly approached him almost as if he was cheating, Di Jie didn't have any resistance and disgust, and even touched his head half-actively——Qin Xiaoshu must emphasize this point, he just leaned over, and Di Jie took the initiative to hold his hand. put it up.

This made Qin Xiaoshu uncontrollably think crazily, Di Jie also liked him, the confession that was too late to say was replaced by the final kiss, Di Jie must have understood his intentions.

Di Zhi would mention the past to himself 13 years later, but he would feel like a formidable enemy when he mentioned it to others in front of him.Qin Xiaoshu didn't understand why his attitude changed, but he was sure that something must have happened while he was waking up.

Maybe the problem was with him, and he didn't even realize it.

Qin Xiaoshu couldn't help feeling disappointed. The person who gained Di Xie's full trust was Qin Xiaoshu 13 years later, but now that he woke up, all he got was restraint and avoidance.

"What you want to see is not me now, is it?" Qin Xiaoshu's voice was very calm, a little cold because of the excessive effort.

The palms that were tightly pressed against the sheets exerted a slight force, revealing a trace of tension.He was afraid of hearing an affirmative answer, and avoiding an answer seemed to him a kind of tacit consent.

"You are always you, nothing different."

Five fingers pierced through the hair, sliding from the top of the head to the back of the neck, and finally stopped at the edge.The slightly cool fingertips touched the even cooler skin of the back of the neck, and it was strangely warm.

"It was me who did the wrong thing. I don't want to mention it, because I'm afraid it will prove my stupidity." Di Xie's voice was unusually soft, "I always knew that I did something wrong. At first, I thought my fault was that I touched forbidden things. I also implicated an innocent person who died accidentally. Later, I learned that the death of that person was not an accident. It’s smug.”

He spoke in a soft tone, and Qin Xiaoshu's vigorous hands relaxed, almost his whole heart jumped because of those words.

The person who is very important to Di Xie can't be wrong, there will be no other people, only him.As expected, his feeling was not wrong, and the way Di Xi looked at him frequently was filled with love!

"but now."

The pause after the three words full of twists and turns made Qin Xiaoshu's restless heart freeze again, and he used all his attention to listen to the following.

Uncertainty flickered in Di Xie's eyes: "I don't know if I did the right thing. Maybe that death was part of a certain plan, and it was his own decision. My appearance disrupted everything. What I did Everything is a complete mistake. Not only did I touch the forbidden law out of selfishness, even I left that person against his will."

The corner of his mouth slightly bent into a sad arc: "How dare I bring up those things again, it's just... because of my mistake, I got myself into a bad situation."

Qin Xiaoshu felt that something was wrong when he heard it, and he sat up suddenly, frowning with a serious face: "Wait, what are you talking about? Do you think I died voluntarily?"

His sudden movement shocked Di Jie, who broke away from the emotion just now, and stared at him blankly.

Qin Xiaoshu's brows became tighter and tighter: "That's why you avoided me? Do you...do you really understand my feelings for you?"

Di Xie nodded immediately without thinking about it, Qin Xiaoshu didn't feel comforted at all, and said in a deep voice: "How do you understand? In the past three years, whenever I have a vacation, I will come to Rong Town to look for you, guard you, and accompany you. I Waiting for the day when you become an adult, I waited so hard, exhausted all my patience, just for that day to confess to you. The only thing I can’t let go of in this world is you, why do you think I want to die? "

"Ah." Di Chi was stiff, and made a meaningless single sound from his throat.

Qin Xiaoshu's tone was serious: "You think of me so much, and torture yourself with such wild thoughts. I'm very angry, I'm going to be angry!"

He was really angry, Di Xie could hear it.

He had never seen Qin Xiaoshu angry, but he knew how angry people would react, so he closed his eyes subconsciously.

The moment the cold lips pressed against him without any warning, a chill ran down Di Chi's back, and then he was strangled by his strong hands, leaving no room for him.

There is no difference in the temperature of the lips and tongue, but the touch is completely different.The slippery but strong tongue pried open the jaws, pulled out and swallowed the call that could not be said in time, and swallowed all the breath leaking from the lips and teeth without falling to the ground.

The strong sense of plunder made Di Jie recall that the unconscious Qin Xiaoshu fought back fiercely after touching his breath.

Just when he was about to suffocate, Qin Xiaoshu finally let go reluctantly, his eyes were rarely fierce and aggressive.

Di Chue gasped slightly, held back, but couldn't hold back: "Are you going to be angry, or... angry..."

Qin Xiaoshu's voice was still low: "Is there any difference? Can I still beat you up?"

Di Xie: "...or let's just fight."

"I can't bear to touch you." Qin Xiaoshu's shoulders slumped slightly, and his eyes became less aggressive, "This is a kiss, as is the one in the tomb, it's not some kind of artificial respiration that will give you your last breath. At least the main thing is That's not the reason."

Di Xie blinked, the entanglement and torment of this period of time disappeared in this moment.

"What you said is the plan of the king of reincarnation, right?" Di Chie nodded slightly, and Qin Xiaoshu showed such an expression, "I did know about it. He came to me and asked me to leave this world and reincarnate. How could I be willing to leave you? I didn't respond to him, I just waited for your birthday, but I didn't expect to die in a planned accident."

He took a deep breath, leaned back to the original place, and put his arms around Di Xie's waist: "Unfortunately, I didn't wait until that day, and finally I couldn't confess to you and say that I like you... No, I love you .”

Di Chi was silent for a moment, then slowly said: "You have already told me, many times. It's just that you forgot."

He forgot again?Qin Xiaoshu was so angry that he couldn't speak.

Di Xie's voice became softer: "So, I'm waiting for you to remember."

In the silence, the two breaths in the bedroom were synchronized and gradually merged into one.

Qin Xiaoshu sat up, put him flat on the bed under Di Xie's astonished gaze, and wrapped him in his arms.A set of movements is flowing and flowing, naturally.

Di Xie's white right ear was next to his lips, Qin Xiaoshu stared at it for a moment, and finally just said: "Sleep, I'll be here with you."

He also felt that he was getting better and better, and he woke up again before the master came to call him!He excitedly opened the door and rushed to the door of the second bedroom. That's right, this is the master's room.

Before he raised his hand to knock, the door was opened from the inside, so he raised his head: "Master... Dad?"

Why did Dad open the door? He looked back at the master bedroom behind him suspiciously, and then at Qin Xiaoshu in front of him, his small head was full of big question marks.

Qin Xiaoshu put his index finger to his lips: "Keep your voice down, your master is still sleeping, he hasn't slept well for several days, don't disturb him."

Ye Xing nodded, covered his mouth, and was led into the bathroom by Qin Xiaoshu with the big question mark in his little head.