deceitful words and deeds

"What happens when a person dies?"

"How would I know, only the dead know."

"Am I going to die?"

"Everyone will die."

"how about you?"

"Everyone."

Zelan sat in a dark and confined space, she couldn't tell where it was, and couldn't see the boundary, so she could only stare around in vain.

The feeling of being completely plunged into darkness is like returning to my childhood.She is strange and numb to everything.Just by touching with both hands and listening with both ears, it doesn't matter whether you like it or not.

At that time, her father gave her a nightingale with a clear and melodious cry.She liked the bird so much that she would sit in front of the cage all day and all night, and when the singing stopped, she would tap on the cage and the bird would sing again.

After a few days, the bird stopped singing. The palace man said that it was tired and needed to rest.Zelan nodded to show that she knew, but she became curious again: "What would it be like to make such a nice voice?"

The palace man's description couldn't form a concrete shape in her mind, so she insisted on asking the palace man to take out the bird and let her touch it.

She met the little bird as she wished. It has soft feathers, a petite body, and is very light in the hand.

But the bird suddenly pecked at her fingertips, so frightened that she let go immediately.In the exclamation of the palace people, she heard someone shouting that the bird flew away.

She didn't ask to grab it back, and kept rubbing the pecked place with her fingers under the sleeve of the large robe.

Fear spread in her heart, such a beautiful bird would hurt her.She became a combination of contradictions, unable to give her heart because of fear, but still relying on others weakly and trustingly.

The darkness, how could it not have left any mark on her.

A shadowy figure flashed in the darkness, and Ze Lan followed that figure with her eyes, and she seemed to see Chu Yi from it.This feeling is getting stronger and stronger, she can almost believe that it is Chu Yi.

"Chu Yi, Chu Yi, wait for me, wait for me!"

She hurriedly stood up and chased after that figure, saw the familiar figure clearly, and couldn't help showing a smile on her face.

The figure in front of her stopped, Zelan didn't hesitate, and rushed forward to hug her, her arms were still trembling slightly.

"Don't leave me..."

"You are so ridiculous." Chu Yi's voice was cold, and the cold air invaded every corner, "The person in front of you is the person who wants to kill you, the enemy who ruined your country and family."

Zelan closed her eyes tightly, hugged her tightly, and retorted loudly: "But, didn't you tell me that everyone would die?"

"Are you naive or stupid!" Her words intensified the anger in Chu Yi's eyes, "That is a mortal hatred, you carry everyone's love and expectations, and you treat their deaths like this Is it not worth mentioning?"

"Then what should I do?" Zelan's eyes were gradually stained with pain, "Should I be dominated by hatred like you, and then seek revenge from you?"

Chu Yi broke her hand coldly: "That's right, you should do this."

The disparity in strength can be seen intuitively. Zelan's hand was effortlessly pulled away and pushed aside, her eyes were full of stubbornness: "I don't want to hate you. Your people were killed, so you came to revenge, but I don't want to By doing this, let the hatred end with me, okay?"

Chu Yi stared at her with icy eyes, and slowly shook his head: "Not good. What I want is to see you regretting and suffering, and it hurts so much."

"You want to see me suffer because you think that this will make the hatred in your heart go away, but my pain will not make you feel better." Zelan said firmly, "If only revenge can make you let go , haven’t you already succeeded in taking revenge? Why is the anger still filling your eyes now?”

Listening to the questioning female ghost, she remained silent, and Qiu Mingming had already reported it, but the pain in her heart became more and more intense, tormenting her day after day.

Chu Yi's eyes reflected Ze Lan's figure, thousands of years have passed, everything has dissipated, only she is still there.

It must be because she is still there that it hurts.Chu Yi stubbornly thought so, she stared straight into Zelan's eyes, slowly raised her hands, and stretched them towards that slender neck.

"As long as you disappear, everything will be over." Chu Yi's voice was very soft, but it was far more frightening than the anger just now.Her face was no longer turbulent, and Zelan moved back a little in fear, then reacted, closed her eyes and greeted her.

"Chu Yi, your pain was never caused by me, and I will not torture myself for it. This is what you hate about me. What you hate is that you think you can't help yourself, but others don't suffer like you!"

The slender and curved fingers clasped around the neck, and the fingertips gradually tightened. Zelan raised his head and shouted that sentence.

"Now you are suffering not because of hatred at all, but because of guilt and regret!"

The vigorous hands stopped, and Zelan did not open her eyes. The darkness that had terrified her in the past gave her courage at this time, supporting her to speak those words out.

"You don't want to hurt anyone at all, but you come to revenge because you bear the hatred of your people. You don't want to hurt innocent people in your heart, but you still do irreparable things. Seeing those civilians die, you are more painful than me, you Blame this pain on the fact that I didn't choose to sacrifice myself, so you hate me."

Because he didn't want to face the tragedy he caused, he deceived himself, and used fierceness to cover up his inner fragility.After the self-protection was punctured, it seemed that something had broken open my heart, and it was only one step away from being easily defeated.

The hand that was trying to plunge into Zelan's body suddenly exerted force, and after a while, it fell down and slid to her shoulder.

"Shouldn't it? If it were me, if it was me... I would definitely choose to die myself in exchange for their lives... I don't even have a choice, they are all dead..."

The sound of liquid dripping on the floor sounded, Chu Yi opened his eyes wide, tears kept gushing out, and big ones rolled down.

"You created another tragedy for the sake of a foregone tragedy." Zelan said, "I was selfish when I didn't want to sacrifice myself. Now I won't escape. If I disappear, you don't have to face the pain anymore. I would."

She opened her eyes and stared at Chu Yi in front of her, holding her left hand with both hands, exerting a little force, as if she wanted to let the other party feel her seriousness.

"If you want me to disappear, you can do it now."

Chu Yi lowered her head, and her eyes fell on the hands she was holding. She tried to pull back, but Ze Lan held on tighter.

The high-sounding excuses have been exposed, what reason does she have for Zelan to disappear?Zelan did escape at that time, but she was the one who caused all that in the end, wasn't she?

Such a sincere gaze made Chu Yi want to run away, Ze Lan suddenly stepped forward and hugged her: "I know, you never thought of really killing me, you were just blinded by pain and hatred .Everything is in the past, let yourself go, okay?"

After a moment of silence, Chu Yi said, "Are you heartless like you?"

The words were still unemotional, but Zelan sensed that there was no longer paranoia in her tone.Zelan hesitated, feeling that the time was ripe, and asked softly: "There is one more thing... He was summoned by the priest, and he hasn't left yet."

Chu Yi didn't answer right away, but Ze Lan saw her eyes showing an unprecedented softness: "Ze Lan, are you really ready?"

Zelan simply nodded and laughed, as innocent and innocent as the beloved little princess back then.

When it was time to meet up, Di Xie and Qin Xiaoshu took Ye Xing into the office, and layman Wuqiu followed.Zhang Sanzhang and Zhang Yiwei have already arrived, Yuan Junce and Gao Ling are one step behind, they are all here.

Di Jie looked at the people present, and said, "Chongjiu has two eyes that can eat people, so it's not suitable to go to too many people."

Zhang Sanzhang thought of the power of those eyes, glanced at them and began to call names: "Yuyu, Gaoling, you two stay here."

Dai Yuyu hurriedly said, "I'm worried about Zelan, and I want to go too."

"Yuyu, be obedient." Zhang Sanzhang said seriously.Dai Yuyu pursed her lips aggrievedly and stopped talking.

Gao Ling tactfully didn't ask himself why he couldn't go, but patted Dai Yuyu on the back as a comfort.Ye Xing immediately ran to Dai Yuyu's side, saying that he would stay here too, and hoped that sister Yuyu could accompany him, so Dai Yuyu was a little bit more accepting.

Di Xie looked at Qin Xiaoshu: "Xiaoshu, can you find him?"

Qin Xiaoshu propped his chin and nodded: "I'll try."

He has never had any sense of crisis about things other than Di Chi, even now.I had never taken the initiative to find Chong Jiu before, but it shouldn't be a problem.

Feeling several pairs of eyes staring at him, Wuqiu layman said with a smile: "I also want to do my part."

After confirming the personnel, Di Jie took the three swords handed over by Zhang Sanzhang, two of which were placed in the hands of Qin Xiaoshu and Zhang Yiwei, and he held one for himself.

"These three swords have the same shape, two of them are embedded with frequency simulators, and the remaining one is embedded with real fragments. Next, it depends on our cooperation."

After Di Xi finished speaking, Zhang Yiwei was already eager to try, and he agreed with all his heart, his excitement was beyond words.

He turned his gaze back to Qin Xiaoshu, who smiled and squeezed his hand tightly: "Of course, we must cooperate best. My comrades."