Girlfriend addicted to unrequited love (gl)

Su Xiangkai's words were quickly confirmed. In the next few months, the time we met would indeed decrease as the mock exams approached. Sometimes we only had the opportunity to say hello when we met in the school corridor.

I somewhat miss the days when we were still in the same class before the first grade of high school. Although we were not together with Su Xiangkai at that time, at least we could still look at each other during class every day. Now, it seems that even seeing each other once has become a luxury. .

When the report card of the third mock exam was sent out, my mood fell to the bottom of the valley.

I put the report card on the table in the room, and used my mobile phone to call up the admission scores of Jinshan Finance Department last year. Did not reach.

In addition to the Department of Finance, I checked the scores of the Department of Social Welfare last year, which is also in jeopardy. Logically speaking, the scores collected by the Department of Social Welfare are more beneficial to me who is good at social sciences, so I have always regarded the Department of Social Welfare as My second choice, but now ---

Like a deflated ball, I fell limply on the table.

I can't go on like this anymore, if I don't work harder, I won't be able to enter these two departments, but even if I say I need to work harder, I don't know how to start, this is the most troublesome part.

Feeling that the hair kept stabbing my neck, I found a hair tie from the drawer a little annoyed, and tied the hair in a small ponytail randomly. Now the hair has just grown to the awkward transitional position, just touching The hair that reaches the shoulders is the most prone to frizz. I looked at myself in the mirror by the table and was distracted thinking about whether to continue to grow my hair?Or just cut it short like in the first year of high school?

never mind.I left the hair matter to my later self to worry about, put down the report card in my hand, and got up.

When I opened the door, I saw Cuqiu in the corridor. Cuqiu is a ten-year-old cat. It may be because of obesity or poor health. It usually likes to stay in the air-conditioned grandmother's room. , probably because it is now the end of October and the weather is turning cold, so it is willing to come out for a stroll.

I knelt down and touched the ball. After teasing it for a while, I was suddenly a little curious to find out where the other cats were, so I went to my grandmother's room.

Sure enough, my guess was right, all the cats were here, and the grandmother herself was asleep in the rattan armchair, the TV remote still clutched in her hand, the TV on, replaying the noon news.

The news reports that a female singer who has been in love with her boyfriend for 12 years finally announced today that she will get married in February next year.

12 years...

The female singer on TV is holding the hand of her fiancé, her face is full of happiness. Also, how many 12 years are there in life?It must be a very happy thing to walk into the auditorium with the one you love.

Will I hold hands with Su Xiangkai and get married together in the future?

I tried to imagine myself wearing a pure white floor-length wedding dress, exchanging rings with Su Xiangkai in front of the witnesses and all the guests...

I don't know why, but I always feel that everything is so vague, and I quickly gave up my imagination.

I think it's not because I can't imagine the future with Su Xiangkai, but simply because it's too far away from me, so I can't imagine it.

I stepped over the body of another black cat, Xiaojian, and left grandma's room, closing the door quietly.

I went down to the living room with my mobile phone. Only my eldest brother was sitting on the sofa facing Uniform. The other family members seemed to be in their own rooms.

"Sister, how is your mock exam? Is there any question you don't understand that you want me to look at?"

Facing the big brother's question, I shifted my eyes in embarrassment.

"Well...not too bad."

Thinking of the grades on the report card---especially the math scores, what I said is a bit---no, I am very guilty.

The eldest brother obviously didn't see my wavering, and nodded in relief: "It's good that you have self-confidence, and then---"

He hesitated for a moment, as if hesitating whether to say the next thing or not, I raised my heart to my throat, and my heart bumped against my chest indiscriminately.

"---I heard from your second brother that you seem to be getting close to a boy recently? Is this true?"

Alarm bells were ringing in my heart, and my head was in a panic.

How did the second brother find out?Obviously, the number of times I have met Su Xiangkai recently is very small. We used to often stay in the club room for trysts after school, but now there are almost none---

I took a deep breath, forced myself to calm down, and answered the elder brother's question with a smile: "Huh? Which one are you talking about? I go with different classmates every day, so I am a little unclear who the second brother thinks I am with." Get closer..."

"It's okay, I'm just curious. After all, your studies are well taken care of. I'm very relieved of you. Mom and Dad said the same."

"Hahahaha, is it..."

I feel hot on my face, and the guilt and self-blame of cheating my brother is overwhelming my conscience. Now I just want to go back to the room quickly, otherwise I might really be drowned here by guilt.

But I just took a step back when the phone rang. It didn't matter that the caller was fine, but when I saw the caller, I almost dropped the phone in shock.

It's so hard to die, it happened to be Su Xiangkai who called.

"Why did you call so suddenly?"

I ran back to the upstairs room as fast as I could, probably because I had a ghost in my heart, so even the look in my elder brother's eyes I felt that he was doubting me. When I answered the phone, I admitted that I was a bit angry at the other party Meaning, the tone is not that good.

Su Xiangkai should have been frightened by my reaction, so his tone seemed a little awkward: "Because I want to ask you to meet tomorrow..."

"Meet? Why?"

My eyes scanned the table full of reference books, test papers, and that unsatisfactory report card.

"Why? You ask why... Isn't it normal to want to see you because you are my girlfriend?"

Su Xiangkai seemed to feel lost because of my reaction.

I am a little embarrassed, if I go out with Su Xiangkai tomorrow, I will definitely not be able to study all day, I am still very self-aware about this.Recalling the expectation of my elder brother just now, I can only harden my heart and refuse.

"Sorry, I have to study tomorrow."

"Is that so..."

It could be felt that Su Xiangkai had tried his best to hide the disappointment in his tone, but it was not very successful.

Even knowing that he was disappointed, I could only murmur repeatedly: "I'm sorry... I will, I will—"

After that, when exactly?next week?Finished the academic test?or later?

I can't be sure.

Mock exams, academic tests, parents' expectations, advice from elder brother and second brother, Su Xiangkai...

All emotions are mixed together, like entangled kite strings, I don't know where to untie them.

I looked at the report card again, but my mind drifted to a place I didn't know.