she and me

The fact that Lin Zui knew that I was gay and had a crush on his junior classmate for many years was after Xu Meiying and I went out to play after graduation.

That night he knocked on my client:

"Hei Jin, I'll go to your place tomorrow to find you, and wait obediently in front of the school gate at eight o'clock in the morning!"

I wondered, he had eaten gunpowder and his temper was very irritable.

As a result, he appeared with two dark circles under his eyes at 08:30 the next day.Before I asked him why he was late, he dragged me to an alley not far away.There are few people there.

He was already a half-capable user at that time, and there was even a crackling static sound when he was excited, and his silent battle scared me, so I really obediently let him carry him to the innermost alley.

"Are you gay?!" he snapped.

I was really shocked and didn't kneel down at the time. First, I felt hairy because of the atmosphere. Second, his sudden voice scared me. Third, it is also the most important. This has always been a secret I have always kept. No one has ever uncovered it in such a bloody way.Fourth, neither of us realized that he was gay at that time, and I thought he "judged me on behalf of the entire social order".

I swallow, feeling like a ball of fire rolling down a narrow rocky tunnel: "…yes."

I don't know if his expression is more ferocious or more hateful, I dare not look at him, and vaguely hear more crackling in the air.Then he asked in a tone that would kill me:

"Do you like Xu Meiying?"

Now I really can't move - how does he know?How could he?how?how?how?Why?what to do?Where am I exposed?From where to remedy?

"Don't tnd fool me. Come on, yes or no."

"You...how can you tell?" I still want to struggle.

"Are you going to say it or not?!" He couldn't hold back his voice, and he was furious, and the crackling sound was like a swimming Leisi.I finally know why he chose to speak here.

I shake my head. "I...don't know how to say that. You can ask in other words..."

"Good! How many years?!"

"Six years."

"c! Isn't it not long since the second level started?!"

"Um."

Afterwards there was a stalemate.I didn't dare to breathe, for fear that he would give me to humanitarianism on behalf of justice.Half-capable person, killing me is like pinching a small ant.

Fortunately, after a while of calm, he said:

"Why did I go out for a walk with itchy feet yesterday? You know that the playground you went to is near our house, right? (I nod) I saw you (I suddenly realized), don't pretend to be so stupid Like this, you must not be conscious at all. I can see at a glance that you are not easy on Xu Meiying. That look, that movement. Hmph. I didn't expect that the woman you told me before is her, right? ? (I nod)" He rolled his eyes, then said seriously:

"But how did you tn provoke her? Do you know how rich her family is? She is the only one in her family, and she will definitely inherit it in the future. Her parents are old antiques, rich and powerful, do you think you Did you G beat them? Also, didn't you tn see the news about the anti-gay alliance, didn't you read the comments below? Do you think you G beat the whole society?"

"Stop talking..." I squatted on the ground with my head in my hands. "Stop it...please..."

He sighed. "Give up, Cheng Jin. I seldom talk nonsense, just to persuade you that there is no limit to the sea of ​​suffering, and you will be right. Where is there no grass in the world, why bother to fall in love with a stinky piece of wood?"

"No..." I sniffed my nose, answered him in a low voice to hold back my sobs, and answered the sarcasm in my heart again and again: "I have... There is no turning back... I will not go back..."

"You!" He was so angry that he kicked me on the back, but he didn't have the ability to hit me.

"Do you think she doesn't know what I know? If she knows, why doesn't she respond to you?!"