Thousand Lantern Night

Often when Pokerfing doesn't know how to respond to my words and deeds, he will call me by my name like this.And usually in this situation, I can clearly feel that in his mind, I am a different existence to him than other people.

In the past, I would hold back my joy for a while.This feeling is like the casual glance of a girl I secretly admired when I was in middle school, which can make me excited all afternoon.Of course, the later results proved that it was just me who gave meaning to that look, and the girl really just passed my eyes casually.

But now, he called my name with this sigh again, which made me flustered for no reason.I suddenly felt that this was the last time Pokerfair would call me that.

Life is a process that allows you to accept meeting and parting.People are born with endless desires, always thinking that they can have something.But slowly you will find that the experience of a lifetime is nothing more than saying goodbye to the people you love one by one, watching the dreams fade away one by one, until the end, full of sadness but unable to shed tears, extremely tired but unable to fall asleep.But the flame of desire will never be extinguished, because no one is willing to accept such an arrangement of fate.

I am in such a situation now, I cannot accept parting peacefully.If there is bound to be a person in everyone's life who makes you reluctant to let go and want to go on with him forever, I think that person of mine must be Poor Oil Bottle.

I spent most of my time with Poker Ping underground, in the ancient tomb.Except for the time after coming out of Xiwangmu Palace, in real life, I have almost no intersection with him.My feelings for him are complicated, but one thing I am sure of is that after getting to know him better and better, I feel sorry for him.

He is not like everyone I have come into contact with before, he can cry, laugh and have emotions, and he wants to eat, wear, and own.The calmness and indifference with which he sees through everything makes him look like a god.No matter what he is facing, no matter what fate gives him, he can accept it quietly, and then carry everything silently.

Will he be happy, will he be content?Will you be angry, will you be sad?Emotions are also instinctive things, he was born as a person, how could he not?It's just that he has experienced too much and learned not to express.

I can see all these, and the accumulated day after day is an indescribable distress.Then, I would love to do something for him.Whatever it is that makes him happy, I want to do it.

But now, he is leaving.I was half-blind and held his hand tightly, listening to him sigh helplessly, unable to speak.I have no reason or position to keep him.Although I once thought that after his affairs were over, I could live with him in the fireworks of the world.

I have never experienced such despair.

"Wu Xie." Pokerfing reached out to help me remove the snow particles from my hair.His fingers seemed to pause for a moment, and then he helped me wipe off the dirt on my face.One touch, one cold touch. "You will see it. If you can't see it, I will find a way to make you see it. Wu Xie, don't do stupid things."

This kind of words are simply parting words.He seemed to be telling me, because you are the last person I come into contact with, so you can live well.Don't make me worry.

I just froze for a moment, then I rushed towards him recklessly, and hugged him with all the strength I could use.

I saw the silent man froze for a moment, his arms were occupied by Wu Xie, his outstretched hand was hesitantly placed in the air, but finally landed slowly and heavily on Wu Xie's back.The eyes hidden under the fine black hair looked at the snow-capped mountains in the distance, revealing a emptiness that made my heart palpitate.

He didn't say anything, but I could clearly see his pain.Behind the pretended indifference, because of Wu Xie's entanglement, there was an uncontrollable pain.

His left hand was hanging by his side, and the palm of his right hand slowly stroked the back of Wu Xie's head, over and over again.His chin gently rubbed against Wu Xie's side face, as if after thinking for a long time, he finally kissed Wu Xie's hair.

Wu Xie didn't raise his head, but his arms wrapped around his neck even tighter.

The two maintained this movement for a long time, like statues on the glacier that have not melted for thousands of years.

After a long time, Zhang Qiling pressed Wu Xie's shoulder, "The wind is getting stronger and stronger, we need to find a place to avoid it." Then he squatted down, let Wu Xie lie on his back, and carried him on his back. "You can't see it, so it's faster."

The snow on the ridge was blown by the directionless hurricane in all directions like a puff of snow fog, the entire mountain fell into a haze, and the visibility was only a few meters.All I could see were the two overlapping figures struggling to find their way on the snow against the wind.This state of interdependence between life and death, for a moment, moved me to tears.

We found the hot spring we stayed in the last time we went up the mountain, and we could finally stop and catch our breath.Porky Bottle lit a fire and settled me beside the fire.I fumbled with both hands to fix Pokerfing's broken wrist, broke off two icicles, and tied it as professionally as possible.Then Poker Bottle got me something to eat, and took away my half-smoked cigarettes.

I listened to him smoke the rest of the cigarette silently and said to me, "Your eyes will recover tomorrow."

This is a kind of sentencing, he is telling me that the time is up.Of course I know what he means. My body has not fully recovered from being paralyzed by freezing, and my mind suddenly froze.If I can accept the final parting, things will be much easier. When my eyes are healed tomorrow, I will tell him that I want to get it, and then they will turn around, those who go into the mountain go into the mountain, and those who go down the mountain go down the mountain.From now on, I will bring offerings down the mountain to worship every year, and in a few years, I may have to take my son and grandson with me.

If I accept and obey, that's the best we can end up with.

I don't know if it's impossible for others, but for me right now, it's absolutely impossible.

If it is Pokerfing's mission to go into the snow-capped mountains, something he can't let go of, then he is the same for me.I can't let go of him just like he can't let go of fate.Even though I knew in my heart that it should be fulfilled and that he should leave without any worries, the truth is that I was so sad that I was at a loss for what to do.

I really want to know what is behind that door that makes us have to pass each other?

Poker bottle gave me a ghost seal, and calmly told me about an agreement about the old nine door and the Zhang family's agreement to guard the bronze door.When I figured it out, my last thought was, when did he think of these things?

But Poker Ping didn't give me a chance to ask again. His fingers pressed my shoulder very quickly, and my eyes suddenly darkened.

Wu Xie's body fell limply, Zhang Qiling supported him with his hands.He lowered his head and looked at Wu Xie with eyes that I couldn't see clearly, with an expressionless Mu Ran on his face, "Wu Xie, I'm sorry."

Then he put Wu Xie flat on the sleeping bag, turned around and found a small bottle in his backpack, a transparent bottle as small as a finger.He held it in his hand, looked at it, bit off one of his fingers, and dripped a few drops of blood into the bottle.

There was nothing in the bottle at first, but after the blood dripped in, the color appeared, and it turned into a bottle full of pink liquid.Zhang Qiling knelt beside Wu Xie, lowered his head and brought the liquid in the bottle to Wu Xie's mouth, paused for a moment, and suddenly tightened his fingers on the bottle. "I didn't think it would be useful. ——Wu Xie, forget me."

With a tilt of his finger, the liquid in the bottle slowly seeped into Wu Xie's lips.

Finally, Zhang Qiling propped his right hand on the ground, bent down, and kissed Wu Xie's lips.

After he got up, he licked all the firewood into the fire, picked up his backpack, turned and walked outside.On the edge of the snow-capped mountains and the blue sky, the last ray of sunset light penetrates into a soft spot of light in the dim snow and dust in the sky.

The only thing Wu Xie would do after waking up was to run wildly in the snow and shout Zhang Qiling's name.On the empty snow-capped mountain, there was only his hysterical shout, trying to shout Zhang Qiling's name.The echoes of the snow-capped mountains bounced back in waves, like the valley singing a song.

Zhang Qi Ling.

I stopped abruptly.

There seems to be a memory overlap.Have I ever yelled Zhang Qiling's name like this?Was it - yesterday?

What happened between yesterday and now?I was holding the cloth strips that tied my eyes, what happened to my eyes?And this ghost seal, isn't Pokerfinger carrying it with him?Why is it in my hand?

I held my head frantically, and suddenly realized that I lost the memory of a day!

This discovery made me even more crazy. I used my memory to find the way to enter Changbai Mountain last time, and frantically dug into the stone wall with both hands, Zhang Qiling, come out for me!

In the end, I slumped on the ground exhausted, my palms and fingers were all worn out, and the pain was burning.I grabbed the ghost seal numbly, staring blankly at my blood stained on it, seeping into the jade bit by bit.

It was as if it had been swallowed.

I suddenly remembered the legend about jade.It reminded me of the miluotuo in the jade belt of the ancient building of the Zhang family.

Zhang Qiling, do you want me to forget you and stay innocent and innocent for the rest of my life?you are dreaming!

I quickly pulled out my Swiss Army knife and slashed the back of my hand.The blood kept dripping on the jade seal, slowly seeping into it.

Before I fainted, I pressed the wound against Yuxi.

Don't waste my blood!

The hurricane gradually receded, and the snow mountain returned to calm.A few hours later a group of people entered the mountain.The last scene I remember was Xiao Hua hugging me hard, calling my name hoarsely.

I opened my eyes suddenly, facing a pair of eyes close at hand, I was so scared that I quickly stood up.

Xiaohua glanced at me lightly, with a half-hearted smile, "What? You want me to take advantage of you while you're asleep?"

I rubbed my sore eyes and swollen head with one hand, and pouted him, "You are the one who wants to be taken advantage of by others! You want to be taken advantage of by others even when you are awake!"

This time Xiaohua really smiled, showing her white teeth, "Then do you want to take some?"

Rely on you uncle!I suddenly froze.My heart said, Master Hua, do you want to show off like this?