Insect Star First Psychotherapist

New ephemeris 497, autumn.The nationally watched trial ran into its final day.

In the early morning, Ansel, the main worm involved in the case, was found in the detention center because he could not bear the imminent prison disaster, and committed suicide by taking poison. There was a confession letter by his side, which explained in detail what the Ansel family had done in the past ten years since they got involved in arms. smuggling cases.

The results of the trial came out soon, the Chief Assistant was revoked from his position, exiled to the desert planet, and the general election was brought forward this winter.Before the general election, all affairs were handed over to the Minister of General Affairs Greer.

The presiding judge of the Supreme Court pushed Yuanyuan's glasses, and when the verdict was read out, the live broadcast of the trial scanned from top to bottom, and finally landed on Bai Jiu's face.

The standing military female is tall and straight, but when the camera focuses on his face, it is obvious that his complexion is still pale at this time, and there is even a bit of deep burrow in those blue eyes. Uneasy and agitated, this made him, who had always been calm, appear a bit in a trance.

All the worms thought that he was getting revenge, and his emotions were agitated because of those old things, so he didn't feel strange.

The camera stayed on his flawless handsome face for a long time, then turned around, and swept across the faces of the worms one by one.

And under the table that all the bugs couldn't see, Bai Jiu's fingernails were deeply embedded in the palm of his hand, almost pinching out bloodstains.

last night……

last night……

He closed his eyes and let out a long breath.

On the other hand, Beria watched him worriedly, hesitating to speak.

At the end of the trial, Bai Jiu left the Supreme Court immediately.

His back disappeared and sailed back to the hatch of the spaceship returning to the Rose Star Commander's Mansion, blocking out countless long guns and short cannons who were going to interview him.

But this does not hinder, because of the heat of the trial, his name has been searched repeatedly on the Xingwang forum, and the related posts are like boiling water, rising and falling, falling and rising again.

[Real version of Revenge: Remove the cancer of arms smuggling. 】

[Inspirational Chicken Soup: The History of the Commander's Struggle—From the edge of the empire to the core of the capital. 】

【Marriage and Family: How to Correctly Handle the Relationship between the Hero and the Career—Taking the Supreme Commander as an Example. 】

[Remembrance of the heroes: Do we owe those military women we look down upon a thank you? 】

……

The spaceship stopped in front of the Commander's Mansion, and Bai Jiu got off the spaceship without looking back by the escort of the soldiers beside her, and went straight in.

It was probably because his complexion was really not good-looking, and his eyes were obviously tired. Therefore, although the media bugs who were squatting in front of the door and waiting for rabbits were a little disappointed, they didn't bother too much.

"The commander-in-chief will hold a high-level meeting about the military after this, and it will be open to the public at that time. Friends from the media are also invited to come. Before that, everything is subject to the official announcement."

Beria spoke in a correct manner, and said with a serious look, then closed the door of the Commander's Mansion, and left by himself.

Although the trial is over, there is still a lot to do.Investigating and filling loopholes in the military system, rectifying the atmosphere, dismantling smuggling routes, writing foreign declarations...everything can keep him busy for a while.

As for Bai Jiu in the Commander's Mansion, almost as soon as he stepped into the bedroom door, he fell straight on the bed.

His forehead was hot, and his heart rate was also a little disordered.Maybe it was the cool wind blowing last night, and there were some signs that he was about to fall ill.

In the bedroom the curtains were half drawn and the lights were not on.Bai Jiu didn't take off her clothes, she fell asleep drowsily, and slept until night.

Janet couldn't knock on the door, feeling anxious.

He thought of Bai Jiu's face recently and the silent state he just passed by him, and he always felt that something was wrong with him, and he couldn't care less about it for a while.

It was almost eight o'clock in the evening, and when he knocked on the bedroom door for the fourth time, but still got no response, he had no choice but to grit his teeth and activate the highest authority as a housekeeper, and broke in directly.

The sky had already darkened, and the bedroom was pitch-black, and the silhouette of a military female lying on the bed could be vaguely seen.

Janet fumbled to turn on the small light, and as soon as she called out, she was startled by Bai Jiu.

Bai Jiu's cheeks flushed abnormally at some point, and her forehead was covered with fine beads of sweat.He seemed to have fallen into some kind of dark nightmare, and his expression was full of painful struggles.

Janet was almost terrified.

Bai Jiu was not brought up pampered. He used to stay in such a harsh environment on the border for decades, and minor ailments and pains generally would not appear on him.

And now that he looks like this, he is clearly infected with some kind of disease.

Not daring to delay, Janet quickly dialed the family doctor's number.

The other party was still very confused at first, thinking that the young master at home was ill again, but after hearing the butler's description, it turned out that the commander fell ill, so he quickly packed up his things and hurried over.

There are also simple medical tools at home.Before the doctor came, Janet took Bai Jiu's temperature first.

Sure enough, it was a high fever.

Bai Jiu didn't sleep soundly on the bed, his limbs began to twitch from time to time, and he tossed and turned.

The blush on the cheeks gradually spread, and the originally white and crystal-clear skin on the neck also gradually became strangely red.

Janet tried to cool him down with ice cubes and therapeutic equipment, which had some effect, but Bai Jiu still couldn't wake up.

In this situation, Bai Jiu is far more dangerous in a coma than in a waking state.

Janet tried to wake him up, but to no avail.

He had no choice but to wait for the doctor while worrying beside him.

The doctor came quickly, and he quickly conducted a series of examinations on Bai Jiu.

"It's nothing serious." He let out a long breath, "It should be a cold and a fever."

Janet was relieved.

However, the doctor continued with the next sentence.He frowned and said uncertainly, "But he still can't wake up, which is also a problem."

"What should I do?"

"I'll give him an injection first," the doctor said.

……

Janet's fear lasted till midnight.

Bai Jiu was injected with powerful antibiotics for a while, and finally woke up in a daze, but her condition was not much better.

His eyes were blank and staring, like a white-haired rabbit.

The doctor checked him, and he let out a "huh", as if he found something wrong, but he was not sure.

He let Bai Jiu take the medicine and fell asleep, then exited the bedroom and closed the door.

Janet hurried over and said anxiously, "The commander-in-chief has always been in good health, and this has never happened before. What's going on?"

The doctor hesitated for a moment, looked around suddenly, and asked, "Commander Xiongzhu... is he there?"

Monk Janet Zhang Er couldn't figure it out, but answered truthfully: "He's not here."

The doctor nodded understandingly, and slowly said: "Then, after the fever subsides tomorrow, please ask the commander-in-chief to go to the hospital for a comprehensive examination."

Janet: "Huh?"

Doctor: "Commander him, the various functions of the body have declined significantly, and this decline has occurred in a short period of time. Generally, there are only two possibilities for this situation."

Janet's mouth fell open.

He's a female too, and he knows what that means.

Thinking of Bai Jiu's recent physical and mental state, Janet felt that her heart was being hung on a steel wire.

The physical fitness has declined sharply, the mood is depressed, and it is easy to get sick...

Either he has some terrible disease, or...

Janet couldn't think too much of it.He hurriedly sent the doctor away, and promised to take Shoufu to the hospital for an examination tomorrow.

After doing all this, he suddenly thought of one thing.

……

"How does it feel to kill insects?" Qin Si joked, looking sideways at the handsome young male beside him.

"It's not that good." Yu She lowered his eyes.His thin eyelashes completely covered the transparent eyeballs, not a single gleam of light could be revealed.

At night, the galaxy is lonely.

On the roof of the rental house, two worms looked at the night sky. They both looked like teenagers, but maybe because the temperature dropped too low, neither of them had that vigorous youthful spirit, and instead looked a little lonely.

They have been staying in this simple rented house not too far away from the Commander’s Mansion for several days, and the worm responsible for disguising their whereabouts is still in a third-tier city a few planets away, avoiding the people Beria sent to find Yu She. Soldier.

"Interrogation methods, conversation skills, and how to cleanly eliminate the proof of presence...these are things that need to be learned and practiced in the eyes of others, but in my case, they are instincts." Qin Si said suddenly.

His voice was as dull as ever, with a bit of cold hoarseness, inexplicably making the worm feel alienated, as if he was listening to a mechanical worm talking.

This is clearly unscientific.No matter how sharp-eyed the scientific researcher is, standing in front of Qin Si at this moment, he should not be able to distinguish any significant difference between him and Chang Chong, but Yu She feels this way.

The worm in front of him seemed to have no body temperature and no heartbeat.His every move is as precise as if it has been accurately calculated, and even his speech is just right, and he can easily achieve his desired goal.

"So they want me dead." Qin Si said calmly, as if he was talking about a topic that had nothing to do with him.

"But unfortunately, I survived."

"..." Yu She didn't speak, he was scrolling through the forum posts about the trial and Bai Jiu, when he moved his finger away from the optical computer, squeezed the paper cup in his hand, and squashed it flat.

"I died once, do you believe it?" Qin Si looked at him and smiled.

Yu She frowned, and said after a while, "Your previous...was it related to the fire in the scientific research institute?"

Qin Si let him change the subject, and nodded without caring.

Before the batch of experimental bodies were destroyed, there was a fire in the scientific research institute. Director Jin didn't tell Yu She about it, but Yu She found out by himself.

But the fire that burned was actually quite weird, because in today's technologically advanced world, every inch of the interior buildings of Wormstar is made of fireproof materials, and the fire extinguishing tools are fully equipped, let alone in such an important scientific research institute. out of place.

But the fire still burned.Although the area is small, it burned a lot of core data, including Yushe's previous breeding plan.

——At that time, Yu She was still a carefree bug egg.

However, the experimental subject No. 008 is already a boy in his teens.

Yu She believes that some worms will go to nirvana in the ashes of the fire, carrying the unwashed blood and the truth that they have pursued until death, and live towards death.

"I should go." Yu She casually threw the paper cup aside, raised his eyes, stared at the lights of thousands of houses not far away, and thought of deep burial, his expression was filled with endless tenderness.

"..." Qin Si was silent, but still couldn't help it, "Are all the worms in your city so realistic? Throw them away after use?"

Yu She remained expressionless: "That's right."

But anyway, he is a polite worm, and he is really grateful for everything that Chu Si has done for him. Although he knows that there must be Qin Si's own considerations behind this, he still has to say something that should be said.

So he thought for a while and said, "Then what, if you follow me and Bai Jiu, we will write it off. After that, I will let him stop searching for your traces. If you want to leave here, I can book it for you." ticket."

Qin Si: "..."

Then you are very generous.

He waved his hands, took off his glasses and wiped them slowly, "If he asks, how do you answer?"

Yu She was silent for a while, and tentatively said: "You were originally sent to kidnap me, but you found out your feelings after tracking down, so you betrayed your accomplice, and under my influence, you decided to change your ways and become a worm?"

Qin Si: "...Who would believe it?"

Yu She: "There's no way, you're a male, and so am I. Anyway, things like cheating are definitely not possible, and you can do anything else."

He murmured to himself in a low voice: "Actually, I think Ah Jiu's ability to accept is quite high, so it's not a problem if I tell him everything."

Qin Si said coolly, "Yeah, it's not a problem. You can tell him that your conjecture has come true, and you want to use your own abilities and the timing of the trial and detention to kill the pickled worm for him, and then Because I was worried that he would be involved, I had to temporarily separate from him."

Yu She: "..."

"If he asks about your physical changes, you can still answer this way: It's just a three-year-old baby who suddenly turns into a crying baby in the middle of the night, or a two-hundred-year-old man, it's not a problem at all." Yu She: "..."

He pondered for a moment, then suddenly said quietly, "In fact, this situation can also be viewed dialectically..."

Qin Si: "?"

Yu She blushed, "Don't you think that there are actually many ways to play like this?"

Qin Si: "..."

Why should I talk to him, I'm still single!

Before I knew it, it was already midnight.

The air has become moist with the dew of early autumn.Yu She glanced at the time, it would be too late if he didn't leave.

He waved his hand at Qin Si without turning his head. He walked towards the stairs and said suddenly, "If you really want to find a worm to accompany you, why don't you go back?"

Qin Si was taken aback.

Yu She, who had recovered his youthful figure, had a clear voice, which was carried by the night wind and came from not far away, "I don't know you, but I think, there is always an emotion in this world that makes you convert, don't be limited by the so-called genes , you can try and learn to taste it.”

Sweet as clear springs, or as strong as shochu, will be rare treasures.

"Goodbye then."

"……goodbye."

Qin Si's voice was low, as light as a whisper.He was stunned on the rooftop for a long time, until the sky turned pale, and then he came back to his senses.

He suddenly felt that he really had been away from that planet and that worm for too long, so long that the other worms could just say a few words, which made him lose his mind—it was all about him.

……

The second day after Bai Jiu had a fever, she went for a checkup.

It will take another day for the test results to come out, but it is basically confirmed that it is not a serious illness.

Bai Jiu looked sleepy, but her brows and eyes were no longer gloomy, but instead had a strange calmness and calmness.After the fever, when he woke up in the morning, he seemed to have changed a lot, and at the same time it seemed like nothing had changed.If I had to say it, it was like an invisible shackle on my body was cut off, and the crumpled helplessness and panic buried deep in my soul disappeared little by little.

He began to gradually return to his former appearance.

Except for the worm who promised to be with him forever.

he will be back.Bai Jiu thought silently.

He will definitely come back.

Janet was very happy. He talked to himself over and over again, counting the symptoms one by one, saying that there must be bug eggs, it must be!

He asked Bai Jiu cautiously, "It's been almost half a month, why hasn't the young master come back?"

What Bai Jiu told him was that Yu She had gone to the interview with Noctis, so he just avoided the period of the trial.But even if it's an interview, you should come back...

Bai Jiu's expression changed, and he raised his hand to caress his lower abdomen.

The flat lower abdomen didn't move at all.Bai Jiu touched it for a long time, then put down her hand in disappointment.

"After the results come out tomorrow, they will be sent directly to me, and I will not go to the hospital." He ordered Janet.He hated the endless whiteness of the hospital, which reminded him of fields full of ashes.

"Okay. Then you have a good rest." Janet always felt that something was wrong, but she didn't dare to say more.

That night, Bai Jiu went to bed early, and he had another dream.

This time, the dream is no longer the dim past. In fact, those dusty pasts seem to have gradually faded in his memory after the death of the insect that he hated, and the half of him was deeply buried in his memory. The deeply suppressed and desperate soul is also waking up bit by bit.

He no longer needs to hide anything, no need to feel inferior, no more cowardly.He believes that the worm he loves will come back, and even if he is the only one, he will go on by himself and live with the little life in his body that is not yet sure whether it exists.

In the dream, it was three years ago, because he was injured in that battle, so he returned to the Commander's Mansion to recuperate for half a year.

Those six months should be regarded as the longest time he spent together after picking up the baby from the scientific research institute.

He is obviously a young boy in his teens, but his stature is really not high. He has become thinner and thinner due to years of pathological experiments, and the whole worm almost feels like it has lost its bones.

Little Yushe seemed to be a little afraid of him, always timid, with a pair of big watery eyes, black and white, staring at him from bottom to top, soft black hair hanging down beside his fair and tender cheeks, making Chong couldn't help reaching out to slap him hard. Give it a good rub.

So he really started rubbing it lightly.

The little guy shrank his neck, smiled head to head, and called him, "Marshal, you are back."

How did he respond?When he remembered, he just nodded coldly and walked in.

At that time, he still didn't know how to remove the mask that he had worn for too long. He was not good at words, he said what he did, and he acted arbitrarily, and he never knew what gentleness was.

He looked at such a larva, and only thought about how to let him bear the freedom that he had with himself, and grow up without restraint.Even now, it is the same.

He is a traveler in the desert, and he didn't dare to hope for an oasis at first, but he just tasted a clear spring, and he couldn't stop sinking.

That battle made his body sick, and his temper became a little irritable.Although he will learn to control every time he sees the baby, but how can the coercion accumulated over the years dissipate overnight?

Once at the dinner table, he found Yu She secretly watching him.

That feeling is very strange.

It was as if he had never thought that he would appear in those pupils that were as bright and clear as a glass bead, to be watched and cared to a certain extent.

It was like a tiny vine scratching at the bottom of his heart, which almost made him soften his expression subconsciously.

Yu She was indeed observing him.

He observes his slightly frowning eyebrows in meetings, the collision of knives and forks when he eats, his Adam's apple that rolls when he drinks breakfast milk, and his slender and knuckle fingers when he fastens the top button of his uniform.

His technique was so clumsy that Bai Jiu could discover it almost in the next second.

But he showed nothing, as if he didn't care about this small and careful observation at all.

And in fact?Clusters of small joyful flowers bloomed in his heart, who would know?

They are like two single-celled organisms. They obviously have completely different personalities, but they are able to take amazingly similar steps, use their tentacles to approach each other little by little, warm each other, and accompany each other.

It wasn't until his injury healed that the relationship between him and Yu She went through a long period of adaptation, as if ushering in a grand and warm spring.

……

Bai Jiu felt as if his body was being wrapped in warm water, which gave him the illusion of returning to a distant insect egg.

The dream is full of Yu She's face.

The fat ones, the childish ones, the handsome ones, the beautiful ones...the scenes are constantly changing, for a while it was the morning when I woke up after sleeping with him that day, and for a while it was the day when he fell from the sky , with silver glittering wings behind him, like a god.And that day when they were finally together, flames were burning in the air, and colorful blocks swirled in front of his eyes, and he saw a face in a trance, which was both familiar and strange.

Familiarity means that he can recognize it at the first sight, it belongs to Yu She's handsome face, but unfamiliar because that face is obviously different from Yu She who is still in the category of a teenager.

The worm was a full circle bigger than him, with sharp eyes and sharp outlines, clearly a young man.

Step by step, stepping on the broken moonlight in the study room that night, he walked towards Bai Jiu, stretched out his hand, and said a word softly.

With a bang, Bai Jiu's mind went blank.

No, I don't think I would kill you...how could...

"Don't you know about 'Killing God'? Why do you deny it?" The young man sneered.

Bai Jiu panicked, her heart sank down empty-handed.

He was eager to defend himself, but suddenly felt that his limbs were firmly bound, as if some insect was binding him with a rope.

He struggled and stretched out his hand to grab the corner of the clothes where the worm left, but it was in vain...

At this moment, a clear voice sounded right next to his ears.

"Ajiu?"

"..."

"Ajiu!"

"..."

Bai Jiu slowly opened his eyes.

He saw a pair of hands stretched out from behind him, holding him tightly in his arms in a pious gesture, and his lips were pressed against his sweat-soaked forehead.

"Wake up."

"I am back."

The author has something to say: I am so tired (it is already a useless dried salted fish...

The past is almost over, there is no slag, and after that it will be Tiantian and career line, and Zongzai wedding honeymoon trip and taking his wife to school (bushi or something (what am I talking about o(-`д?-?)