Hidden Corner - Change Xu Jing's Personality

, One for myself and one for my husband.

About the same size.

Zhu Chaoyang looked at Xu Jing, pursed his lips, and wanted to give Pupu the chicken leg.

Xu Jing stopped him.

She could see that this child was also careful and sensitive, "This is your meat, and you don't need to give it up to others. There are other delicious things, everyone can eat."

He has always been the only one who tolerated, and no one has ever told him that what belongs to you does not need to be given to others.

He had a sore nose and hummed.

According to his usual practice, in order to behave more well-behaved, he would still give in to Pupu, no, even if that person was Zhu Jingjing, he would still give in.But this time, he didn't want to.

He didn't know what the chicken legs tasted like in his mouth, but he knew for the first time that even if there were many people, even if there were only two chicken legs, everyone could eat their own bite.

The topic changed, and Xu Jing praised him again, "Your Teacher Zhang told me that you are very smart." She smiled, "He is also very smart. He was No. 1 in their mathematics department at the time. If you want to If you get into Zhejiang University, you can still go and have a look, he is still on the honor roll at the door."

The parents are short, and they also talk about Yan Liang's hobbies. "Okay, let's go to the scenic spot when we have time. It's summer, the flowers should be in bloom."

A meal with a strong "home" flavor.

Girls don't need to wash the dishes, Yan Liang took the initiative to help Zhang Dongsheng clean up, and it was done in a while.

He told Zhang Dongsheng some things about Zhu Chaoyang's family, "Uncle Zhang, you are his teacher, can you help him." He looked a little lost, Zhang Dongsheng also patted him on the shoulder, "Okay."

Zhu Chaoyang, who was sitting on the sofa in a daze, found Zhang Dongsheng sitting next to him, "Mr. Zhang."

"You don't need to laugh when you're unhappy. Your teacher's wife told me that." He looked softly at his wife who was playing with Pupu and Yan Liang's cats, and then his eyes fell back on him. "I know something about you. There are many things in this world that you can't choose. For example, the family life your parents gave you, and the way they love you, will be very suffocating."

"But you still have the opportunity to choose what kind of person you want to be. If you can't stand it, you can come here at any time. There are many rooms, and you are very welcome. In the future, you can also choose a boarding middle school, and leave here for a university that is far away like me. , Leave the memories and find the life that suits you.”

"Descartes' story, whether it's a fairy tale or a reality, you don't have to choose the same one. You can believe both or none."

"The sky outside is vast, not only the tigers and lions you saw today, don't break your wings in those strange circles."

He rubbed his hair, "Zhu Chaoyang, let me say it again, you are a child, you have the right to choose immaturity, don't put the pressure of adults on yourself, be happy, okay?"

He nodded with tears in his eyes, and finally sighed, acquiescing to Zhang Dongsheng's words.

He also has the right not to choose to grow up, right?

our home

Some decisions are difficult, but making up your mind is really just a matter of a moment.

Zhu Chaoyang was enlightened by Zhang Dongsheng at this moment, and suddenly realized that the outside world is vast, and there are many people who care about him.

It's getting late.

Zhang Dongsheng sent them back. Everyone had a great time playing today: "I'll send the photos to you when they are developed. You can come to play at home if you have time. Pupu knows the phone number, and you can call us anytime if you need anything."

Zhu Chaoyang stood on the steps with his bag on his back, watching Zhang Dongsheng's car go away.

He was still curious before, but Mr. Zhang suddenly changed the car.It turned out that his wife was pregnant, and he hoped that it would be more convenient after the child was born.

The smile on his face and Xu Jing's gentle expectation are so familiar, he has also seen it on the faces of his parents.

Perhaps, his birth was at least expected, right?

Going upstairs, through the door, he heard Zhu Jingjing's laughter, very crisp.Even if he didn't open the door, he could still imagine how happy the little girl was at the moment.The door is not closed, there is a small gap, it should be hot at night, open the door and window to let in the air.

Looking along the light, Wang Yao and his father were also laughing. I couldn't hear what they were saying, but it was not difficult to see that they were in a good mood.They are a family, and they seem redundant.

He was silent, opened the door and went in.

The originally harmonious atmosphere paused for a moment, and he read his father's expression. He was happy at first, but the smile was still there, but he was a bit embarrassed, and Wang Yao was the same.

After exchanging a few polite greetings, he felt that he really looked like an outsider, so he hid back in the room.

He also thought of Zhang Dongsheng's words of enlightenment, "Don't be broken by the strange circle."

I feel like crying a little bit.

The home that he wanted to please with all his heart and forbearance was a dream he had fantasized about, a dream that had long been fragmented and could not return.

It was no longer the warmth that could be maintained in his memory.

As much as my father wanted to be a good father, my mother also wanted to be a good mother.

Five fingers are long or short, and a bowl of water is difficult to level. Everyone has their own new life and new home.Whether it was his father and Wang Yao, or his mother and that man he didn't know—he had seen his mother go on a date, but he didn't say anything.

In fact, he knew it, Zhu Chaoyang, you should know it, or rather, you knew it a long time ago, but you didn't want to admit it.

Finally couldn't help it, covered the quilt, locked the door, and cried a lot.

"You have the right to choose immaturity."

……

After sending everyone back, Zhang Dongsheng passed by the convenience store and bought a bottle of sour plum soup for Xu Jing.

"Are you tired?" He sat on the sofa with his wife in his arms, and unscrewed the bottle cap for her, "Take a sip to satisfy your hunger."

Xu Jing took a few sips with his hand, very small sips.Too much sugar, I dare not drink too much, this is what the doctor ordered.She smacked her lips endlessly, pitifully but restrained.

Seeing that she had stopped drinking, Zhang Dongsheng tightened the cap of the bottle and put it under the coffee table.

Sitting next to the person and being hugged in her arms, she felt very relieved, and shook her head, "I'm not tired."

They have to raise their heads and kiss him. They both have moles at the corners of their mouths, which grow in opposite positions.She couldn't help kissing, and he couldn't help laughing either. "Why do you like me so much?"

He obviously just likes moles, this person.

Xu Jing wanted to give him a blank look, but couldn't bear it, "Yes~" she still rubbed against his neck.

They talked about the three children again.

Each has its own advantages, but also each has its own difficulties.

"We're rich, how about adopting Pupu?" She looked at him, "When I think of a little girl wandering and struggling outside, I feel bad."

He fell silent, indeed.

When Pupu called him daddy today, his heart was trembling.

He covered her lower abdomen with his hands, where a life was being conceived, although it was still very small, there was a clear life trajectory.

"Can we..." Is a bowl of water level?

She understood what he meant, but after so many years, they still knew a thing or two about each other's thoughts.They all love Pupu, and Pupu needs a home. "Seven years ago, we should have had a daughter, right? Look, she's back."

she said softly.

Zhang Dongsheng's tears welled up at once.

At that time they were loving each other, he said, "Then let's have a daughter with big eyes and hair cut to the same length, like a doll."

Those were the seven years I missed, and it's time to make up for it now.

Not missed.Now that they are all ready to be parents, they should give her the best of the one more child they should have had.

Just as much as she needed, just as much as they could give.

our home

They live their own lives, and now the family conditions are better than before, and Xu's parents have nothing to refute. Even Xu's father saw that his daughter really liked the little girl, and said he would help her find someone to go away.

The matter of adoption still needs to be discussed with Pupu.

At least if she wants to.

"Pupu, we have always wanted a girl, would you like to come to our house?" Xu Jing asked her, with some care and hope.

Just like she did when she faced Zhang Dongsheng at the beginning.Mending a broken relationship takes a lot of work, as does starting one.

When Pupu thought about that day in the garden, she wished that that day would never end, and that she could always have parents.

When the dream came true, she couldn't even believe it.

But she has a younger brother...

"We will bear your brother's medical expenses." Zhang Dongsheng could see her concern.

The biggest problem is solved, and the remaining things are much easier to handle.

Before that, it is necessary to decorate the room for Pupu. "What color do you like?" It's too late to paint, but you can still choose bed sheets, bedding, tables and chairs.

There is also a big wardrobe, and a lot of beautiful clothes must be prepared for her.

When a family of three visits IKEA, they have different interests.

Zhang Dongsheng put his arm around his wife and his daughter with the other.

One of them ate sausage and the other ate ice cream, looking left and right.

This is his whole world.

"Do you want the sheets pink or pink?" Xu Jing looked at the four-piece flannel blanket and asked Pupu sideways.

Hmm...the pink and white ones seem pretty good.

She reached out to touch the white quilt cover.

can.

You need to buy pillows and dolls.

"Buy both Tutu and Xiongxiong." Zhang Dongsheng made the decision, and the two big dolls were also put into the shopping cart.

Full, just like his heart.

The wardrobe needs to be delivered by someone, and IKEA just provides the service. "It's so big..." Pupu was surprised.

The milky white double-door wardrobe, the mirror inlaid with crystal diamonds, is like the princess's room in her dream.

"Because we Pupu also have a lot of clothes, and the cabinet is too small to fit them." She gently rubbed her hair.