my husband is crazy

Qin Buchuan and his sister-in-law were sitting in the back seat of the car. Yang Lu wanted to say something in front of him, so he tried Tantan's words. Qin Buchuan and Zhang Xiufen were always silent, and he felt that the atmosphere in the car was terrible.

Yang Lu said: "Is the child half a month old? If you miss the third bath, you must have the full moon wine."

In the back seat, Zhang Xiufen hugged her son, lowered her head and looked at her eyes, the baby was sleeping soundly with her thumb in her hands, but she wanted to cry when she looked at it, every time she looked at this child, she naturally loved her in her heart, but love Looking at the child, I couldn't help but think of the child's father.

Qin Buxuan has been unable to find the body, which is a good thing and a bad thing. If he can't find the body, he can think of the one in ten thousand probability that maybe the person is still alive.But it is also possible that Qin Buxuan is dead and even the body cannot be found.

When Yang Lu asked, Zhang Xiufen, full of grief, replied in tears: "I can't do it, what can I do, this child may be a posthumous child."

Yang Lu choked up, and wanted to cry when she heard this, thinking that she said something wrong again?

Qin Buchuan also said "hm", he lost a lot of weight, his face was pale with a strong sense of mourning, he also murmured to himself: "I can't do it, wait until the elder brother... the elder brother comes back."

Yang Lu covered her face, please forgive him, he really wanted to sit in the car behind, this car, the car was full of grief and he couldn't breathe.

After these words, no one in Qin Buchuan's car spoke again, and the people in the car were all quiet, the silence was silence, the black car of this car was like a black coffin in motion.

When they arrived at the Qin mansion, Zhang Xiufen covered the child in a cloak, and Qin Buchuan spread a black umbrella over his sister-in-law's head, exposing half of his body.Ling Xiran got out of the car and met him. It was late, so he chased after him holding an umbrella. Qin Buchuan and Zhang Xiufen had already walked the few steps from the door to the house.

Zhang Xiufen carried the child back to the bedroom, Qin Buchuan shook the snow off his body, Ling Xiran and Yang Lu entered the room, Yang Lu and Gu Tingsheng did not stay long, exchanged a few words of comfort and said goodbye before Qin Buchuan went back to his bedroom.

When he entered the bedroom, he began to take off his clothes until only his underpants were left, and he remained silent from beginning to end. Ling Xiran also looked at him coldly, seeing that he was covered in white skin and had no flesh on his body, and he became a slender young man.

Qin Buchuan was wearing a pair of underpants and went into the bathroom to drain the water. He was cold, his whole body was cold and exhausted from body to heart. If the eldest brother really died, he would be the one to carry the burden of the family in the future.

Qin Buchuan sat in the hot tub in his underpants, and Ling Xiran followed him in at a distance of two or three steps.

Only then did Qin Buchuan turn his eyes to Ling Xiran, neither surprised nor taken it for granted, he just smiled lightly: "Brother Ran, it's really cold today, you should come in and go clubbing together."

Ling Xiran was dressed thickly, and there was heating when he entered the room. He squatted down, stretched out his hands to wrap Qin Buchuan's hands on the edge of the bathtub, held his cold fingertips, and lowered his eyes: "I'm not cold, Brother Chuan, you are the one who is cold."

Qin Buchuan nodded: "I've lost weight recently. I'm too busy. When I lose weight, I tend to get cold."

Ling Xiran had a sore nose, and all the resentment towards Qin Buchuan on the road disappeared in his words.

Ling Xiran also smiled, forced a sad smile, and said to Qin Buchuan: "Don't be afraid, I am here, no matter what happens, I will be with you. I just beg you not to drive me away, let me stay with you .”

"I'm chasing you?" Qin Buchuan asked in confusion, thought for a while, and shook his head, "What do you think about every day, but brother, don't think about it when you're fine."

Ling Xiran let out a "hmm" as a response, and he slowly sat by the bathtub, leaning against the bathtub, holding brother Chuan's fingertips with both hands, Qin Buchuan spoke again after a long while.

"I... I'm a useless person."

Qin Buchuan withdrew his hand, and his whole body sank into the hot water of the bathtub. The water overflowed his chin, and his mouth was barely exposed. The heat rose and engulfed his eyes, making his eyes sore.

He said: "Yang Lu came to me and told me that my elder brother had an accident. My first reaction was fear, and then I felt uncomfortable. But brother, my elder brother is gone, and I will take care of my sister-in-law and guaiguai in the future, but how can I support it?" A family? There is a lot of money in the family, but I can only spend money and not make money. Besides, I have money but no connections. What should I do if I encounter problems in the future? I am only nineteen, and I still feel like a child. Apart from playing—— I can't do anything! Let me carry a house, I can't carry it!"

Ling Xiran turned around, put his arms on the edge of the bathtub, looked at Qin Buchuan, and stretched out his hand to touch his head: "You can't hold on, and I'm still here."

Qin Buchuan just smiled this time, with a bleak smile: "Can I always rely on you, you will also get married and have children in the future, and when you have your own small family, can I trouble you to help me more? "

Ling Xiran's hands stopped, and Qin Buchuan continued: "Grandma is kind to me, grandma is gone, now my elder brother is kind to me, and elder brother is gone too, but brother, will you leave me one day?"

Ling Xiran entered the Qin mansion fully dressed and only took off his overcoat. He is now wearing trousers, a shirt and a woolen vest. Hearing Qin Buchuan's words, he stood up, raised his long legs, and the bathtub flooded with water in an instant.

Ling Xiran sat down with his clothes wet, he hugged Qin Buchuan into his arms, and kept touching his back and head.

Then his head moved closer, the two of them were face to face, Ling Xiran calmly and firmly stuck to Brother Chuan's ear: "Xiao Chuan, I'm not getting married, I'll be with you, I'll be with you for the rest of my life."

Qin Buchuan lowered his head slowly, resting his head on Ling Xiran's never-so-broad shoulders, and was speechless for a while, before Ling Xiran heard him grinning "Ah—" After the sound passed, Qin Buchuan was like a child Pulling his mouth and crying "woo woo".

Sudden snow and clearing will be a day later, this time the snow fell really hard, Ling Xiran stayed in the Qin family, and there was an extra nanny in the Qin family to take care of Guaiguai.On the contrary, Zhang Xiufen doesn't take care of her children very much. She often has a sad face, wearing a large nightgown and a woolen coat, floating around the house mysteriously.

Zhang Xiufen is in good health, and recovered quickly after giving birth. Ling Xiran looked at her, she was not just floating, she was walking at home, her pace was not slow, almost approaching a trot.

On the third day, Ling Xiran got up early, went to the living room to eat breakfast, the nurse carried the child downstairs, when the nurse saw him, she smiled and said hello stiffly.

Ling Xiran stretched his head over, and saw that the baby in swaddling clothes had a small white face. His cheeks were no longer the shriveled black and red cheeks he saw when he first went to the hospital. Instead, they were white, plump, moist and lovely.

Ling Xiran looked at it silently, and was about to look away, the child suddenly opened his eyes, a pair of eyes that can be called big even for a baby, and the two eyeballs were black and shiny, looked at him and grinned, "Yeah!" After making a sound, he grinned at the corner of his mouth.

Ling Xiran could tell that this obedient pair of eyes was very similar to Brother Chuan's.

He also smiled and opened his arms: "This child give me a hug."

The nanny looked at Ling Xiran and was amazed at the young man's demeanor, but the child's body was soft and not in good shape, and he couldn't stand up on his own, so she didn't dare to hug Ling Xiran, a man who had never raised a child.

Hesitating like this, Qin Buchuan ran downstairs. He came over and took the child into his arms, then walked to the sofa and sat down. Ling Xiran followed: "Let me give you a hug."

Qin Buchuan was very skilled in holding the child, he gently held the child and shook it slowly: "Hey, let's have a good smile."

Grinning obediently and screaming "Yeah", Qin Buchuan smiled softly, and then he carefully handed the group of children to Ling Xiran: "Hold your hands firmly, put your butt on your hands, and the other hand Hold on to the back with one hand, hey, you still have a good hug, Brother Ran."

Ling Xiran hugged the child, put his face close to gently rubbing the child's cheek, he replied to Qin Buchuan: "When I saw you hugging, I saw it in my eyes, and I will learn from it."

Qin Buchuan blinked: "You have been very capable of self-study since you were a child, but brother, you are a smart person."

Ling Xiran thought about it, because he wrote it himself. He once wrote about a man in one of his novels. Men are smart people, so women who like men say that smart people are cold people.Therefore, upon hearing Qin Buchuan's compliment, he had no choice but to smile, thinking that he is not a smart person, he is just an ordinary person with someone he likes.

When Qin Buchuan and Ling Xiran teased the child until the child cried and was hugged and nursed by the nanny, they realized that Zhang Xiufen was missing.

Qin Buchuan asked his servant to call his sister-in-law for dinner, but the servant went to call, but there was no one in the room.

Qin Buchuan and Ling Xiran ran into Zhang Xiufen's bedroom. She was indeed gone long ago. There was a letter written clearly on the desk. Zhang Xiufen left at five o'clock in the morning this morning. The train at six o'clock should have been there by now to go to the Northeast. On the train.

Qin Buchuan looked at the letter. The letter explained very simply. He didn't tell him because he would definitely be stopped if he knew it, but he had to go.

Zhang Xiufen said in the letter: Xiao Chuan, I feel very uncomfortable. It is too uncomfortable. They say that being a mother is strong, but Zixuan is gone. I really don't want to live anymore.

Since I got home, I can't sleep every day and every night, and my hair has started to fall out. I know it's because I can't get over this hurdle.I thought, fortunately, my two legs are able to walk now, and my health is not too bad, so let’s go to Rehe.This trip, I knew that I probably wouldn't be able to find Zixuan, but I still wanted to go, and if I didn't go, I always felt that I was just lying down and going to die at home.

If you don't come back after that, please be sure, don't look for me, just take care of me and be good.

At five ten in the morning, Xiufen stayed

Qin Buchuan held the letter and shook his hands after reading it, the letter fell to the ground lightly, like a speck of dust.

Ling Xiran hugged him, smiled for some reason, and said, "And me, Brother Chuan, I'll be with you."