This friend is a bit sweet

Chen Shaoai raised his hand and wiped his eyes: "It's okay."

Feng Mian snorted: "It's okay that my eyes are dizzy like pandas."

Chen Shaoai took out a wet towel and wiped off the makeup on his hands.Feng Mian turned on her mobile phone at the side: "I'm also here to watch Xiao Yujiang."

Chen Shaoai sighed inaudibly: "She reminds me of a... classmate from before."

"Student?" Feng Mian glanced at the driver and Zhang Hua sitting in front of her, and lowered her voice, "Are you a girlfriend?"

"Don't talk nonsense."

Seeing Chen Shaoai's expression, Feng Mian knew that he had just guessed very well.She opened Xiaoyujiang's live broadcast room with great interest, watched it for a few seconds, and couldn't help but be taken aback: "Don't say it, the drawing really looks like you!"

Chen Shaoai has a wallet, which she has been using since Fengmian met her.The leather of the wallet was covered with creases, and the magnetic buckle was beginning to rust, which affected the appearance to a certain extent, and it looked a bit awkward when placed with her room full of designer bags.But Chen Shaoai always takes it with him wherever he goes, until now, I don’t know how many years he has used it

Feng Mian once saw a photo in his wallet, which was a miniature version of a high school graduation photo.Among the group of people, Chen Shaoai was the most eye-catching, nothing else, just because she was the only one not wearing a school uniform.A leather jacket with ripped pants, and a necklace hanging around his neck gleamed presumptuously in the sun, and his chin-short hair was blown into an unruly arc by the wind.

Such a student must be an outlier on campus, but the teachers dare not control her, condoning her strange dress, her eccentric personality, and even her "disgraceful" past.In her own world, she can do whatever she wants, as long as she doesn't overstep, as long as she doesn't cross the boundaries, as long as she doesn't affect other students.

But anyway, at least at the time, the girl in the picture had a good laugh.Feng Mian knew little about Chen Shaoai's past, but she had never seen Chen Shaoai smile like in that photo.

She obviously smiled so happily, but whenever she talked about the past, she always kept it secret, and there was an indelible loneliness in her eyes.A child who has been pampered to grow up, what is there not to be happy?Feng Mian never understood.

The car stopped at the gate of the company's dormitory. They said good night to the driver and Zhang Hua and got out of the car.It takes only 5 minutes to walk from the entrance of the community to the dormitory, so it is considered a walk.

The driver restarted, and the sound of the car moving gradually faded away.The night is as cold as water, there is no cicadas singing in winter, and the endless clouds spread over their heads layer by layer, and the sound of breathing is like the deep and shallow high tide.There are two rows of street lamps standing on the side of the road, and the lights are like bunches of flames, slapping the ground at intervals, swaying and trembling.

Chen Shaoai stopped suddenly.Feng Mian asked her: "What's wrong?"

Chen Shaoai turned around slowly, her thin back was like a icicle of cold air, standing upright in the bitter north wind.When she opened her mouth, the traces of hot air drifted away with the wind in an instant: "Come out."

Behind the bushes not far away, the lights of the car came on, and with the sound of the door opening, four people got out of it.Chen Shaoai squinted his eyes, it was the ones he saw at the party before.

It was only then that Feng Mian realized that there was a car parked behind the bushes. She couldn't see the faces clearly against the light, but she could vaguely recognize them from the figure and clothing: "Why are they again?"

Chen Shaoai said coldly: "Where did you come from?"

The leader of the four bowed slightly to her: "We will leave after you arrive at the dormitory safely. The boss means that we should always protect your personal safety."

The word "always protect" obviously irritated Chen Shaoai, her chest heaved violently, and she almost screamed to make them roll.Feng Mian hurried up to stop him, and when she calmed down a bit, her voice trembled: "Go back and tell him, I don't need it."

The four returned to the car, but they still didn't start the car.Obviously the boss's words are the imperial decree, they will stay here until the lights in Chen Shaoai's dormitory are turned on.Like an infrared camera lurking in the dark, with a faint cold light, in the name of protection, it tore away all the privacy, and scratched one after another on her heart. Over time, it dried into annual rings.

"It's windy in the yard, hurry up, or you'll catch a cold." Feng Mian took off the scarf and wrapped it around Chen Shaoai, and turned to give them a hard look.

After entering the door and turning on the light, Feng Mian ran to the window and opened the curtains, saw the car lights turned on, and breathed a sigh of relief: "It's okay, these followers are gone."

Chen Shaoai poured himself a cup of hot water and held it in the palm of his hand, sitting on the sofa in a daze.

"My elementary school and junior high school were not in Shanghai. I transferred there in high school. It was Chen Minguo's idea. He sent four bodyguards to monitor me. No one dared to make friends with me, except her."

Fengmian was silent, who was the "she" Chen Shaoai was talking about, and the two of them knew each other about it.

"They followed you then? It's too exaggerated! Since you can't worry about you, just change schools, why do you have to go to another city?"

Chen Shaoai exhaled slowly, with a distant voice: "During the second year of junior high school, he knew my orientation."

When the scar was first uncovered, it was very painful, and there was blood gurgling out just at the part where the skin and flesh adhered.But gradually, this kind of pain will transform into an inexplicable pleasure. The memories that have been difficult to talk about before now seem to be trivial and insignificant.

"My junior high school was better than high school, but I still had few friends. I was closest to one of my female classmates. Once I went on a weekend outing with her, and we didn't tell our family. When we got home, everything changed. gone."

"It just so happens that she was also found out to be gay by her family before. In fact, I have nothing to do with her. We just hugged each other to keep warm. How did we know that the school was almost taken over by the two parents during the two days we went out to play."

"A small incident made such a big fuss that we couldn't stay any longer. I'm better, but I went to high school in a different place. I heard that she was sent to a mental hospital for treatment by her family and disappeared. I also I dare not inquire."

Feng Mian took a deep breath: "At that time...you were still so young..."

In the third year of junior high school, at the age of fifteen or sixteen, such a secret thing was discovered by his parents. Not only did he not understand it, but he left his hometown because of it, and was even nailed to the pillar of shame.How arbitrary are they as parents?And what kind of torture is it for a child?

The water in the kettle boiled, and Chen Shaoai refilled himself with a cup of hot water: "You always say that I like to hold back things, but I don't like it, but I'm used to it. Some things can't be explained no matter how much they talk about, so why don't you say less?" Less mistakes."

Fengmian's face became hot, and feelings of guilt surged into her heart, and she couldn't find anything to say for a while: "...your father's behavior is really too much."

"For him, where is this?" Chen Shaoai curled his lips mockingly, and lowered his voice extremely low, as if it was about to float into the air at any moment, "My mother died because of him. "

Feng Mian suddenly opened his eyes wide, shock, fear, and sympathy flashed through them one after another.If it wasn't for Chen Shaoai who said this, it would be really difficult for her to connect the kind-hearted and gentle entrepreneur in the report with this kind of personality.

"He, he actually killed..."

"No, my mother committed suicide. In front of me, I was six years old." Chen Shaoai paused, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say it.It's going to rain tomorrow, and the dark clouds in the sky are thickly piled up, making it hard to breathe.

The complexity of the human heart and the difficulties of the world can only be understood by experiencing it personally.Countless people are envious of Chen Shaoai's background, but this is the source of all her pain.Fengmian couldn't imagine if these things happened to her, would she still have the courage to live a good life.

Chen Shaoai put the water glass on the coffee table, and the glass lightly touched the ceramic countertop, making a crisp and crisp sound.She hooked the corners of her lips, and she had withdrawn from her memories, "I kind of want to know how Xiaoyu-chan drew that picture."