Dedicated to Luhe

When I grew up, I began to accept the fact that there are many things in this world that cannot be figured out or solved at all. We are not superhumans, and we are often powerless.

At this time, the only way is to "curve to save the country".

For example, if Lu He's parents don't accept him, then I will find a way to make my parents accept him.

When we got home, I hid in the bathroom and called my mom, telling her I was on vacation at the end of the year and I was taking my friends back for New Years.

I haven't been home for a long time. When my mother heard that I was going back, she was very happy.

"Come back, what do you want to eat, send me a WeChat message later, and I will go shopping with your dad for the next few days."

It has always been like this, since I left home to go to college, every time before I go home my parents are ready to give me "food supplements", as if I can't eat anything outside.

I chatted with her for a while, and when I hung up the phone and came out of the toilet, Lu He was leaning against the wall and waiting for me.

"What's wrong?" I asked him.

Lu He said, "Shu Wang, I know what you want, but don't force it."

"No force," I really didn't force it at all, I just felt the need to do it, "I just want to take you home."

I hadn't thought about coming out before. After all, I couldn't predict my parents' reaction, and I had already promised that I would not get married, and they agreed, so it was actually not a big problem.

But people, ideas are always changing.

I didn't think about coming out before, but now I do.

I want to tell my closest people that I have someone I like, and I want to introduce my cherished partner to my closest relatives. I hope that the four of us will spend together on the reunion day, and hope that we are like a family.

I know this is idealistic, and the reality won't make it so easy for us, but we still have to work hard for it.

I can't continue to hide it from my parents, and I can't just wrong Lu He like this.

Being such a big person, I have to be responsible and courageous.

I went over, hugged Lu He and jumped on him, and he caught me easily.

Like a big frog, I lay on top of him, with my arms around his neck and my legs wrapped around his waist.

Lu He dragged my butt, carried me to the restaurant and said, "Soup is made."

"Smells so good." I kissed him and said, "I am truly blessed to be with you."

He smiled and leaned over to kiss me.

Lu He's cooking skills are getting better and better. I was a little ashamed at first, but now I'm used to being taken care of by him like this, and my skin is getting thicker and thicker.

I sat there drinking the soup, and Lu He asked, "If I make this for my uncles and aunts, will they like it?"

"They will kick me out and let your name appear in my household registration book."

Lu He looked at me and smiled, raised his hand to adjust his glasses.

"Don't be nervous," I said, "they'll like you a lot."

They really like Lu He very much, but the premise is that he didn't walk into my house as my boyfriend.

After drinking the soup, I started to buy the ticket, and I have to go back in a week. I have to deal with all this on my back during this week. When we go back, I hope the atmosphere is relaxed, whether it is him or my dad Mom, I hope they are all happy.

I seem to be a little too greedy, but hard work is always right.

In the next few days, I was so busy in the company that I almost lost my head. While I was busy with work, I hinted at my parents in a roundabout way. I kept hinting to them that my relationship with Lu He was unusual.

In fact, after so many years, my parents should be more or less aware of some of the differences in me, but no one deliberately mentioned it, so they can pretend not to know.

Last Chinese New Year, when they mentioned that they would not get married, they should have understood, but no one made it clear.

The day before I went back with Lu He, I deliberately didn't go home with Lu He at night, and told him that I had to work overtime, and then I had something to explain to my colleagues and asked him to go back first.

In fact, the work matters have already been dealt with, and I stayed only because I wanted to find a quiet place where no one was around to call my mother.

This week's "vaccination" has been almost done, and some things must be said.

In the winter, I went to the roof garden, wiped the chairs that had not been sat on for a long time, and sat on it.

The chair is cold and the ass is cold.

I lit a cigarette, which was brought from Lu He, and the lighter also belonged to him.

I took a puff and almost choked myself because I was so nervous.

When the phone call came, my mother beamed and asked, "What time will you arrive tomorrow?"

"After one o'clock in the afternoon." I said, "Mom, I have something to tell you."

After my mother said "ah", we were all silent.

I took another puff of the cigarette, and my mother asked, "Do you smoke?"

"It's amazing, you can hear it all."

"Anything bothering you?"

"It's not my trouble," I said, "it might bother you if I tell you."

My mother stopped talking, and I got a headache from the wind, so I rubbed the center of my eyebrows.

"Then don't say it." My mother said calmly, "Don't bother us all day."

"No," I couldn't help but still sighed, "I have to say."

I heard my mother blowing her nose, guessing she knew everything and was crying.

At this time, I should actually be by her side, hug her and coax her, and then take the initiative to cook instant noodles for her with two poached eggs.

"Don't you cry," I said, "I think it's a good thing for me."

"Yes, isn't it a good thing." She said, "Or I won't be able to recognize your father either."

She was crying badly, sobbing on the phone.

She said that they admitted it, and there should still be lumps in their hearts, but they still admitted it.

I suddenly felt that I was shameless. I didn’t tell when I came out, and I let them guess. I was not around when I guessed, so they could only explain themselves.I just threw the problems I should face to them. These days, they must not be better than me, even more stressed and harder than me.I can't imagine how they got through this week, there must have been a lot of struggles.

I'm really over the top.I am really sorry.

"Mom," I said, "Lu He is very nice. He is taller than me, handsomer than me, and earns more money than me. You will definitely like him."

"Stinky boy, do your dad and I care about this?" She cried and said, "No matter how tall and handsome he is, no matter how much he earns, what's the use if he doesn't treat you sincerely and doesn't live well with you?"

She made me want to cry too, I am the luckiest person in the world.

"He's true to me," I said, "and he's better off than I am."

I know that when two men live together, whether it is in the present or in the future, there are too many uncertainties in the eyes of their parents. Their generation is very fancy about that paper certificate, and thinks that the small red book symbolizes the future. A great responsibility.

They were right, and so were we.

Neither of us have to go to great lengths to convince each other that we are right, all we have to do is love each other.

Love my parents who are willing to understand and accept any aspect of me, love my Luhe who embraces me wholeheartedly.

When I went downstairs, I saw Lu He's car parked by the side of the road, he didn't leave, he was waiting for me to get off work together.

I trotted over and got into the car. He held my cold hand and asked, "Is the air conditioner in the office broken?"

"Lu He," I said, "my mother just told me she welcomes you home."