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Ellie quickly blinked away the tears in her eyes, cleared her throat, lowered her head and took a deep breath of the cigarette, and looked out the window again.

Peter sat on the sofa, with many unknown emotions churning in his heart, but he just stared blankly at the back of Ellie's foggy head, unable to say anything.

"Dolly came to study in New York, mostly because of me, she never separated from me, so..."

Ellie hesitated to speak, paused, and continued: "If possible, I would like to be with her forever, but this is impossible. From a practical point of view, I will never be able to take care of my life and her. She is the most important person to me, but she will grow up one day too, I have always dreamed of being a top model, she always knew, but I don't think she realizes that it represents the time I spend with her in the future It will become less and less."

"I've seriously thought about it, and maybe one day she'll find someone who will love her with all her heart, and she'll marry that guy, and Dolly will love her completely, regardless of the consequences, and she will, too. Expect equal returns."

She suddenly lowered her head and laughed, shaking off a piece of soot again: "It's a bit silly to say, but it is indeed a Disney cartoon-style love, dreamy, beautiful, and everyone will envy it. I can almost imagine that she will love it every day." The scene of dancing with her arms around her future partner in the big house."

"You may not understand why I say this. I just think that she will be easily hurt like this. Ever since she was pursued by boys at the age of 12, I have been worried that she will fall in love with someone who is not worthy of her love. People, she will love each other with all her heart, and then end up with a scarred end."

Ellie burst out laughing: "I really feel like her mother... You see, I met a man like Rick, I can protect myself, although it is really sad, but I will eventually It takes time to completely forget all this, but she can't, she is too naive, I'm afraid that once she is hurt, she will never be able to get out of that emotion."

She approached, put out the cigarette in the ashtray, and sat down on the sofa again.

"I'm so worried. It's definitely not a wild idea. I once consulted a psychiatrist. As a child who has not been cared by her parents all year round, it is not easy for Dolly to grow up like this, but it does not mean that she is completely strong. If you compare her to a plant, then attention and love are water and sunshine, she is easy to satisfy, as long as you love her enough, other problems are not a problem, but because of this, she will be more vulnerable."

"Peter, you're a good boy, I know that, but love isn't just hormones, Rick and I used to be in love, now? You may not understand, but sometimes love can be too strong A burden, not only for her, but also for you."

Peter opened his mouth, wanting to refute: "No..."

Ellie chuckled lightly: "If you are really with Dolly, it will be very hard in the future, there is no eternal love, when she has paid a lot but can't get the same return, no matter how lovely the girl is You will also feel impatient and stressed at the same time, and then ordinary couples quarrel, reconcile, torture each other and then break up, this is what most couples and even couples will go through, what can you guarantee?"

Peter bit his lower lip tightly, the churning emotions in his heart kept bumping back and forth. There was a voice in his heart telling him that this would not be the case, but Ellie's words did seem convincing. He really couldn't guarantee the future. He didn't have the courage to tell Dolores what he wanted, and he couldn't refute it.

Eventually, Peter's jaw tightened, and he dropped his eyes from Ellie's.

But he still stubbornly did not agree with her words.

Ellie leaned back on the sofa, her eyes wandering: "The psychiatrist told me that girls like Dolly are easy to fall in love with older and mature men. I guess it's some kind of Electra plot, It sounds crazy." She laughed, flicking her fingers unconsciously, as if she wanted to have another cigarette.

"But it sounds reasonable, and I think that's probably the case. I think it would be nice if she really likes that kind of guy, one who is reliable enough, mature enough to handle everything, and cover Dolly from the wind." Yu, take good care of her like a child, and let her always maintain a pink girl's heart, that should be the perfect object." She said to Peter as if teasing: "Hey, to be honest, before I was worried when she said she met Tony Stark, there was absolutely no way she could hide from that kind of dude, and he was a few decades older than her, ha! It's cold."

She patted her chest, not paying attention to Peter's shocked expression.

"He's the type that scares me the most. If he's just an irresponsible old man, then things will go in the worst direction. God forbid, it seems that Iron Man is not entirely media. The jerk look on display."

Ellie suddenly let out another long breath: "But what surprised me and couldn't believe it was that Dolly turned into a witch..."

She thought of this fact that gave her a headache again, the expression on her face suddenly became indescribable, and she looked at Peter with a hint of disbelief: "Really, I can't imagine what you two are thinking at all, no intention Offensive, but I really thought you were a well-behaved nerd who could only learn, and Dolly, she has never done anything out of the ordinary since she was a child, but you two actually go to be superheroes??"

Peter suddenly blushed again. He knew very well that this matter could be said to be quite irresponsible. Although some people called superheroes vigilantes, what they faced was a hundred times more dangerous than the police. As an underage student, He was indeed doing it without telling Aunt Mei...

This behavior is exactly what Ellie calls immaturity, and Peter is instantly ashamed.

Seeing his appearance, Ellie sighed, and said helplessly, "I guess you didn't tell your family?"

Peter hesitated for a moment, but nodded in a broken jar.

There was a hint of understanding on Ellie's face: "Look, this is the problem, you are a little boy, and Dolly is a little girl, maybe you both have stronger superpowers than ordinary adults, but you Your mind is still not strong enough to face too many problems."

Her words really hit the nail on the head, Peter's face became paler visible to the naked eye, he lowered his head and pursed his lips, showing some sadness on his face.

His fists tightened quietly, and Peter had never been so clearly aware of this problem.

Ellie also saw his thoughts, and immediately raised her hand to interrupt him: "I don't mean to force you to do something, this is your business, you can think for yourself."

Peter looked up at her, and Ellie couldn't bear to look at her. She began to reflect on whether what she said was too absolute. In her heart, Peter was similar to Dolly, and they belonged to the tender seedlings who needed care. She even wondered if she said too much and left a shadow in his heart...

Ellie hurriedly added: "Anyway, I can understand why you fell in love with Dolly. You get along every day, and you have puberty hormones. I fully understand, but you are all superheroes now. The dangers and challenges you face, as an ordinary person , I can't really understand, but at least I know Dolly, she is definitely not an ordinary girl who can adjust her hurt feelings well and then move forward easily, and you may face many unimaginable things in the future, I just wanted to suggest to you both that this might not be a good time to be in a relationship...”

Thinking that Dolores may not know Peter's feelings for her at all, Ellie had to say that she was quietly relieved, but at the same time, she couldn't help but feel more sympathy for Peter.

"I don't know what the love lives of your superheroes are like...but I can imagine that it must be very difficult to save the world and give love to a specific person, so... ..”

Ellie got stuck again. She originally wanted to say that Peter could try to fall in love with other girls of the same age, but when she thought of his special identity, she couldn't help thinking more, falling in love with a superhero, as an ordinary person, I'm afraid not only is it cool, but it will also bear more pressure, and she won't be able to say it.

Oh... It seems that superheroes are really not easy to be.

Ellie couldn't help feeling sympathetic. What an ordinary person can imagine for her, I'm afraid it would be even more uncomfortable if it were placed on the client.

I wonder if those superheroes have a healthy love life....

Peter interrupted her sullenly: "I understand what you mean."

There was an undisguised low voice in his voice, and his eyelashes were always drooping, which made Ellie feel uncomfortable.

Peter said softly, "I'll think about it more."

Peter looked at his tightly clasped palms, feeling unprecedentedly rational and unprecedentedly heavy.

He really can't let his feelings affect whatever it is. He and Dory are first of all superheroes. Protecting the people is the belief he had when he became Spider-Man. He believes that Dory is the same. Now block In front of his sprouting feelings are not only the ridiculous question of whether they like each other, but the first one is the most troublesome migratory bird organization at present.

He is also really immature. Although he knows better than anyone how much he likes this girl, he really can't promise anything now. What Dolly needs is a complete and complete love. Peter can't act like a child. Recklessly, he dragged her on a long journey with an undetermined goal. He was not yet a reliable man, and he couldn't even convince Aunt Mei to continue being a superhero. All hide their identities.

Peter is more reluctant than anyone to admit his problems, but he can't avoid it anyway.

He suddenly wanted to be like Tony, who dared to reveal his identity to everyone and bear a lot of pressure, and also wanted to be like Steve, with a firm goal, a calm mind, a clear understanding of his responsibilities and missions, and never slack off.

The same goes for Hawkeye and Dr. Banner. Although they don't look as bright as Tony and the captain, they also know what they want and have always been tenacious and fearless.

Bucky was a World War II hero and an agent of Hydra. After suffering so much, he still chose to stand on the right side without hesitation and never wavered.

Even Thor, who is the most carefree among them and who understands the two children the most, is not what he seems. On this side, he has protected so many people and has been working hard to make up for what his younger brother has done.

Every man around Peter is a responsible man. He has no doubt that even if they don't have those abilities, they will stand up to protect people. They are the real and well-deserved superheroes.

As Natasha, who is not inferior or even important among them, she is also worthy of the name of her avenger. Dolly almost regards her as a benchmark in life, and she is also working hard to get close to her. She grows and changes quickly. amazing.

But I haven't done enough.

Peter thought weakly, what happened after he lost his abilities and the battle suit Tony gave him?

Can he deserve the title of Spider-Man?Is he a real superhero?

Suddenly, an unprecedented feeling rose in Peter's heart, as if the world in front of him suddenly became brighter, and a clear road was unfolded in front of him.

He just likes Dolores, and he is absolutely unwilling to give up cowardly.

He still has to grow up, he has to take on everything a man should take on, he has to become a real superhero, make Aunt May proud of him, protect the people, and take on the responsibility of an avenger...

Maybe at that time, he can say with a clear conscience that he can love her.

Peter raised his head, looked at the sky outside the window with fiery eyes, and let out a long breath.

Ellie looked hesitantly at his suddenly resolute side face, and called out in doubt: "Peter?"

The depression and gloom surrounding the boy did not know when it disappeared. His eyes were clear and steady, and it seemed that there was no change, but Ellie felt that there seemed to be some subtle changes in the other party's aura.

Peter suddenly listened carefully, and said to Ellie, "She's back."

Ellie was taken aback: "What?"

The next moment there was a knock on the door and Dolores faintly shouted: "Open the door, I have taken too many things!"

Peter immediately stood up and walked towards the entrance.

Ellie regained her senses, jumped up from the sofa immediately, hid the ashtray with a cigarette butt under the coffee table, grabbed the remote control and turned on the TV, and smelled the smell of smoke in the air while He ran to the window and opened it completely, frantically waving the air.

"..." Peter still remembered how reliable Ellie was in the conversation just now, and she was just a year older than him...

He opened the door helplessly, and Dolores filled her hands with take-out food. She showed him a bright smile, raised her right hand and shook the bag on her arm: "I bought a lot of desserts!!"

Looking at her cheerful face, Peter suddenly raised the corners of his mouth. His clear brown pupils looked very deep at this moment, as if something particularly attractive was wrapped in amber. He chuckled lightly and hummed in response She then reached out and took all the food bags in her hand, and said in a low voice, "I'll come, let's go in."

He turned around and walked into the house with the big bags and small bags. Dolores stood at the entrance for a while, closed the door stupidly, and was still thinking, at that moment just now, Peter was suddenly so handsome...

It was really embarrassing, the girl scratched her hair, and quickly followed her into it.

The TV in the living room was playing a TV series, Ellie was standing by the window, tidying up, Dolores immediately smiled in surprise, and she was in the mood to tidy herself up, which meant that at least her mood improved a lot.

Ellie said to Peter: "Just put it on the coffee table."

She didn't bother to clean up the mess on the dining table, and even looked at it annoyingly.

Peter took out all the food and put it on the coffee table, moving slowly and completely as if nothing had happened.

Ellie was a little dazed, and wanted to go to the kitchen to get the tableware in a daze.

"I'll go, I'll go!" Dolores immediately jumped up, trotted attentively into the kitchen and opened the drawer, and waved to Ellie standing there doing nothing: "Go sit on the sofa, go sit down."

Ellie sat down on the sofa slowly, looking at Peter with a normal expression in surprise.

Peter's previous emotions disappeared like bubbles, and the calmness made her feel incredible.

He quickly finished the action at hand, raised his head and smiled at her, very calm, got up and went to the kitchen to help Dolores.

"......"

I always felt that my earnest talk seemed to be counterproductive, and Ellie sighed slightly while touching her forehead with a headache.

As a person who just broke up with her, she was so worried that she forgot about it, what was she trying to do? !