My lord, the princess is a man!

Lin Hanjiang didn't sleep for a long time, because the dream was full of things he didn't want to see, bloody and non-bloody things covering his whole body, he wanted to escape, to escape, where could he escape?

Lin Hanjiang opened his eyes suddenly, and the sweat on his forehead flowed down obediently, soaking his hair.

Where is this?Lin Hanjiang sat up with difficulty, turned his head and saw Liang Hui.

"Wake up, have a nightmare? Look at the sweat on your head." Liang Hui poured a glass of water and put it on the table, beckoning him to drink it himself.

"No, I'm not thirsty, how did I get here?"

"My lord brought you here, put you down and left, but I should be on my way here now." Liang Hui glanced at him up and down, and asked cautiously, "Are you okay now?"

"I don't know." Lin Hanjiang sat cross-legged on the bed with his head bowed, his long black hair scattered all over the head of the bed.

"Why don't you know it yourself?"

"I just don't know, my mind is messed up, I can't see clearly, I feel blindfolded, I can't tell right from wrong."

Lin Hanjiang looked at his hand, and suddenly bit the gauze with his mouth and tore it off, and big teardrops fell down.

"What are you doing!" Liang Hui anxiously turned the wheelchair, but when he arrived, the gauze and wooden sticks had already been scattered all over the bed.

Lin Hanjiang stretched out his hand to touch Liang Hui's body, but retracted it a second before approaching, as if he was afraid of something, but he didn't know what he was afraid of.

"Have I been here all the time, and I haven't been there?"

Liang Hui couldn't understand Lin Hanjiang's expectant eyes.

Before Liang Hui could think of what to say, Chu Mo came in, nodded at him, sat on the side of the bed and asked with concern, "Did you sleep well?"

Lin Hanjiang just smiled and didn't speak.

Liang Hui felt that he was a bit embarrassed to be stuck here, so he found an excuse and slipped away.

After waiting for the person to leave, Chu Mo quickly grabbed his hand and asked, "How did you dismantle it?"

"Why should I tie these things? It's uncomfortable. They prevent me from receiving your temperature." Lin Hanjiang stared straight at Chu Mo and smiled sweetly.

But no matter how beautiful his smile was, Chu Mo could tell that the person in front of him had lost his soul, the light and aura that belonged to him.

Lin Hanjiang moved forward, put his arms around his neck and put his head on his shoulder, and said: "I had a nightmare, I dreamed that they lied to me that my mother was dead, and I also dreamed that you carried me to the Phoenix Tower, but in the end I woke up and was actually here, it was amazing."

"Jiang'er."

"I'm here." Lin Hanjiang moved his body again so that he was completely wrapped in his arms.

Chu Mo patted his back once and for all, hesitating and saying, "If I tell you it's true, what will you do?"

"Huh?" Lin Hanjiang turned his head to look at him, patted his face with the palm of his hand and said to himself, "I really haven't woken up yet." Lie on his back, closed his eyes and continued to sleep.

Chu Mo looked at him with pity and said leisurely: "Jiang'er, you have to face the reality. These are things that will happen sooner or later. You can't live in fantasy."

"I'm not living in a fantasy, I just haven't woken up." Lin Hanjiang's voice gradually became weaker, even he himself felt confident.

"Jiang'er!"

"Don't talk! Just sleep for a while and wake up completely."

"Jiang'er, I thought at the beginning, if you want to do what you want, you just need to be happy, there is nothing more important than your happiness, but I figured it out on the way here, not everyone is willing to accompany you. I'm weaving a dream for you, there will always be a time when you have to face reality, I don't want you to be too deep and unable to extricate yourself, Jiang Er, you have to know that no matter what happens, I will stand by your side .”

"Stand beside me." Lin Hanjiang laughed unscrupulously as he spoke. The laughter seemed to tear his soul apart and pull him into the abyss of hell.

"Chu Mo, do you know that you were never there every time I wanted you to be by my side, this time and that time, and also at the husband's, especially when I was stripped naked by that eunuch, I was lying in the sky prison It's even worse on the wet floor, but it's only me every time, I thought I found someone who could take off the whole body of the disguise, but the truth told me that I needed a tougher shell to protect myself, no one It's my backing."

"All the thorns need me to bleed. When my head is bleeding and my body is covered with wounds, you will come out again and tell me that you are there. What is the meaning of your presence? Lick my wounds? One piece will be the last one." The gauze that will appear! You will only wrap me with your tender words, but it has no practical effect, but I still feel that you love me."

Lin Hanjiang pushed away his embrace and threw the gauze scattered on the bed onto his face, gasping for breath, crystal clear tears kept sliding down his face, dripping on his hands causing pain.

"Jiang'er." Chu Mo wanted to hug him tightly again, but he didn't leave any chance.

"Don't call me by my name, only mother can call me Jiang'er, Chu Mo, you said you wouldn't lie to me, but you didn't do it, why didn't you tell me before mother left, and I didn't go to see her until the end At a glance, I don't even know where she is buried, I am her son, son!" Lin Hanjiang pinched his shoulder and shouted hoarsely.

"I didn't help her coffin, I didn't guard her burial, and I didn't burn a stick of incense or kowtow for her. What kind of son am I?"

"It was I who killed her. I was a wrong existence. If it wasn't for my sister, my mother wouldn't die. Why would I be the one who lived and not them? Why would I have to trade the death of the two of them for my meager life. "

"Don't talk about it, it's not your fault. Things are not something you can control if you want to." Chu Mo ignored his struggle and held the man tightly in his arms. Chu Mo never knew that he had feelings for him. Resentment, I don't know that he is hating himself.

These things are like winter snowballs rolling bigger and bigger, pressing him alive underneath, unable to breathe.

"Jiang'er, hit me! I didn't do my duty well, and I failed your heart. I should always be by your side and bear all the pain for you." Chu Mo pulled up He put his hands on his face, what he needs now is venting rather than reasoning, any reasoning is an excuse in front of him.

Lin Hanjiang looked at him with blank eyes, and a smile slowly appeared on the corner of his mouth, "Do you know that I can't bear to beat you, so you came up with such a method to make me blame myself even more? Chu Mo, I'm not a woman, I I can't play, cry, make trouble, hang myself, and I won't make trouble for no reason, especially now, I'm not in the mood, I just want you to get out of my sight, it's time for us to end this farce, this damn farce Ruined my life, made me the laughing stock of the world, made me lose the person I love the most, you understand?"