Became the darling of the consortium boss

The day after he stopped contacting the boss, Cen Siyao began to shut himself off.Originally, she kept saying that watching anime, swiping her phone, and playing games was better than falling in love, but she found that she didn't want to watch any anime, didn't want to touch her phone, and even less lazy to play games.Thinking of what she swore to the big boss the night before yesterday about chasing stars and eating CP candy would make her happy, Cen Siyao picked up the phone as if grasping at the last straw, opened Weibo, and swiped Chaochao.

There was no report of the conflict between the boss and Situ Xiyan that night in the news of the entertainment section. It seemed that Situ Xiyan had already handled it properly.Cen Siyao clicked on Weibo and found that Situ Yuyan and Chu Jingran both announced the news that Chu Jingran was pregnant, and the baby was already four months old.

There were a bunch of retweets, likes, and messages saying "Congratulations, I look forward to the birth of the little milk bag", and Cen Siyao was naturally very excited to leave "Congratulations".In the Weibo photos, Chu Jingran and Situ Yanyan's wife and wife are hugging each other, Situ Yanyan's hand is still caressing Chu Jingran's bulging belly, and the two are staring at each other with affectionate eyes.

In the past, Cen Siyao would have been screaming with joy when he watched his fan's CP send out sugar, but today, after a short period of happiness, he felt a sense of emptiness.She thought of Ling's gentle and doting eyes when she looked at her, the deep affection in those eyes made Cen Siyao miss her dearly.

miss her again...

It was too depressing, Cen Siyao wanted to go out to get some air, but God was not beautiful, it was snowing all day long, Cen Siyao stood by the window, looking at the vast white snow floating all over the sky outside the house, his heart was also at a loss.

When at a loss as to how to move forward, people often start to look back at their past.Cen Siyao looked back on the past and learned from the pain, except for the initial seven years of blankness, later... Cen Siyao looked back and forth, and his summary of his past was still only two words, that is: bad.Oh, and if there are two more words, jerk.

She is ignorant, fights and fights, and her grades are a mess. Even if she gets a college degree like this, will the company be ruined by her?Even if she is in a relationship, she is always in love, she knows that she has no sense of responsibility, and she doesn't know how to be responsible to another person.

In the past, she didn't want to think about it too much. She seemed to be unrestrained but lived a muddleheaded life. She had been avoiding for more than ten years.

Escape from the self who has forgotten the past, and have nowhere to rely on; escape from the incomplete family, and have nowhere to go.The only thing that made her work hard to do well was to be Cen Nianxiao's older sister, to accompany and play with him.

Wrong, wrong.

How could she, an ignorant bastard, take good care of Xiao Xiao, who was mentally retarded.

Cen Siyao knew that he would never be able to be a big sister.

Because she's not at all...

"...Cen Siyao, I never thought I would protect you."

In the distant memory, Cen Siyao vaguely remembered the boy lying in her arms, his head was bleeding, the blood was pungent, and the blood was all over her hands, warm and sticky, making her afraid.

Cen Siyao didn't know what he responded to the boy, he just remembered that he was crying, crying all the time, tears like broken beads.

The boy smiled weakly at her, and seemed to reach out to wipe her tears, "Who made me an elder brother? Cen Siyao, I know you hate me, and I hate you too. But you can't do anything, you are right ... is the most important thing ... will come back."

Is the boy saying she is the most important to whom?Cen Siyao didn't know, and he didn't remember it. In the end, the boy seemed to ask, "Don't cry, you will only cry. I'm so tired and my head hurts. Can you call me brother? Yaoyao..."

Cen Siyao remembered that he never said the word "brother". Later, the boy passed out, but she ran away from home while he was in the hospital, and even walked to the next city on foot.

She didn't know if she was running away or looking for something.These memories belonged to her when she was more than six years old, and she had a vague impression. Looking back, she only felt pain and helplessness, and even endless despair.

Maybe it was the helplessness that seemed to be abandoned by the whole world at the beginning that made her choose to seal up almost all the memories before the age of seven.

Cen Siyao also suffered a lot of crimes while running away from home. She got caught in the rain, fell into the river and was rescued. She was later hospitalized. When her father found her, her vital signs were very weak. After being transferred to another hospital, the best doctor was hired, and it took nearly half a year of treatment and recuperation before she recovered slowly.

During her stay in the hospital, Cen Siyao had a high fever, and the illness tormented her repeatedly.In her memory, her father seemed to be with her all the time.This is the only time when Cen Siyao remembers her father giving her warmth and care, but then they had an argument with her father and daughter for some unknown reason, her father slapped her, then turned and left, never looking at her again .Although Cen Siyao forgot the cause of the conflict with her father, in the days to come, she found that there was a deep gap between herself and her father, and they never really reconciled.

Half a year later, Cen Siyao, who was gradually recovering, met a boy who was bullied at will by chance in the hospital.The boy was naive and foolish, he beat and scolded at will, when she saw the boy's face clearly, Cen Siyao hurried over to push away the group of bullying children, cursed them fiercely, and protected the boy behind him.

Most of the seven or eight-year-old children were bullies. Seeing that Cen Siyao was so fierce, he would beat them, so they ran away after cursing a few words.Cen Siyao turned around, and she saw the boy smiling at her, "Yaoyao, are you okay?"

"I..." Reunited with the boy again, Cen Siyao has actually forgotten most of his memories. The only thing he remembers is the boy's name and identity, and how he protected her. The boy was hit on the back of the head by a stone and bled profusely The scene in her arms.

His name is Cen Nianxiao, he is her twin brother with the same father and mother, their facial features are almost identical.

Later, Cen Siyao learned that in order to protect her, Cen Nianxiao's head was severely injured, which affected his brain, his mind was greatly damaged, and his personality became naive and silly.

Afterwards, the two brothers and sisters returned home, but Cen Zhiwen seldom came back. Aunt Chen, the housekeeper, always took care of them.

Cen Nianxiao, who had become stupid, would circle around Cen Siyao every day, talking about everything that I am your brother and I will protect you.Cen Siyao looked at him in a daze, but never said the word "brother".

Once, Cen Siyao saw her brother being bullied again, and in the end it was she who protected him and drove away the bad boy who bullied others.

"Don't be afraid Yaoyao, brother will protect you." Cen Nianxiao swore to Cen Siyao while wiping away tears and rubbing his chest that hurt from the beating.

Cen Nianxiao is the only person Cen Siyao remembers in his blank memory.Since Cen Nianxiao did this to protect himself, Cen Siyao thought, what should she do for Cen Nianxiao.

Since the older brother has the responsibility to protect the younger sister, from now on, let's switch identities.

"Cen Nianxiao, call me sister, and I will protect you from now on. I promise, as long as I am here, no one will bully you again. I, Cen Siyao, will do what I say."

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From that day on, Cen Siyao forced Cen Nianxiao to change his words. It has been almost 16 years in a flash, and she has also been his older sister for 16 years. He was able to grow up happily and carefree.

But these are far from enough. Cen Siyao knows that she should be more serious and responsible, but she just can't calm down and can't find a definite goal in life.

Now that she is about to graduate from college, she regrets it a little.Especially when she met Ling, Cen Siyao became more and more unconfident about herself, to the point where she was so bad that she didn't even have the ability to express love...

So even though he kept looking at He Ling's chat box, Cen Siyao didn't send a word in the end.

Of course, so is Ling.

Cen Siyao thought, the boss finally stopped being attached to her and finally gave up on her.

Isn't it... not bad?

Cen Siyao laughed at himself.

After laughing enough, she wanted to cry again, but no matter how sad and helpless she was, she still couldn't shed a single tear...

She is such an emotionless monster.Cen Siyao was disappointed in himself.

On the third day after we stopped contacting the boss, the snow stopped and the sky cleared, Cen Siyao was finally able to go out.She went out wearing a windbreaker and snow boots, and didn't return to the apartment immediately after dinner. She came to a small park nearby.There is an elementary school next to the park, and the elementary school has closed at this time.

There is an open space at the entrance of the small park, which was originally a grass field. After the heavy snow yesterday, it has accumulated half a meter of snow here. At this time, it has become an excellent place for nearby residents to play with snow.After Cen Siyao came over, he nestled in the thick snow and built a snowman.In the park, there are three or two elementary school students playing in the snow, having snowball fights and making snowmen, and it is very noisy and lively.

However, these are other people's fun, and Cen Siyao feels more and more lonely.After making a little snowman, Cen Siyao looked at the lonely little snowman and couldn't help but build a bigger snowman next to it.

Cen Siyao, the bigger snowman, had been piled up for a long time. At this time, small snowflakes were falling again, and some children were called back by their parents.Gradually, only Cen Siyao was left piled there alone.Cen Siyao made the big snowman more carefully, because she thought the big snowman should be more beautiful and delicate.

The snow is covered with white snow, and the snowflakes are scattered. Cen Si forgets himself and builds a snowman, letting the snowflakes as big as flying catkins fall on her hair and shoulders, and accumulate more and more.

Duanmuling, who was sitting in the back seat of the stretched car, was looking at Cen Siyao on the snow not far away through the car window.

After holding back for two days, she finally couldn't bear to come to this heartless little bastard.The little bastard stayed in retreat at home for two days, and didn't give him any information. On the third day, after going out for dinner, he had leisure time and built a snowman at the park gate.

Since City X is located in the southern coastal area of ​​China, the climate is mild and there is almost no snowfall throughout the year, so Duanmuling never made a snowman with Cen Siyao when he was a child.She found that the snowman Cen Siyao made was quite exquisite, but he just built one after another. How fun is it to make snowmen?Doesn't she know it's snowing?

Duanmu Ling's face was as cold as frost, she was angry, angry that she wanted to take the initiative to find Cen Siyao again.

The author has something to say: It's a tragedy, I can't go home until the day after tomorrow, and I don't have time to write. . .

The manuscript is almost gone QAQ

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