The most difficult part of many things is at the beginning. Once you start, you can only bite the bullet and continue.Many things are.

When Cheng Xi turned around and went upstairs, she was still thinking whether the sudden utterance just now was right or wrong. She was not so reckless in the first place, but she still chose to push herself when Jiang Zhixia turned around.

Of course, she will always be patient, judge the situation, subconsciously follow the ending that is good for herself, and pretend to be what others want to see.She knew that the current situation with Jiang Zhixia was already the best, she treated her very well, very special, different from others.If he speaks out his thoughts rashly, can Jiang Zhixia still treat her the way he is now?Treating friends is different from treating people you like. Although Jiang Zhixia can express enough understanding and respect for same-sex love, when she really knows that her good friend who entrusts her with passion treats her like this, she can accept it. ?Will she feel sick?

Everyone will worry about gains and losses. Many people in film and television dramas advise you to confess your love. You can be together if you confess. The existing ones are also lost, so it is better to endure and cherish the little things you have now.

But Cheng Xi had to admit that he had become greedy.Many people say that the difference between love and friendship is that there is a key word called possessiveness.Sometimes seeing Jiang Zhixia touching Fang Fang's head affectionately, holding Fang Fang under his arm and laughing, Cheng Xi would be faintly jealous.Obviously Fang Fang is also her good friend, and Fang Fang knew Jiang Zhixia earlier than Cheng Xi, but she still guessed every bit of Jiang Zhixia's specialness towards her, and wanted to monopolize it.For example, that night, Cheng Xi thought, would Jiang Zhixia have kissed him without that firework?

Some things can't be thought about for a long time, the more she thinks about it, the more obsessive she becomes, Cheng Xi still wants to gamble, if she wins the bet, she gets what she wants, if she loses the bet, she just treats it as if she just saw Zhou Jing It's just confusing feelings. Anyway, she is still young, so she is innocent enough in Xia Xia's cognition, isn't she?Don't blame her for being despicable. Those who get the light don't want to lose it anymore.

Little did he know that Jiang Zhixia over there was also thinking about this question.Cheng Xi is very dependent on her, she can feel it, and this dependence and trust is the result of her little by little cultivation this semester, and it is what she wants to see.However, she didn't know how it led to the current situation: that night, she wanted to kiss, if it wasn't for the firework, the situation between Cheng Xi and her might be very embarrassing now.

Jiang Zhixia is not stupid, maybe she didn't pay much attention to her feelings in her past and present lives, but she has such good conditions, and there are many men and women who like her around her, how can she not understand at all?When you already have the intention of kissing someone, you still lie to yourself that you are a good friend, which is not justified.

But Cheng Xi is really too young, she is only 17 years old when she is [-] years old. What does she know?This is not a traditional puppy love, and it is destined to be a road full of thorns. Although she can protect the person she likes, Cheng Xi will probably agree to her if she takes the initiative, but is that Cheng Xi's subjective choice?

Cheng Xi is just a little girl who lacks love and trusts her best friend.As everyone knows, her good friend has such thoughts for her.Looking at Xixi's performance that night, she was surprised and shocked by this kind of love, and Xixi had never shown any signs of liking girls in her previous life.As a sober and experienced adult, Jiang Zhixia is not qualified to change Cheng Xi's life.

Hey, no matter what the narcissistic person's standpoint is, Cheng Xi will be with her. Jiang Zhixia touched his nose, feeling a little guilty, feeling that he was really a bad guy.Forget it, let's leave the things you can't figure out, if you keep thinking about it, it will only bring you troubles, and it will have no effect on the present anyway.

Jiang Zhixia let go of his heart, and while drawing on the list, he was planning what to bring from here, and what to buy from the capital, and he had to carry all kinds of necessities brought by Jiang Qin.

Jiang Qin was very surprised by what Jiang Zhixia was doing now. Although he didn't know much about the Internet, he still had the feeling that he had unintentionally raised a genius daughter, and he was generally very relieved to let her fly.My young eagle has already spread its wings and wants to show off its talents, and the old father is waiting for her to go home, except for one thing, to ensure safety and no violation of laws and disciplines.It can be said to be free stocking.

Jiang Zhixia thought, so my father would really support me in everything, but unfortunately, I was covered in thorns in my previous life, and the two of them were bruised and bruised.Everything is good in this life.At the same time, she was distracted thinking about where to take Cheng Xi to play, and what Cheng Xi wanted to say to her.

Then I received a call from Cheng Xi. After Cheng Xi had a mobile phone, it became much more convenient for the two of them to contact each other, although they were often together.

"Hi, Xixi." Jiang Zhixia held the phone between her arms, and wrote down the things she thought of just now on the memo.

Cheng Xi's voice over there was transmitted through the radio waves, a little erratic, like a sigh in the air: "Xia Xia, I can't go to the capital with you tomorrow."

"Huh? What's the matter Xixi?" Jiang Zhixia had an intuition that something was wrong.

"Don't worry, it's nothing serious." Cheng Xi regained her usual soft voice, and said clearly: "There was an accident at my house, I have to go back, you had a good time in the capital, I will look for you when I come back .”

"What's the matter? I'll go back with you." Jiang Zhixia ran through her mind about the things about her family that Cheng Xi and her mentioned in her previous life. She didn't mention anything at this time, and reluctantly let go of her worries. But still worried that Cheng Xi would go back alone.

"It's really nothing serious. I'll go back for a few days, and I'll come back to find you when the time comes." Cheng Xi said lightly, saying that nothing happened. "And don't you want to go to the capital properly? You have to work hard to negotiate, and I want to hug my thighs."

Through the phone, you can't see the facial expressions, and you can only judge people's emotions by the tone of your voice.Jiang Zhixia could only relax and said, "Then when will you go back, I will take you there."

"Tomorrow morning." Cheng Xi said.

"Then let's meet at the gate of the school at 08:30 tomorrow morning, and go to the station after breakfast." Jiang Zhixia finalized.

"Okay." Cheng Xi promised, urging her to go to bed early.

Jiang Zhixia hung up the phone after confirming twice.

Cheng Xi over there stood in the corridor of the dormitory building, looking a little confused.When she came back, she was still thinking about how to tell Jiang Zhixia, how to deal with each different ending, and what to do together in the capital.As soon as I arrived at the door of the dormitory, I saw Lao Zhang waiting for her, and told her that her mother was seriously ill at home, and I still hoped that she would go back and have a look.

"Although I don't know what's going on in your family, my relatives must need you very much at this time. You should go back as soon as possible. It just happened to be on vacation." Lao Zhang thought for a while, then stretched out his hand and patted Cheng Xi's shoulder: "Don't Sad, people are born, old, sick and die, many things are not something we can undo, so we can only stay together for a while while we are okay. Don’t let yourself regret it later. Here is 500 yuan, you take it, go back early, on the way be safe."

Lao Zhang only taught one class this semester. He knew some things about Cheng Xi's family, but he didn't know clearly. When he received a call from Cheng Xi's family, he felt sorry for this little girl who was studying alone and excellent in both academics and academics.

Now she hangs her head, unable to see clearly, like a scared and helpless little girl.While soothing her emotions, Lao Zhang suggested that she go home early.

Cheng Xi politely declined Lao Zhang's money and said, "Thank you, Teacher Zhang. I'll go back tomorrow. Don't worry, I'm fine."

After seeing off Lao Zhang, she opened the door and walked in. Looking at the pink panther on the table, the first thing she thought of was that it was a pity that she couldn't go to the capital with Xia Xia.There is also the promise of tomorrow that I mustered up my courage to make, but I can't realize it now.She raised the corners of her mouth in a self-deprecating manner. If others heard this, they would definitely think that she was a cold-blooded girl, not at all like the soft and kind-hearted girl on her surface. Hearing this news, there would not even be any ripples.

It's a pity that she, as seen by others, must be at a loss and sad at this time, and has to hurry back.

Who knew that she didn't want to go back at all. When she walked out in the mud wearing worn-out cloth shoes, she had no idea of ​​going back.If the man died, Cheng Xi would still smile from the bottom of his heart, as if seeing the most worthwhile thing to happen.It's a pity that the woman, although she is ignorant, although she is obedient, although in her eyes her daughter's life will never be as good as a man's, but when she sneaked out from home to take the Jinjiang Foreign Admissions Examination, it was the woman who hugged the man leg, gave her 30 yuan and told her to run away.

Cheng Xi lay on the table looking at the Pink Panther in a daze, then got up and called Jiang Zhixia.

But she still didn't want Jiang Zhixia to know what happened to her, she didn't want Jiang Zhixia to see the rotten mud where she was born.Unlike those who pity her and sympathize with her, she doesn't want Xia Xia's feelings for her to be mixed with these.Although Xia Xia is a little sun, she certainly wouldn't care about it, but Cheng Xi didn't want her to see it.Cheng Xi wants to be clean and bright forever, to embrace her sun.

When I went to the station the next day, I was still taken care of by Jiang Zhixia: "There are so many people on the train, you must pay attention to safety, the sleeper I bought for you, you must not change seats with others, you are not allowed to change, you have small arms and legs , Just take care of yourself. Don’t eat what strangers give you, don’t talk to others. You are so cute, you have to have a clear understanding of your appearance. Do you hear me? Call me, send text messages, every day You must contact me, or you will be killed when you come back. There is a card here, the password is your birthday, and there is 2 yuan in it. If you need it, you can withdraw it. If it is not enough, I will call you. Don’t save it, you can do it in the future Give it back to me, do you hear?"

In the eyes of outsiders, it is the elder sister who sent her younger sister out to educate her own younger sister, and they all smiled kindly.

"Okay, Xia Xia, don't worry." Cheng Xi held her hand, listened to her rambling with a smile on her face, her heart was full, and she also told her: "I know that you should also pay attention to safety when you come to the capital." , remember to take a photo for me."

"I know, I know, we will go to the capital to play when you come back, remember to come back early, do you hear me? Also, you must pay attention to safety." If possible, Jiang Zhixia really wants to use cosmetics to make Cheng Xi's face ugly, so good-looking The child went out alone, she was worried no matter how she looked at it.Although it was only a five-hour journey, she bought a soft sleeper specially to eliminate unsafe factors as much as possible.

"Well, I know." Cheng Xi obediently agreed to each of her requests, and when the time for the train ticket inspection was approaching, she took the luggage from Jiang Zhixia's hand and gave her a deep hug: "I'll be there soon!" Just come back."

The person being hugged raised the corners of his lips: "Understood, I'll wait for you." Jiang Zhixia was not used to being separated so far suddenly, and was ready to pull the person back at any time.

After checking the ticket and entering the station, she looked back, Jiang Zhixia waved at her with one hand in her jeans pocket: "Xixi come back early."

"Okay." Cheng Xi returned her bright smile.

Actually bought a soft berth ticket, Cheng Xixiao, and ironing out Jiang Zhixia's heart-warming actions, just sitting on the bed and thinking of her standing outside the station.

It's different, it's different from when she came here in rags and stood there for five hours, now she seems to have the whole world.Going here, cutting off the past, she will embrace her sun without any hesitation.

When Cheng Xi was nowhere to be seen, Jiang Zhixia realized that she forgot to ask Cheng Xi what she was going to say today. Hey, I must ask Xixi when she comes back.

The author has something to say: no abuse, no abuse, no abuse, I know this ending looks like it will be abused orz, don’t worry, even if there is a little twist, I will immediately transition to the plot of Britney Sweets, don’t get stuck in the twists and turns , this chapter analyzes the current relationship between Xia Xia and Xixi, and I already have a feeling that they will be together soon.

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