my therapist freaked out

Ke Fan opened his eyes suddenly, and sat up under the blanket covered in cold sweat.

He just came to a complete shock, panting heavily and touched his chest.

It doesn't hurt, and there is no Jiang Hongyu in the bedroom.

is a nightmare.

Without any danger, Ke Fan lay back on the bed completely exhausted.

The last time I had a nightmare was when Xiaoxi was killed.

There were elements of hyperbole in that nightmare, but it actually came true.

Ke Fan rubbed his chest to comfort himself.The last time it was a dream at night, now it is broad daylight, so I can't think about it blindly.

With a mess in his head and a bit of a headache, he decided to get dressed and go out for a while.

Ke Fan took the T-shirt by the bedside, looked down and found that the arrangement of the shoes was exactly the same as in the dream.

Ke Fan seemed to be walking on a flat road and suddenly stepped on the ground, his heart sank straight down.

He woke up, put on his slippers and walked to the entrance, quickly changed his shoes, took his wallet and went out.

When the taxi stopped at the Sunshine Orphanage and the driver asked him for the fare, Ke Fan suddenly woke up.

Why did you say this address.

Ke Fan was a little annoyed. He didn't bring gifts for the children and came empty-handed.

But already here, the taxi fare is not cheap, so Ke Fan decided to get out of the car and have a look.

"The fare has been paid by WeChat." After speaking, Ke Fan opened the door and got out of the car. The sun was shining today. Looking at the old and peeling signboard of the orphanage, Ke Fan's cold heart gradually warmed up.

The iron gate was open, and Ke Fan walked into the yard with ease.

The students should be in class at this time, so he went directly to the backyard to find Dean Xie.

Sure enough, Dean Xie was coming back from the backyard humming a song with a hoe and a bucket.

Seeing Ke Fan, his eyes lit up: "Oh, Ke Fan, why are you back today?"

Ke Fan didn't know what to say, so he could only silently tug on the hem of his jacket.Maybe it was because the expression on his face was too ugly, Dean Xie immediately realized that something was wrong with him.

"What's the matter, child, it's okay, let's go to the office and talk." Dean Xie put down the hoe and bucket, rubbed his hands on his clothes, and went to pull Kefan's hand.

Ke Fan felt the familiar calluses on Dean Xie's palms, and his nose was sour, trying not to let him see the clues: "It's okay, grandpa, I just came to see you."

Ke Fan has been strong since he was a child, which makes people worry-free, but since he was a child, he is too sensible and makes people feel distressed.

Dean Xie didn't say anything, knowing that he couldn't just comfort him at this time, he smiled cheerfully and led Ke Fan to the office.

"Will you drink tea or Coke?" Dean Xie asked Ke Fan, taking out the cup that Ke Fan often used.

"I want to drink Coke." Ke Fan sat down obediently, asking like a child.

"Okay." Dean Xie took the cup and went to the side of the cabinet to pour him Coke. It was brought to the children by a group of volunteers from a certain company last week.

Dean Xie was afraid that drinking these things would be bad for the growth and development of the children, so he hid the whole box. He planned to celebrate festivals or give someone who got good grades in exams as a reward, so he only divided up the milk.

It happened that Ke Fan came, he is an adult, so it should be very suitable to drink this.

Furthermore, Dean Xie heard Xiaopang say that this drink is called Fat House Happy Water, and he hoped that Ke Fan would feel better after drinking it.

The black Coke was bubbling in the cup, Ke Fan looked at the calm liquid surface, and his mood gradually improved.

"I'm fine, thank you grandpa." Ke Fan took a sip and licked his lips. "I couldn't figure out something before, but now it's much better."

Dean Xie looked at him worriedly: "Xiaofan, if you have anything to do, just tell grandpa. Although grandpa can't help much, he has seen a lot of things and can give you some advice."

Ke Fan muttered and refused to speak.

Dean Xie didn't force him either: "It's okay, it doesn't matter if you don't want to say it, grandpa believes in you. But if you have any difficulties, you must tell grandpa. Grandpa is your relative, and this compound will always be your home. Our Ke Fan Not a lonely child. Did you ask for leave today? Stay here for a day, Huzi and Xiaopang miss you."

After hearing these words, Ke Fan felt even more sour.

"It just so happened that you came back. Huzi broke the glass while playing football a few days ago. Please help, we will replace it with a new one!"

After all, Ke Fan was a young man with a lot of strength, so he and Dean Xie quickly replaced the new glass.

This clean new glass is out of place next to the old, dull glass.

Ke Fan looked at the dormitory and said, "It's time to renovate."

Dean Xie wiped his sweat: "Hey, I also think that the room is too old and looks gloomy. Besides, these girls are getting older, so they should have their own bedrooms. But the decoration costs a lot of money, although In the past few years, I have done more volunteer services to support, but I have no spare money to pay for my children to go to school. Besides, I am also afraid that the decoration team will not do it properly. If the painting is not good and there are those harmful things, it will not be good. …”

Chatting with Dean Xie about homework, Ke Fan's nerves became more and more tense.

"Come on, let's go to the cafeteria!"

Ke Fan didn't respond, and summoned up his courage to call, "Grandpa."

Dean Xie was leading the way excitedly, and turned around when he called out: "Hey, what's the matter, kid?"

Ke Fan stopped where he was, with an expression like he was about to cry, but he tried to maintain his composure: "Grandpa, why did you name me that way back then?"

Hearing this question, Dean Xie's expression was blank for a moment, and then became sad.

Dean Xie's pace slowly stopped. He stood under the pear tree in the yard. It is summer, and the leaves are luxuriant in the book.

"When I found you at the door, you were only covered with a small quilt, and you were shivering from the cold." Dean Xie said softly, as if afraid of alarming anyone, "At that time, there was a child in our orphanage, Congenital heart disease, he was thrown at the door when he was born, and my wife and I sought medical treatment everywhere, and finally dragged him until he was three years old."

Dean Xie looked at Ke Fan with some reminiscence and sorrow: "Unfortunately, on the day I found you, he died of a serious illness, and finally passed away."

When Ke Fan heard these words, he was very flustered. He felt that he could not listen any longer. If he continued to listen, the current peaceful life would be broken.

He should immediately stop Dean Xie and leave here pretending to be deaf and dumb.

But he couldn't move, he was like a thief with obvious bad deeds, waiting for the insider to identify him.

Dean Xie finally pronounced the sentence: "When the child was sent, he was wearing a jade pendant with the word Ke Fan engraved on it. After he left, my wife was very sad, so I gave this name to you. Count as sustenance."

Dean Xie looked at Ke Fan cautiously: "Son, do you mind? If you want to change your name, I also support it."

Ke Fan shook his head. He smiled and hugged Dean Xie's hunched shoulders due to years of farm work: "Grandpa who doesn't know, this name comes from the brother who has never met. I will live with his blessings."

He smiled calmly and sincerely, comforting Dean Xie softly.

Ke Fan himself felt very strange, he thought he would collapse.But at this time he really didn't feel any pain.

There was a sense of weightlessness in his heart, as if he had fallen from a cliff, but he couldn't fall to the ground no matter what.