Nice to be a cat [Rebirth]

Because he would never get out of the shadow of that day, Yin Nan never celebrated Xie Fenghua's birthday, even after they got married.

Yin Nan will carefully prepare birthday presents in advance and hand them to Xie Fenghua on the second day or the day before his birthday.Sometimes it's the out-of-print CD he wanted, sometimes it's the car keys, or a pair of exquisite cufflinks.

As long as Xie Fenghua likes it, Yin Nan will prepare it.He put the gift in an obvious place in the house, next to a handwritten greeting card.

After a few years like this, Xie Fenghua, who had already noticed something was wrong, tried to talk to him about it. He hoped that Yin Nan could celebrate his birthday with him.The result is always the same, Yin Nan will reject him every time.

In the past few years, whenever her birthday was approaching, Yin Nan would start to have trouble sleeping.He could always dream of the scene at that time, the bright red blood stained his hands, and his lover died lying in his arms.He stood alone in the cemetery for a long time, and finally returned to the empty home alone...

It's not fair to Xie Fenghua that he can't celebrate his current lover's birthday because of his cowardice.Yin Nan knew he was selfish, he knew...

It's just that he didn't give any explanation for his behavior, so that Xie Fenghua seemed to have misunderstood something.

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"I understand why you don't spend my birthday with me, and I understand you too. It's just that you don't always shut yourself in a person's world to face it alone. Wouldn't it be good to talk to me? Wouldn't it be good for me to help you? "

Another year was approaching his birthday, and he didn't want Yin Nan to leave him alone, so Xie Fenghua decided to show his cards and make it clear to him that Xie Fenghua's patience and endurance had reached the limit after being together for so long.

"You have to move on from the past, don't you?"

Faced with many questions from Xie Fenghua, Yin Nan remained silent.But it's this reckless appearance that completely angers Fenghua.

"There's one thing I've wanted to ask for a long time. Will you choose to marry me because you love me or because you regard me as that person's substitute!?"

Asked out, he finally asked out!Xie Fenghua frowned, lowered his head slightly and gritted his teeth.He didn't dare to meet Yin Nan's eyes to listen to the answer he gave next, but if Yin Nan admitted, Xie Fenghua would immediately throw the dish in front of him in the face, turn around and leave the table, and take a picture with Yin Nan from now on Two scattered!

"..."

--substitute?

Yin Nan was taken aback when he heard these two words.What stand-in?Whose stand-in?This is a big misunderstanding... Yin Nan can't figure out how to explain to Xie Fenghua that he has been the only one he has loved for so many years. To be honest, I am afraid it will have a counterproductive effect. You will feel that this is a lie made up to deceive him.

"...you are you, you can't replace others, and you can't be replaced by others."

"Then why do you still...!?" Knowing that Yin Nan didn't use him as a stand-in, Xie Fenghua quietly felt relieved and wanted to continue asking.

It's just that Yin Nan hesitated for a long time, and finally decided not to tell the truth of the matter for the time being, and wait for a suitable opportunity in the future to talk to Xie Fenghua.So he changed the topic: "Let's talk about it later. It will be your birthday in a few days. What gift do you want this year?"

Xie Fenghua is not stupid and sweet, he has had enough.Two months is the deadline he left for Yin Nan, if he still doesn't plan to confess to him, Xie Fenghua can't tell if he has the patience.Isn't he willing to miss the past?Okay, Xie Fenghua will go far away, let Yin Nan live with the white moonlight in his heart!

This year's birthday, Yin Nan really hid again.Xie Fenghua felt aggrieved, so he drove to Wenle for a drink.

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Yin Nan hid in that house, caressing the metal collar in his hand.Dodging can't solve the problem at all. These two months are the deadline Xie Fenghua set for him. Yin Nan understands very well that this matter can no longer be dragged on.

It's so unbelievable to confess the truth, and to make up another lie is to keep repeating the lie.

Yin Nan hasn't had dinner yet, but he doesn't have much appetite.There were several cans of beer in the refrigerator, and he took out a few cans and sat in the living room to drink alone.

——You always have to come out of the past.

The words Xie Fenghua said to him kept replaying in Yin Nan's mind. He put the metal collar aside, covered his forehead in pain, and leaned against the soft sofa cushion.

How to get out?How to get out?

Yin Nan didn't drink much, he just felt tired.He fell asleep after lying on the sofa, and when he was in a daze, Yin Nan had a dream.He dreamed that there were two people standing in front of him, one was the little ancestor reborn as a cat, and the other was the current Xie Fenghua.

Both of them stretched out their hands to him, and now Xie Fenghua said to Yin Nan: "You shouldn't be trapped by the past, forget about those things, and face the life in front of you."

And the former little ancestor looked a little sad. He stood in the distance and looked at Yin Nan, with resentful eyes, and asked softly: "Have you decided to leave me...?"

In the dream, Yin Nan seemed to be dumb, unable to say anything, unable to move, standing in place like a log.Before waiting for his answer, the little ancestor was the first to put down his hand, lowered his head, turned around and walked further and further away.With the departure of the little ancestor, Xie Fenghua also let go.He looked at Yin Nan with disappointment in his eyes, and stepped back step by step...

Yin Nan could only watch helplessly as the distance between them gradually widened, but he couldn't move at all, and he couldn't even call to stop.Yin Nan felt that he was going to be driven crazy.

He squatted down in pain, and then suddenly realized that he could move, Yin Nan immediately started to run without thinking.

—Where did they all go?come back... come back...

Yin Nan yelled over and over again, but it seemed that he was the only one left in this silent world. Looking around, he was surrounded by a vast expanse of whiteness like fog.He can't see anyone, and he can't find anyone...

A violent knock on the door awakened Yin Nan from his nightmare. He opened his eyes suddenly and sat up panting heavily.Yin Nan's head was covered with beads of sweat, he loosened his tie, trying to make himself feel better.

Lu Yisong slammed his fist on the door, he was sure that Yin Nan was definitely here, but why didn't Yin Nan come to open the door?What happened?Lu Yisong had stood at the door and knocked for several minutes, but there was no sound in the room. Just when he thought that Yin Nan had done something stupid and was about to ask someone to break the door, the door opened, and Yin Nan frowned with red eyes. He poked his head out, looking tired.

"what happened?"

Seeing his appearance, Lu Yisong was stunned for a moment, and then asked: "How did you make yourself like this? Do you know?"

"Know what?" Yin Nan frowned, his cell phone had been turned off a long time ago, Lu Yisong knocked on the door so fiercely, there must be something important?

"Xie Fenghua has an accident!"

"..." Yin Nan's eyelids twitched heavily, and Lu Yisong saw him standing there holding the doorknob for a long time before he had any reaction.

"What did you say……?"

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On the way to the hospital, Lu Yisong explained to him.Xie Fenghua had a car accident, and because he was not discovered in time, the hospital is in the midst of emergency rescue, so it can be said that his life is hanging by a thread.Yin Nan's mobile phone was turned off, no one could contact him, Lu Yisong almost tried his best to rush over to find Yin Nan.In his life, he dared to run through the red lights on the highway and play the speed of life and death. Probably only twice in this life, the first time was when Xie Fenghua was shot, and the second time is now...

"I'm coming!"

When Yin Nan and Lu Yisong arrived at the hospital, there were already a lot of reporters and paparazzi waiting at the door, and the camera kept shooting at the door of the emergency room.I don't know how they got the news, but Yin Nan has no time to worry about it.

Even though Xie Fenghua has retired, he was the film king back then, and he still has a lot of fans now, not to mention he has a gay man.However, since Xie Fenghua was pushed into the operating room until now, the CEO of Zongheng Entertainment has not even appeared once.Everyone wanted to get the news as soon as possible, so they squatted here in the hospital, and the camera kept shooting until Yin Nan and Lu Yisong appeared. Pass the microphone up.

"Excuse me, did you just find out about Xie Fenghua's accident now? I heard that today is his birthday. Didn't you celebrate with him?"

"May I ask if your relationship has broken down! Or have you divorced?"

"Excuse me……"

Just when they were surrounded by reporters, the door of the emergency room opened, and the nurse shouted loudly, "Have Xie Fenghua's family members arrived?"

"here!"

Yin Nan didn't have time to answer the reporters' questions, so he forcefully pushed aside the reporters in front of him.Lu Yisong helped him stop the large group of people behind him. "Everyone, be safe and don't be impatient! Please don't disturb the order of the hospital. We will answer any questions later."

The patient had multiple soft tissue injuries, a broken right shoulder head, and a large amount of brain bleeding. He needed a craniotomy immediately, but for such a risky operation, a surgical order must be signed in advance.

The executive nurse was a little anxious. As a former movie fan of Xie Fenghua, she was startled when she suddenly saw her idol being pushed into the emergency room. Xie Fenghua was seriously injured, and his nominal lover came here at this time.The nurse heard the reporters' questions just now. She still remembers that when Xie Fenghua announced his retirement, didn't he still smile happily in front of the camera?Why has it become like this now?

The executive nurse quickly took the operation sheet signed by Yin Nan, and looked at Yin Nan complainingly before closing the door.After Xie Fenghua's accident, Linda received the news. She arrived quickly with Zongheng Entertainment's public relations and cleared all the reporters stuck in the emergency department.

At one o'clock in the morning, Xie Fenghua's surgery had been going on for nearly three hours, and within a few hours, the hospital had already issued two critical illness notices.

Yin Nan stood at the door of the operating room waiting for the news, tightly clutching the critical illness notice in his hand.He prayed over and over again that the operation must be successful, it must be successful!But the second critical illness notice issued by the executive nurse completely shattered his hope. Yin Nan's eyes were red, and he couldn't accept his lover's death again.

This is already the last chance. If Xie Fenghua's operation is not successful, he will really leave him. In this world, Yin Nan will never find him again...

Yin Nan signed the second notice with trembling hands. He didn't even have the strength to stand up. His knees gave way and he was about to kneel on the ground. Lu Yisong barely supported him.

"I beg you...please...you must save him..." Handing the notice to the executive nurse, Yin Nan tightly clenched the nurse's cuff, bowing her head and choking.