Palm Idol

Lu Yiwen put his hands off the steering wheel and asked, "Why are you here?"

Jian She said obediently: "I want to come to help. I haven't lived in the previous house for so long, do I need to clean it again?"

"That's the person I've already called the cleaning company."

"Then I'll move things for you? I'm also good at tidying up the room."

"No, no need." Lu Yiwen seemed a little unhappy, "You don't need to spend your mind on this kind of thing, it's enough to do your own thing well. I'm going to drive, you go down."

Jian She sat still, her expression seemed a little aggrieved.

After a long time, he whispered: "I thought that the relationship with my brother has improved a little these days..."

"Of course the relationship has improved, and it will definitely get better in the future." Lu Yiwen softened his tone a little, "But moving is my personal matter, and I really don't need your help."

As he spoke, he was about to open the car door.

Jian She glanced at the car door, and suddenly became upset. Not only did she not get out of the car, but she leaned over and leaned towards Lu Yiwen. The distance between the two suddenly became extremely close, and they were about to wipe their faces.

Lu Yiwen's reaction was a little big, and he jerked his head back.

However, Jian She didn't intend to touch him, and he stopped only ten centimeters away from Lu Yiwen's original position.

Lu Yiwen: "..."

Oops, doesn't it look like he's running away as if he's afraid of him kissing himself?

Jian She gave a soft "huh": "Brother, why did you react so strongly? I just came here to get a key."

His keys were indeed on the center console just ahead of the steering wheel.

Lu Yiwen was even more embarrassed. It took him a while to remember to sit down again. He was about to say something to cover up, but suddenly he heard Jian She speak.

"...So after the live that day, brother, you know what I did." Jian She shortened the distance with him little by little, "Then why didn't you ask me at that time?"

Lu Yiwen: "..."

Now he was completely speechless.

"But I can't blame you for this..." Jian She suddenly lowered her slender eyelashes, with a disappointed and distressed expression, "Actually, I was also hesitant that day, and I was worried that you would push me away, but I couldn't help but not touch it. You...so I didn't say anything in the end."

Lu Yiwen still didn't know what to say.

"It's okay..." After a while, he finally came up with a compromise, "Actually, I don't really care about what happened that day, so you don't have to think about it anymore, just pretend it never happened."

After hearing this, Jian She suddenly raised his head. He seemed a little unbelievable, but his eyes were heavy, and he suppressed his emotions for a while and appeared extremely calm.

"Pretend everything never happened?"

"Well." Lu Yiwen persuaded him rationally, "After all, you are still young, and I can understand when you are impulsive once in a while. It might just be the first time you were too happy to be on stage that night—"

Before he finished speaking, Jian She suddenly got up and turned over, Lu Yiwen was stunned for a while, and after that, Jian She hugged him and kissed him.

Lu Yiwen was probably really stunned, so he forgot to react. He didn't even feel anything at first, and it took several seconds to clearly feel that the boy was clumsily probing in his tongue.

Jian She's kissing skills are definitely not very good, but she is gentle and patient, as if she wants to pry open Lu Yiwen's heart little by little, and with the movement of his fingers rubbing lightly, she will send the heat little by little. Went to Louie's nerve endings.

Louie forgot to push him away, making the kiss even longer.

When it was over, Lu Yiwen suddenly tasted a faint scent of grass and trees from the other party's lips and tongue, reminding him that he was still in the morning to urge Jian She to get up early, so he carried him into the bathroom and watched him finish brushing. tooth.

This memory brought him back to his senses suddenly, and then all the charm was canceled - he was kissed by such a young boy again.

Jian She is still hugging Lu Yiwen, pressing her chin on Lu Yiwen's shoulder.

His earlobes and cheeks were stained with a lot of blush, and his eyes seemed to contain a pool of spring water, but from Lu Yiwen's perspective, he couldn't see these at all.

It may be that Lu Yiwen didn't resist him very much, Jian She had a little confidence, and taking advantage of the excitement, he couldn't help but want to confess: "Brother, I like—"

"Stop, stop, don't talk, don't talk!" Lu Yiwen quickly pulled Jian She away from him.

Shit, there's no way to pretend it didn't happen now.

Jian She blinked and frowned slightly, looking extremely innocent.Because Lu Yiwen pressed his shoulders, he seemed to be kneeling on the seat at this moment, appearing unusually obedient.

"Don't say it, it's meaningless." Lu Yiwen repeated again, "Calm down first, get out of the car."

Jian She seemed to be stunned.

"Get out of the car!" Lu Yiwen emphasized his tone, and opened the car door without any explanation.

Jian She lowered her head slowly, and it took a long time before she said very softly: "...I'm sorry."

"Get out of the car." Lu Yiwen's tone softened a little, but he still couldn't refuse.

Jian She nodded heavily several times, then got out of the car and ran into the dormitory with a "da da da".

Looking at his back, Lu Yiwen suddenly had the illusion that he had become a heartless man who abandoned his wife and son.

...too outrageous.

Although he acted calmly, Lu Yiwen was already in a mess in his heart.

He shook his head to wake himself up, started the car and drove forward.

During the boring drive, Lu Yiwen gradually remembered some past events.

When he was in college, he liked a girl in the same class. She was smart, beautiful and very emotional. She was recognized as a goddess by their school. She was always surrounded by all kinds of opposite sexes, but she had never dated anyone.

At that time, he wanted to confess countless times, but when he thought of the possible painful consequences, he quickly gave up. As a result, until graduation, he and the goddess were just good friends.

It wasn't until later that he learned from an old classmate that the goddess was interested in him at the beginning. He had said to his best friend more than once, "If I want a boyfriend, I will find someone like Lu Yiwen".

But Lu Yiwen had already made a new girlfriend at that time, so he just listened to what his old classmates said.

It is impossible to say that there is no regret.But if you want to say how much you regret it, Lu Yiwen may answer, only a little.Because compared to the little wind and rain-like entanglement before the confession, the result of being completely denied after the confession is the storm that he cannot bear.

The less confident you are and the more you think about your feelings, the more you will be forced into a cage of cowardice, cowardice and humbleness. In this case, confessing is not a courageous thing, but it will make it easier for people to fall into In the depression and entanglement that are difficult to resolve.

Lu Yiwen didn't want himself to fall into that kind of emotion, let alone let Jian She experience it, so he stopped Jian She from confessing.

It is impossible for him to talk to Jian She.

Not only because he is a newcomer cultivated by himself, they are of the same sex, their ages are too different, etc., but also because - he is not a person living in this world at all.

What's more, Jian She's inexplicable and strong feelings also show that this is just a world dominated by the system, and such feelings have no meaning to him.

When Jian She goes back today, she should be a little sad for a while.Lu Yiwen thought to himself, but when Jicai develops well in the future, more and more girls like him should be able to divert their attention soon.

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When Jian She ran back to the room, she happened to meet Jing Xiang who came out from the next door.

"Brother Lu, have you finished moving all your things? Has anyone left?" Jing Xiang asked him anxiously, "I have something to tell him."

Without saying a word, Jian She pulled out her room card and opened the door.

"Why don't you come?" Jing Xiang went over to pull him, "Come here and see what's wrong with Xu Lan? Since yesterday, he has been huddling under the blanket without eating or drinking, like a turtle that has lost its shell. I’ve been annoyed by persuading him for a whole day. I didn’t dare to scold him, for fear that he would go to Sister Xiaomei to complain—”

Jian She shook off his hand suddenly, and said in a cold tone, "Don't touch me."

Only then did Jingxiang notice that his face was abnormally pale, and he was surprised: "What's wrong with you?"

Jian She didn't speak, but the action of opening the door was a bit wrong, and the door was not opened even after correcting the magnetic hole several times, which made him gradually become impatient.

Jing Xiang saw that his emotions were on the verge of going berserk, and hurried over to snatch the card from his hand: "I'll open it, I'll open it! If you continue to open it, the card will be folded."

Jing Xiang opened the door at once, and Jian She walked in with a heavy face, facing the room that Lu Yiwen lived in before, which was already empty, showing that the owner had abandoned it.

Jian She couldn't help but startled.

Anxiety and irritability were at the top of his mind, but when he saw this room, a sense of regret and helplessness surged up.

Although he thought that his confession would definitely be rejected by Lu Yiwen, he did not expect to be rejected so thoroughly, and the confession time was too early, and it was not in his plan at all.

If it was a confession made at a more mature time, even if he was rejected, he still had room to turn around. Anyway, he was still young, and he had plenty of time to wait slowly.

But in this state, not to mention turning around, there is no hope at all...

Judging from today's fierce reaction, if Lu Yiwen finds any woman to marry and have children, he may not even look at him more.

Why is he so impulsive...

Jian She suddenly squatted down, half hugging her head.

Jingxiang was even more shocked when he saw him like this. He hadn't seen Jian She's emotional collapse before, so he quickly squatted down to coax him: "What's the matter? What happened? Tell your brother Xiang ?”

Jian She didn't make a sound, but her mouth seemed to be muttering something.

Jing Xiang hurried over to listen, but couldn't hear any complete words at all, and only heard a few words vaguely:

"I just like...that's all..."

Jingxiang's stomach hurts when he heard this, is this because he has lost his love? ? ? ?

He coaxed Jian She for a long time, but Jian She was always depressed and had no intention of standing up.

Jing Xiang is almost the same as the first two. He and Xu Lan are roommates. Xu Lan has been autistic since he came back from the livehouse last time. I refused to eat it, but the reason was just because I watched a video on the Internet.

Jingxiang wanted to talk to Lu Yiwen about this these two days, but Lu Yiwen was busy moving, which made him too embarrassed to bother him, and Xu Lan's funeral took too long, and it was easy for everyone to get impatient.

Here Xu Lan's matter has not been resolved, and Jian She is also in a bad mood. Jing Xiang suddenly feels as if he has fallen into a helpless situation all of a sudden, and he can only describe his current mood as collapse.

He took out his mobile phone and wanted to call Lu Yiwen.

At this time, the only savior he could think of was Lu Yiwen.

However, Lu Yiwen was busy driving, and his mobile phone was muted, so he didn't notice his call at all.

Grass.

Jing Xiang really didn't know who else he could ask to discuss these matters, he thought about it for a long time, and finally called Bai Zhiyuan who lived outside the dormitory.