My teammates and I are in love at public expense [entertainment circle]

Gu Zhixing has always been obedient.

Therefore, what she meant was basically what Gu's parents meant.

She knows her brother very well, and also understands his weakness.

He has a strong personality, but attaches great importance to friendship.

It doesn't matter to him tormenting himself alone.

But if he dragged down others around him, he would never forgive himself.

So she throws out the last sentence, trying to force him to go back.

Go back ass.

Gu Zhijing flushed his face again, then turned on the faucet heavily, with a buzzing sound, as if he was deliberately competing with someone.

Never compromise.

—

When Gu Zhijing returned to the dormitory, Xu Linyuan couldn't help asking: "What's wrong?"

When he handed over the phone, he felt that he was not in the right state, so he couldn't help but feel a little worried.

Gu Zhijing went to the cabinet to find a hair dryer, and replied casually, "It's okay."

Sheng Chi was watching a dance video on the bed, when he heard this, he glanced down.

From his position, he couldn't see Gu Zhijing's face, so he thought for a while and asked, "Too tired these days?"

As soon as he exited, Gu Zhijing clicked the button of the hair dryer.

The buzzing sound of the hair dryer completely covered Sheng Chi's voice.

Sheng Chi thought he didn't hear it, and didn't think much about it, so he continued to watch his video.

It wasn't until 5 minutes later that Gu Zhijing turned off the hair dryer, then raised his head and smiled: "That's right, Brother Chi."

"You have to blame for this, who made you so inhumane during training."

He looked at Sheng Chi, blinked, as if he was being obedient, "The assessment is two days away, can I apply for a break?"

His expression was natural, as usual.

Can't see any problem.

Sheng Chi was silent for a while, and finally tapped his head with his mobile phone: "Go to bed early."

—

That night, Gu Zhijing had a dream.

He dreamed about something from the past.

Before, he had a smooth sailing, a green light all the way in his life, and he didn't suffer at all.

That year, he graduated from high school, and his family helped him apply for a good foreign university, planning to send him to study management.

There was still some time before going abroad, and after celebrating his birthday, Gu Zhijing came to think about it.

He planned to give himself a special coming-of-age gift.

After much deliberation, he finally chose to get his ears pierced.

Hit on the right, a small one.

He has been very good during school, and the most outrageous thing he has done is to be late and leave early and skip class.This time it is a new step.

Also a low-key testimonial.

Gu Zhijing was aware of his sexual orientation very early on.

But he never cared about it, and he didn't think it was something difficult to tell. He had friends who knew about it, and he never alienated him because of it.

So after getting his ears pierced that day, he went to the store to pick out a style of earrings he liked, and returned home in a good mood.

But it is probably because of the existence of this earring that the family members are keenly aware of something wrong.

Before sending him abroad, his parents came to talk to him, wanting him to meet a girl from the Lin family.

Being in Gu's family, Gu Zhijing was used to business marriages in the circle, and realized what it meant almost instantly.

He pretended to be uninterested and pushed directly.

Yet the parents continued to lobbied.

Gu Zhijing finally couldn't bear it any longer: "I'm only eighteen, so why worry about my sister not getting married yet."

"It's different."

My father said, "Your sister is going to get married in the future."

"Although we will choose her partner carefully, she will be an outsider after she gets married, and it's not sure if she will help outsiders in the future."

"You are our Gu family member, understand?"

Gu Zhijing was taken aback.

He suddenly smiled, leaned back, and said with a rare sarcasm: "Really? It's because our family has the throne to inherit, so it's up to me?"

That's when he understood.

Although their parents doted on them, they never regarded them as independent individuals from the bottom of their hearts.

One is a commercial bargaining chip that can be exchanged for benefits in the future, and the other is an inheritance machine that will help the family earn more benefits in the future.

In the Gu family, where does freedom come from?

What's even more frightening is that he discovered that his sister Gu Zhixing had subtly accepted all of this and chose to stand by her parents.

But Gu Zhijing didn't want to.

After he repeatedly refused, his father, Gu Ze, took a look at him: "It's just a meeting, it's not like you're making a decision so quickly, why are you so resistant?"

His tone became serious, and he questioned with a little doubt, "Could it be, you are really...that?"

Gu Zhijing's heart skipped a beat, but he still pretended to be calm and said, "What?"

"Don't play stupid!"

"Your studs—I've been told! What do you mean by that yourself?"

Gu Zeduan probably felt that this matter was embarrassing even to say it, and his hands were shaking with anger, "I tell you... If it is true, you are not from our Gu family. Our Gu family has never had such a pervert!"

In fact, Gu Zhijing acted like a good boy at that time, saying that he was just kidding, so it probably passed.

But he is not such a person.

Gu Zhijing, who had been spoiled for 18 years, realized something for the first time.

If they don't grow according to the plan they like.

Then they don't need this son.

Gu Zhijing raised his eyes and looked at his father calmly.

Being pampered and pampered not only cultivated his good upbringing and good temper, but also cultivated his pride and hard bones.

"If I admit it, are you planning to drive me out?"

He vaguely heard himself chuckle in his dream, and then said.

"Okay."

……

Memories are interspersed with dreams.

Gu Zhijing turned over uncomfortably on the bed, as if being dragged into a deeper abyss.

He left the house cleanly, taking nothing with him except the earrings he bought as a coming-of-age gift.

But before taking a few steps, he was pushed into the water.

"Drown him."

It was my father's cold voice, "Don't embarrass the Gu family."

The water that poured into the nasal cavity was salty and bitter.

One second before choking.

Gu Zhijing suddenly woke up from his dream, covered in sweat.

He touched his face dripping with cold sweat, but saw a person standing beside the bed, and was almost scared out of his wits for a moment.

It wasn't until the man squatted down and touched his forehead that Gu Zhijing suddenly realized: "Chi, brother Chi?"

—

The balcony was exceptionally quiet at 03:30 in the morning.

There was nothing but the white noise of the air conditioner humming.

"No fever."

Sheng Chi leaned against the railing and asked him, "Is that a nightmare? What's the matter, what's on your mind?"

Gu Zhijing rubbed his face, shook his head, and tried to get himself out of the gap between dreams and memories.

The reality of the ending is a bit different from the dream.

Of course, the Gu family wasn't cruel enough to really drown him.

They let him go out, but cut off all his sources of income, and only waited for him to go back and admit his mistakes.

They want him to admit that his sexual orientation is wrong, then obediently accept the marriage, go out to study, follow the life plan they set for him step by step, and finally complete his duties as the heir of the Gu family.

Gu Zeduan couldn't understand his son any better.

How much hardship can the spoiled young master suffer outside.

Will always come back before starving to death.

Whether he will starve to death or not, Gu Zhijing really doesn't know.

Because before that, he met Fei Yue.

Fei Yue picked up the poor young master and gave him food, shelter and a basic salary. The only request was that he train well and try to make his debut.

Gu Zhijing was among the first to come in.

At that time, Jiang Yu Qiwang hadn't come yet, Fei Yue's plan was barely getting started, and he didn't know if he could make a group, so picking him up was actually quite a bit of a backup.

But Gu Zhijing was very grateful to Fei Yue for this.

He let out a breath and said, "No, I'm just too tired."

Sheng Chi was silent for a while.

Just when Gu Zhijing thought he wouldn't say anything more, he said, "When I first arrived in South Korea, I also had nightmares all day long."

Gu Zhijing was startled for a moment before he understood.

Sheng Chi probably thought that his nightmare was due to the same anxiety he had experienced before due to too much pressure, so he wanted to comfort him with his own experience.

Gu Zhijing leaned against the wall and laughed in his heart.

Of course it can't be the same.

But I can't sleep anyway, and it doesn't hurt to listen to stories.

Sheng Chi is not someone who likes long speeches.

He only used a few words to briefly explain his experience of training day and night in South Korea, but he was still excluded. He also talked about how he stayed for a few more years, finally had the opportunity to debut, and was forcibly persuaded by the company to return to the country .

When he came back with his luggage on his back, he was cheated by the leather bag company again.

Such a tragic experience was exposed by him in such an understatement.

In the dark and silent night, Sheng Chi's words slowly fell silent.

For the first time he said so many words.

It was also the first time that Gu Zhijing listened quietly for so long.

His way of comforting people is not clever, compared with his usual calmness, it seems a bit dull and clumsy.

But Gu Zhijing was suddenly touched by something.

It was another side of the world that he had never been exposed to.

It is also the life experience of Sheng Chi who is still standing in front of him with a half-finished dream.

After Sheng Chi finished speaking, neither of them spoke for a long time.

After a while, Gu Zhijing lowered his eyes and called softly, "Brother Chi."

Sheng Chi: "Huh?"

Gu Zhijing bent his eyes and smiled, as if he had suddenly decided on something, and said in a very brisk and very sure tone: "Don't worry, you will definitely debut."

"Then you and your regiment will definitely become popular, popular all over the world, earth-shaking."

"At that time, there will be any stage you want, you can dance as long as you want, and you can make any song you want."

"There will be many, many people who will like you."

"It will never be the same again."

Listening to him talking, Sheng Chi suddenly felt that something was not right.

He looked at Gu Zhijing, and just about to say something, he saw him stretching, and then walked into the room: "I'm sleepy, I'll go back to sleep first."

Before he went in, he turned his head back, his peach blossom eyes were curved, with a little watery light, shining like falling stars in such a dark night, hiding a bit of a relieved smile, "Oh yes, Brother Chi."

"Thank you."

He said softly, "Good night."

Sheng Chi felt that something in his heart had been vaguely poked.

He didn't follow him back, but blew the cold wind on the balcony for another 5 minutes before entering the room.

Before going to bed, he took another look at Gu Zhijing.

Gu Zhijing's sleeping appearance is not very good, he usually likes to roll the quilt into a ball and sleep with his face buried.

It's always hard to tell if you're asleep or awake.

Sheng Chi stepped on the ladder and remained silent for a long time, and finally, facing the back of his head that was exposed, he whispered back, "Good night."