1921

Aug. [-] Tue. Sunny

I am finally in the same class as Wu Zi again, I am very happy.

Sept. [-] Fri. Sunny

On Teacher's Day, the monitor organized everyone to sing to the teachers to wish them a happy holiday before class.

Because Wu Zi was a little excited, she accidentally lost her tune, her face turned red instantly, and her voice became quieter, for fear that she would sing the wrong song again and be heard by everyone.

In fact, only I heard it, but he didn't seem to know.

Seeing his blushing cheeks with his head buried, I suddenly thought of the little fluffy chick.

so cute.

Sept. [-] Sat. Sunny

There is a Mid-Autumn Festival party tonight, and Wu Zi and I made an appointment to see it.

When finishing dinner in the cafeteria, Wu Zi took a few mouthfuls and then stared at the noodles in front of her without saying a word. I guess the taste should not be very delicious.

I gave him part of my meal and asked him to eat it.Originally I suggested that he buy a new copy, but he refused, saying it was a waste.

I guessed that he was not full, so after watching the party, I took him to buy some snacks, and told the boss to take one with less chili.I remember that although Wu Zi likes spicy food, he himself can't eat it very much.

Sept. [-] Wed. rain

Moon Festival.

After lunch, I called Wu Zi to wish him a happy holiday, but I heard the other party's voice was crying.

I'm a little worried and don't know what happened to him.

I could feel his desperately suppressed crying through the receiver.Hearing his cries, my heart ached.

When I found him at the door of his house, his eyes were red, and his hands were tightly clenched, as if he would lose the strength to persist if he let go.

I patted him on the shoulder distressedly, and said to him: "Cry, just cry, I won't laugh at you."

Then he burst into tears.

In fact, I want to hold him in my arms more, but I can't bring myself to do so.

It was the first time I saw him cry so hard.

I wanted to ask him what happened, but I knew he wouldn't want to.

He is such a tolerant and stubborn person.

If I asked him, he would definitely be at a loss, wondering what excuses to make.

I ate with him, and then walked with him on the street, and his mood finally calmed down.

When I was leaving, Wu Zi stopped me and gave me a small wooden elephant.

He said, this is what he wanted to give me a long time ago.

I put the little wooden elephant on the bookshelf, and I always feel like I can see Wu Zi when I look at it.

Oct. [-] Sat. Sunny

If you read correctly, Wu Zi was bullied by Hu Lu.

Being stared at and verbally threatened is also bullying.

I have to help Wu Zi pay attention to him in the future.

Went with Wu Zi to cheer for Wan Xinghua who participated in the "Campus Singer Contest", but unfortunately, he was eliminated.

Unexpectedly, Hu Lu entered the semi-finals.

Qct. [-] Tue. rain

I'm getting used to having some snacks in my schoolbag.

Although I can't send it out many times, I still enjoy it.

Nov. [-] Sun. Lighttraintoovercast

Today is lucky day.

During the parent-teacher meeting, Wu Zi and I took a walk on the playground to pass the time.

We talked about liberal arts and science options.Based on my current grade distribution and hobbies, I must choose science.However, Wu Zi seems to have not made up his mind, but I think he will probably choose liberal arts.

"It feels so cold." I just said something casually, and Wu Zi took the initiative to hold my hand.

I was surprised and wanted to hold it back, but held back.

Wu Zi's hands are not very warm, but I feel that all the cold in my body has been dispelled.

I was afraid that his hands would be cold by me, so I wanted to take them back, but he pulled my hands into his pocket.

He said to me: "You put it in my bag, it's warmer."

My hand and his hand were close together in the narrow pocket, and I could even feel the knuckles of his bent fingers.

After struggling for a while, in the end, I gave up because I couldn't bear the warmth.

I understand that Wu Zi just wanted to keep me warm, but his simple behavior made my heart beat non-stop.

Dec. [-]Mon. Overcast

Hu Lu has been very quiet recently, and has never bullied Wu Zi again.

However, he seemed a little too clingy to Wu Zi.

It's fine to let Wu Zi give him homework after class, and even the time for self-study is taken up, and even directly changed to the seat behind Wu Zi.

I heard from other students that because he is tall, the teacher originally asked him to move to the last row, but after discussing with others, he moved to the back of Wu Zi.

The whole self-study class only saw him harassing Wu Zi non-stop.Wu Zi said that because of talking to him about the topic, she didn't complete her original arrangement.

"He is not very good at studying, and it has affected your study. You tell the teacher and ask the teacher to change his seat." I said.

But Wu Zi said no, it doesn't matter once in a while.

Hearing that he was protecting Hu Lu like this, I felt a little annoyed.

"What's wrong with you?" Wu Zi asked me cautiously.

I just realized that I seemed too excited.

To Wu Zi, I was just a friend, and this kind of thing didn't matter at all. He just chatted casually, didn't think about anything, and didn't understand my thoughts on this kind of thing.

He must think my anger is inexplicable.

It would be fine if I still treat Wu Zi simply as a friend.

Dec. [-] Sat. Overcast to cloudy

I watched helplessly as Wu Zi was taken away by Hu Lu in front of me, but I didn't chase him out.

I can't find a reason to chase it out.

Today is Wu Zi's birthday. I took the gift I prepared for him and sat on the bus stop next to his community for more than two hours. I didn't call him until I saw him come back and asked if he was at home.

I sat on the platform for a while before walking over to him.

Wu Zi sat on the stairs, as soon as he approached, I knew what he had eaten.

I gave him the gift, only to find that he already had a gift box in his hand.

"This one was given to me by Hu Lu." He told me, and apologized to me and left without telling me in the afternoon.

I knew that he must have stayed with Hu Lu after school until now, and all the clues were so obvious, but I still couldn't help asking him if he was with him all the time.I don't even know what answer I want.

"Well. He said he wanted to invite me to dinner, and then we went to eat hot pot. We just came back."

After saying goodbye to him, I was walking home and finally figured out what it was that I was feeling.

Hey.

I'm jealous of Hu Lu.

Jealous of him being so close to Wu Zi, jealous of Wu Zi giving up my friend who has been with me for many years because of him.

I felt that Hu Lu was about to snatch Wu Zi away from me.

And I can't do anything.

Dec. [-] Sun. rain

I have a secret, and this secret I will only tell one person.

But that person, in this life, will never know.

From the day this secret was born, that's how I decided.

Dec. [-] Fri. Lighttraintoovercast

Standing on the bridge, under the sky full of fireworks, when I saw Hu Lu looking at Wu Zi, I thought I was sure that the other party had a secret like mine.

I can be sure that I will keep this secret to death, but I can't guarantee that the other party will too.

I started to panic.

Jan. [-]Mon. cloudy

Wu Zi finally chose liberal arts.

We will no longer be classmates, and the time spent together will be shortened.

Will he become strange to me?

Jan. [-]Tue. Overcast

When I was asking questions in the office, I learned the truth about Hu Lu's going abroad from other teachers.

I breathed a sigh of relief.

Feb. [-] Wed. Sunny

In the new year, I wish Wu Zi and I...

Hopefully we can be the same as before.

Feb. [-]Mon. Sunny

When I went out with Wu Zi, I gave him the chocolate I bought earlier, but he didn't notice my hidden thoughts.

I think he probably didn't even notice what chocolate it was.

But that doesn't matter, as long as I know it.

Feb. [-] Fri. cloudy

I like to go home with Wu Zi, sometimes I push the car, sometimes I carry him.

The surroundings were quiet and quiet, and he and I were talking one after another, the streetlights stretched our shadows long, and finally merged together.

It would be nice if Wu Zi could grab my clothes while I was driving him.

Mar. [-] Wed. Sunny

I made an appointment with Wu Zi to do running practice every night, for the spring sports meeting in April.

Although Wu Zi was exhausted and out of breath every time, she would still run with me.

Tonight he was a bit abnormal, usually he would run slowly behind me, but suddenly he picked up his speed, he didn't hear me when I called him, and finally squatted on the ground exhausted.

I thought he was suffering somewhere, and wanted to touch his forehead, but he avoided it.

I don't know if it's because I missed something. After last semester, he would avoid me whenever I got a little closer to him.In the past, it would never be like this.

Wu Zi, did he know something?

April. [-]Thur. Sunny

Games.

When Wu Zi ran [-] meters, I was cheering him on, I don't know if he heard it.

After practicing for so long, I am quite sure about long-distance running.

On the second lap, I saw Wu Zi. It turned out that he had come to watch my race, and I almost lost my pace.

On the fourth lap, Wu Zi ran with me. For a moment, I seemed to return to the days when I ran with him every night.

I could clearly hear the voices of Wu Zi and other students cheering for me. I didn't think about winning or losing, but I suddenly wanted to be the first.

Then I heard Wu Zi excitedly say to me in my ear: "Ye Aichen, you are so amazing!"

His voice is hoarse, how hard he is cheering for me.

Wu Zi praised me once, and praised me again.Hearing so many compliments alone makes me a little embarrassed.

After getting excited, he remembered to buy me water to drink, but I directly said that the bottle in his hand was enough.

"But it's what I drank," he said.

However, with my own little thoughts, I didn't want him to go to buy it for me again, so I asked, "Do you mind?"

Wu Zi shook her head like a rattle, and quickly said: "No, no, I don't mind, there is nothing to mind."

"Isn't that all right?"

Wu Zi blushed, not knowing whether it was excitement or shyness.He gave me the water and sat down next to me with his head bowed.

The water in the throat relieves the thirst caused by exercise and makes people feel much more comfortable.

I drank all the water in the bottle, it's so sweet.

April. [-] Wed. rain

I didn't know that Wu Zi hadn't come home until I received a call from Aunt Ding.

I remembered the text message he sent me saying he was going home first, after so long, where would he go?Nothing will happen, right?

I called him many times, but no one answered.

Wu Zi is not the kind of person who makes others worry. What happened to him?

I didn't know where he was going, but when I was about to go out to look for him, I received a text message from Wu Zi, and I immediately called back.

Fortunately, this time he took it.

I couldn't stop worrying about him in my heart, and I couldn't help becoming anxious as soon as I opened my mouth, which surprised him.

Knowing that he was near my house, I couldn't care less about anything, and ran out of the house quickly.

I want to see him soon, only when I see him and make sure he is safe can I really feel relieved.

Seeing Wu Zi standing there alive and well, my heart dropped.

He told me to go home, said he just took a walk and didn't notice the time, said he'd be right back.

That's a very lame excuse.

He always thought that he was covering up well, but in fact I could always see through his disguise at a glance. He must not know the look on his face that is about to cry.With him like this, how can I let him go home with confidence?

After reporting to Aunt Ding, I took him home.

I didn't ask him what happened, I didn't want to open his wound again, it would hurt him a lot.

If he wants to, he will tell me someday.

I am willing to wait.

It doesn't matter if you don't tell me, as long as I can stay by his side and be with him when he needs me.

In the middle of the night, I heard sobbing.

Wu Zi cried in her dream.

I got out of bed, knelt beside him, and gently wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with my hands.One hand held his hand on his chest, and the other hugged him gently.

why are you so sad

Don't cry, okay?

If you are sad, can I help you share it?

Don't always keep everything in your heart and fight alone.

How I wish I could get those words out.

I kissed his forehead lightly and made up my mind to protect him well.

"1921"