How much tomorrow

love at first sight.

Zhao Anhe was lying on the bed, remembering what Wei Ze said about love at first sight.

This is really strange, it has been so long, but Zhao Anhe still remembers Wei Ze's slightly embarrassed expression at that time, everything seems to have happened just yesterday, repeated over and over again Play it back in Zhao Anhe's mind.

The matter between Wei Ze and Zhao Anhe was both expected and unexpected, and it was not strongly opposed by Zhao Anhe and his parents. They only wanted Zhao Anhe to have a safe and smooth life, and nothing else. beg.On the contrary, the eldest brother who loves Zhao Anhe the most is not willing to agree to anything. He always said that if Zhao Anhe insists on being with Wei Ze, he will suffer.

Until now, he seldom gave Wei Ze a good face.

It's really strange. At that time, Zhao Jin clearly only saw Wei Ze once, and he could already predict what would happen after so long. Now whether Zhao Anhe is living a normal life in peace, or suffering, it is already a matter of even him. I can't tell the difference.

Zhao Anhe used to always feel that there is nothing more difficult than falling in love at first sight, and what is even more rare is that the other party happens to fall in love with him at first sight, but now thinking about it, falling in love at first sight is just the happiest and simplest beginning.

When you don't know the other person's personality, when you don't know the other person's living habits, when you don't know the other person, at such a time, you fall in love with him at first sight, and then fantasize about a happy life with him, immersing yourself This is the simplest and happiest thing in my humble and uninteresting fantasy.

Zhao Anhe turned over.

For Zhao Anhe, not to mention working overtime, it is common for Wei Ze to stay out all night even if he has something to do.

Since Wei Ze is not by Zhao Anhe's side, Zhao Anhe has never been interested in lying on the other half of the bed. The other half of the bed is cold, even the pillows are cold. In the past, Zhao Anhe would never go there. Touching the other half of the pillow.

A double bed, two pillows on the bed, but only one person sleeps, this is really a great irony.

But what happened to Zhao An and him today.

Zhao Anhe stretched out his hand and touched Wei Ze's pillow.

Today's weather is very good, with very mild sunshine. During the day, Zhao Anhe took out the pillows and quilts to dry. The pillows that have been exposed to the sun feel fluffy and soft to the touch, and feel cold to the touch.

Zhao Anhe had a wooden face.

He grabbed Wei Ze's pillow and tightened his fingers. Zhao Anhe couldn't figure out why Wei Ze liked working in the police station so much. Is it because he grew up in an orphanage...Is it because of the police? sense of responsibility...

Because you grew up in an orphanage, you want to give back to society when you grow up?

He didn't understand.

Zhao Anhe was bewitched at this time, he lost his mind, and he was even thinking: "If I only have three months left in my life, will Wei Ze feel pain, will Wei Ze regret it, will Wei Ze cry..."

He may be sick.

tick.

Zhao Anhe's head started to hurt again.

A series of tick-tock sounds exploded in Zhao Anhe's ears. Every time there was a sound, Zhao Anhe felt his head hurt more. In a daze, Zhao Anhe saw Wei Ze standing At the door, smiling and showing two small canine teeth, he stretched out his hand to Zhao Anhe and said to Zhao Anhe, "Anhe...I miss you very much."

But where is the sound of water coming from?Zhao Anhe was lying on the bed now, how could there be the sound of water blasting in his ears.

He squinted his eyes, and involuntarily touched his nose with his hand. It was warm and wet, and it couldn't stop dripping. Zhao Anhe raised his hand to his eyes.

pat.

The blood on his hand dripped to the corner of Zhao Anhe's eyes.

He felt that it was difficult for him to breathe, and he was a little out of breath. He wanted to call for help, but he couldn't exert any strength.

Zhao Anhe couldn't open his squinted eyes.

Blood flowed down Zhao Anhe's cheeks onto the pillow, a terrifying red.

He might be dying.

When Zhao Anhe opened his eyes again, he was in the hospital. There were people sitting around the bed, including his father, mother, and elder brother.

But there is no Wei Ze.

Zhao Anhe struggled to sit up, but was stopped by Zhao Jin. He looked in the direction of his parents in confusion. The memory in Zhao Anhe's mind was still lying on the bed, and then he started to bleed ,Then……

Zhao Anhe's mother was sitting on a chair, seeing that Zhao Anhe had woken up, she was so excited that she wanted to stand up, but just as she stood up, her mother's eyes turned red, and then she sat down again, turned her head away, and stopped looking at him. Zhao Anhe seemed to be crying.

And his father came over and patted Zhao Anhe's head affectionately, "Don't worry, Xiaohe, it will be fine."

Zhao Jin was silent for a while, then said, "Dad, don't hide it from him."

Father stopped talking, he took a few steps back, silently looking at Zhao Anhe who was lying on the hospital bed.

Zhao Anhe turned his head and looked into Zhao Jin's eyes: "Brother."

"Malignant lymphoma, there is no possibility of misdiagnosis."

"Oh." Zhao Anhe didn't know what he should ask. He didn't know what kind of disease malignant lymphoma was. I also clearly understand that this is a very serious disease, as long as the word "malignant" is added to everything, it will not get better. Of course, the same is true of the disease.

So Zhao Anhe asked again: "Am I going to die soon?"

Zhao Jin shook his head, "No."

"Then how long can I live?"

"Hospitalization first, then chemotherapy and surgery." Zhao Jin tucked in the quilt for Zhao Anhe, "President Xiaohe will live to be a hundred years old."

"How long can I live if there are still cancer cells after chemotherapy and surgery?"

"Doctors say there is an 80.00% chance of a cure."

"elder brother."

Zhao Jin sighed, "Maybe ten years, maybe five years."

"It could also be ten days, or five months."

What Zhao Jin said was correct, and what Zhao Anhe said was also correct. If there are still cancer cells surviving, Zhao Anhe may live for ten years, maybe only ten days.

At this time, Zhao Anhe suddenly remembered Wei Ze, "By the way, Wei Ze..."

Before Zhao Anhe could finish his sentence, Zhao Jin interrupted him, "Xiaohe, after recovering from illness this time, you should change your boyfriend. I don't object to your liking men, but people like Wei Ze are not suitable for you."

He started again.

Zhao Anhe shrinks into the quilt, every time Zhao Jin persuades him to break up with Wei Ze, Zhao Anhe will start to feel sleepy, because he understands that Zhao Jin is doing it for his own good, and because he understands that Zhao Jin's vision of people is accurate horrible.

Zhao Anhe didn't want to quarrel with Zhao Jin. He knew that Zhao Zhaojin would never tell baseless lies. Every time after this time, he would look to his parents for help. The mother would come out to smooth things over, and in the midst of laughing and joking, Zhao Anhe was fooled by this matter.

This sort of thing went on for four years.

Zhao Anhe used this method to fool the past and tried it repeatedly.

It was different this time, mother cried in a low voice, and did not go to see Zhao Anhe, while father stood on the elder brother's side this time, "Xiaohe, your elder brother is right. Break up with Wei Ze, he is a good boy, but he is not suitable for you."

Zhao Anhe can guess why his father and mother suddenly changed their attitude.

This may be a form of anger in disguise.

Even though he knew that Zhao Anhe's illness had nothing to do with Wei Ze, he couldn't help but blame Wei Ze for not taking good care of Zhao Anhe.

Even though he knew that Wei Ze was a policeman and might be worrying about a case, he still couldn't help but blame Wei Ze in his heart for why he didn't realize that Zhao Anhe was gone.

What's more, the parents, not to mention, discovered Zhao An and Zhao Jin who were unconscious at home with their own eyes.

This time Zhao Jin is determined to separate Zhao Anhe from Wei Ze.

Zhao Jin suddenly decided to go to Zhao Anhe because he saw someone selling candied fruit on the road when he was off work.

He remembered that Zhao Anhe had complained when he went home before, saying that a shop selling candied fruits had moved away, and now there are fewer and fewer shops selling candied fruits, and he couldn't find any place to sell them after searching for a long time. Candied fruit.

I happened to see it this time, so Zhao Jin bought two packs to send to Zhao Anhe.

When he arrived at the door, he knocked on the door for a long time but no one opened the door, but the lights at home were on. Zhao Jin frowned, took out a key from under the flower pot at the door, and opened the door himself.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he walked into the bedroom, he saw Zhao Anhe lying on the bed with blood all over his face.

Zhao Jin was almost frightened into having a heart attack, so he went to check to make sure that Zhao Anhe was still alive, finally he was relieved a little, and rushed him to the hospital.

Who knew, after the rescue and the doctor's examination, Zhao Jin's heart went cold again, and Zhao Anhe was diagnosed with nausea lymphoma.

Zhao Anhe didn't wake up until the next morning. That night, Zhao's parents and Zhao Jin sat beside Zhao Anhe's hospital bed all night. No one spoke, no one made a sound.

Wei Ze didn't call anyone in the Zhao family all night. In other words, Wei Ze didn't even notice that Zhao Anhe was missing.

Zhao Jin thought: After Zhao Anhe recovers from his illness, Wei Ze must break up with Zhao Anhe.

Perhaps Father Zhao thought so too.

After the illness is cured... After the illness is cured...

Everyone was thinking about what to do when Zhao Anhe recovered from his illness. They had the 80.00% chance of success in their minds, but they deliberately forgot about the remaining 20.00% chance of failure. probability.

Zhao Anhe lay on the bed, tucked his head into the quilt, and said in a muffled voice: "Wei Ze is very good, I like him very much, I fell in love with him at first sight, and he also liked me, and he also fell in love with me at first sight."

Ha, it was love at first sight.

Zhao Jin walked over, he was afraid that Zhao Anhe would be bored in the quilt, and wanted to pull Zhao Anhe out of the quilt, but Zhao Anhe held on to the quilt tightly and would not let go, Zhao Jin thought of Zhao Anhe An He is sick now, and he dare not use force, so he let Zhao Anhe curl up in the quilt, "Xiaohe, I told you from the very beginning that if you insist on being with Wei Ze, you will suffer, Xiaohe." And, tell me honestly now, don't lie, tell me, did I make a mistake at the beginning, and have you suffered now?"

Zhao Anhe huddled under the quilt and didn't move. He rubbed his eyes on the quilt randomly, probably because Zhao Jin's tone was too serious, or maybe it was because of the dinner he ate alone last night , Zhao Anhe didn't lie to Zhao Jin, but he didn't want to just say the question that he never wanted to think about. He was ambiguous, didn't give a specific answer, curled up in the quilt and said in a low voice, "No."

You are right.

You told me that if I was with him, I would suffer.

I have already tasted the bitterness now, and I already know that what you said is not wrong, and I don't even know how long I can live in the future.

If I had a year to live, I'd like to write a to-do list and have Weiser accompany me through it.

But if I can only live for one day, then I just want to stay on the hospital bed without eating or sleeping, waiting for Wei Ze while waiting for death.

Whether I'm living a day or a year, Weiser is my essential.

Zhao Anhe likes Wei Ze so much.

What can I do.